I need to post on here more often. It's literally just life being life and preventing me from remembering to post content on here. I can hear Axle nagging me about how I'll never get any followers if I don't post =w= Like it's true but shush anyway.

So yeah I actually got this job a couple weeks ago, but I just finished my first full week of work. For the sake of privacy I'm not going too much into details, but I can say this along with school will affect my posting and working schedule, so just keep that in mind. I promise I'm not abandoning this site again lol.

But yeah I'm excited! It's part time for now but it's paying well over minimum wage, not to mention I'm getting tons of experience for an actual company should I try to get another career in this field after I get my degree.

I am no longer a leech on society :3

... now I just need a driver's license and an apartment;;

I have a new computer that replaced my old desktop and laptop, so I can upload more often since I don't have to deal with my old process of uploading stuff.

In short my old desktop, which was so slow that it couldn't even handle opening chrome but somehow handle csp and telegram, was the one I used to draw. I would draw something, send it to myself on telegram, download it onto my laptop, then upload it there. You can probably tell why I never uploaded onto here too often now. I ended up building a pc that can handle wayyy more than my last two computers combined so I can not only draw faster, but I can upload with the same computer (wow)

So I can start uploading onto here more often.

... I-I don't know what to do. I feel empty and lost.

help


I guess I'll draw more I guess.

I'm just horribly procrastinating on getting Derp's collage done and posting art I've done latley due to school.

Hey. I turned 17 like... 7 days ago. Also like I've been working on Derp 2.0 since the beginning of June, and I'm almost done with his head. Jus need the paws, tail, and arms. *flop* So yeah. Been busy and I haven't really posted much. I'll post a candygore thing I drew a while back.

Like go to My Deviantart (http://alipyro.deviantart.com) if You wanna see my artwork. It's not really that bad, but like I feel like I should upload those pictures there instead just in case.

I'll try to make something nice soon. It's just my artblock turned into wanting to draw gore.

She wants me to take her to the other ones now. She's not completely sure if she wants to be a furry tho.

I mean she's really weird (all my friends are) so I kinda expected her to like it there anyway.

So I have a separate account on instagram for apcostumes and so far it works great. I'm able to have a portfolio of my work without it being hidden by all my shitposts and WIPs and I'm able to seem more professional on that account.

ex. 1 ali_pyro
b r u h.

The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start. The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal. [beep] A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound. [ding] Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible. The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your test is over. The test will begin on the word start. On your mark, get ready, start.

Hey what does the pope do after lunch? he takes a holy shit.

*really bad puns +memes*

ex. 2 [i]apcostumes[/i]

*person asks about a trade*
Hello, I am very sorry but I do not accept trades for costumes or accessories*

*person asks about a commission*
I am open at the moment for [item]. Please email me at apcostumes[at]gmail.com with a reference so I can give you a quote


So yeah. My tone changes significantly when talking about business (at it should be for most people) I tend to be a lot more serious (but still friendly) and I think it'd be beneficial for me to have a completely separate account for my business. I'll let y'all know when I make it. I just need an icon. my current claw design is meh.

So I kinda hit another art block. Again. Like I start drawings but they never get finished because I'm just like "mehh I don't really like this too much." I just kinda stop and I get started on something else and I just don't know. So yeah :/ just not very sure what to draw. I do have a cute idea for a picture involving Crystal (previously Cheeky) so I'll see if I have the motivation to do that. I think it's just the fact that I get no feedback whatsoever when I do post something, and as an aspiring artist I kinda need need feedback, so I just kinda go "what's the point?"

I'm going to start making a bunch of sockpaws as soon as I get money to my paypal. After I sell all of those I'm going to make a premade and a personal suit. Maybe.

So I volunteered at the local aquarium today and they put me into the reptile section. What they had me do was hold a ball python and walk around so the visitors can interact with her, and she was so cute! Like omfg how is it possible for a creature to be so adorable? I also enjoyed the reactions of the visitors. Some would get shocked when they saw her, some would be scared at first and then pet her, others would downright refuse to touch her. the kids especially loved her (or was too scared). Anyway it was really fun.
I also decided that I would revamp my Twitch account so I can stream my artwork and videogames on there. i'm like in the process of making it look nice and such. I'm going to get a headset before I start streaming but when i do start streaming I'm going to maybe stream every Saturday night if I can. If you want to follow me on there heres the link http://www.twitch.tv/alipyro

My username is alipyro if anybody wants to add me

?? What?? Like how can?? Y'all enjoy the movies?? Without a juicy pickle?? How?? Omg?? Like why?? It's like going to the movies without popcorn? Like? I need to munch on a pickle or I can't enjoy the movie??

Wut ._.?? ¿Qué?

http://youtu.be/1xhAL70GXtA

ITS CALLED EL BAILE DEL GORILA AND EVERY DJ HERE PLAYS IT.

My life is now complete. Well, I need to find the other songs tagged every DJ here plays but still. Years and years of going to wedding receptions, quinceneras, sweet 16s, birthdays, etc, I've heared this song and I never knew what it was and nobody knew what it was but I found it.

Yas

Kthnxbai.

Ps, I had no sleep last night since I was at a lock in (12-6 AM) and it was fucking amazing. Like we danced all night and shit.

I made a Storeenvy since Etsy charges for everything but the kitchen sink, I'll post the URL when I load up the shop a bit. I'm going to be selling premade items only on there.

It will take a few months to a year or so for the store to fill up but I am starting with jewelry since it's semi-easy to make and my aunt likes to make jewelry and she bought a bunch of supplies to do it. I'll post pictures of each item as its ready to go up.

I also decided that APCostumes is now APCostumes and Crafts. I still have the same email and everything, it's just when I run out of buisness cards the name will be different.

I'm not promising that I'll do specific things anymore because I say "I'm gunna do a thing!" And BAM life happens.

"Well done is better than well said" -someone that was the base of a writing prompt in English I forgot who

I figured out stuffed fingered handpaws... Sorta. They don't look perfect but I still like them. They're blue with purple fleece "claw" fingers. I'm practicing with the materials I have since my storage is overflowing with spare fur and fleece. I also want to finish some use-your-own-shoe feetpaws for my jack fursuit (which I still have to find a model to take pictures for. I might invite one of my friends over and ask them to wear it for a few mins.

Me: "hey" (or more accurately *sends a weird ass picture*)
Them: "Hey"
Me: "hey do you wanna come over for a bit?"
Me: "I need you to model in a dead dog fursuit for a few mins"
Them: "lemmie ask my mom"
Them: "she said yes. Be over in a bit"
Me: "cool"
Me: *sends a picture of Nicolas Cage's face photoshopped onto a baby*

Who's there?

I'm sick

I'm sick who?

I'm sick of my computer not working with my tablet and holy fuck I want to draw on my tablet but I fucking can't like holy shit why can't Christmas come early?

So I got into the habit of doing little colored sketches once a day at school, and I might post them soon.

Jack might have pictures taken of him... I just need someone to model him. Everyone but me sucks at taking pictures in my household ._.

I might maybe get a computer for Christmas. So expect that after Christmas. My computer is shitty.

I got into needlefelting and I made a few statues including a Totoro (Totoro to-toro)

Also I'm gunna make a ton of plushies and stuff so I can maybe sell them on etsy. I have a bunch of fleece so why not? And a hat. I'm gunna buy beaver fur for a Cheeky Rottkityy hat. I'll post that soon since it's getting cold and I need a hat.


Bai.

Fuck school. Fuck good grades. I'm not going to college anyway, what's the point? I have my own business with a regular buyer. I have 2 potential orders. I'll have even more later on, why waste my money if college if I own my own fucking business?

All this college and school shit is getting me stressed when it doesn't need to. I'm just going to do whatever I can and if I get an f then so fucking what.

Now if you excuse me I'm going to burn anything in my room that even mentions college.

My Wacom Intuos fucking sucks! Every five minutes it's pressure stops working, it lags, it just stops working all together, I always have to have the fucking computer manage window up and I have to restart Sai nearly every time I restart the tablet. I reinstalled the program several times, and I've read forum post after forum post after forum post and nothing works!

I'm not completely sure if its the tablet or the computer either. I have a older dell laptop that went through a few viruses and now it has a bunch of dead pixels on the screeen. It can't really play videogames anymore anyway. Which sucked because I used to play TF2 when I was pissed off. It calmed me down because I used to be able to kill things without actually killing things. Minecraft doesn't even play anymore.

I don't know. I guess I need to upgrade my electonics. When Christmas comes around I'll ask for some money and I'll buy a really good computer and maybe I'mm be able to play games and draw again.

his name is Sebastion Mitchaelis, he's a teensy bit old for me (at least 100 years old) but Jesus fuck he's hot. He's also one hell of a butler~ . I bought him at Comic Con for like 40 bucks.





*cries in the corner because the only thing I can have closest to a boyfriend/girlfriend is a body pillow*

So yeah, I'm still kinda sad... not sure if I'm depressed or not but it does run in the family.

I also got sick. They gave me a shot so I should be better by tomorrow.

My tablet broke. It either doesn't work, or the pressure doesn't work. I have a wacom intuos. so now I can't draw. Sai is also acting up.

I'm going to start working on Ali. I'll probable use fleece and see how that works, but if it doesn't I'll buy some beaver or mink. I'll also do a special suit, either a head or partial, for Halloween.

my family just keeps telling me "Just stop being nervous!" but I can't stop. Do I need to take something? Should I eat less or more? Do I have to like hurt myself or something as a therapy? My mom made me stay home today since I woke up feeling stressed and she didn't want me having another anxiety attack. right now my stomach and head hurts (its been hurting for like two weeks. ever since that damn book everything's gone downhill) I'm just not sure what to do.


I'm seriously considering taking more medicine. The ones I take now aren't strong enough. maybe if I take an extra pill or two it'll work.


Also most help sites talk about God but God isn't scientifically accurate.

Edit: apperantly they lied to me about my meds being for stress and it's actually for my ADHD. I'll just clean. I'm stay my home so I might as well make myself useful