We all hope that this new firmware update comes with the best updates.

Today I turned 39 years old. Getting closer to Eren now than to Areku :D

We have been at the SPIEL here in Essen to check on the newest board games. Also got a few games for ourselves!

I will be absent until monday, attending Mephit Mini Con in Germany. I will not have access to my computer in that time, so I uploaded the next two pages in advance and will catch up on Monday!

See you soon!

It's October 6th again and it is my birthday. Finished 38 years by now.

Feels a little bit weird that I am basically now between Areku's and Eren's age. But that underlines more that I am basically both of them inside me :3

If you're on BlueSky, you can also add me there. My username is arekualkhemi.bsky.social

I just wanted to say that the artist has been chosen and got informed.

Please do not apply anymore, I will inform all the others that we made our decision.

Hello there, my fellow artists!

I am currently looking for an artist for a family picture.

* Budget 300-400€
* 7 male characters
* SFW
* Egyptian themed
* Colored (Cell / Soft shaded prefered)
* Delivery within the next 6 months please

Example of a previous family picture is here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7772047/

Feel free to DM me or leave a comment!

One year has already passed again.

One cycle of flood, planting and harvest is through as well during our lives at the Nile.

The Prince finished his 37th cycle.

I want to thank all my friends to be there for me and around me!

As the sun set on the desert tonight, I completed 36 cycles now and starting my 37th year for now.

I wish you a good day and stay with your loved ones. I am feeling content, having those that I care for around me and a very supportive social circle. Let's see what my birthday day brings.

Hey, just a short notification. I turned 33 today and still running strong in my prime. There is still so much to aim for and I am not going to stop working on myself and rise.

Everyone is welcomed to come and share this day with me.

I just learned the hard way that some think shemale is a bad word... although I have never experienced any problems with this term before. Like at all.

#dontgivecrazypeopleadminrights

That's all I have to say for now. It hurts the equalty between males and females. Crimelize both or none.

Do you sometimes have the feeling that a picture looked actually better with the YCH placeholder characters than the actual winners?

Link to the YCH - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24207943/

Have you ever wanted to be at Areku's court while his father is on his annual voyage to the pharaoh in Men-Nefer? Now you can have your chance to join a picture with yours truely. I'd love it if you could participate in the auction.

See you there!

I am not sure how long I might use it as the initial feeling is not that overwhelming, but I am setting up my account there and import my artwork.

See you there!

Link: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/arekualkhemi/

Well, I just finished the true pacifist route in Undertale. I need this journal just to vent some emotions and all the pain and sorrow I felt through the game. MASSIVE SPOILERS WILL FOLLOW!













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I was already emotionally invested in the world already, hearing about the tragedy about Chara and Asriel. The association between Flowey and Asriel was not made and I just did not fully understand. And I didn't expect Asriel to be still there, trapped in the body of a fucking flower, unable to care, unable to feel. Thanks to me bringing everyone together, even avoiding to kill Asgore (Love you goatdad <3) and then making it possible to donate Asriel some time to reunite with me.

The entire last battle was so beautifully made. And the feels, I am sitting here crying while typing. I still don't know what to do... I wanted to go the full Genocide run as well, but after this, I am not sure if I can really do it. Actually I want to go back and play the finale again, just to be back with Asriel. The only moments where he is _somewhat_ himself and can resonate with me.

OH GOD ASRIEL! You should have died and left in peace to rest. And I can't save you, I can't pull you out of this horrible cycle. I can return to you to give you some moments and minutes back when you are thinking clearly. On the one side I should have killed you as Flowey to end this horrible life, this horrible dream you can't wake up from anymore. But on the other side, I want to break you out of your prison. I want to saviour you, because of all the atrocities that were done to you. I know we wanted you back in our sorrow and sadness, but not like this. NOT. LIKE. THIS!

I still don't know what to think about Alphys now. I mean she is really nice in her own nerdy way and is also someone that just wanted some affection and maybe some significant other to go the same path like her, but to see what she did in her lab and what she did to Asriel. I am not sure if I can forgive her. Coming back to the true Genocide run, I read about Chara and actually the tapes in the lab showed that they were not the nicest person in the world. Maybe it was even better that they are gone and I don't want to give them a chance to come back. On the other side to see the world burn and destroy everything and put everyone to rest because I can save everyone and everything, but Asriel... who needed salvation the most, because even if he apologized to me and I forgave him... even if he is someone who has a good core inside him... The moment he turns back into Flowey, he will forget everything. But I won't.

Edit: I just reopened Undertale and Asriel talked to me. I wanted to backtrack and talk with him to say good-bye. After thinking some more and hearing him talk to me, I will abstain from the last run I would have to do. Like he said: "Not after all this." He had the power and the moment to kill me, but he abstained. He could have moved over into another timeline, but he stayed with me. And I will then not leave him.

And this is just too much for my heart... *sob*

Heya folks!

It might not be a big secret that I am quite the League of Legends enthusiast, so I like to play Fantasy LCS this split again. We have a furry league open and need 2 more players.

If you're interested, drop a comment or a note to me. A League of Legends account is required, region is not important.

Does anyone have information what is going on with  Okamiterasu?

I had won a YCH from him again and I knew he had some health problems, but now I see he disabled his FA account, so I'd love to know if my money is now gone or what?

For everyone that has a WiiU and wants to add me:

Arekualkhemi

Games are MarioKart 8, SSB4 and ZombiU for now

Let's celebrate his watcher milestone together!

Check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6854730/

So on the Nintendo Press Conference they revealed a new Starfox Trailer and show that it looks like a nice reboot of the Starfox Series.

And it has everything that I want from Starfox, proper shooting action with nice small scale experiments and evolutions rather than highly experiemental stuff or alien stuff like Starfox Adventures which did not fit to the series totally...

And the best part: No. Fucking. Krystal.

Apparently the staff of EF was forced to publish a defence against a twitter shitstorm because of the CoC (code of conduct)

Does anyone have links or a summery what the fuck happened?

Recently I find myself to remove more and more people from my watchlist... Actually big names, furry artist heroes with lots of followers, favs and fanbois. But for me these artists are not "good" enough anymore, because they left their initial focus what made them interesting to me:

 bogrim, apparently shifted his interest into humans
 zaush, used to draw so nice homoerotica, but since the death of his citras, he lost his fire.
 miles-df, I think I saw some nice solo male pieces from him on EF or something, but since then... nothing. He can draw nice dudes, but all these female only YCHs

Also  meesh,  bng and  todex are straying quite far away from what I originally watched them, but at least Meesh made some nice pieces recently.

From Thursday to Sunday I am off to Ruhrcon, a small German furry convention!

See you all at Sunday.

Well, having a shitty week behind me.

In the night from Wednesday to Thursday, at 3 am in the morning my graphic card died with a white screen and total system crash. It refused to boot unless in safe mode and gave graphic errors even during the BIOS messages.

So I got a new card for ~150€ on Thursday. And today on Saturday my computer refused to start anymore while the Motherboard was beeping that the CPU is missing (AMI BIOS, 8 beeps), also we had no visuals on the screen again. Now I have an old card from my friend in to test if my MB is eating graphic cards now or if I just had no luck with a faulty replacement card. I will bring it in to the retail on monday.

For any input I am grateful because I don't want to have lots of things break when I have to buy a new computer after all.