Hi everyone! I honestly wish I was in a better mood to be doing this but here we go I guess. I’ve been having a pretty rough month in terms of mental health. Earlier this month, I was dragged into a stressful situation that nearly broke me. Ever since then, I keep wind up getting dragged into more stressful stuff. As a result, drawing has been a rough process as I’ve been trying to help everyone I can. Making it worse is that every time I do get a break, two or more of my friends go through a rough time and I feel compelled to try and comfort them or at the very least make their day better. I’m alright, just need a really long break from all of that so I can focus on going to university and drawing more stuff. I’ve got some but need to get pictures of it ready for posting.

Along with that, I need to get ready for Inktober this year. All that and dealing with helping everyone had the effect of nearly driving me into a mental breakdown. I want to help them but can’t cause if I do, then I’ll lose whatever I have left. I promise to try and get back to posting my art and Inktober 2020 stuff but might need time to do so. I apologize and understand if your mad about it. But given the state I’m in at the moment, I need the time to recover. Though saying that nowadays ends with me being dragged into another problem. If it does then I’m gonna lose it. Hopefully the worst is behind me but given what I’ve been through last week and the start of this week, things can and most likely will get worst. I honestly hope it doesn’t.

If anyone needs me, I’ll be trying to hold onto whatever sanity’s left in my head. I’m sorry if I don’t live up to expectations and seem slow on uploading. After all that’s happened, I’m trying to pick up the pieces and recover what I can but it ends up breaking even more. I hope everything gets better for me and everyone I know.

I hope your all having a better day/night than I am. Really feels like that’s everyday now.