New journal! Been a while!

Well time to get to to work:

GAMES:

NEO: The World Ends With You
- Easily the best JRPG I've played to date, and it was a superlative successor to the first TWEWY game.
Dai Gyakuten Saiban / The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles
- Still playing this one. In terms of graphics, characters, and story, strongly outpaces anything of the original Ace Attorney games, though those games will always be classic.
Replaying Breath of the Wild Master Mode
- I bought another amiibo.

REALLIFE:

Still happily employed at my company, except now that nearly everyone there knows about my temperamental problems, waste no time in asking me very often, "Are you okay? How are you feeling?"

I blame my last outburst and almost getting fired. :(

Two pay raises have made it impossible for me to leave, so I can't very well think about another job.

> Sub-indent: Emotionally >

I'm happy to be employed since that's better than being unemployed.
I'm constantly sad and tired at times because I get so very little sleep.
I have problems being irritable with people who tend to slow me up a great deal.

FUTUREPLANS:

I have none. But you know.... I trust God.
The Baby murdering one, the one who refuses to let love be love, the one people get easily confused about, the one people actively reject, the one who bladda blah blah blah. You know, the Abrahamic Bible one.

(You're going to tell that there is no evidence and absolutely nothing points to God in existence, and nothing from a book of fairytales, the Bible, can say otherwise. Yeah, you got me. I'm just grasping at straws. Seeking to find evidence that "Validates a Belief that is ultimately insane and unsupportable" is a sucker's game. Well, guess I'll be the sucker forever. ;P )

I screw up constantly (Memoirs of my time on Twitter are unassailable proof of this) but I know that I haven't screwed up to be especially more worse than anyone else. We're all equal in his eyes. We screw up, we fall, get back on our feet, repent, and just try again.

Most of my delusional plans are made on the spur of the moment: The Coldcut Project is still ongoing, one project I HAD planned will be put on indefinite hold, and also there was also plans for more fanart involving other user's fursonas with mine.

I did think about wanting to learn music, and to that end, learning me some Piano. I thought that might be interesting!

Still trying to learn some Japanese. Surprisingly that has been an easy process.

.....

Yeah that's it. I can't let past failures and screw ups slow me down. There were people I wanted to connect with, but I should've realized a long time ago that I was pursuing some very poisonous fancies. I had to learn to get over them while not quite forgetting about them. I'm gonna keep on praying for them. I don't know the immediate future, who knows? Maybe something will change, something for the better! It's better to take my hard lessons in tandem and be upbeat, than to wallow in grief. That's how you move forward.