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Angriest I've been in awhile
4 years ago
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So to start this off just gonna say I dont expect anyone to read this but I'm so pissed off I cant help it and gotta vent.
About a week and a half ago I met a person on here who wanted to talk and was pretty into wanting to talk daily which I enjoyed. However I knew very little about what they did in their personal life besides that they were from a different country and some minor things they liked. (comes back into the story later)
Then my closest friend got hospitalized from covid complications such as high fever and pneumonia as well as being too weak to stand. So I picked him up and took him to the hospital as well as his girlfriend who insisted she come due to her having symptoms while being in better condition in comparison.
After arriving they were admitted his GF to a room and him to an icu and after 5 days he was intubated as he was no longer able to breathe deep enough for his body. His mom is a cancer survivor his brother volunteered to get suited up and hold a phone for face cam so they could talk to him. I was sadly always working in a different hospital so i couldn't see him myself or participate but I asked constantly how he was doing.
Well during that time his GF got jealous that none of us was asking about her or going to see her and that upset me as she was always extremely rude to us and tried to get my friend to hate me by saying I was always checking her out and making comments to her when I only ever said hi as she usually just gave me an angry glare when I visited. However his mom laid into her real hard about how she was being super disrespectful to her boyfriend who she supposedly cared about. This upset me and I wanted to yell at her as well but bit my tongue as I didn't need to say more than his mom did.
Fast forward to last week on 9/10 at 9:37am cst my friends brother called me crying saying that his organs were shutting down and that my friend was going to die soon. Sadly yet again I was at work when he did so I didnt get phone signal to hear his voicemail till I was out of work at 9pm. His girlfriend simply said it was a shame he passed so young and is now living on her own. I'm still somewhat recovering from his death as he was 1 of my 3 friends who I've known since I was 13 years old.
However just a few mins ago the guy I was talking to said he was depressed and I was trying to help then he asked how to meet new people to talk to so I gave him 2 examples he could try. Then he mentioned how he hates how when he wants to chat with people who are playing games with friends dont want to talk to him. I told him that if Iwas playing with my irl friends I'd do the same to him. Then explained how my friend died recently and I wanted to enjoy times with the remaining friends.
His reaction was not sympathy or anything it was to say that basically well covid is just the flu its not that bad and people who die of it are just unhealthy and its their fault for not taking better care of themselves. This pissed me the hell off and I told him how if he had read my profile here or looked at some of the journals/ art he would see i deal with patients all the time and that he was wrong. So he doubled down and kept saying it was my friends fault. I told him he was very wrong and how I have had to load trucks of bodies of various ages and types of people and am still helping people to live and he was like well they shouldnt be there they just need to excercise and take better care of themselves.
So I blocked him on discord, telegram, steam, and he is now the first person I've had to block on this website. As my hands were trembling in anger and now I hope to never hear from this person again.
About a week and a half ago I met a person on here who wanted to talk and was pretty into wanting to talk daily which I enjoyed. However I knew very little about what they did in their personal life besides that they were from a different country and some minor things they liked. (comes back into the story later)
Then my closest friend got hospitalized from covid complications such as high fever and pneumonia as well as being too weak to stand. So I picked him up and took him to the hospital as well as his girlfriend who insisted she come due to her having symptoms while being in better condition in comparison.
After arriving they were admitted his GF to a room and him to an icu and after 5 days he was intubated as he was no longer able to breathe deep enough for his body. His mom is a cancer survivor his brother volunteered to get suited up and hold a phone for face cam so they could talk to him. I was sadly always working in a different hospital so i couldn't see him myself or participate but I asked constantly how he was doing.
Well during that time his GF got jealous that none of us was asking about her or going to see her and that upset me as she was always extremely rude to us and tried to get my friend to hate me by saying I was always checking her out and making comments to her when I only ever said hi as she usually just gave me an angry glare when I visited. However his mom laid into her real hard about how she was being super disrespectful to her boyfriend who she supposedly cared about. This upset me and I wanted to yell at her as well but bit my tongue as I didn't need to say more than his mom did.
Fast forward to last week on 9/10 at 9:37am cst my friends brother called me crying saying that his organs were shutting down and that my friend was going to die soon. Sadly yet again I was at work when he did so I didnt get phone signal to hear his voicemail till I was out of work at 9pm. His girlfriend simply said it was a shame he passed so young and is now living on her own. I'm still somewhat recovering from his death as he was 1 of my 3 friends who I've known since I was 13 years old.
However just a few mins ago the guy I was talking to said he was depressed and I was trying to help then he asked how to meet new people to talk to so I gave him 2 examples he could try. Then he mentioned how he hates how when he wants to chat with people who are playing games with friends dont want to talk to him. I told him that if Iwas playing with my irl friends I'd do the same to him. Then explained how my friend died recently and I wanted to enjoy times with the remaining friends.
His reaction was not sympathy or anything it was to say that basically well covid is just the flu its not that bad and people who die of it are just unhealthy and its their fault for not taking better care of themselves. This pissed me the hell off and I told him how if he had read my profile here or looked at some of the journals/ art he would see i deal with patients all the time and that he was wrong. So he doubled down and kept saying it was my friends fault. I told him he was very wrong and how I have had to load trucks of bodies of various ages and types of people and am still helping people to live and he was like well they shouldnt be there they just need to excercise and take better care of themselves.
So I blocked him on discord, telegram, steam, and he is now the first person I've had to block on this website. As my hands were trembling in anger and now I hope to never hear from this person again.
Celeste
~-peachii-
I'm so sorry that happened to you... My mom's parents, my grandparents have covid...They're getting through it..! I think they have a week or so left but luckily my mom was able to help them a lot, she knows a lot about covid and we've dealt with it before in house and my brother who lives locally. My mom would make pota of chicken noodle soup and get vitamins supplements and everything you may need for covid and we gave them to my brother, he got better within the week, thankfully! He's overweight so I was a bit concerned with his breathing but he's all okay now! He got sick back in December, around the 25th.
