To my small modicum of watchers: It has been a while. I rally am not on this site anymore. I hardly ever check it, and when I do it's usually an accident or the like.

I just wanted to say that sometimes you meet a person, living or dead, who just has a certain depth of soul where you say 'Wow, I really wish I could meet this person.' Well, I had one of those experiences today. I recently discovered the music of John Paul Larkin. You may know him better as his stage name of Scatman John. If you haven't heard of him, go listen to "Scatman's World." It is one of his most popular songs, and is quite good. In listening to his music, I just, felt connected to him and just felt this overpowering sense of awe that I have not felt in a very long time. But who knows, I could feel different after my coffee. God I hope not.

And to my fellow travelers on the road of life, may you find few potholes, and may you never twist your ankle in one.

 vesperia Is giving away a free black 3DS XL. Go enter the raffle, or at the very least say hi and watch her! <3

Raffle is here!

Oh, and uh, Vesperia, if you're reading this, say 'Babaloo!' when you give me my number <3

 LilChu is having a free art raffle. Go check it out naow!

Go check it out. It's a good deal =3

 RoyalXCoon is doing A bunch of sketches for $10. If you ask me, that's a really neat deal! Just click this weird looking text here and you will be magically transpoofed to the amazing awesomeness!

And before you pervs get all excited, that's ink in the logo. Sheesh. Darn furries; they're worse than rabbits ;P

 argentfang is having a contest to name a blue cutey for arts! Go there by clicking this weird text and go name him!

Ok. So the wonderful sweetsushiis being awesome and doing a raffle for free kigurumi Pajamas. Go check out the journal and possibly enter, but even if you don't enter go watch her! Do it NAOW!!!!!

 royalxcoon Is doing some amazing $5 sketches! Be sure to go watch him and buy arts from him!!

Looking in the mirror and seeing someone that is not you.


Also: I am rarely on FA anymore. If there is something you need me to know, send me an e-mail at emmitt.lemon.fox[at]gmail.com or add Emmitt_Foxxie to your skype.

 ko~kun and  SoubiGlowheart are having a free art thing, where you vote for an animal, and then the winning animal gets drawn, but there is a chance to win free arts! Go check it out here

;iconDrakni: is having a free raffle thing. But here's the kicker: you pick the artist. You should definitely check it out

Hey, there's this neat old school cartoonish RPG that's in the works, but the artist needs your help. The game is called Rainbow Nightmare: Libra. The name itself sounds pretty cool, doesn't it? You should go check out the kickstarter (click the name) for it and consider helping out.

 emeraldvioxx Is doing a raffle for free headshots, so you should go check it out.

The talented  neverfilledvoid Is having a raffle for a free portrait! Go check it out!

So I got interwebs again. Fast interwebs; 12Mbps down interwebs. I also have a twitter now. It's Foxxie_Jaclyn. Follow me if you don't have anything better to do.

Because it just got crushed...

Hopefully this doesn't ruin my vacation. That's just what I need: My one happy week ibn August ruined.

 lovelesskiax Is having a raffle for three free badges! But, the more people who enter the more prizes will be made, so go enter now!

It seems to be an immutable fact of the world that misery loves company. Whenever shit hits the fan it always seems to collide with other shit and form a giant pile. For example, The past couple of days I've been extremely depressed and having a mental breakdown, and today one of my friend's father died. I didn't really know what to say to him, so I'm saying it here. I wish John all the best in life, and although I cannot say that I know him too personally nor am I exceptionally close to him, my condolences go out to him, and I hope that amidst the chaos and grievances that are sure to follow, he finds some sort of peace with himself and the world because a person cannot truly die if he lives on in the hearts and minds of those he knew.

August is a hard month for me. Although my dad did not die in August, it is August that I most feel the pain of his parting because some of my fondest memories of him are at the Cabin. You see, my family always goes up to a cabin for one week in August, and it is there where I find my peace and tranquility, and where I remember Bill the most. I remember some of the stories and escapades that he had, and most of all I remember playing spellfire with him. And now, with my friend losing his father, it seems that august is turning out to be a rather hard month for a lot of people.

My sincerest well wishes go out to those of you who have lost anybody in the month of August.

 kemostar Is having a free raffle for a tail! you should definitely go check it out ^~^

 skyxero Is doing some free art so he can fill out his gallery. Go get your chance to get drawn!

 spooningfairy is having a fun raffle for one of her awesome drawings. Go join in now!

See subject. I don't check this very often and wind up just deleting everything but comments, watches, and shouts. If you have something that you would really like to say to me, send me a note, or even better: contact me via skype because I never check my FA.

That is all.

God I hate the new FA update. It is annoying and makes me want to shoot my computer. Why couldn't they just keep it like it was?

So lately I've been feeling more and more like a girl and exploring the possibility of maybe starting down the path to make myself a girl, and it;s really stressing me out. I don't know where to start or how to start or what I need to do, or even if I should do it. I know that there is no pressure for me to really do anything, but it's still bugging me and stressing me out and the fact that it's bugging me and stressing me out is making me more agitated

GRAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!

Shit has hit the fan.

I am coming to the relization that there is almost no possible way that I am going to pass my classes this semester. Because of this I will most likely be put on academic suspension. And if that wasn't all, I found out that we don't have enough money to pay for the phone bill, electric bill, or the car payment. So, in other words, my electricity might get shut off, my phone might get shut off, and they might come take my only means of transportation.

Lately my mental health has been getting worse and worse and worse. I feel like I am in a swimming pool full of wet cement; the harder I try the deeper I sink. Almost my whole life has been like this, and I am getting to very tired of this...

I am so very tired...

Best regards,
Akusai