Just posting a message that I'm still active. More focused on other writing, especially since I got free time months ago.

I do have some TF stories in the back burner though real life distractions is putting more time away from actually writing much.

Things are getting better at least. Slowly but surely processed the tangle of emotions ever since I was cut off by my support network. I realized that I fooled myself into believing that the friendships were real instead of the parasocial relationship they were.

Now I'm just letting both the lockdown and my terrible memory when it comes to people fade it all away.

I know it's not exactly the best coping strategy but I just have to accept that it happened and move on. Trying to hold on to it would only hurt both parties. At the very least, a video I saw really helped me recontextualize what happened and allowed me to let go (or give up in another perspective).

There's no schedule of when I'll finish and upload anything though. The 2 years staying indoors has really blurred the days together.