Shouldn't be different than any other day so don't let it get to you either way.

Go do something for yourself something you enjoy something to treat yourself or make you happy.


Mirfle...

Hell it's over commercialized anyway... like have the other things we try and consider holidays anymore.

This: http://www.oglaf.com/obligationday/ very much this

I think there's a squirrel in the crawl space/ attic above our bedroom... can't think of what else would explain it.

Not sure what to do about it what can a squirrel not chew through such that I could patch the hole outside and he wouldn't get back in?

Course have to get the squirrel out too.. and I don't like the idea of killin the squirrel..


It seems like he's started to get to the point of wanting to chew through the ceiling and come down here.. I can hear him chewing and scratching up there... I get this feeling it's only a mater of time before he finds some way into the main part of the house.

*cringes*

Squirrels are cute but I don't want to have to deal with one in small quarters that wouldn't be fun.

Bleargh

of off and on headache from hell...

Haven't had one of these in quite some time... I forgot how hard it makes it to function and think and what not.

Bleh.

Pain meds don't seem to do a whole lot when I get these but I still try..

I'm tryin to art I want to have a bunch of stuff done over the next few days. This is my plan I want to stick to it.



Bleargh...

I've been trying to dabble and work on stuff here and there when I can get myself motivated enough or in the mood. Gads this gets annoying... I'm all motivated... get to the canvas or whatever and poof gone don't want to do shit.

Oh wells I'm workin with it as I can. Been trying to get myself working more on my new fun of Silo 2 I can imagine the possibilities but I just can't see em yet lol. But yeah hopefully be getting to where I have some to post from that.

The new year is goin alright so far. Can't believe January is already over... seems like it flew by.

Alright I dunno what else to say. I'm here just not a whole lot.


PS: Really wondering this. Jerivinn... glasses or no? What looks better? I recently posted a pic with and without. Without is in main gallery with is in scraps.. check it out tell me what ya think.

Yep yep all that fun stuff..

Already better than last year :D

Here's some goals I have.

Get better with my art.
Maybe get some 3d stuff goin.
See about getting some more traditional stuff up in here.

Saw it decided to get it...

I like it so far but as with anything... it can be fickle at times.. and with me still learning things it ends... interestingly.

If I get a good hang of it you folks might get to see some 3d work from me in the future =3

Here's Silo's website:

http://nevercenter.com/silo/



But yeah if you're on steam you can check it out on there.



In other news been working and working... and then no real drive to do much else. I have been working on things here and there but it's sooooo hit and miss :(

I like Christmas.. and sure I like gifts.. who doesn't?

But really... alot of times I feel the real thought of Christmas is lost somewhere.


To be with friends and loved ones on the holiday have good times and enjoy food and drink together... maybe a thoughtful gift or so depending..





Anywho.. small rant aside things are going pretty well.. we're all moved into the new place.. been sorting things and organizing about. Been slowly workin on art again here and there as I can.

Dunno what else to say.

We're running around like crazy moving so haven't been able to post anything or what or get some more done like I want.

Um.. eye doctor went well... I'm a touch near sighted.. but hey glasses aren't bad love the clarity and focus I have seeing now.

Anywho..

Later.

Yeah.. what with working... having to try and find a place before the end of this year.. not to mention a place that allows animals.. and if that doesn't happen then dealing with the pain of having to get rid of my cat and the other cat ( 's cat).

I'm having messed up dreams again.. so that's fucking with my mental state..

All in all I wish I could sit down and draw... but that's not happening lately.. I can't seem to bring myself to it.. I want to draw yeah.. but... it's not being that simple right now...

I get home from work.. I wind up not wanting to draw.. I just want to divulge myself in something I find fun/ relaxing...

Aside from all this... I'm going to get an eye check up on Dec. 4th.. hopefully figure out if I need glasses or not.. because I'll be standing at work a person is a certain distance away I see a blur... the signs, the main one for the aisle, that's a bit farther but they're kinda blurry too. Then there's the times my eyes just don't want to focus.. which gets annoying.

Anywho.. yeah there's art I want to/ need to get done... but I can't seem to get myself goin on it right now.. so things are going to be slow.. it might be a bit before I upload something.

My mind is a big ball of what the fuck right now..


I think I'll be glad when things stable out again. Then maybe I can get something done... I can only hope. My drive to draw right now.. is just not really there... :(

small update not going into details here.. deal with it.

Been working.. um.. we have to find a new place to live before the end of the year.. still having issues with my cat.. some other fun stuff to stress about...

and yeah that's the gist of everything. I must say.. I have some back logged stuff I want to get done and hopefully will get that together if I can get my ass in gear and get myself into the mood.. kinda frustrating when you want to draw something try and all that comes out is... wtf is this shit.. lol.

Okay anywho..

So my friend has decided to get a divorce and for this.. they need $300 dollars to get it processed and what have you. My thought is with this separation maybe things will perk up for both parties. They're separating on good terms.

Anywho look into it here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3946368/

Things are goin kinda slow...

Life has been all over the place of late...

I've got some sketches and doodles floating about just gotta get myself to work on em more..

Anywho..


I finally more of less got a job just waiting for their call this week to set up stuff.



It's funny.... even after the news of getting a job... I had another wtf dream.. let's hope these don't continue off and on. Bleh..


Oh yeah and hey keep an eye out for that Kiriban looks to be getting close =3

So I kept seeing the bing commercials on hulu and they showed this game called cut the rope.

Decided to check it out.. I think it's really fun. Check it out on internet explorer if ya want.

Downside though.. can only get the full version on a Ipod, Iphone, Ipad, or Android.

But yeah fun cute game thought I'd mention it =3

bah nvm...

*flounders around a bit*

Sorry folks just ... aven't been able to bring myself to draw...

Maybe somehting will pop up somwhere around here sometime...

Eh...


Not like the art is that great anyway is it?... is it?

To... toony ...

*goes back to cleaning about the house*


...

I'm somehwere.. wherever ..

somewhere.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqeV.....p;feature=plcp

I blame

heh

I admit I've been really out of it of late... like really out of it..

Not like me.. I would have had so much art done by now.. *sighs*

Welp, been doing art as I can get myself to and been taking my time to really learn something and not just poop out art that's like... what da fuc is dis shit...?

Anywho... I've been really stressed from dreams and thoughts I've had of lately... not to mention pressure of needing a job.

So, yeah I admit I drown myself in video games a bit more than usual.. helps keep my mind from ... sometimes I don't want to think about what goes on in my mind.. eck.

Well, maybe things will perk up.. maybe I'll get a job here soon... not more bullshit.

I hope to have some more art done here and there.


Yep yep...

*tells herself people don't care on here mostly they just want porn and smut...*

Check it out here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3649457/