Had to spend some time offline and not doing much for a couple of months. I thought I was just burnt out and ADD weird after a several big projects/events coalesced, but it lasted for a bit too long, my tricks to mitigate it didn't work, and I randomly had a strong bounce back. This happens to me occasionally, and in the bounce back it always becomes incredibly clear that I was actually just depressed for a month or two. I've suspected for a long time that I have bipolar disorder (it runs in my family) and now that I finally finished my transition and killed my dysphoria, I can actually approach dealing with these depression loops, and I'm mentioning it to this fraction of the internet to help remind me to actually do it :V!

ALL THAT IS TO SAY: Brain better now! Brain do the regular feels. Brain will do the regular work and talk again.
And...just in time for October jar times haha
Thanks to everyone still sticking around and supporting me despite my semi-regular 1-2 month long disappearances! lol