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Posted 3 years agoIf anyone cares about this-
Here’s some new updates!
Comics!
Basically I’m currently finishing the final page of get loose! I was lining the page, and it I realized I wasn’t happy with it, so I have rescheduled the entire page, and it’s looking a lot better now!
I actually have some more ideas for my next comic! It’ll for sure be black and white though haha. Color takes FOREVER
Commissions!
Unfortunately, I still have about 12 different commissions that I need to finish. I probably will not be taking very many after this. I gotta enjoy drawing again before taking on more paid projects!
School and personal life!
School is slow. I’m making decent progress though :) I’ve been adapting to college well.
I have been rock climbing! I’ve participated in a lot of dance competitions this year, and I think I’m going to step away for a bit.
I’m not where I want to be, and I need to train.
Conventions!
Yeahhhhh idk?
The two that seem garunteed is FWA and Confuzzled. I still need rooms for both, but Furthemore is on the table too! So is Megaplex! We’ll see!
I’m not gonna say I’ve burnt myself out on them, but I’ve definitely seen everything I’ve wanted to see for now and I’m content with what I’ve done.
I won both of the UK’s furry dance comps, and I said to myself,” I am completely good for the rest of the year. Everything else is just add ons now!”
Thanks for y’all’s comments and support 0w0 it’s so cool to meet people at conventions and they know me from my comic and stuff. Much love.
-Adondis
Here’s some new updates!
Comics!
Basically I’m currently finishing the final page of get loose! I was lining the page, and it I realized I wasn’t happy with it, so I have rescheduled the entire page, and it’s looking a lot better now!
I actually have some more ideas for my next comic! It’ll for sure be black and white though haha. Color takes FOREVER
Commissions!
Unfortunately, I still have about 12 different commissions that I need to finish. I probably will not be taking very many after this. I gotta enjoy drawing again before taking on more paid projects!
School and personal life!
School is slow. I’m making decent progress though :) I’ve been adapting to college well.
I have been rock climbing! I’ve participated in a lot of dance competitions this year, and I think I’m going to step away for a bit.
I’m not where I want to be, and I need to train.
Conventions!
Yeahhhhh idk?
The two that seem garunteed is FWA and Confuzzled. I still need rooms for both, but Furthemore is on the table too! So is Megaplex! We’ll see!
I’m not gonna say I’ve burnt myself out on them, but I’ve definitely seen everything I’ve wanted to see for now and I’m content with what I’ve done.
I won both of the UK’s furry dance comps, and I said to myself,” I am completely good for the rest of the year. Everything else is just add ons now!”
Thanks for y’all’s comments and support 0w0 it’s so cool to meet people at conventions and they know me from my comic and stuff. Much love.
-Adondis
Unimportant: Comic-like ending
Posted 3 years agoNo need to read this- unless you want to haha. This is mostly for myself but something I am using to keep track of things I want to remember.
I am in love.
The past three weeks have gone by so fast. I really had to figure out why I was coming to England again in the first place. Obviously it was going to be fun to go to Confuzzled and spend time with people there. Meeting everyone. I was able to reconnect with friends I met at Scotiacon too!
Anyway, I think I realized close to when I was leaving that I was coming that I needed to find a real reason to come for so long.
I have someone I am madly in love with. And I realized I had to come back fast enough to be with him. I think I knew it was love. He was always on my mind. I was so excited when he would message- and things only got better when I got here. For the most part.
Tonight I had to say a final goodbye to him. He has to leave early tomorrow morning. Getting on a train to another country. I have to leave back to America.
Truly this has been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. I can’t tell you how much I cried. Even though he needed sleep he let me spend at least 10 more minutes holding him in bed. He shushed me and kissed me softly once I stopped crying so much. I hugged him on top of him and looked into his eyes and said,” I love you so much.” Before crying into him again.
Ten minutes passed in his arms before I sat up. “I suppose it’s time I should be going,” I told him right before my face and hands collided to start crying once again. He sat up and hugged me. I had to whisper to him,” I have never cared for anyone more.” He hugged me while I was in tears and I barely could whisper,” I love you”
He’s not ready for a relationship. Maybe I’m not ready for long distance.
“It’s going to be a long time for me to get over you.”
“I hope you can care for someone else as much as you care for me. Someone that can give you what you give them. It would make me… so happy. To see you happy. That’s what I want” He told me.
Once we were making our way to the door I kissed him.
With his warm arms, he held me tight.
“ I care about you so much” he told me. I don’t think he has ever said that to me. Ever.
I couldn’t help it and started crying again
He said,” Oh no I’ve said the wrong thing! Please no more tears~”
Reassuringly I responded,” Just because you make me cry doesn’t mean that it’s a sad moment.”
Right before he closed the door. One last time I looked at him while I was in the night shadows and said,” I love you so much.”
And he responded,” Goodnight~ Tell me when you get home so I know you’re safe. Love you too”
My heart. I just don’t know what to do. This is, as I’ve said, the hardest thing I’ve had to deal with. I love him so much. But I don’t think England could be the home I need. Maybe I’ll move on. I suppose until after tonight this is my work in progress.
I love him. I truly do with all my heart. Maybe some day. I can get the love back. Until then. This is my comic ending.
-Adondis 3:02 AM, London, England
I am in love.
The past three weeks have gone by so fast. I really had to figure out why I was coming to England again in the first place. Obviously it was going to be fun to go to Confuzzled and spend time with people there. Meeting everyone. I was able to reconnect with friends I met at Scotiacon too!
Anyway, I think I realized close to when I was leaving that I was coming that I needed to find a real reason to come for so long.
I have someone I am madly in love with. And I realized I had to come back fast enough to be with him. I think I knew it was love. He was always on my mind. I was so excited when he would message- and things only got better when I got here. For the most part.
Tonight I had to say a final goodbye to him. He has to leave early tomorrow morning. Getting on a train to another country. I have to leave back to America.
Truly this has been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. I can’t tell you how much I cried. Even though he needed sleep he let me spend at least 10 more minutes holding him in bed. He shushed me and kissed me softly once I stopped crying so much. I hugged him on top of him and looked into his eyes and said,” I love you so much.” Before crying into him again.
Ten minutes passed in his arms before I sat up. “I suppose it’s time I should be going,” I told him right before my face and hands collided to start crying once again. He sat up and hugged me. I had to whisper to him,” I have never cared for anyone more.” He hugged me while I was in tears and I barely could whisper,” I love you”
He’s not ready for a relationship. Maybe I’m not ready for long distance.
“It’s going to be a long time for me to get over you.”
“I hope you can care for someone else as much as you care for me. Someone that can give you what you give them. It would make me… so happy. To see you happy. That’s what I want” He told me.
Once we were making our way to the door I kissed him.
With his warm arms, he held me tight.
“ I care about you so much” he told me. I don’t think he has ever said that to me. Ever.
I couldn’t help it and started crying again
He said,” Oh no I’ve said the wrong thing! Please no more tears~”
Reassuringly I responded,” Just because you make me cry doesn’t mean that it’s a sad moment.”
Right before he closed the door. One last time I looked at him while I was in the night shadows and said,” I love you so much.”
And he responded,” Goodnight~ Tell me when you get home so I know you’re safe. Love you too”
My heart. I just don’t know what to do. This is, as I’ve said, the hardest thing I’ve had to deal with. I love him so much. But I don’t think England could be the home I need. Maybe I’ll move on. I suppose until after tonight this is my work in progress.
I love him. I truly do with all my heart. Maybe some day. I can get the love back. Until then. This is my comic ending.
-Adondis 3:02 AM, London, England
Come find me at FWA
Posted 3 years agoHELLO ALL
I’ll be in the artist alley at FWA
I’ll be selling badges, shitpost badges, and best of all! Some prints of my silly comics! Stop by on Friday 5-9 and Saturday and Sunday mornings.
MY PANELS
If you like improv feel free to attend my panel Learn Improv and Improv Games
OR
Improve your social behavior with Social Skills: Overcome Your Social Awkwardness.
I’ll be in the artist alley at FWA
I’ll be selling badges, shitpost badges, and best of all! Some prints of my silly comics! Stop by on Friday 5-9 and Saturday and Sunday mornings.
MY PANELS
If you like improv feel free to attend my panel Learn Improv and Improv Games
OR
Improve your social behavior with Social Skills: Overcome Your Social Awkwardness.
UNIMPORTANT: A note onto Furry art.
Posted 3 years agoJust a little journal about recent contemplating
Now this is gonna sound a little bit ridiculous because I’ve been thinking so much lately. Ever since I visited the UK I’ve started to question what I actually want and what is meaningful to me.
I’ve started considering what my actual goals to get out of things like commissions, visiting the UK for Confuzzled, and seeking a relationship. Why do I want to do these things? And will it be meaningful to me?
I started doing more art at conventions because I really enjoy the financial income. Although, I didn’t really start thinking about things more seriously until I won 1st in the dance competition at Scotiacon. I realized that I didn’t feel any excitement from winning first place and being the best of the best at that competition. That was really strange to me because I thought that was what I wanted whenever I started dancing.
The same thing started happening with art as well. I would do a commission and complete it, but I didn’t really feel any pride whenever the commissioner would be so excited, and that bothered me.
I really enjoy making other people feel good, so why would it not feel powerful to me to hear someone’s excitement on my art?
This isn’t a vent post, but I think I started to realize I really lack a bit of self confidence when it comes to my art? And nooooo it doesn't help with people say,”Ohhh well you’re way better than me” haha
Rather, I think it comes from comparing myself to others with more of a following. To be honest- I have a small following XD and I really do appreciate guys like Nico and O-ishi and Linker who comment on a lot of my posts.
I suppose I’d like to see more of a following to justify saying,” Look how far my art is reaching. Although with that, if I had 20,000 followers. Would it still be fulfilling?
It might be a little silly, but recently the furry fandom has made me contemplate what my actual goals are with art, acting, and public speaking.
From what I can tell, the drive for money is a motivator, but whenever I think of it as the end goal it ends up making me feel meaningless. I’m currently hoping to maybe present one of my convention panels as a presentation for high schools. The drive for that is the potential to make money off of it, but I think I need to focus on something more if I’m actually going to enjoy it.
I genuinely enjoy helping people, and I genuinely enjoy bringing people happiness, so the more I thought about it the more I realized that I am going to be happy by focusing on the effects that my art and public speaking have on people.
I’ve tried to change the outlook that I get whenever people will message me after condition and say,” I love this so much! It looks incredible!” And I’m trying to practice internalizing that because if I don’t, and this is just another part of the job.
Recently, for FWA I messaged Zillion Ross, an artist I look up to and am really inspired by, and asked to partner up for this year’s Floor Wars.
Almost immediately he said yes and was excited to pair up.
That absolutely thrilled me, and I was more excited about just partnering up with someone than even placing First or Second in two dance comps. I was genuinely amazed and it feels like I’ve really made it as a dancer so far. Not by the placements I got, but by who respects me enough to consider me their equal in a sport. I’ve never really had that before and it was super exciting.
Now, I just need get as excited about the art I make for others as I did making a team with Zillion. That’s what I’m still figuring out. It’s a process.
Now this is gonna sound a little bit ridiculous because I’ve been thinking so much lately. Ever since I visited the UK I’ve started to question what I actually want and what is meaningful to me.
I’ve started considering what my actual goals to get out of things like commissions, visiting the UK for Confuzzled, and seeking a relationship. Why do I want to do these things? And will it be meaningful to me?
I started doing more art at conventions because I really enjoy the financial income. Although, I didn’t really start thinking about things more seriously until I won 1st in the dance competition at Scotiacon. I realized that I didn’t feel any excitement from winning first place and being the best of the best at that competition. That was really strange to me because I thought that was what I wanted whenever I started dancing.
The same thing started happening with art as well. I would do a commission and complete it, but I didn’t really feel any pride whenever the commissioner would be so excited, and that bothered me.
I really enjoy making other people feel good, so why would it not feel powerful to me to hear someone’s excitement on my art?
This isn’t a vent post, but I think I started to realize I really lack a bit of self confidence when it comes to my art? And nooooo it doesn't help with people say,”Ohhh well you’re way better than me” haha
Rather, I think it comes from comparing myself to others with more of a following. To be honest- I have a small following XD and I really do appreciate guys like Nico and O-ishi and Linker who comment on a lot of my posts.
I suppose I’d like to see more of a following to justify saying,” Look how far my art is reaching. Although with that, if I had 20,000 followers. Would it still be fulfilling?
It might be a little silly, but recently the furry fandom has made me contemplate what my actual goals are with art, acting, and public speaking.
From what I can tell, the drive for money is a motivator, but whenever I think of it as the end goal it ends up making me feel meaningless. I’m currently hoping to maybe present one of my convention panels as a presentation for high schools. The drive for that is the potential to make money off of it, but I think I need to focus on something more if I’m actually going to enjoy it.
I genuinely enjoy helping people, and I genuinely enjoy bringing people happiness, so the more I thought about it the more I realized that I am going to be happy by focusing on the effects that my art and public speaking have on people.
I’ve tried to change the outlook that I get whenever people will message me after condition and say,” I love this so much! It looks incredible!” And I’m trying to practice internalizing that because if I don’t, and this is just another part of the job.
Recently, for FWA I messaged Zillion Ross, an artist I look up to and am really inspired by, and asked to partner up for this year’s Floor Wars.
Almost immediately he said yes and was excited to pair up.
That absolutely thrilled me, and I was more excited about just partnering up with someone than even placing First or Second in two dance comps. I was genuinely amazed and it feels like I’ve really made it as a dancer so far. Not by the placements I got, but by who respects me enough to consider me their equal in a sport. I’ve never really had that before and it was super exciting.
Now, I just need get as excited about the art I make for others as I did making a team with Zillion. That’s what I’m still figuring out. It’s a process.
Unimportant: a commentary on love
Posted 3 years agoThis is just me talking, it’s not any important updates. Just me talking.
Love means a lot, and by that it also means that it is interpreted differently by others. Unfortunately I believe it’s hard to understand love at a young age and I qualify into that.
I wish I could better understand it as a 20 year old what it means to really love someone. A few people come up who I have fallen in love with over time and in my heart I know it’s true.
Sometimes it’s easy to forget, but sometimes that feeling lingers forever after separation. This makes me wonder, is that what love truly feels like or is there sometime I’m not understanding?
I feel like how I’ve interpreted it before was that I have someone that I have an overwhelming feeling in my chest that I want to tell them I love them. Although, if I don’t then eventually over time it goes away. So, did I truly love them or was my mind playing tricks on me?
Right now, I have someone I want to tell them that I love them, but I don’t want to make the wrong choice if to not really love.
This is mainly a journal because I think it will be interesting to see years down the line if I learn better~
Much love (maybe)
Happy Valentine’s Day
-Adondis
Love means a lot, and by that it also means that it is interpreted differently by others. Unfortunately I believe it’s hard to understand love at a young age and I qualify into that.
I wish I could better understand it as a 20 year old what it means to really love someone. A few people come up who I have fallen in love with over time and in my heart I know it’s true.
Sometimes it’s easy to forget, but sometimes that feeling lingers forever after separation. This makes me wonder, is that what love truly feels like or is there sometime I’m not understanding?
I feel like how I’ve interpreted it before was that I have someone that I have an overwhelming feeling in my chest that I want to tell them I love them. Although, if I don’t then eventually over time it goes away. So, did I truly love them or was my mind playing tricks on me?
Right now, I have someone I want to tell them that I love them, but I don’t want to make the wrong choice if to not really love.
This is mainly a journal because I think it will be interesting to see years down the line if I learn better~
Much love (maybe)
Happy Valentine’s Day
-Adondis
Hello new people? Why is this post so popular XD
Posted 4 years agoHey y’all!
So I’m loving that people are seeing my work! Specifically the one on the popcorn ceiling joke, but I’m also wondering- if you found me from it how did you see it? Because I have no idea XD
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41484559/
I’m loving it! It went from having like 65 views to over 1000 which is awesome. I’m just confused XD
Anyway! If you guys wanna see some other jokes I put out I’ll link a few from my profile. Give em a you like them :3
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42208237/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44477169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40487617/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44345635/
Thanks for all y’all’s support!
So I’m loving that people are seeing my work! Specifically the one on the popcorn ceiling joke, but I’m also wondering- if you found me from it how did you see it? Because I have no idea XD
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41484559/
I’m loving it! It went from having like 65 views to over 1000 which is awesome. I’m just confused XD
Anyway! If you guys wanna see some other jokes I put out I’ll link a few from my profile. Give em a you like them :3
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42208237/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44477169/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40487617/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44345635/
Thanks for all y’all’s support!
OPEN COMMISSIONS
Posted 4 years agoI realized- duh I should mention this here too
https://d.furaffinity.net/art/adond.....bc741_jpeg.jpg
Here are my commission prices I encourage you to get one for they’re helping me to turn my partial suit into a fullsuit! It’s going to fursuit supplies that Moof and I will work on ourselves.
SO FAR
7 BADGE SLOTS
-Aeolian
-Skye
-Onlyfox
2 PAINT OVER SLOTS
4 FULLBODY SLOTS
-Moof
-Foxxes
Thanks guys for all that commission :)
Much appreciation
-Adondis
https://d.furaffinity.net/art/adond.....bc741_jpeg.jpg
Here are my commission prices I encourage you to get one for they’re helping me to turn my partial suit into a fullsuit! It’s going to fursuit supplies that Moof and I will work on ourselves.
SO FAR
7 BADGE SLOTS
-Aeolian
-Skye
-Onlyfox
2 PAINT OVER SLOTS
4 FULLBODY SLOTS
-Moof
-Foxxes
Thanks guys for all that commission :)
Much appreciation
-Adondis
GOOD COMIC NEWS
Posted 4 years agoHey dudes!
So bad news is I’m super slow making these comic pages. But good news! I know where the end is! That’s exciting cause I’m ready to start my next comic but I need this one DONE
I’ve mapped out the end finally and it seems there’s gonna be 11 more pages. I’ve thumbnailed up to 28 and it’ll go to 33
If anyone likes base coloring trust me I’d love the help 😩 its probably the biggest reason I’m not done with more pages.
I actually think I might finish all the sketching and line work first then worry about color later. I freakin hate coloring dude.
So yeah! Theres an update!
Thanks for keeping interest comments are appreciated!
Much care~
-Adondis
So bad news is I’m super slow making these comic pages. But good news! I know where the end is! That’s exciting cause I’m ready to start my next comic but I need this one DONE
I’ve mapped out the end finally and it seems there’s gonna be 11 more pages. I’ve thumbnailed up to 28 and it’ll go to 33
If anyone likes base coloring trust me I’d love the help 😩 its probably the biggest reason I’m not done with more pages.
I actually think I might finish all the sketching and line work first then worry about color later. I freakin hate coloring dude.
So yeah! Theres an update!
Thanks for keeping interest comments are appreciated!
Much care~
-Adondis
In the village: Gore Excerpt story
Posted 4 years agoI’m too bothered to make a story submission so here’s a journal for an short idea I wanted to jot down.
WARNING: This will be dark and a bit morbid. Involving death, murder, and gore of a youth
Preface: This honestly disgusted me while writing this. It comes from inspiration of two places, being scarred from being shown the death video of poor Daniel Pearl (God rest his soul) and this horrific chapter called “The Man I Killed” in The Things They Carried a scarring piece of literature from highschool.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt nauseous reading something before that and this... this made me sick. Don’t worry, this writing isn’t alluding to anything nor does it have any real meaning. But writing it makes me remember how much I hated that chapter in that book and how sick some people can be. Uhh- enjoy I guess?
In the village there stood two tall limestone obelisks as high as the eye could see through the thick forest canopy. One of each to represent the god and his wife. The village itself only contained about seventy residents that rather than being given names they went by numbers. When past the age of sixteen, the children are then renamed a larger number.
The children took numbers twenty five and under, and if there were more than that many children it would repeat 25-1, 25-2 and so on, but alas there would only be enough for twenty five of the twenty six children in the village.
Small number 17 was a boy, tan skinned, only ever wearing lower garments but no shirt, and was consistently covered in dirt because unlike many of the other kids, he wasn’t afraid to get gross and vile. Where the community lived on the side of a river there was no need to stay dirty, but as this was a choice by the boy himself he was often looked down upon by the other children.
Here in the forest, inbetween the two obelisks for the gods lay a red bowl. A bowl that was large enough to fit two people into. It was carved once for the laying of a funeral where the god could look down upon them and bless the body into their next incarnation, but now served a different purpose.
Ever since the droughts in the forest took away more and more supplies of oyster mushrooms, honey mushrooms, persimmons, and other foods there was a system put in order. Finally someone had to release their blood back to once it came. Therefore, a congress met to decide on a man, named 57, a frail, old man covered in wrinkles and a delight to everyone who would be the offering to god and his wife. It is his duty as he has come to the end of his physical utility to the village.
Evidently, after such news, 57 happened to disappear into the night. Only to later be found on the other side of the river. Bound, hog-tied already by an early tracker in the fields.
Now, death is more common to the people of the village. Children, they have seen elderly slaughtered. Usually bound up and given a firm slice through the center of the neck. Then sawed down until near stopped by the spinal cord. Placed tilted downward, head opened to release as much blood into the large stone bowl as possible.
In truth, the population used to be over one hundred but sacrifices must be made until the rain comes back. Little 17 understood this. He simply wished his small body could one day be used to help the others. If the life of an elderly member of the community was held to such little regard then why was his more valuable? To try to understand this he would venture back into the woods, around the watering hole, up the creek, and left to a large black walnut tree to return to it.
There lay the body. A small, lifeless body of 25-1. A boy, bowl-cut, black hair, gaping mouth, young enough where he was finally forming his own sentences. His eyes, sunk in and removed as a bug crawl out of the right socket. 17 had been taught well about trapping and had caught the damned raccoon in a noose snare that took 25-1’s eyeballs.
His face, now dehydrated. Which was understandable given the time that has passed by now. 17 saw how a skinny face can lose all mass after only a few days. He had killed the boy. Led him during the day when a celebration happened for the new name given to number 4. 17 looked down to see the stained dirt. Precisely led by a trail where the boy tried to run. Twenty eight times the little boy was stabbed. Fifteen through the chest, four through the thighs, and nine times through the back after seventeen tackled him. Now he lay in the spot after his tiny corpse was rolled back over.
Was his life, 25-1, worth more than the elderly man trapped and bound that first day? What made his life so special and why do their gods care? These questions remain unanswered. 17 looked down and took out a curved knife from his lower garments and took it across the aged ragdoll of a body.
*shink*
*shink*
*shink*
*sh-cap-cap-shhhink*
Finally, the young corpse was near decapitation, and 17 took the legs, dragging the boy, loosely bound head, and propping his decayed feet against a large oak tree.
No blood came from the neck of young 25-1 as the rest had been drained into the dirt over the time that had passed. As 17 stood back to take witness to all he had done. He feels a prick on the top of his youthful forehead, looking up to see. A rainstorm had just moved in.
WARNING: This will be dark and a bit morbid. Involving death, murder, and gore of a youth
Preface: This honestly disgusted me while writing this. It comes from inspiration of two places, being scarred from being shown the death video of poor Daniel Pearl (God rest his soul) and this horrific chapter called “The Man I Killed” in The Things They Carried a scarring piece of literature from highschool.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt nauseous reading something before that and this... this made me sick. Don’t worry, this writing isn’t alluding to anything nor does it have any real meaning. But writing it makes me remember how much I hated that chapter in that book and how sick some people can be. Uhh- enjoy I guess?
In the village there stood two tall limestone obelisks as high as the eye could see through the thick forest canopy. One of each to represent the god and his wife. The village itself only contained about seventy residents that rather than being given names they went by numbers. When past the age of sixteen, the children are then renamed a larger number.
The children took numbers twenty five and under, and if there were more than that many children it would repeat 25-1, 25-2 and so on, but alas there would only be enough for twenty five of the twenty six children in the village.
Small number 17 was a boy, tan skinned, only ever wearing lower garments but no shirt, and was consistently covered in dirt because unlike many of the other kids, he wasn’t afraid to get gross and vile. Where the community lived on the side of a river there was no need to stay dirty, but as this was a choice by the boy himself he was often looked down upon by the other children.
Here in the forest, inbetween the two obelisks for the gods lay a red bowl. A bowl that was large enough to fit two people into. It was carved once for the laying of a funeral where the god could look down upon them and bless the body into their next incarnation, but now served a different purpose.
Ever since the droughts in the forest took away more and more supplies of oyster mushrooms, honey mushrooms, persimmons, and other foods there was a system put in order. Finally someone had to release their blood back to once it came. Therefore, a congress met to decide on a man, named 57, a frail, old man covered in wrinkles and a delight to everyone who would be the offering to god and his wife. It is his duty as he has come to the end of his physical utility to the village.
Evidently, after such news, 57 happened to disappear into the night. Only to later be found on the other side of the river. Bound, hog-tied already by an early tracker in the fields.
Now, death is more common to the people of the village. Children, they have seen elderly slaughtered. Usually bound up and given a firm slice through the center of the neck. Then sawed down until near stopped by the spinal cord. Placed tilted downward, head opened to release as much blood into the large stone bowl as possible.
In truth, the population used to be over one hundred but sacrifices must be made until the rain comes back. Little 17 understood this. He simply wished his small body could one day be used to help the others. If the life of an elderly member of the community was held to such little regard then why was his more valuable? To try to understand this he would venture back into the woods, around the watering hole, up the creek, and left to a large black walnut tree to return to it.
There lay the body. A small, lifeless body of 25-1. A boy, bowl-cut, black hair, gaping mouth, young enough where he was finally forming his own sentences. His eyes, sunk in and removed as a bug crawl out of the right socket. 17 had been taught well about trapping and had caught the damned raccoon in a noose snare that took 25-1’s eyeballs.
His face, now dehydrated. Which was understandable given the time that has passed by now. 17 saw how a skinny face can lose all mass after only a few days. He had killed the boy. Led him during the day when a celebration happened for the new name given to number 4. 17 looked down to see the stained dirt. Precisely led by a trail where the boy tried to run. Twenty eight times the little boy was stabbed. Fifteen through the chest, four through the thighs, and nine times through the back after seventeen tackled him. Now he lay in the spot after his tiny corpse was rolled back over.
Was his life, 25-1, worth more than the elderly man trapped and bound that first day? What made his life so special and why do their gods care? These questions remain unanswered. 17 looked down and took out a curved knife from his lower garments and took it across the aged ragdoll of a body.
*shink*
*shink*
*shink*
*sh-cap-cap-shhhink*
Finally, the young corpse was near decapitation, and 17 took the legs, dragging the boy, loosely bound head, and propping his decayed feet against a large oak tree.
No blood came from the neck of young 25-1 as the rest had been drained into the dirt over the time that had passed. As 17 stood back to take witness to all he had done. He feels a prick on the top of his youthful forehead, looking up to see. A rainstorm had just moved in.
Inspirations (simple essay)
Posted 4 years agoFeel free to leave a comment :3 they’re greatly appreciated
When does a love and a passion connect and when do they separate? They seem one in the same but then tend to differ when it comes to what drives a life into happiness. I hope I can believe that more than one is acceptable as well. Although, as for a passion I’m not sure what qualifies.
For instance, I usually believe that my love is for animation and creating stories, but then when it comes to college where I study chemistry, without any art classes, I still feel a great love for it. The world and universe is a fascinating place and chemistry gives you an appreciation to it like no other. It is my love that I tend to forget I enjoy so much when I’m outside of classes or specifically STEM based conversations.
Although, I never can choose just one, and I don’t believe I have to? They both have their own place that I enjoy being a part of. Marie Curie and Lise Meitner have been inspirations in my life for a long long time, and also in the animation field I have new inspirations like J.G. Quintel, VivziePop, and Alex Hirsch. Especially as of recently VivziePop because she shows that you don’t have to have a deal with a large company to make what you have a vision for.
I have an idea for a story involving Damien, my four eyed dog, where it is a dramatic show with a lot of meaning into it. I’ve been much more interested in that than other schooling. It may be because I feel this is the perfect time for the story to come out animated, but it is an idea I came up with and it’s something that you can just realize you know has potential. VivziePop basically gives me that little push to get it started any way possible.
It is my current love I focus more on, but neither animation or chemistry are my passions. My passion in life seems to be to entertain and bring others joy which fortunately both of those loves incorporate into my passion.
Overall, the future is unclear, but to quote my father,” At least it’s better than smoking crack.” A wise man he is.
Anyway, thanks for reading if you did :3 this was meant to be for my diary, but I left it at the camp I work at so this was my outlet <3
Cheers!
-Adondis
When does a love and a passion connect and when do they separate? They seem one in the same but then tend to differ when it comes to what drives a life into happiness. I hope I can believe that more than one is acceptable as well. Although, as for a passion I’m not sure what qualifies.
For instance, I usually believe that my love is for animation and creating stories, but then when it comes to college where I study chemistry, without any art classes, I still feel a great love for it. The world and universe is a fascinating place and chemistry gives you an appreciation to it like no other. It is my love that I tend to forget I enjoy so much when I’m outside of classes or specifically STEM based conversations.
Although, I never can choose just one, and I don’t believe I have to? They both have their own place that I enjoy being a part of. Marie Curie and Lise Meitner have been inspirations in my life for a long long time, and also in the animation field I have new inspirations like J.G. Quintel, VivziePop, and Alex Hirsch. Especially as of recently VivziePop because she shows that you don’t have to have a deal with a large company to make what you have a vision for.
I have an idea for a story involving Damien, my four eyed dog, where it is a dramatic show with a lot of meaning into it. I’ve been much more interested in that than other schooling. It may be because I feel this is the perfect time for the story to come out animated, but it is an idea I came up with and it’s something that you can just realize you know has potential. VivziePop basically gives me that little push to get it started any way possible.
It is my current love I focus more on, but neither animation or chemistry are my passions. My passion in life seems to be to entertain and bring others joy which fortunately both of those loves incorporate into my passion.
Overall, the future is unclear, but to quote my father,” At least it’s better than smoking crack.” A wise man he is.
Anyway, thanks for reading if you did :3 this was meant to be for my diary, but I left it at the camp I work at so this was my outlet <3
Cheers!
-Adondis
Follow my twitter too!
Posted 4 years agoHey! I also have a twitter! It needs some more followers so give it a look!
Here’s the most recent post
https://twitter.com/wadondis/status.....274891786?s=21 That’s my nsfw twitter
Here’s the most recent post
https://twitter.com/wadondis/status.....274891786?s=21 That’s my nsfw twitter
My goodness I’m tired!
Posted 4 years agoIt is 4:36 AM and my goodness I sent my friend sammie an amusing response
It’s been like 7 hours of art tonight and I’m finishing the next comic page (all I gotta add is the bottom with the page number and stuff) but by now my setting consistency is thrown OUT THE WINDOW
And I said to Sammie” Gosh dude this freakin page! This freakin setting! Ever since I started the flashback with the whole ambiguous lighting scene it’s like AHHH JUST END ALREADY
DAMIEN PLEASE FUCKIN CUM “
But then thinking about it.... I’m the one who controls Damien so like WHAT THE HELL WOLFY MAKE DAMIEN FREAKIN CUM ALREADY
I’m kinda excited to finish this comic XD I don’t want it to take half a year. This needs to be done SOONER AHHH
But yknow- good news! Page coming real soon! 😩👏🏼
-Adondis
It’s been like 7 hours of art tonight and I’m finishing the next comic page (all I gotta add is the bottom with the page number and stuff) but by now my setting consistency is thrown OUT THE WINDOW
And I said to Sammie” Gosh dude this freakin page! This freakin setting! Ever since I started the flashback with the whole ambiguous lighting scene it’s like AHHH JUST END ALREADY
DAMIEN PLEASE FUCKIN CUM “
But then thinking about it.... I’m the one who controls Damien so like WHAT THE HELL WOLFY MAKE DAMIEN FREAKIN CUM ALREADY
I’m kinda excited to finish this comic XD I don’t want it to take half a year. This needs to be done SOONER AHHH
But yknow- good news! Page coming real soon! 😩👏🏼
-Adondis
Expressing thoughts- comic tips welcome!
Posted 4 years agoHey y'all!
Maybe soon after I finish these two commissions I have and the two trades I took on I can get more things from y'all!
I may stream some of my comic work on discord a bit too on Dosent's server.
-Adondis
Just wanted to say that I hope you guys are well since I haven't been all that responsive nor taking on commissions.
School is my top priority which has been causing me to work on my comic differently.
It seems that a more efficient process might be to work on as much line art and sketching as I can so that they can be
colored all at once and I can get to the fun part of S H A D I N G. My other breakthrough was that I realized writing out
all the panels first made things turn out a lot more coherent and made it easier than my thumbnails I have now.
Idk if any of you guys have made comics before or planned out stories to write, but I'm always open to suggestions.
Even though I don't respond to all my comments I absolutely read everything you guys say! As much as I love quality
one page a month just isn't cutting it in my books, so I gotta learn and adapt.
Maybe soon after I finish these two commissions I have and the two trades I took on I can get more things from y'all!
I may stream some of my comic work on discord a bit too on Dosent's server.
-Adondis
The most boring part of making this comic
Posted 4 years agoStill working on the next page hopefully should be up in the next few days?
My friend, Krystalline, who usually base colors for me has been busy with work and by far my least favorite part about art is base colors XD
If I can get the base colors done everything else is fine! I think the base colors is just such an absolute boring process that it makes me just not even want to do it at all! I need ways to make it a faster process.
I really love line art and black and white styles so maybe (probably) my next comic will be black and white 0w0
P.S. for anyone who minds- school is going well! The next few days are spring break so I hope I can get some art and maybe my two final commissions done. As well as a comic page. Woohoo! Goals!
My friend, Krystalline, who usually base colors for me has been busy with work and by far my least favorite part about art is base colors XD
If I can get the base colors done everything else is fine! I think the base colors is just such an absolute boring process that it makes me just not even want to do it at all! I need ways to make it a faster process.
I really love line art and black and white styles so maybe (probably) my next comic will be black and white 0w0
P.S. for anyone who minds- school is going well! The next few days are spring break so I hope I can get some art and maybe my two final commissions done. As well as a comic page. Woohoo! Goals!
Asking Opinions about Improvement!
Posted 5 years agoQuick note- comic page will be up probably not saturday but more likely monday.
--> ANYWAY,
I wanted to ask y'all some opinions about my art. Feel free to give constructive criticism just don't be a dingus.
-Basically this comes up cause pieces I work a really long time on like-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40436100/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38790978/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39990937/
I work a long time on them, but they don't get the views and response I want, so I wanted to ask my viewers what you think might be different and what I can do to change it to be more appealing to larger audiences.
Feel free to give your opinions. I want to know what I can change to improve myself!
And BE HONEST! I can take it.
Thanks!
-Adondis
--> ANYWAY,
I wanted to ask y'all some opinions about my art. Feel free to give constructive criticism just don't be a dingus.
-Basically this comes up cause pieces I work a really long time on like-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40436100/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38790978/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39990937/
I work a long time on them, but they don't get the views and response I want, so I wanted to ask my viewers what you think might be different and what I can do to change it to be more appealing to larger audiences.
Feel free to give your opinions. I want to know what I can change to improve myself!
And BE HONEST! I can take it.
Thanks!
-Adondis
Sharing a memory and a lovely comic
Posted 5 years agohttps://e621.net/posts/2512843?pool_id=22436
TL;DR: I love this comic I found from FunkyBun and it hits close to home so I just babble about the feeling it gave me.
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Writing how I feel right now just cause this comic is now just so special to me. Reminds me of a few years ago when some friends and I had about the same thing happen. Just younger guys and going,”Well I don’t have a problem with it if you don’t?” And it escalating. Not much came out of it after that haha
but this comic makes my heart hurt with love in such a way I wish I could describe it more.
I even asked my friend who was a part of it,”Well do you think you might have some interest in guys?” And he responded,” Ah I don’t know, maybe?” But I made sure to tell him that he didn’t have to know. Sometimes you just go with the flow. Everyone’s a little gay in my opinion haha.
(This is just a flow on consciousness. It might not make sense but that’s okay.)
But this just hits that special place in my heart as it struck the feeling of one of my favorite memories. It’s almost as if I feel like I’m in love again. I forgot the feeling and have been trying to remember but I tend to forget that love just isn’t something you can force onto yourself or others. It takes something special. AH I just feel like I could cry. Cry in a good way~
It’s just the amount of friendly love a comic I’ve wanted so bad to be able to represent and FunkyBun as an artist has done it so perfectly.
My state of mind, I’m still trying to describe it haha this is the third try, is like I’m disconnected from stress and can focus. My chest hurts in the way that you would when you feel very guilty, but in this case it’s for love? I remember the first time I really fell in love with someone I felt this same way. This feeling of my chest hurting so much out of love for the other person. Maybe it is a fantasy and love shouldn’t feel this way, but I always wished and wondered to know if love really feels like this. I wish I could’ve continued that relationship. I love you.. even if I can’t say your name here. I love you and I’m so glad I remember how this felt to love you like before.
Disclaimer: I have no idea how this sounds to anyone else XD I’m just writing my direct feelings and posting them.
PS. The beastars manga also gave me this feeling of love to a lesser extent. It’s great if you give it a read.
-Adondis 3:30 PM, Florida on the futon
TL;DR: I love this comic I found from FunkyBun and it hits close to home so I just babble about the feeling it gave me.
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Writing how I feel right now just cause this comic is now just so special to me. Reminds me of a few years ago when some friends and I had about the same thing happen. Just younger guys and going,”Well I don’t have a problem with it if you don’t?” And it escalating. Not much came out of it after that haha
but this comic makes my heart hurt with love in such a way I wish I could describe it more.
I even asked my friend who was a part of it,”Well do you think you might have some interest in guys?” And he responded,” Ah I don’t know, maybe?” But I made sure to tell him that he didn’t have to know. Sometimes you just go with the flow. Everyone’s a little gay in my opinion haha.
(This is just a flow on consciousness. It might not make sense but that’s okay.)
But this just hits that special place in my heart as it struck the feeling of one of my favorite memories. It’s almost as if I feel like I’m in love again. I forgot the feeling and have been trying to remember but I tend to forget that love just isn’t something you can force onto yourself or others. It takes something special. AH I just feel like I could cry. Cry in a good way~
It’s just the amount of friendly love a comic I’ve wanted so bad to be able to represent and FunkyBun as an artist has done it so perfectly.
My state of mind, I’m still trying to describe it haha this is the third try, is like I’m disconnected from stress and can focus. My chest hurts in the way that you would when you feel very guilty, but in this case it’s for love? I remember the first time I really fell in love with someone I felt this same way. This feeling of my chest hurting so much out of love for the other person. Maybe it is a fantasy and love shouldn’t feel this way, but I always wished and wondered to know if love really feels like this. I wish I could’ve continued that relationship. I love you.. even if I can’t say your name here. I love you and I’m so glad I remember how this felt to love you like before.
Disclaimer: I have no idea how this sounds to anyone else XD I’m just writing my direct feelings and posting them.
PS. The beastars manga also gave me this feeling of love to a lesser extent. It’s great if you give it a read.
-Adondis 3:30 PM, Florida on the futon
You probably shouldn’t read this random word vomit
Posted 5 years agoIt’s literally 3:40 and I don’t have my diary to write in so I’m taking note here. It’s gonna be my teenage babble so feel free to tune out XD
It’s- weird to me. About how much I really care about my character. Damien doesn’t even exist as a real person. He’s completely fake unless you count my fursuit as a real life representation. I love him I really do. He feels like my best friend that I can tell anything to. It’s ironic because he can’t even speak back unless I write the dialogue.
I guess it is pretty narcissistic to feel like someone could be your best friend because you made them based off your favorite qualities from yourself haha. But really that’s just what makes characters so special? You make them to be like you. To be like the you you want to be, and we admire it like it could be real. Damien doesn’t feel fake, nor does my brain acknowledge it, but hey I think that’s okay :3 at least for my age.
At 18 I don’t think I need to know everything, nor do I think I need to be so realistic that I put silly things like talking to my character like they’re a real friend of mine out of my life. It’s okay to be a bit childish... I just wish I would let myself be that way more ahha.
I can get so caught up in the image that everyone else has of me that it can be hard to, not to be myself, but rather to let myself express the- less.. mature side.
I mean I can look at a silly costume I commissioned with literally two years of summer camp job money and feel such joy to where it feels like he is the love of my life. That’s completely silly to someone who might not understand and especially those that can’t figure out why someone would get an expensive costume at 16. I’m okay. I just want to be okay more with these kinds of things before it’s too late. I don’t have a lot of responsibilities right now, and I wish someone could show me how to utilize that more.
-Wolfy Age 18, Oct 24 2020
It’s- weird to me. About how much I really care about my character. Damien doesn’t even exist as a real person. He’s completely fake unless you count my fursuit as a real life representation. I love him I really do. He feels like my best friend that I can tell anything to. It’s ironic because he can’t even speak back unless I write the dialogue.
I guess it is pretty narcissistic to feel like someone could be your best friend because you made them based off your favorite qualities from yourself haha. But really that’s just what makes characters so special? You make them to be like you. To be like the you you want to be, and we admire it like it could be real. Damien doesn’t feel fake, nor does my brain acknowledge it, but hey I think that’s okay :3 at least for my age.
At 18 I don’t think I need to know everything, nor do I think I need to be so realistic that I put silly things like talking to my character like they’re a real friend of mine out of my life. It’s okay to be a bit childish... I just wish I would let myself be that way more ahha.
I can get so caught up in the image that everyone else has of me that it can be hard to, not to be myself, but rather to let myself express the- less.. mature side.
I mean I can look at a silly costume I commissioned with literally two years of summer camp job money and feel such joy to where it feels like he is the love of my life. That’s completely silly to someone who might not understand and especially those that can’t figure out why someone would get an expensive costume at 16. I’m okay. I just want to be okay more with these kinds of things before it’s too late. I don’t have a lot of responsibilities right now, and I wish someone could show me how to utilize that more.
-Wolfy Age 18, Oct 24 2020
Some random hater
Posted 5 years agoI try not to do journals that are unnecessary XD but my goodness! There’s one guy that will downvote my pieces on e621.
I’m not sure if it is only one man but I’m pretty sure it’s the same one every single time lol
I’m pretty sure it was the random dude that kept sending me hate mail haha telling me to stop posting on e621 cause my art is terrible.
Anyway if you wanna support my newest piece and give it an upvote here’s the post!
https://e621.net/posts/2414126?q=adondis
Here’s another he downvoted
https://e621.net/posts/2347794?q=adondis
I’m not sure if it is only one man but I’m pretty sure it’s the same one every single time lol
I’m pretty sure it was the random dude that kept sending me hate mail haha telling me to stop posting on e621 cause my art is terrible.
Anyway if you wanna support my newest piece and give it an upvote here’s the post!
https://e621.net/posts/2414126?q=adondis
Here’s another he downvoted
https://e621.net/posts/2347794?q=adondis
Free Headshots on twitter!
Posted 5 years agoHeya! I'm just gonna do some free headshot sketches in order to practice some different species or styles. Plus it gives me something to do during my class videos.
You have to be following me and retweet the post. I might not get to all of them but I'll try to do a lot!
https://twitter.com/AdondisArt/stat.....651423232?s=20
You have to be following me and retweet the post. I might not get to all of them but I'll try to do a lot!
https://twitter.com/AdondisArt/stat.....651423232?s=20
Getting a new iPad!
Posted 5 years agoSO good news and bad news!
Good news for y’all! I’m (hopefully) getting my brother’s new iPad which is bigger, faster, and better for art!
I’ll be buying it from him if he can get an even better and faster one from this pawn shop in two weeks.
Bad News: If this doesn’t work out I’ll have to postpone art even longer. :(
AND I’ll be down $450 if it DOES work out. That pretty much nullifies all the Commission work I’ve done for a while.
It’s really too bad this whole breaking my iPad situation happened, but it’s making me break my habit of carrying my iPad everywhere with me.
My brother said,” You should’ve realized that you shouldn’t take what makes you money out anywhere from the house.” Which he’s right about. I’ll be curving that habit.
Good news for y’all! I’m (hopefully) getting my brother’s new iPad which is bigger, faster, and better for art!
I’ll be buying it from him if he can get an even better and faster one from this pawn shop in two weeks.
Bad News: If this doesn’t work out I’ll have to postpone art even longer. :(
AND I’ll be down $450 if it DOES work out. That pretty much nullifies all the Commission work I’ve done for a while.
It’s really too bad this whole breaking my iPad situation happened, but it’s making me break my habit of carrying my iPad everywhere with me.
My brother said,” You should’ve realized that you shouldn’t take what makes you money out anywhere from the house.” Which he’s right about. I’ll be curving that habit.
Commissioners and art update!
Posted 5 years agoHello! So I’m still working at the summer camp I have been and I have little internet connection which is why I’ve not been much active
It came to my attention I forgot about one commission that had been paid for and that bothers me when that happens. Message me if I don’t have you in this list but you’ve commissioned me
- Linker
- Func_door
- Neopatamonx
Hopefully if everything works out in two weeks I can get back to work (I’ll make another journal for that) thanks!
-Adondis
It came to my attention I forgot about one commission that had been paid for and that bothers me when that happens. Message me if I don’t have you in this list but you’ve commissioned me
- Linker
- Func_door
- Neopatamonx
Hopefully if everything works out in two weeks I can get back to work (I’ll make another journal for that) thanks!
-Adondis
COMIC DELAY (This totally sucks!)
Posted 5 years agoOkay, get this. The next three pages of Get Loose are already lined. Right after graduation my iPad got ran over and they’re on that iPad. Can I not work any of my heart for conditions right now, but I also have to find a new iPad unless I can fix the screen myself.
This totally blows. Big time. Comic posting will resume hopefully in a week or two. I’m majorly disappointed.
-Adondis
This totally blows. Big time. Comic posting will resume hopefully in a week or two. I’m majorly disappointed.
-Adondis
Discount TODAY ONLY for POEKMON/DIGIMON
Posted 5 years agoHeya! This is Wolfy/Adondis coming in! I’ll make it quick!
Today I’m UBER MOTIVATED so if you commission me today then you can GET $5 OFF any commission if it’s a Pokémon/Digimon character!
You can tell your friends! Trust me I’m so ready to work on Pokémon and digimon stuff right now.
COMMISSION INFO: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36346634/
Today I’m UBER MOTIVATED so if you commission me today then you can GET $5 OFF any commission if it’s a Pokémon/Digimon character!
You can tell your friends! Trust me I’m so ready to work on Pokémon and digimon stuff right now.
COMMISSION INFO: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36346634/
Thinking about life and maturity
Posted 5 years agoYknow it’s interesting- I’m really just a kid. I never realized that until now. I mean I’m actually 18 now but it wasn’t until I finally looked in the mirror tonight. I saw how skinny my neck was compared to my head and that it flushed out brilliantly unto broad shoulders and I finally in the first time in my life saw how young I am.
For my whole life I’ve been more mature than most others around me and I’ve acted that way accordingly. Recently I’ve took an alternate turn and started to really play around and let myself do whatever. Ever since I’ve started that I realized that now I feel more like a kid and more like my age. Finally a relief of not putting on my own facade to bring myself and others joy by being “better” than the mature kids around me.
I’m simply a child. Someone who hasn’t even graduated highschool yet but is about to. Someone who has spent 18 years only to find that he is still a kid and won’t be in a short amount of time. It’s quite a breath that needed to be taken.
I’ve done many things I never thought someone as young as I would do. I mean I even draw lewd for commission and I’m not even out of primary schooling. It’s interesting to reflect. Especially when you’re still living in the moment. I’m realizing that now. I wish I had realized that before.
Although, now that it’s through and highschool is nearly over. I don’t quite know how I feel. I’m happy, I’m fairly content, and I’ve learned a lot about myself in the span of only one year. Age 18 is a door to so many new possibilities of limitations I’ve had ever since the beginning.
This new life is going to be completely different as I expand into my art career and create comics and characters that represent me to an extent where it is a second reality to real life. I love life, I love God, and he has put me on this earth for a reason. Now that I realize my age and my youth I can enlighten my life to the full extent. I love being young and I definitely don’t want to grow up too fast. This last year of school has been the slowest I’ve ever had, but that’s not a bad thing. Life is for memories you’ll take that are personal to you. I love it. Youth is amazing and I will not waste my time.
Thanks for reading if you did. -Adondis age 18, May 13th 12:54 AM EST
For my whole life I’ve been more mature than most others around me and I’ve acted that way accordingly. Recently I’ve took an alternate turn and started to really play around and let myself do whatever. Ever since I’ve started that I realized that now I feel more like a kid and more like my age. Finally a relief of not putting on my own facade to bring myself and others joy by being “better” than the mature kids around me.
I’m simply a child. Someone who hasn’t even graduated highschool yet but is about to. Someone who has spent 18 years only to find that he is still a kid and won’t be in a short amount of time. It’s quite a breath that needed to be taken.
I’ve done many things I never thought someone as young as I would do. I mean I even draw lewd for commission and I’m not even out of primary schooling. It’s interesting to reflect. Especially when you’re still living in the moment. I’m realizing that now. I wish I had realized that before.
Although, now that it’s through and highschool is nearly over. I don’t quite know how I feel. I’m happy, I’m fairly content, and I’ve learned a lot about myself in the span of only one year. Age 18 is a door to so many new possibilities of limitations I’ve had ever since the beginning.
This new life is going to be completely different as I expand into my art career and create comics and characters that represent me to an extent where it is a second reality to real life. I love life, I love God, and he has put me on this earth for a reason. Now that I realize my age and my youth I can enlighten my life to the full extent. I love being young and I definitely don’t want to grow up too fast. This last year of school has been the slowest I’ve ever had, but that’s not a bad thing. Life is for memories you’ll take that are personal to you. I love it. Youth is amazing and I will not waste my time.
Thanks for reading if you did. -Adondis age 18, May 13th 12:54 AM EST
