I have not been active here for quite awhile I had thought of doing more mature themes with my original characters here but not sure now
here is what has been going on the last year I lost my job my beloved Mother's health declined and I had been helping care for her which had not been easy and on Sunday August 15th 2021 she passed away I will miss her so much I am hurting so bad I have broken down several times
I considered quitting drawing and the internet activities all together still not sure but I might continue just to keep my mind from things which was suggested
this September 3rd will be my birth day my first without my Mom which will be hard I will be 45 is that too old to be drawing and posting on these art sites I do not want to be old as A kid I thought at this age would be wiser have A life I have neither not much hope no life confused sad depressed and unsure what to do if anything it is A difficult time for me .
I do have A few ideas I may finish and post I am not sure just wanted to let those who still follow me here know what has been going on
may those who have suffered effects of the hurricane recover and I hope the best for all .