I lived the dream
Posted 6 months agoMy partner who knows cut my hair by a lot 😳
Wish I could post in a journal rather than make its own post but alas
I’m haaaaaappyyyyyy😫🥴🫠
Wish I could post in a journal rather than make its own post but alas
I’m haaaaaappyyyyyy😫🥴🫠
Ngg
Posted 9 months agoBirfday tomorrow
Feeling like a relic
Tomorrow I will definitely be posting purely to cope
Might just be ocs but I’ll try to use my furrie ocs
I honestly need more furries, I’ve been slacking since I stopped being a Hellaverse content maker
Might do Loona or Charlie though
Maybe a cute Emily w/ flapper hair
Feeling like a relic
Tomorrow I will definitely be posting purely to cope
Might just be ocs but I’ll try to use my furrie ocs
I honestly need more furries, I’ve been slacking since I stopped being a Hellaverse content maker
Might do Loona or Charlie though
Maybe a cute Emily w/ flapper hair
Happy Holidays! 🎄🤍❤️💚
Posted 10 months agoMay hair fall like snow this season . 💇
Ggghhh
Posted 11 months agoHow are you guys coping with seasonal depression? I haven’t properly held a pencil or stylus in weeks. u_u Between the election and the darker days my ass is getting beaten.
Ha…
Posted 12 months agoI’m not happy people are scared and confused and hurting.
But it’s comforting to not be alone too.
I deadass was considering a too permanent solution when I woke up to the news.
But it’s comforting to not be alone too.
I deadass was considering a too permanent solution when I woke up to the news.
Transparency
Posted a year agoI just now was able to get my battery back up to 100% using a trick my partner found. I’m still going to be selling because I want at least a new hard drive but I am also going to try and put money aside for a new Lenovo. It’s just no longer the time sensitive crisis it appeared to me last night.
Ugh
Posted a year agoI apologize because I genuinely wanted my first posts back to be hair stuff but this bullshit with my battery just happened tonight while working on devil guy
I’ll find some stuff to make up for it
I’ll find some stuff to make up for it
*cautiously sticks head out*
Posted a year agoSo…
The life situation has not improved. If anything it’s worsened. Things are bleak. I’m not going to get into it because it feels like a pity grab, but I know I’ve had obligations here that I’ve failed to meet and I want to come back here and change that.
Things are grim as I’ve said and I might try to sell art again. I’m thinking since I’m not comfortable with a lot of kinks that I’ll offer YCHs. I have the beginnings of a comic that I was originally doing for commission that I might alter to make into a YCH. I’d also like to come back around to that comic of Charlie Morningstar I started, maybe expand out to other characters. I’m proud to say my ability to draw nsfw has taken a significant leap, so that’ll be worth looking forward to (I think?)
There’s a trade I’ve owed for way too goddamned long that for the life of me I could just never get right. I want to take a stab at it again now that I’ve gotten more comfortable on clip studio, have gotten a new tablet, and have at least a coffee table to draw on now. I don’t have a desk that would work for art, but at least for today I have access to a friend’s.
This has been a long time coming. I’ve been lurking but I’ve been genuinely just kind of shamed at being unable to provide much output. I’m a caregiver now, still unemployed, and I’ve had a few major big ultimately false alarm health scares the last year. That’s as comfortable a j am going into it. Getting observed on the computer felt like getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar and I’ve just sort of tiptoed around doing much as a result.
I’m going to make the effort to return. Might also try to sell stuff for Halloween since this is the only time of year my stuff usually sells but the house has been hectic and I haven’t had any opportunities. I’m hoping the few hours I’ll have away from home will provide enough time to crack down on some work.
Above all I hope you can all forgive me, but I genuinely don’t expect it much less demand it. I do hope I can earn it though.
The life situation has not improved. If anything it’s worsened. Things are bleak. I’m not going to get into it because it feels like a pity grab, but I know I’ve had obligations here that I’ve failed to meet and I want to come back here and change that.
Things are grim as I’ve said and I might try to sell art again. I’m thinking since I’m not comfortable with a lot of kinks that I’ll offer YCHs. I have the beginnings of a comic that I was originally doing for commission that I might alter to make into a YCH. I’d also like to come back around to that comic of Charlie Morningstar I started, maybe expand out to other characters. I’m proud to say my ability to draw nsfw has taken a significant leap, so that’ll be worth looking forward to (I think?)
There’s a trade I’ve owed for way too goddamned long that for the life of me I could just never get right. I want to take a stab at it again now that I’ve gotten more comfortable on clip studio, have gotten a new tablet, and have at least a coffee table to draw on now. I don’t have a desk that would work for art, but at least for today I have access to a friend’s.
This has been a long time coming. I’ve been lurking but I’ve been genuinely just kind of shamed at being unable to provide much output. I’m a caregiver now, still unemployed, and I’ve had a few major big ultimately false alarm health scares the last year. That’s as comfortable a j am going into it. Getting observed on the computer felt like getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar and I’ve just sort of tiptoed around doing much as a result.
I’m going to make the effort to return. Might also try to sell stuff for Halloween since this is the only time of year my stuff usually sells but the house has been hectic and I haven’t had any opportunities. I’m hoping the few hours I’ll have away from home will provide enough time to crack down on some work.
Above all I hope you can all forgive me, but I genuinely don’t expect it much less demand it. I do hope I can earn it though.
alive
Posted 2 years agoHanging on by a thread, but alive.
Mental health has been bad for the entire year. Been rationing medication because I don't know when I'll be able to get more so my mood and energy are never consistent. Having a hard time reaching out to my friends (my close friends on other sites) because I can barely articulate things to them anymore. Ended up extremely codependent on one person and ended myself up super alone as a result. Only recently been able to draw satisfactory and its been more adopts. Been too much of a perfectionist to finish an art trade or start a commission. Been wondering what sort of neurodivergent I might actually be, and am probably just undiagnosed and a diagnosis might end up just making me feel worse not better. Not that I can afford to get checked for either regardless.
I don't even know why I'm airing this out. Because I don't feel comfortable saying it to the people I've known for five-ten years suddenly?
Its out there regardless.
I dont knw when itll get better but i wanna get shit done. i just dont feel like im cpable.
Mental health has been bad for the entire year. Been rationing medication because I don't know when I'll be able to get more so my mood and energy are never consistent. Having a hard time reaching out to my friends (my close friends on other sites) because I can barely articulate things to them anymore. Ended up extremely codependent on one person and ended myself up super alone as a result. Only recently been able to draw satisfactory and its been more adopts. Been too much of a perfectionist to finish an art trade or start a commission. Been wondering what sort of neurodivergent I might actually be, and am probably just undiagnosed and a diagnosis might end up just making me feel worse not better. Not that I can afford to get checked for either regardless.
I don't even know why I'm airing this out. Because I don't feel comfortable saying it to the people I've known for five-ten years suddenly?
Its out there regardless.
I dont knw when itll get better but i wanna get shit done. i just dont feel like im cpable.
Trying to get rid of characters.
Posted 2 years agohttps://toyhou.se/PLUT0_P0PC0RN/cha.....folder:3675167 Please have a look and feel free to pass around. Had to try.
Update
Posted 2 years agoI put a small forewarning on my commission journal just because it's been a problem in the past and further stressed a certain point in my Will Not. IE: I'm not gonna fetishize the trans experience by turning cis people into the opposite sex for some bastardization of what BDSM is supposed to be.
More hair content coming as soon as I finish this art trade.
I've been working on bettering my skills as an artist so everything else has been back burner just because I wanted to ensure a final product I could be proud of.
And I had kids where I live for a week.
Hate kids.
More hair content coming as soon as I finish this art trade.
I've been working on bettering my skills as an artist so everything else has been back burner just because I wanted to ensure a final product I could be proud of.
And I had kids where I live for a week.
Hate kids.
nnngghh
Posted 2 years agoShould be working on more commission fodder to showcase but
Considering doing art trades rn. Something to give me incentive/cheer myself up.
Considering doing art trades rn. Something to give me incentive/cheer myself up.
woo
Posted 3 years agoturned 31 today
Welp.
Posted 3 years agoProbably going to be here even less.
I was checking the haircut tag on most recent and my phobia is now prominently featured next to my philia.
Ain't that some shit.
I was checking the haircut tag on most recent and my phobia is now prominently featured next to my philia.
Ain't that some shit.
Still Sick
Posted 3 years agoBeen dealing with either the flu or a sinus infection for over a week and I've still barely made a dent in it with medicine.
I've deleted my server and I'm not going to be making myself available on Discord. I want Discord to remain a space where I can comfortably interact with just my friends who I know and trust, and it hasn't been that. I might do something again in the very distant future but for now I'm going to focus on life and health and working on a buffer of content to make available on FA as well are a potential other venue where my raunchier art can be seen. It's all a learning process with a lot of frustrating pit falls.
It is what it is right now.
I've deleted my server and I'm not going to be making myself available on Discord. I want Discord to remain a space where I can comfortably interact with just my friends who I know and trust, and it hasn't been that. I might do something again in the very distant future but for now I'm going to focus on life and health and working on a buffer of content to make available on FA as well are a potential other venue where my raunchier art can be seen. It's all a learning process with a lot of frustrating pit falls.
It is what it is right now.
Commission Info
Posted 3 years agoA visual commission sheet is in the works. Thank you for your patience.♡
Forewarning: You must have a clear idea of what you want at the time of messaging me. If there are any problems, they will be addressed during our conversations. Do not approach me by throwing spaghetti at the wall. I need you to know what you want. Having a backup idea or two is fine, but I'm not here for "Well what do you want to draw?" when what you are requesting is not for me. I'm here to provide a service and upon hearing you out I will let you know if I have a need for compromise or if I'm simply not the artist fit to fulfill your wishes.
Sketch Commissions: Start at $15, price will vary depending on complexity
Additional Characters: $10 Each
This is the price presuming the sketches will be fullbody.
Flat Color: $30
Shading: $45
Background: Start at $50
If it’s a simple background it will not count.
Chibies/PageDolls: $25
Custom Characters: Start at $30 for full, $20 for chibi
Comics: $50 per page (Limit: 5 pages, unless the pay is extraordinary)
NSFW: Start at $70
Will do:
Human
Furry / Anthro
OC x Canon
Canon x Canon
OC x OC
Any gendered romantic couplings
Moderate Gore (blood, intestines, eye trauma)
Backgrounds (the more complicated/detailed, the more I charge)
Futanari
Sex Toys (Preferably ones that resemble more organic things than highly tech things)
Makeovers
Haircutting / Buzzing (no razor, no cream, no wax)
Multiple Partners / Poly
Tentacles
Mild - Mid Cumflation
Size difference (ask for limitations)
Light Blood / Gore (No gore in sex)
Will NOT do:
PREGNANCY or PREGNANT CHARACTERS are an OPTIONAL IMMEDIATE HARD STOP
Mecha / Detailed Machinery
Sexualized Gore or Guro / Necrophilia
Excrement (shit, piss, vomit, milk)
Extreme Gore (ie; smashed heads)
Guro
Inflation
Vore
Rape / Noncon / Dubcon
Pedophilia / Ageplay / Regression / Any character under the age of 18
Beastiality / Ferals
Internal Shots of any kind
Literal Transformation
Injections
Boob Pumps / Navel Pumps
Sex Change or any Weird Objectification of Trans Bodies
Needles (Tattooing and piercing I might allow but still reserve the right to reject; no injections)
Cueballs / Close Shaves / Polishing
I will do full body shaves but I'm hesitant about it.
As the artist I reserve the right to decline any commission for my own reasons.
Unless it’s a sketch commission, I generally expect payment once the first sketch is done.
You will be regularly shown progress as it is made and updated when there are delays.
I only accept PayPal at this time and must be paid as Friends/Family.
I’m working on making Kofi and Venmo available.
Forewarning: You must have a clear idea of what you want at the time of messaging me. If there are any problems, they will be addressed during our conversations. Do not approach me by throwing spaghetti at the wall. I need you to know what you want. Having a backup idea or two is fine, but I'm not here for "Well what do you want to draw?" when what you are requesting is not for me. I'm here to provide a service and upon hearing you out I will let you know if I have a need for compromise or if I'm simply not the artist fit to fulfill your wishes.
Sketch Commissions: Start at $15, price will vary depending on complexity
Additional Characters: $10 Each
This is the price presuming the sketches will be fullbody.
Flat Color: $30
Shading: $45
Background: Start at $50
If it’s a simple background it will not count.
Chibies/PageDolls: $25
Custom Characters: Start at $30 for full, $20 for chibi
Comics: $50 per page (Limit: 5 pages, unless the pay is extraordinary)
NSFW: Start at $70
Will do:
Human
Furry / Anthro
OC x Canon
Canon x Canon
OC x OC
Any gendered romantic couplings
Moderate Gore (blood, intestines, eye trauma)
Backgrounds (the more complicated/detailed, the more I charge)
Futanari
Sex Toys (Preferably ones that resemble more organic things than highly tech things)
Makeovers
Haircutting / Buzzing (no razor, no cream, no wax)
Multiple Partners / Poly
Tentacles
Mild - Mid Cumflation
Size difference (ask for limitations)
Light Blood / Gore (No gore in sex)
Will NOT do:
PREGNANCY or PREGNANT CHARACTERS are an OPTIONAL IMMEDIATE HARD STOP
Mecha / Detailed Machinery
Sexualized Gore or Guro / Necrophilia
Excrement (shit, piss, vomit, milk)
Extreme Gore (ie; smashed heads)
Guro
Inflation
Vore
Rape / Noncon / Dubcon
Pedophilia / Ageplay / Regression / Any character under the age of 18
Beastiality / Ferals
Internal Shots of any kind
Literal Transformation
Injections
Boob Pumps / Navel Pumps
Sex Change or any Weird Objectification of Trans Bodies
Needles (Tattooing and piercing I might allow but still reserve the right to reject; no injections)
Cueballs / Close Shaves / Polishing
I will do full body shaves but I'm hesitant about it.
As the artist I reserve the right to decline any commission for my own reasons.
Unless it’s a sketch commission, I generally expect payment once the first sketch is done.
You will be regularly shown progress as it is made and updated when there are delays.
I only accept PayPal at this time and must be paid as Friends/Family.
I’m working on making Kofi and Venmo available.
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