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Posted a year agoArt study journal (Monthly)
Posted a year agoI'll get straight to the point about my art journey for this month.
"Frustrated"
There's sometime where I want to jump in and do some wild and creative for fun.
And when it half point or when I see my weakness, I always tend to drop it.
Because of this I kept going back to study, study and study and yes it discourages me.
When study I also do practice too, and it doesn't click for me somehow.
I know it take time to being good at it but then it led to
"Scared"
I want to start on some project to or study some new thing but what holding me is myself.
Because I want to get good at the subject before moving on another topic but that never come.
There so much what I want to learn value, color, perspective for background, character design (cuz my character looks simple and plain) and Line Art for my art style.
For "Line art" at first when I start learning to draw, I got my inspiration from another artist because I like their Line, Color, Facial Expression etc.
However now I don't know what I'm looking for, what my goal anymore when I see other artists work or the one who inspired me, I didn't have that emotion anymore.
The feeling that first to known it when starting, It now there anymore.
I'm tired to get me fired up and study and drawing for fun because of these emotions.
It also hurt my self-esteem and self-worth somehow.
(Maybe I'm just tired from IRL work, cuz it requires "Logic" more than "Creative")
"Frustrated"
There's sometime where I want to jump in and do some wild and creative for fun.
And when it half point or when I see my weakness, I always tend to drop it.
Because of this I kept going back to study, study and study and yes it discourages me.
When study I also do practice too, and it doesn't click for me somehow.
I know it take time to being good at it but then it led to
"Scared"
I want to start on some project to or study some new thing but what holding me is myself.
Because I want to get good at the subject before moving on another topic but that never come.
There so much what I want to learn value, color, perspective for background, character design (cuz my character looks simple and plain) and Line Art for my art style.
For "Line art" at first when I start learning to draw, I got my inspiration from another artist because I like their Line, Color, Facial Expression etc.
However now I don't know what I'm looking for, what my goal anymore when I see other artists work or the one who inspired me, I didn't have that emotion anymore.
The feeling that first to known it when starting, It now there anymore.
I'm tired to get me fired up and study and drawing for fun because of these emotions.
It also hurt my self-esteem and self-worth somehow.
(Maybe I'm just tired from IRL work, cuz it requires "Logic" more than "Creative")
