Hi!

so i know i do',t submit much, well anything, i have been busy in the outside world and honestly its been okay besides the stress of school. I have finally told 3 people, my closet friends, about me being a furry and they were extremely accepting. I was even able to educate them on the fandom and clear up the stereotypes. I attended a recent bridal shower and was able to connect with Gale Frostbane, whom most New England people know, we have a mutual friend, i have known her since i was little thou not know i was a furry until about last year, fully accepting this year so i told her and she was enthusiastic, and showed me her new suit which is incredible, check out her youtube to see it. our discussion was interrupted, but it felt good to be able to talk to someone who understands and actively,participates in much of the fandom, well that is an update i know i have one watcher who i am grateful for . <3

So I don't have any furry friends well maybe one? I am to nervous to tell my family even thou my older sister surprisingly knows many furries... truth be told I am scared.. something I have never said before. I don't want to be shunned, treated differently or anything, I just want to be me, I feel I only ever come out as the true me when I am online be it Tumblr or here. mostly when I am alone when I feel I can be honest. I have seen how furries treat each other with kindness and acceptance but I am scared to be shunned by the fandom as well I am afraid to rejected and alone. This journal turned sappy real fast sorry , but I doubt anyone will read it I am not cool or popular. I am just well me an extremely self conscious teenager scared to do anything thou I act tough. This is my first not really anonymous confession/ journal I hope it was okay, guys have the confidence I don't and go out in the world and be happy you are amazing <3.