Woow...and so much has change. In fact, just about -everything- has changed. Some good, some bad, I finally feel my age. Crap. I wonder if anyone's still around. -Blows into mic: Testing, testing 1,2,3- Well seeing as this has been a month of reestablishment for me, I'll extend an offering out to those of you who wish to reconnect. Shoot me a message and I'll link you the new FA account and we'll talk, or something. I should probably deactivate this..I'll let it stick to give the few of you about the chance to see it, then it's out with the old, in with the new! I'm going to go nuke the 6300 submissions now..get at me. <3

Sooo, Monroe has been in the shop for a few days now. Due to limited funds we purchased a used inline-six with 100,000 miles on it still running strong. It's being repainted in factory blue and the old engine was removed. For those who don't know the other six had a piston blown out about 5 years before. Akito and I bought new wiring harnesses to be installed at the same place. The shop works with many exotics and muscle cars, she's in good hands. Would have made the swap myself but the apartment complex wont allow it. :/ Anyway, the original diagnosis revealed a few other issues with her. The water pump, choke, fuel injector are being replaced as well as some gaskets and lines. Things according to plan, she should be out and running by next week, or so we hope!

Sooo, Monroe has been in the shop for a few days now. Due to limited funds we purchased a used inline-six with 100,000 miles on it still running strong. It's being repainted in factory blue and the old engine was removed. For those who don't know the other six had a piston blown out about 5 years before. Akito and I bought new wiring harnesses to be installed at the same place. The shop works with many exotics and muscle cars, she's in good hands. Would have made the swap myself but the apartment complex wont allow it. :/ Anyway, the original diagnosis revealed a few other issues with her. The water pump, choke, fuel injector are being replaced as well as some gaskets and lines. Things according to plan, she should be out and running by next week, or so we hope!

I've never done anything like this before, but this is a crisis I cannot overlook.

The Wolf Mountain Sanctuary is a non-profit organization that has been rescuing wolves since 1980. The owner Tonya takes much pride in her work and dedication to these animals. For a donation, visitors to the park can be allowed to go into the enclosures with the wolves and interact with them. This is where I met Istas.

Istas Pejuta means Medicine Eyes, he is a MacKenzie Tundra Wolf, now 4 years old and alpha of his pack. A selected few were allowed into the enclosure where the powerful creature greeted the 'trespassers' to his turf. He rubbed his body against us to exchange his scent, and licked the back of our heads as a offering. Affectionate and strong, Istas is in dire need of help. On February 3rd he was rushed to the hospital with pancreatitis, within a recent update it was said that they found a tumor as well. The tissue is being biopsied, it may be cancerous. Since WMS is a non-profit rescue facility they don't currently have the funds to cover this operation. If any of you could spare ANY amount, it'd be going to save the life of a creature many of you may portray. I real wolf is real trouble.


If you are interested in adding aid to the fund you can read more on how to do that here: http://www.wolfmountain.com/Updates%202011.htm


If you'd like to read more on Istas, information can be found here: http://www.wolfmountain.com/istas%202007.htm

Learn more about The WMS by clicking here: http://www.wolfmountain.com/About%20WMS%202011.htm

If you're in California, perhaps even consider taking a trip to see them for yourself!

Istas, like all the wolves at WMS means a great deal to me. He's a brother with no blood trail and has truly captured my heart, in the way only another animal can. Please, keep him in your thoughts and wishes, if you can spare anything to the donation fund, that would work too. He had always been the strong being, the healer, the protector. Now he's in need of the same treatment. Thanks for taking the time to read.

~Addison

Hey guys,

It has occurred to me the Holidays were quickly approaching, way to discover that on Christmas eve! Some weird things have been happening. My mother insisted on buying presents, putting up the tree, etc. These are things we haven't done in years, traditions that died with Santa. I usually got money, and that was fine. But there are actually presents wrapped under the tree. I tried to protest with my mom that is was merely commercial to exchange gifts, and that the true meaning of the holidays was love and happiness. I found myself rushing around, trying to return these favors with little presents of my own. It's been hectic! Perhaps is has something to do with Akito being here and all, I guess his family still went through these yearly rituals. Now that I think of it, we celebrated a lot of holidays we don't normally celebrate. I'm no buhumbug, but It had never occurred to me to carry on these traditions, except for Halloween of course! I suppose to me, Christmas was just an excuse to put one's differences aside and try and bring joy to one another, if only for a short while. I feel like it should happen more than once a year, then again, I should be thankful people even take this small amount of time to come together. Preconceived notions aside, I think i'm going to enjoy opening my presents while listening to Christmas songs, and possibly baking. Heck, if things go half as good as I expect them too, I'll have myself a car! Lots of gears in motion as the end of this year approaches. And another begins.



I suppose what i'm trying to say is, I hope you all have a Merry Christmas/Happy Hanuka/Happy Quanza, or whatever it is you celebrate! Have some eggnog, sing some carols, Don you now your gay apparel! Especially if you send pictures :p. Hope you all get what you wanted, and if you're following MY old Christmas traditions, at least sleep in or something.

Happy Holidays from the fluffiest, brightest, half-fox~
Addison <3

Raped from  Akumi


1. Who eats more?
It's pretty equal o.o

2. Who said “I love you” first?
I did~

3. Who is the morning person?
That'd be me again :3

4. Who sings better?
As far as I've been told...

5. Who’s older?
Him, by oddly 2 years

6. Who’s smarter?
Depends on the subject

7. Whose temper is worse?
Mine! *Secretly points around his back* Hiiiiiim :I

8. Who does the laundry?
He does, it confuses me o.o

9. Who does the dishes?
We do our own dishes xD

10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
I sleep on the left, spooned from behind

11. Whose feet are bigger?
His are wider mine are longer

12. Whose hair is longer?
Mine, I whip it, back and forth

13. Who’s better with the computer?
*Ahem*

14. Do you have pets?
HAD a bunch...cheap petstores are cheap

15. Who pays the bills?
N/A xp

16. Who cooks dinner?
He says he can cook, never seen it
I'm picky >_>

17. Who drives when you are together?
He does, least until I get my Mustang <3

18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
He does, I do when I have money *_*

19. Who’s the most stubborn?
We're equally stubborn, but I compromise easier :3

20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
Him xD

21. Whose family do you see more?
Mine, we live with my mom, for now x3

22. Who named your pet?
I did/had

23. Who kissed who first?
He did, someone was impatientt

24. Who asked who out?
I did, 3 times... ._.

25. What did you do on your first date?
Classified >_>

26. Who’s more sensitive?
That'd be him
I'm a stone cold mutha xD

27. Who’s taller?
Him again, unless i'm in my heels >:]

28. Who has more friends?
I'm the sociable one! Hai, howareyah?

29. Who has more siblings?
I do, but not really...it's complicated!

30. Who takes the lead in the relationship?
I'm the lead sled dog on this team
The glue
The puppet master
Muhahaha!
o.o
That'd be me, I guess..


You're a stubborn ass with the mentality of a twelve year old xD But I love you,  AkitoRyohou

Mom's boss is letting us use the place again.
Aren't they sweet?
Mom wants to stop at every nature historical park on the way up
Camping!
And hit San Fran on the way back
I love San Fran~
Going to be a 2 week trip
October 13th will be Akito's and mines 1 year mark
So planning could not have come at a better time
Talk about a romantic getaway
My mom planned it out the entire trip so that
we'd be in Tahoe on our Anni
Cause she's awesome like that :3
So I won't be up on commissions much
until I return.
Got FA on teh Blackburry
So i'll be checking back now and again
So. Many. Fucking. Pictures. Are. About. To. Be. Taken.
:D
I'll miss you guiz!
Lets hope I return
I might just let San Fran steal me, forever?
xD
<3

Hai...
Addi here..
Just though i'd...
Y'know...bitch about something personal
It's been bugging me.
Within the last few months I've gotten more recognition for it
Guess I'm feeling sorta...
Inept? At things
Video Games~
Typing
Bathing
Driving
Running
Walking
Dancing
Normal things for the gist of us
I have a lot of dreams that were made tough
If not impossible by this..
On some days I'm reminded more of it
It stings in the worst possible way.
When Addison was very very small
4 years old exactly..
He would be rushed into the ER, with terrible migrants
Turns out a CAT scan discovered something...
Pilocytic astrocytoma...
In other words
A brain tumor
Half gray matter, half water
He'd be prepped for immediate surgery...
The full on 8 hour operation was a success
But there was a catch...
Addison lost majority control of the left side of his body
A Hemiparesis
He'd bare years of physical therapy
Almost 15 years later and he has yet to gain control in the muscles
They have died..the nerve endings shot
He had to adapt, learning to work with just one arm
One hand
One leg
Everyday chores were a struggle
He had never let the limitation hold him back
But he still lacks enough
Playing the piano, his favorite instrument, hurts his muscles
He's often noticed for holding a game console controller weirdly
He can't sew, though he needs to for his fursuit commissions
He can't walk well
The muscles around his knee cap often let the patella slip free
Ending in a painful dislocation
He had trouble doing what all the other kids could do
And wishes to be able to play many instruments
All of which requires dexterous two hands
It lowered his self esteem
And has caused his early years to be full of constant ridicule
On days where he's most vulnerable
He has trouble managing to see the good that came out of the accident
He desperately wishes he would have a functioning body..
Makes him feel worthless without one...
Addison gets sad sometimes thinking about the possibilities
and the freedom
Because of his many short comings
Addison has tried to apply for disability
He was eligible when he turned 18
The Government has rejected his case
3 times now...
Addison can't find work
Though he so desperately wants to help his family
And pay his own way for once
He was suppose to have a court date..
To appease the case in front of a jury
There has been no word..
Besides the physical restraints
Addison also has sever anxiety
Triggered by having bad asthma
In which he was hospitalized for twice now
in the last 5 years
Two 9-1-1 emergency calls..
Two near death experiences
Two dates that have scarred him inside and out
Forever...
Sometimes Addison see's the world as a dark and cruel place..
Sometimes..
He forgets how lucky he is to even be alive
So as though it may seem
That he has lost all hope
The storm will pass
The fight will continue
And one day
One day he can dream of a normal life
My friends, My family, My mate
My life
Only exist because you do
I have all the strength I could ever need
To walk the battered road
With the wind at my back
I appreciate, and love the ones who stay close to me
With all of my heart
And am grateful for the freedom
To never be judged
Or abandoned
Forgotten
Or even...
Hardly misunderstood


~<3Addison<3~

Totally jacked from  TheSinstarCarrier

1) How big is your penis?
Roughly 6.6, closer to 7

2) How thick is your penis?
2.3 (Measurements courtesy of  AkitoRyohou No ruler required) U JELLY?

3) Do you have foreskin?
Yes! :D

4) Does it Curve or is it straight?
You've seen the furry porn.
It's a torqued fem-boi tube x'D

5) If it curves which way?


6) Does it grow hair?
Use to, my gardener mows every week...

7) Do you shave yours?
^^^^ Names Jose

8) Do your balls sag or are they tight?
Thigh-slappers >:]

9) Have you ever pierced it?
Thinking about it :I

10) If so with what?
Frontal ladder, 3 barbells

11) What kind of underwear do you usually keep it in?
Unmanly colored, silky, frilly, things that aren't designed to hold a penis. Becauwze Imma fhagort

12) Has it ever touched another penis?
Mine goes to social events and flash mobs. It interacts a lot.

13) Does your penis have an Penis Boyfriend?
It has the one, and then it has an army of other servants ~Queen, Bitch~

14) Does your penis have a name?
"Daaaaaaaayummm!"

15) Have you posted pictures or video of your penis on the web?
Yuh, I mean, who hasn't? o.o

16) Have you had art done of your furry character with its penis showing?
Not yettt... *Ahem* ~Announcer voice~ "Cumming soon to a browser near you!"

Sooo...Hai
I'm having an issue with people lately
And their lack of and or nonexistent common courtesy
Today for instance....
We got invited to Central Park today
Yes, that big ass one...
Obviously not big enough for SOME people...
We went disc golfing there the other day
With  Hosenki  charliwolf and a few others
Had so much fun, and I went out and bought a pair for ourselves.
We went down to Central, only to find concert's in the park set up
No parking, hundreds of impatient, rude people
In other words, total buzz kill
I guess the group we were suppose to meet left to watch the concert
Wasn't our taste. So we played through the course instead.
Tried to break in the new discs
Groups of pretweens started to gather around hole 8/9
They were just standing there! Playing basket ball with the disc net...
I yelled "Clear on hole 8?" as it's most common to do
Apparently, you don't wanna get hit with one of those things..
Annyway, some of them didn't move, they just stared at us like
'Ahhhhh Duuuhh....'
It wasn't a huge problem, we played around them
One group in particular though... broke the wall
A group of girls proceeded to walk slowly, clear across the playing field
We were setting up to throw, and they just took their sweet time
I yelled "Clear on hole 9?"
The stopped and gawked back at me, as if I just offended them.
motioned them to move from the area
Know what he got?
A frank: "No way mother fucker!"
Needless to say, a verbal curse war began.
I stayed out of that one :< I wouldn't of been very nice...
They proceeded to heckle us for quite awhile after.
I kept quiet and didn't become irrational...
I could tell they were mocking us, because we were together
And so were many of the other brats in the playing area
It was unsettling...
On the way home, impatient drivers beeped and swerved and sped all around us.
We stopped to get a drink at Wal-greens
In which I was almost run over by a kid on a carving board
Came literally withing a couple inches of hitting me
If I had confronted him, it would of been unnoticed
He had his stupid ear buds in :I
OH! Best part of all this drama, is the girl who called out "Mother fucker" stated that "It's a common way to address people"
xD! What the fuck?
GAH! I'm so sick of people today it isn't even funny.
To think all these people gathered to see this concert
Pff, 'concert' I'd rather watch Will. i. Am's set at EDC
And to be clear, i'm strongly against Will. i. Am...
Guy doesn't have a decent mix to his name...
siigh, this day started out so well
No matter, , my mom and I are going out early tomorrow to do the course again
This time without all the hate and disrespect
Hoping to clear the air...
For the mean time....
I'll just need to refrain from strangling anyone n.n
Sorry for taking my load to the internet, again.
These journals always seem to help though.
For my friends.
I love you guys. You make an oasis in a world of sand
Thanks for being awesome!
<3
~
Addison :3

Ah huh! Betcha that got your attention
<3
No, but seriously, I've been seeing a lot of pictures that have made me envious.
One of the many downers about living in an Apartment complex is the total lack of privacy
I see people's fursona's drawn, where their nude, and sprawled out.
Not a care in the world, just totally at ease.
Now, we have blinds, but they're cheap shit.
I usually resort to putting a towel or blanket over the windows so I can prance around.
It's more work than it has to be...
The closest I get is in my daisy dukes.
I sometimes wish I could be nude a lot more.
Weather it be inside, or at my own pool for a late night swim.
Just to feel free for once, it's good for your body...
And no, I don't want to be a nudist.
I just want to escape from the consistency of everyday life :I
Beh, it really isn't all that important.
Life just seems so much more care-free in most art.
Too bad real life wasn't as low key, this mainstream train is stopping nowhere
Maybe it's time for a vacation
/End mindless rant
<3

___________________________________________________________________________
By furfags i mean you homosexuals :3
___________________________________________________________________________

So, today I had a long conversation with my mother
I told her I was born gay, and that's just the way it is
She said there wasn't enough scientific evidence and that it had to have happened some other way.
Like the environment in which I was raised in, or other influential aspects
said to some it may also be a choice, and for us gays who have never slept with a women, we can't really know if we are 'gay'
Because we've never been curious enough to sleep with the opposite sex, to explore.
She believes it's a combination of environment, genes, upraising, and choice
I just pride myself more in expressing "I was born gay, that's just who I was born to be"
Not a single choice on my part, I just happened to be that way
So...tell me guys...
How do you identify your sexuality? Were you a born fag? Did you 'choose' to give into temptations? Did family have any effects on your outlook towards the opposite sex?
inB4 Curiosity killed the cat
No offense meant to anyone and their views
Since this is a long spanning debate, i'm just curious to hear what the rest of you think, or feel

1...2...3...
/DISCUSS!<3

Yep.
So apparently http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kyung-aekim/ is making MLP icons for FREE! Who could surpass such cuteness! n//.//n
Should totally do it, just make a journal with this link in it:
_____________________________________________________
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:19755613


Yuh, Right up there

I never thought I'd be the one to do something like this...
Honestly..
But I Haveta vent, the internet is as good as a place as any.
I can't scream
It's like... 1:30 am... n.n
Soo... today has been absolutely crappola
It started off real nice!
My mom got accepted for a job, and  AkitoRyohou aced an interview himself
I on the other hand..
Was woken up by sleep apnea, literally gasping for air
On top of that, i've recently developed a cold..
Now, i'm an asthmatic, cold + Runny nose + phlegm = pneumonia
Which equals hospitals, steroids, and plenty of other fun things
Anywho... I jumped right on the fursuit bandwagon, started work on my partial
After a first failed attempt at making hand paws, I recruited my mom's help.
Needless to say, we failed, again.
So we started up once more
Andddd again
Failed
This is upon doing extensive research, taking measurements, and leaving appropriate room for sewing.
Akito and I Began trying to solve the problem
Then I realized there was a stitch already coming loose.
I flipped the fuck out, okay?
I've wasted time, money and fur for yet another fail.
It's 1 in the flippin' morning...
And i'm at the computer, doing office reports for my mom
cause i'm too wired to sleep
Heavily congested
Cramping
Nauseous
Dizzy
And tired as hell
But my day is just beginning
After the reports
I have a commission to finish sewing
Then I need to re-start my failed suit
For the 4th time in two days.
Thanks a bunch universe
Way to kick a person when they're down
But I WILL get back up
Even if i claw my way back up there
And things WILL go my way
But srsly, Life
Go Fuck Yourself
Kthxbae

That's really all i've got to say...
Will be scrapped later I suppose...
Thanks for listening
<3

JEALOUS!
;n ;
No but seriously, Just wanted to wish all my friends an awesome time :3
Be safe, Have Fun, and get a ball load of paraphernalia...
So I may steal its >u>
Just, uh, leave the radio on before you go, I'll need the company

Mkai, we're coming close to a release date! :3, but before I continue, i'm reaching out to my FA watch list to ask their opinions.

It's a lengthy piece of work, and i'm looking for you special pr0n fanatics to help me out. The story will have a clean version, and an explicit version. It has been divided up into two sections to make it's 20,000 word roll less harsh on the eyes.

Part I is the same in both
Part II varies between the clean and dirty version

I'm looking for anyone interested in reading a few paragraphs from the explicit version

(Note: It is male on male and quite descriptive)

If you're interested in giving me your thoughts, send me a message and you will receive a passage. :3

Your feedback is greatly appreciated and will help with the current direction.

So it seem's rides need to be provided for some of you who were planing on going. Do you have your entrance fee? Means of ID? Etc? We need to get a defined 'yes' then set up a meeting spot and a time. It's tomorrow people, and if I can't get a hold of you, then there's a good chance we're going to just take off. Keep me informed! :3

That's right. The written work i've been working on with  AkitoRyohou is finished!. There will be two versions for download. The clean, and 18+ versions. It will be uploaded within the next week after the final revisions are made. After posting, both Akito and I will be opening for written omissions. We're also getting aboard the fursuiting train. Stay tuned about that, we're in the process of creating our own suits, learning the ropes and stuff :3 Should be fun.

Who else is going!? It's a week away now, and a slight change in plans are in order.

Date: May 22nd

Location: 1017 Obispo Ave Long Beach, CA 90804-3833


Entrance fee: 20.00

Group list:

 TheSinstarCarrier
 akitoryohou
 addison_addictions
 milo-kun <--- May be attending
 Adahy <--- May be attending

c'mon! It's time to be out and proud, the more the merrier. :3 Let me know so I can add you to the list. We can provide a few seats for rides, space is limited.

I have made the decision to use an old rave name of mine for my character than my real name. Frollic Dey Glo will look much more exiting on a badge :3. That name will be starting to appear on art and in stories from this point on, just thought I'd give you all a heads up, so you don't get confused. The story I'm currently writing will probably be the one exception where you'll see Addison. The 40 pages and 18,000 words to it would be impossible to sift through and change now xD. That'll be out soon too, by the way. :].

Changestotakeeffectimmediately~


Frollic Dey the phonnec

 Achiga is hosting a contest for free art and stuff!


Details are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2316606/


Not many chances like this, you know. And his artwork is adorable!

o:

Do ett!

Tell him Addi sent you :D~

So I was out fursuiting yesterday with my old hammy suit i bought from ebay like, yeeeears ago. Besides the usual attention from random strangers. there was one in particular who was quite interested in me. She offered Akki and I to come to a birthday party and entertain. Needless to say we totally went. 4 hours in a suit and made some money. I wasn't expecting that, either x3. It was a pretty chill day, and the kids. were. adorable. This is exactly why I love standing out. It's completely who I am. To be different, not like I was even expecting to get anything out of it. Just goes to show you how random life can be, huh? With any luck, I impressed the parents at the party and will have more side performances in the near future. This way here, I can really save up to commission my -real- suit :3