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Posted 11 years agoSTOP WATCHING IT!
WTF, okay for those of you who watch the show.
Josh Smith is a furry, and a fantastic artist.
Josh Smith is a pretty amazing guy.
Josh Smith does not have a family and kids!
Why the show made him lie? I don't fucking know!
But the reason he left is a bunch of crap and it's all a bunch of tv magic crap.
To have them push out an amazing artist like him to put some TV drama all up in your face and for them to treat them all like shit like they do, is some major BS. I mean it's show business, and I get that. But still, not cool SYFY, not cool.
I don't know the whole story and I'm sure Josh is contractually obligated not to tell it. However, that little stunt made me loose all interest in SYFY in general.
WTF, okay for those of you who watch the show.
Josh Smith is a furry, and a fantastic artist.
Josh Smith is a pretty amazing guy.
Josh Smith does not have a family and kids!
Why the show made him lie? I don't fucking know!
But the reason he left is a bunch of crap and it's all a bunch of tv magic crap.
To have them push out an amazing artist like him to put some TV drama all up in your face and for them to treat them all like shit like they do, is some major BS. I mean it's show business, and I get that. But still, not cool SYFY, not cool.
I don't know the whole story and I'm sure Josh is contractually obligated not to tell it. However, that little stunt made me loose all interest in SYFY in general.
Adult artwork clean up.
Posted 12 years agoI have debated doing this for quite a while now, but I've decided I'm going to remove all adult artwork I have posted from my page.
Why? Because I feel like I don't really want to embrace that side of the fandom anymore. I want to think of it less and less as a fetish and more and more as a awesome part of myself. Something I can share with every one with out shame, not something filthy and sexual to be swept under the rug.
Yes I know some people will say that there is nothing filthy about sex but I disagree, I think anything that you can't tell a child is something you shouldn't put out in the open for the world. Now I will admit to moments of weakness where I may still go back to my old ways, and maybe I'll change my mind and put them back up, or maybe create a separate profile for that sort of stuff. Who knows? But for now it's gone.
Why? Because I feel like I don't really want to embrace that side of the fandom anymore. I want to think of it less and less as a fetish and more and more as a awesome part of myself. Something I can share with every one with out shame, not something filthy and sexual to be swept under the rug.
Yes I know some people will say that there is nothing filthy about sex but I disagree, I think anything that you can't tell a child is something you shouldn't put out in the open for the world. Now I will admit to moments of weakness where I may still go back to my old ways, and maybe I'll change my mind and put them back up, or maybe create a separate profile for that sort of stuff. Who knows? But for now it's gone.
Fursuit, minor set backs
Posted 12 years agoSo I've run into a couple of set backs on my fursuit.
First of all let me explain what all I'm trying to do with it:
I started off this project with a list of awesome things I wanted to do. I wanted to basically make my character Sevin, horns and all, and then light up. Then at work I ran into this awesome idea to integrate a Bluetooth speaker to make this suit also a walking party, and why stop there? Why not make the LEDs flash to the music? However if I do that it would be cooler if different LEDs flashed for different tunes. So before long this project was a glowing flashing musical wolfdragon fursuit head.
However, this is falling off systematicly. First to be scrapped was the flashing LEDs. The flashing to the base was easy enough but to do it for different LEDs for different tunes required doing not only more than what I know to do, but also getting to complex to build as a tiny afterthought in a already complicated project. Second was the speakers, they were just to bulky to try and hide in the head with out using them as a part of the LED theme, so with out that they just weren't worth doing.
Right now my problems on the table are:
-designing clear horns for Sevin.
-minimizing the number of independent power supplies necessary.
-integrating all the different components to one switch.
I'm open to any suggestions to solving these things.
Finally I'm I'm having the biggest problem finding fur I like, I've ordered samples from several places, and all the fur is to soft and 'yarny' (if that's a word) what I want is something that is coarser, and textured more like actual canine fur, instead of this feathery shit that clumps together into tinny locks of fur like something you'd want to use for fur lined clothing. So my biggest thing is the fur and if any of you have any suggestions. I'd love to hear them.
First of all let me explain what all I'm trying to do with it:
I started off this project with a list of awesome things I wanted to do. I wanted to basically make my character Sevin, horns and all, and then light up. Then at work I ran into this awesome idea to integrate a Bluetooth speaker to make this suit also a walking party, and why stop there? Why not make the LEDs flash to the music? However if I do that it would be cooler if different LEDs flashed for different tunes. So before long this project was a glowing flashing musical wolfdragon fursuit head.
However, this is falling off systematicly. First to be scrapped was the flashing LEDs. The flashing to the base was easy enough but to do it for different LEDs for different tunes required doing not only more than what I know to do, but also getting to complex to build as a tiny afterthought in a already complicated project. Second was the speakers, they were just to bulky to try and hide in the head with out using them as a part of the LED theme, so with out that they just weren't worth doing.
Right now my problems on the table are:
-designing clear horns for Sevin.
-minimizing the number of independent power supplies necessary.
-integrating all the different components to one switch.
I'm open to any suggestions to solving these things.
Finally I'm I'm having the biggest problem finding fur I like, I've ordered samples from several places, and all the fur is to soft and 'yarny' (if that's a word) what I want is something that is coarser, and textured more like actual canine fur, instead of this feathery shit that clumps together into tinny locks of fur like something you'd want to use for fur lined clothing. So my biggest thing is the fur and if any of you have any suggestions. I'd love to hear them.
Oklacon X meme
Posted 13 years ago1. OKLACON N00B or 1337?
I DUNNO @.@
2. Roll call - gender + age + species + huggable?
MALE, 21, Dragon, as long as you don't scritch my back @.@
3. Do you sleep there? Have you ever camped before?
mhmm mhmmm A-frame So I can get that good old Summer Camp experience.
4. Do you buy food from the constore, bring your own BBQ, nibble at the lodge, or eat in town?
Yes
5. Are you shameless?
Maybe, are you?
6. Who are you coming with?
No one... my boyfriend is in California and cant make it.... :(
7. On average, how much money do you spend? On art? On the charity auction?
Money? Haven't I given you people enough of it yet? jk.
8. Do you go to pick up art?
Not Really, I go for the people and the experience.
9. Have you ever been a Predator, or Prey?
Predator >;3.
10. Do you 'suit?
I wish D: I'll get one eventually but there price point is so high that I'm reduced to making it myself or waiting for other priorities at that price point are resolved first. Next year hopefully!
11. Where can you be found there?
I bounce around, but If I'm missing Ill show up at the camp fire eventually.
12. Favorite event?
That one time at Oklacon....
13. How many friends have you met from conventions?
Mmmmm... many... others I met and then met at cons and made them better friends. But con friends are the best friends <3
14. Have you ever been drunk?
perhaps.
15. Name your previous conventions:
Oklacon 2010, 2011 Furry Fiesta 2009, 2010, 2011, 20012
16. Gotten home to find out you've lost weight from walking around so DAMN much?
I wish it was that easy, I need to loose a bunch >.<
17. Hugged random people?
mmmm... not so much... though I'm open to be hugged... I'm just terrified of back scritches, they paralyze me @.@..
18. Kissed random people?
Do I look like some kind of floosy to you?
19. Raved until you fell over?
no, but headaches eventually ensue.
20. Flirted with a dealer to get a discount?
I defer to the answer to # 18
21. Been stalked?
yes.... no comment otherwise...
22. Reunited with a friend?
I'm counting on it.
23. Favorite smell at Oklacon?
Fresh air.
24. Cried at a convention?
Me cry? Never!... ;_;
25. Favorite memory?
That one time at Oklacon
26. Made any money?
I probably would If i actually drew in Artist ally for once.
27. Biggest fear about being in the woods with 300 furries?
Walking in on some one.
28. Sick of this survey?
are you sick of my answers?
29. Okay...last question -- what's the best part of Oklacon?
Answer to #12 & #25
I DUNNO @.@
2. Roll call - gender + age + species + huggable?
MALE, 21, Dragon, as long as you don't scritch my back @.@
3. Do you sleep there? Have you ever camped before?
mhmm mhmmm A-frame So I can get that good old Summer Camp experience.
4. Do you buy food from the constore, bring your own BBQ, nibble at the lodge, or eat in town?
Yes
5. Are you shameless?
Maybe, are you?
6. Who are you coming with?
No one... my boyfriend is in California and cant make it.... :(
7. On average, how much money do you spend? On art? On the charity auction?
Money? Haven't I given you people enough of it yet? jk.
8. Do you go to pick up art?
Not Really, I go for the people and the experience.
9. Have you ever been a Predator, or Prey?
Predator >;3.
10. Do you 'suit?
I wish D: I'll get one eventually but there price point is so high that I'm reduced to making it myself or waiting for other priorities at that price point are resolved first. Next year hopefully!
11. Where can you be found there?
I bounce around, but If I'm missing Ill show up at the camp fire eventually.
12. Favorite event?
That one time at Oklacon....
13. How many friends have you met from conventions?
Mmmmm... many... others I met and then met at cons and made them better friends. But con friends are the best friends <3
14. Have you ever been drunk?
perhaps.
15. Name your previous conventions:
Oklacon 2010, 2011 Furry Fiesta 2009, 2010, 2011, 20012
16. Gotten home to find out you've lost weight from walking around so DAMN much?
I wish it was that easy, I need to loose a bunch >.<
17. Hugged random people?
mmmm... not so much... though I'm open to be hugged... I'm just terrified of back scritches, they paralyze me @.@..
18. Kissed random people?
Do I look like some kind of floosy to you?
19. Raved until you fell over?
no, but headaches eventually ensue.
20. Flirted with a dealer to get a discount?
I defer to the answer to # 18
21. Been stalked?
yes.... no comment otherwise...
22. Reunited with a friend?
I'm counting on it.
23. Favorite smell at Oklacon?
Fresh air.
24. Cried at a convention?
Me cry? Never!... ;_;
25. Favorite memory?
That one time at Oklacon
26. Made any money?
I probably would If i actually drew in Artist ally for once.
27. Biggest fear about being in the woods with 300 furries?
Walking in on some one.
28. Sick of this survey?
are you sick of my answers?
29. Okay...last question -- what's the best part of Oklacon?
Answer to #12 & #25
Would any one like to help?
Posted 13 years agoI'm doing a project for my Psychology class where i have to find 3 articles/ journals recent in the field of psychology. I've already found two and would like the third to be something related to the fandom.
Now I know there have been plenty of such material published on the fandom but I'm having a bit of trouble finding them.
So what I'm asking is, would any one know of a really good psychoanalysis of the fandom published here recently? if you know some just throw em at me and we'll see which one sticks :3
Now I know there have been plenty of such material published on the fandom but I'm having a bit of trouble finding them.
So what I'm asking is, would any one know of a really good psychoanalysis of the fandom published here recently? if you know some just throw em at me and we'll see which one sticks :3
Furry Fiesta Drama! @_@
Posted 13 years agoI hate all the drama that's surrounding this con this year already. At first I didn't know if I was going to make it or not, because of finances....
then finances got worse and I settled on not going, and then my tax return was a lot bigger than i expected so back to yay might be able to go, then a friend tells me that they have room for me if i want to go, so I was then "ok yeah I will probably go." then my tax return didn't come in in time.... so I did some work earned some cash up and borrowed a little till my tax return comes in....
ok so back to going to the convention, I'm excited, getting things done before I go and getting packed, This morning I get a text.....
They don't have room for me.... the person who told me they did was misinformed and told me wrong.... so after that whole roller coaster.... I "may" not be going.......
Unless I can find some one else who has room for me in the next 6 hours.....
UGH!!!!!
Its a Emotional Roller coaster!
then finances got worse and I settled on not going, and then my tax return was a lot bigger than i expected so back to yay might be able to go, then a friend tells me that they have room for me if i want to go, so I was then "ok yeah I will probably go." then my tax return didn't come in in time.... so I did some work earned some cash up and borrowed a little till my tax return comes in....
ok so back to going to the convention, I'm excited, getting things done before I go and getting packed, This morning I get a text.....
They don't have room for me.... the person who told me they did was misinformed and told me wrong.... so after that whole roller coaster.... I "may" not be going.......
Unless I can find some one else who has room for me in the next 6 hours.....
UGH!!!!!
Its a Emotional Roller coaster!
A Dream
Posted 14 years agoDo you remember when you were little and you had such a defined outlook on the world? You knew who you wanted to be when you grew up and it made you smile to think about.
I don't, no such ambitions filled my early years, and in the end I feel that is where my folly begins, Lack of ambition has claimed my life for as long as i can remember, always stuck on the edge of revelation, wondering who I would be, what i would become, never defining it for myself.
Lately I've had a dream, something I want to be, a picture of what a perfect life means to me and as I grow and mature I long for this simple dream more and more,
I dream of happiness.
My perfect life is living with some one whom I love, who makes every day full of warmth and can always make me laugh and smile. I want own a shop, downtown in some layed back city like Austin, or Portland, or a small city somewhere. I want to sell coffee, and pastries, and books, and serve soup and sandwiches for lunch, and grow roses to keep in the window, maybe even sell a few of those. But most of all to just be happy, live in a nice little apartment above our shop, go out on the balcony every day at sunset and just enjoy the fresh air and each others company. Life with roses every day, coffee every morning, a glass of wine here and there, and love always in the air. what could be more perfect than that....that's what I want, that's my new goal, that's heaven to me... I just want to have my happily ever after. I feel I deserve it..... but the ever looming question is how do i get it....
I don't, no such ambitions filled my early years, and in the end I feel that is where my folly begins, Lack of ambition has claimed my life for as long as i can remember, always stuck on the edge of revelation, wondering who I would be, what i would become, never defining it for myself.
Lately I've had a dream, something I want to be, a picture of what a perfect life means to me and as I grow and mature I long for this simple dream more and more,
I dream of happiness.
My perfect life is living with some one whom I love, who makes every day full of warmth and can always make me laugh and smile. I want own a shop, downtown in some layed back city like Austin, or Portland, or a small city somewhere. I want to sell coffee, and pastries, and books, and serve soup and sandwiches for lunch, and grow roses to keep in the window, maybe even sell a few of those. But most of all to just be happy, live in a nice little apartment above our shop, go out on the balcony every day at sunset and just enjoy the fresh air and each others company. Life with roses every day, coffee every morning, a glass of wine here and there, and love always in the air. what could be more perfect than that....that's what I want, that's my new goal, that's heaven to me... I just want to have my happily ever after. I feel I deserve it..... but the ever looming question is how do i get it....
Birthday Weirdness
Posted 14 years agoHello every one, today is my 21st birthday and with it comes a interesting assortment of coincidences,
here's a list of weird number 7s in my day
1 today is Dec. 7th 2011
2. the 70th anniversary of pearl harbor day (7x10)
3. today i turned 21 (7x3)
4. i was born on the 49th anniversary of pearl harbor day (7x7)
5. my last name has 7 letters and spells sevin with some of the letters rearranged.
6. 7sevin7 has 7 letters in it
7. 7sevin7 is 3 visible sevens, but it has 4 total, (4+3=7)
it goes on but in interests of a trend I'm keeping the list at 7
here's a list of weird number 7s in my day
1 today is Dec. 7th 2011
2. the 70th anniversary of pearl harbor day (7x10)
3. today i turned 21 (7x3)
4. i was born on the 49th anniversary of pearl harbor day (7x7)
5. my last name has 7 letters and spells sevin with some of the letters rearranged.
6. 7sevin7 has 7 letters in it
7. 7sevin7 is 3 visible sevens, but it has 4 total, (4+3=7)
it goes on but in interests of a trend I'm keeping the list at 7
7671 days
Posted 14 years ago21 years
1095 weeks
7671 days
184,104 hours
11,046,240 minutes
662,774,400 seconds
How ever you want to see it Wednesday at exactly 5:00pm that's how old I'll be
Woo here's to a low alcohol intensive 21st birthday!!!
Yes I was born on Pearl Harbor Day.
In the words of Franklin D Roosevelt, "a date which will live in infamy"
little did he know he was talking about me
1095 weeks
7671 days
184,104 hours
11,046,240 minutes
662,774,400 seconds
How ever you want to see it Wednesday at exactly 5:00pm that's how old I'll be
Woo here's to a low alcohol intensive 21st birthday!!!
Yes I was born on Pearl Harbor Day.
In the words of Franklin D Roosevelt, "a date which will live in infamy"
little did he know he was talking about me
Oklacon
Posted 14 years agoso any one else going or looking to go that would need a ride?
I'm planing on heading up Wednesday but the person who was supposed to ride with me cant go, so if i don't find some one else to ride I'll be alone, all by myself...
which is still doable but its a 7 hour drive and I'd prefer more company than just my radio...
I'm planing on heading up Wednesday but the person who was supposed to ride with me cant go, so if i don't find some one else to ride I'll be alone, all by myself...
which is still doable but its a 7 hour drive and I'd prefer more company than just my radio...
OKLACON
Posted 14 years ago17 days till Oklacon, who else is going? :D
R.I.P. Gizmo
Posted 14 years agoWords can not express my sorrow on this news. Gizmo was a good friend of mine for over 8 years probably more than that. Suicide was something i never thought him capable of....
many people saw him as the guy that commissioned more feral art than any one else on FA but i knew him as a friend a goofy German Sheppard who loved to play around and live life to its fullest, despite the struggles it had put him through, I always knew him with a sunny disposition and no one is more shocked by the news of his suicide than me.
I want to make this clear to all of you who may read this. Suicide is not a act of selfishness or self loathing, it is a act of desperation when some ones past is to unbearable for them to live with, until eventually they act out of there desperation with the mindset that even death would be better than the torment they currently suffer.
Gizmo was a good soul, and the best kind of friend he deserved more than this fate. His soul deserves more than this fate.
Those of you who hold enough faith to do so please pray for Gizmo. Pray that he find peace in the world after since he couldn't find it here.
as for Gizmo, I'll see you when i get there buddy, I'll look for at the tree at the top of the meadow..... <3
many people saw him as the guy that commissioned more feral art than any one else on FA but i knew him as a friend a goofy German Sheppard who loved to play around and live life to its fullest, despite the struggles it had put him through, I always knew him with a sunny disposition and no one is more shocked by the news of his suicide than me.
I want to make this clear to all of you who may read this. Suicide is not a act of selfishness or self loathing, it is a act of desperation when some ones past is to unbearable for them to live with, until eventually they act out of there desperation with the mindset that even death would be better than the torment they currently suffer.
Gizmo was a good soul, and the best kind of friend he deserved more than this fate. His soul deserves more than this fate.
Those of you who hold enough faith to do so please pray for Gizmo. Pray that he find peace in the world after since he couldn't find it here.
as for Gizmo, I'll see you when i get there buddy, I'll look for at the tree at the top of the meadow..... <3
when did this happen?
Posted 14 years agoSo um... i kinda didn't notice my page views went over 2000 and i never did a contest for the 2000 pageveiws mark. as is tradition. So... I'm sorry....
To make it up to you however, I will do this.
7-(cause i like 7s)
spots are open for some free gift art. send me a note with specifics on what you'd like and I'll put you on the list :3
1.cj-thedebugfox
2.Vellah
3.(open)
4.(open)
5.(open)
6.(open)
7.(open)
To make it up to you however, I will do this.
7-(cause i like 7s)
spots are open for some free gift art. send me a note with specifics on what you'd like and I'll put you on the list :3
1.cj-thedebugfox
2.Vellah
3.(open)
4.(open)
5.(open)
6.(open)
7.(open)
IRON WHAT?
Posted 14 years agoseriously i have to know! some one tell me!
wtf is this iron artist stuff?
wtf is this iron artist stuff?
The Best of the Fandom <3
Posted 14 years agoThere are a few people in my life whom have earned my upmost respect and affection, Ironically most of them I've never met IRL, but I know them better than most people I've met face to face, and I consider them like brothers to me. Don't feel offended if your not amongst this group, but they are true friends, whom I have known almost as long as I've been in the fandom and they over time have earned every feeling I have for them, and I can only hope that they think of me with equal affection:
Mercifur 
GothWulfe 
Gizgiz 
Olly
Kiyosh
Mercifur
GothWulfe
Gizgiz
Olly
Kiyosh(Ironically, none of these people know each other and none of them are from the same social circles XD)
I love you guys, thanks for being such good friends <3
~Sevin
(ps: you guys will probably have something special coming your way soon as just a little thanks for always being there <3)
Furry Fiesta
Posted 15 years agoSo I'm stuck in sort of a good news bad news situation as far as the upcoming con is concerned. good news i got a job so i could pay for gass and to attend now... but now i have to deal with trying to ask off those days and find people to take those days for me... unless i only go for two days, which i might do.
more bad news is I'm to younge by the hotels standards to rent a room, so unless I find a room to stay in if i did attend I'd probably wind up either hoboing around or sleeping in my car. if not just staying at another hotel.
long story short the universe gives and the universe takes and yay i got work now but now a new list of problems has risen...
more bad news is I'm to younge by the hotels standards to rent a room, so unless I find a room to stay in if i did attend I'd probably wind up either hoboing around or sleeping in my car. if not just staying at another hotel.
long story short the universe gives and the universe takes and yay i got work now but now a new list of problems has risen...
=D
Posted 15 years agowell i got a job =D
I went in for a interview at Domino's Pizza today and after it was done the guy goes and talks to his general manager and then comes back and asks "so do you want to start today or tomorrow?
So from 6-10:30 today I've been out driving around delivering pizzas made $30 in cash, from tips, and i work again tomorrow =3.
So looks like things are starting to look up for lil ol Sevin, finally!
On the down side i have a head ache the size of a watermelon. so i think ima be hitting the hay early tonight.
night all <3 love you guys and hope all is well.
~7
I went in for a interview at Domino's Pizza today and after it was done the guy goes and talks to his general manager and then comes back and asks "so do you want to start today or tomorrow?
So from 6-10:30 today I've been out driving around delivering pizzas made $30 in cash, from tips, and i work again tomorrow =3.
So looks like things are starting to look up for lil ol Sevin, finally!
On the down side i have a head ache the size of a watermelon. so i think ima be hitting the hay early tonight.
night all <3 love you guys and hope all is well.
~7
$_$
Posted 15 years agoSo Furry Fiesta is once again coming up and for once I'm unsure if I'll be able to attend... the fact of the matter is I'm broke, and I've neglected to pre register....
pretty much unless one of these jobs falls through and i get some serious cash coming in to afford the trip and i find some people to room with, because i don't have reservations and i cant afford to pay for a whole room all by myself like i did last year.
long story short unless i get some major good luck really soon, chances of making FFT are looking slim :-/
pretty much unless one of these jobs falls through and i get some serious cash coming in to afford the trip and i find some people to room with, because i don't have reservations and i cant afford to pay for a whole room all by myself like i did last year.
long story short unless i get some major good luck really soon, chances of making FFT are looking slim :-/
Update& Email change.
Posted 15 years agoFor any one that still cares Sevin is still alive and kicking, though times have been rough I've hung in there and am hoping to be back up on my feet again soon,
The important thing is despite everything I'm still the same old wolf/dragon/thingy that I've always been, and nothings going to change that. I love you all and I hope you know that means I'll always be there if you ever have need of me.
In other news I've changed my Email. sevinwolf[at]hotmail.com had been severely compromised and despite my daily password filtering it still managed to be hacked, looks like the hackers were using a hard hack style assault due to the fact that the account liked to lock out constantly due to the large amounts of failed log in attempts. I'm pretty confident, that its not computer side because I have enough fire walls and scanners on this thing to find a needle in a haystack the size of Wall-mart.
But anyways hopefully this will solve our problems with all that mess. I know some of you have noticed and complained about there being a problem there.
One last note my contest is still open for a free art piece of your choice. All you have to do is guess my favorite Animal.
the journal is here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1712850/
The important thing is despite everything I'm still the same old wolf/dragon/thingy that I've always been, and nothings going to change that. I love you all and I hope you know that means I'll always be there if you ever have need of me.
In other news I've changed my Email. sevinwolf[at]hotmail.com had been severely compromised and despite my daily password filtering it still managed to be hacked, looks like the hackers were using a hard hack style assault due to the fact that the account liked to lock out constantly due to the large amounts of failed log in attempts. I'm pretty confident, that its not computer side because I have enough fire walls and scanners on this thing to find a needle in a haystack the size of Wall-mart.
But anyways hopefully this will solve our problems with all that mess. I know some of you have noticed and complained about there being a problem there.
One last note my contest is still open for a free art piece of your choice. All you have to do is guess my favorite Animal.
the journal is here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1712850/
FREE ART
Posted 15 years agoWho ever can guess my favorite animal will get a free image of what ever you want. You can choose between traditional media or computer generated. Game starts now and goes till some one can figure it out!
Good luck
So you can have a idea as to what I'm offering to the winner
Traditional:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3703182/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4169737/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4328639/
CG:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2307261/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2315412/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3260669/
Good luck
So you can have a idea as to what I'm offering to the winner
Traditional:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3703182/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4169737/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4328639/
CG:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2307261/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2315412/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3260669/
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Posted 15 years agoso i went to the doctor this Wednesday and had some blood tests done because my mom was worried i was displaying symptoms of Diabetes and wanted to make sure i didn't have it. well i got a call yesterday from my doctor and my blood tests came back clear for Diabetes however my blood had a abnormal amount of liver enzymes in it which since i hadn't been drinking or taking any sort of medication that could cause that result its become a bit of a concern... especially seeing as how due to my gene pool on my mother's side i am technically a carrier of the Mitochondrial DNA mutation that can causes Parkinsonism in males.
bright side is only females can carry the gene so my unlikely future offspring are safe.
but on the down side I myself have a good chance of getting it...
and the liver enzymes can be a early sign of that gene becoming active.
now given i take good care of my body i should be able to ride out the 25+ years of being at a high risk for this condition.
but if shit hits the fan were looking at going blind, possibly loosing some motor functions, the works...
GREAT!!!!!
bright side is only females can carry the gene so my unlikely future offspring are safe.
but on the down side I myself have a good chance of getting it...
and the liver enzymes can be a early sign of that gene becoming active.
now given i take good care of my body i should be able to ride out the 25+ years of being at a high risk for this condition.
but if shit hits the fan were looking at going blind, possibly loosing some motor functions, the works...
GREAT!!!!!
OMG VOTE FOR FURBALL
Posted 15 years agoGUYS you got to vote for Furball in FFFF hes a awesome guy, a friend of mine, and hes soooooo cute ^.^
DO IT!!!!! http://community.livejournal.com/fu.....ney/71292.html
DO IT!!!!! http://community.livejournal.com/fu.....ney/71292.html
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Posted 15 years agosorry i haven't posted a lot of art or anything recently guys I've been having a stressful time, work, family, money, friends, relationships. all that shit. its just kina been weighting me down.
I don't want to be one of those guys that complains about every little shitty detail of his life but i do have a question.
What would you do if you had one of those love at first sight moments, where you fell completely head over heals for some one and after you get to know them you just completely fall in love with them and they like you to, but the problem is. there happily with some one else. Now you try to accept this and just be happy for them right? but what if no matter how hard you try you cant do that? When no matter how hard you try to be happy for them you only wind up angry and jealous and you cant help yourself you just want them so badly that no matter how hard you try you cant be happy with anything less than them with you. You try to believe there better off but you cant help it you WANT them! BAD! like wont even stay out of your dreams bad! I mean most of you that actually know me enough to care to read this know that I'm not a very aggressive guy, and I'm not dominating or controlling or vindictive or any of that stuff, I'm just a sweet hearted guy who wants to love and be loved. But this guy, its weird with him, I cant help myself with him. he makes me feel like a predator. He makes me want to break every rule and moral I've given myself just to have him. I mean seriously, what would you do?
I don't want to be one of those guys that complains about every little shitty detail of his life but i do have a question.
What would you do if you had one of those love at first sight moments, where you fell completely head over heals for some one and after you get to know them you just completely fall in love with them and they like you to, but the problem is. there happily with some one else. Now you try to accept this and just be happy for them right? but what if no matter how hard you try you cant do that? When no matter how hard you try to be happy for them you only wind up angry and jealous and you cant help yourself you just want them so badly that no matter how hard you try you cant be happy with anything less than them with you. You try to believe there better off but you cant help it you WANT them! BAD! like wont even stay out of your dreams bad! I mean most of you that actually know me enough to care to read this know that I'm not a very aggressive guy, and I'm not dominating or controlling or vindictive or any of that stuff, I'm just a sweet hearted guy who wants to love and be loved. But this guy, its weird with him, I cant help myself with him. he makes me feel like a predator. He makes me want to break every rule and moral I've given myself just to have him. I mean seriously, what would you do?
1500
Posted 15 years ago1500 page views is coming up and to get me motivated to do more art and to drive up my rep I'm going to be giving away a free sketch to who ever catches the 1500 mark screenshot and messages it to me first
Starting to make sense
Posted 15 years agowhen i was younger i started having dreams,
dreams so real that they had to be.
but they were so long ago and of things so alien that i could only describe them away as my crazy imagination
but I knew they were more. some how I knew they were more than dreams, they were memories.
these memories and other signs that lead me along are the main reason i am who i am today.
I just didn't know why.
but i think i know now.
me: Ethan Blevins, and Sevin have a common goal. we don't want to be forgotten....
no one else but me heralds of Sevin's story and no one else but me remembers him and more importantly all those that came before him.
something that dose not deserve to be forgotten...
so maybe this is why I've lived as i have and had these things happen to me and why I am where I am now.... so that i can finish the job and make sure that there not forgotten....
this is not a promotion or a joke this is something i truly believe
maybe i am crazy, but I know what I know.
so now its my goal. before i see the end of my days i will have written the story of Sevin and i will have given credit to the memory and the knowledge i have been given so that neither of us my ever be forgotten.
dreams so real that they had to be.
but they were so long ago and of things so alien that i could only describe them away as my crazy imagination
but I knew they were more. some how I knew they were more than dreams, they were memories.
these memories and other signs that lead me along are the main reason i am who i am today.
I just didn't know why.
but i think i know now.
me: Ethan Blevins, and Sevin have a common goal. we don't want to be forgotten....
no one else but me heralds of Sevin's story and no one else but me remembers him and more importantly all those that came before him.
something that dose not deserve to be forgotten...
so maybe this is why I've lived as i have and had these things happen to me and why I am where I am now.... so that i can finish the job and make sure that there not forgotten....
this is not a promotion or a joke this is something i truly believe
maybe i am crazy, but I know what I know.
so now its my goal. before i see the end of my days i will have written the story of Sevin and i will have given credit to the memory and the knowledge i have been given so that neither of us my ever be forgotten.
