Hi! It has been a while since my last journal. A lot has been going on so I'll try to keep it simple.
I was stuck in a deep depression for most of the past year. Less to do with the pandemic and more to do with ongoing physical and mental health issues.
But I've been doing better lately! Still I haven't been very active with art for 2 big reasons.

First, Maya stopped allowing perpetual student licenses. My last few sculpts were 100% Zbrush but my Cookie and Larry rigs rely on Maya.
So I started learning Blender, but I'm slow and often distracted.

Second, one of my Subnautica speedruns got a bunch of attention which led me to get partnered with youtube.
I figured it would be a waste not to try to build on it a little, but I'm starting to feel done with that now.
Grinding out videos for a living under an exploitative employer probably isn't for me.

So I think I'm doing 1 last video and then I'll be focusing on art. I have a bunch of projects already partially done including animations and physical figures.
A few of them are nsfw, so if you've been hoping I'd do more adult stuff I hope your wish will be granted :>

Thanks for reading~