If I could make one statement about anything in my experience here in Oregon, it is that I feel much of it has been a waste of time. And I just never got around to making pretty much anything I wanted to make until recently, months before I have decided to leave. Not decided. I have to leave.

I was weak in conviction to see this story prosper. I may still be weak in this regard.

After breaking up with my gf, as an escape I began playing video games more and more, brushing off my other responsibilities.

I forgot where the direction I wanted to go was and in the end, while I may have ended up somewhere better for direction in This Primal World, I was listless and aimless for so long, I feel no sense of accomplishment. I started a whole new artstyle and ultimately gave up on it. Much of this was for nothing.

Nowadays, I feel isolated from my real life friends and I have this yearning to be with them. I have become rather lonely. But they are doing their own thing, are in other states, or have moved on with their own life.

Despite all this, I am trying hard to find the conviction to draw, it comes and goes. I want to break free of this cycle of procrastination. For now, I guess this is all I can do. All I can say is that the new chapter will be out soon. And to those who have commissioned me, your artwork will be done by the end of the week.

Anyway guys, ciao.