Hey everyone, I felt the need to write up this little ditto for you all because its been like over a year since I was last on here.

I only recently came on here to find some old art of my Dino oc, Lapus since I've started drawing a few dino stuff and then I was hit with a wave of emotions because I went through my old art and I miss drawing turians sometimes.

In short my art has improved a lot. I've been drawing a lot of human stuff hence why you don't see my art anymore. I'm currently obsessing over Jojos bizarre adventures and mostly Steel Ball Run.
So my art is literally all JJBA stuff
Pretty much non furry stuff so theres 0 point in posting it on FA. Hence why I went silent.

Theres also a lot of things I want to catch you guys up with.

Firstly I discovered I'm Demisexual but also Bisexual.
This year I've had some disappointing relationships with men so I think that may be why I've gone this way. But I've taken on a bit more of a masculine attitude to say the least.

So when I saw Malivous' reference I realized deep down he really was more of a Sona then any other fursona I've made or had.

Now coming to Engel, she was my main Sona but I've put her fursuit away and decided I wanted to leave the furry community.
The reason why was because I felt that my local furries didn't want me around them much, I felt left out because I wasn't super gay enough and at that time I was dating a guy who was an utter douche and furry hater so it had a massive impact on me.
I also found it scary to be in fursuit too. A lot of the times people would tug on my tail and it would actually hurt my back and I also started to see damage on the tail too, which was fixable with a bit of hand stitching, but I tried to tell people not to while in character and it just didn't help. The worst part is that it was mostly teenages doing this at Cons.
So I ended up canning her youtube channel because I didn't have time and I lost motivation. I also got a lot of hate because people thought I was trying to copy Pocari because I'm australian. I had one person who literally said my accent was fake, but like no man I'm Aussie. So I stopped all youtubing and lost anything for Engel.
I want to bring her back but I just feel a lose of connection with her at the current moment.

However being back on here and looking at Mal I miss him more then ever. He really speaks to my own true personality, being all Chaotic neutral and that.
Then when I logged in and saw all the comments and shouts and notes, I felt that it was only right to tell you all I'm ok.

With covid things have been hectic. Where I live we are having a massive covid out break so we are in strict lockdown and pretty much marcel law has been applied to us with curfews and all that. Its good that we have that but...we are still getting cases so people still aren't doing the right thing meaning lockdown will probably go through halloween.

In saying all this I changed jobs, well work place I suppose. I'm still a nurse, working hard, but I do night shift so you don't really see or hear much from me unless its on twitter with my art.
Like I dont even use Facebook that much anymore.

So yeah thats uh....quiet a novel I suppose I've written, but I want you all to know I'm safe and maybe...just maybe...I might come back to FA since I've logged on and looked at Mal's reference and cried a little.
Well thats all for now I guess. Stay safe everyone.