I don’t really know how I should start this other than saying don’t worry about me or come and message me about not knowing what I’m dealing with or anything like that, this has been something that’s been on my mind for, probably a year now, each time it would only last a few minutes but it got longer and longer, today though it hit hard enough for me to realise that even near proper adulthood, I don’t know what I’m actually doing with my life or how to really do anything important, I’ll probably still be active on stuff like Discord, mostly to keep myself social but not doing any rp’s or the sorts, for how long I don’t know, which will be personally quite rough.

To those that I haven’t talked to or just disappear from randomly, I have to admit I’m guilty of such for quite a few years now, but recently it’s gotten much worse, and I honestly feel like I’m just worrying people for no reason or making them seem like I’m ignoring them, to all of them, I’m sorry, it probably doesn’t mean much but what else can I say…

If you want anymore information I’m sorry again, this is as much as I’d like to share and I don’t want to repeat myself in different ways for every person that asks, I personally can not deal with that right now nor would I like people to worry more about my situation that otherwise would just be something silly and stupid when I look back a few years later.