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Happy 1st Anniversary
Posted 13 years agoIt is me and 
leons1 1st year anniversary!
And this is something I wrote for him...
True Love
I always doubted I would have a boyfriend
Even though I would dream and pray
Who'd have thought my true love was my very best friend
Who lived half a world away
You brighten my life so you are my light
Constantly chasing the dark away
You inspire my passion so you are my fire
Burning brighter and brighter each day
You are more to me than I could ever say
And I know that it's all true
You are all that is my dearest true love
Just as I am true love to you
To my dearest Leon on our first anniversary.
All my love, Ally
leons1 1st year anniversary!And this is something I wrote for him...
True Love
I always doubted I would have a boyfriend
Even though I would dream and pray
Who'd have thought my true love was my very best friend
Who lived half a world away
You brighten my life so you are my light
Constantly chasing the dark away
You inspire my passion so you are my fire
Burning brighter and brighter each day
You are more to me than I could ever say
And I know that it's all true
You are all that is my dearest true love
Just as I am true love to you
To my dearest Leon on our first anniversary.
All my love, Ally
MEME
Posted 13 years ago1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Not really. I find that people who are really charismatic and full of personality are more attractive than just purely physical. Lucky thing is my guys like that AND a cutie!
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
If it is with the right person.
3. Are you a virgin?
My sex life is none of your damned business so all sex questions will be answered with 'No comment'.
4. Are you in a relationship?
YES!!! My my darling leons1
5. Are you in love?
With all my heart.
6. Are you single this year?
Nope!
7. Can you commit to one person?
Absolutely.
8. Describe your crush
leons1
9. Describe your perfect mate
leons1
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight. Love is something that grows from that.
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Someday, sure.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
I forgive and forget unless it happens again. My moral code.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
No, not really. I trust my man completely so there is no real need to be jealous.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
leons1
15. Do you have any piercings?
Ears and nose.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Not yet!
17. Do you like kissing in public?
:D Yessss!
20. Do you shower every day?
Pretty much unless its a lazy day.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yup!
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
[shrugs] The odds are pretty much in my favour. I have a extremely caring boyfriend and a mother who likes to be involved in my life.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I don't cheat. I never would.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Who knows what the future holds?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Already am!
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
My boyfriend comes to mind recently. My parents at some stage after an almost deadly horse riding accident when I was a kid. My old best friend when I moved interstate.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
A few people have written me poems. Friends, family and loved ones mostly.
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
I don't know about my previous relationships, but I'm cheat free in this one.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
HELL, no!
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Urrrg. I hate my stomach.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yup.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Yup.
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
No comment.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
[laughs] I'm straight. Girls don't do anything for me.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yup.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No.
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Sorta. It was more I was holding back what I was feeling.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yeah.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Lots of times. The one I'm most proud of is a poem I wrote for a teacher that was a particular inspiration to me. I won an award for it.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
No comment.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
No comment.
43. How long was your longest relationship?
Before leons1, who I will have been with for one glorious year on the 14th of August, the longest relationship I had was for a month.
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
Including my current one, 4.
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
Just the one. Unless you are talking cheek kisses, cause since I am active in the theater, my cheek gets mauled in greeting anytime I see old cast mates.
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
No comment.
47. How old are you?
26 on the 11th of September.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Encourage them to go for what they want. They don't belong to me so who am I to hold them back?
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His smile.
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
All my ex's were crushes that burned and died. leons1 is my first true love.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
leons1
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Not so much given up as let them go as they were draining me.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Not that I know of.
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Who knows? I may end up with dementia when I'm old. You can't guarantee anything in life.
55. Share a relationship story.
The story of when I got off the plane and saw leons1 at the terminal. But he tells that story so much better than I do.
56. State 8 facts about your body
1) My skin and hair get oily really quickly. 2) My hair curls naturally. 3) My eyes used to be brown but they have changed to a hazel/blue. 4)I'm the shortest person in my immediate family. Including my mum. 5) I'm 5'9".
57. Things you want to say to an ex
Text message dump? Sooooo not cool.
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
1) Accept and LOVE my quirks 2) Treat me like a lady 3) Love and accept that I am extremely independent 3) Support me and encourage me in my endeavors 4) Be there for me and let me be there for you 5) Be my freaking clone, like leons1 is!
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
Meow!
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
No more than a year or two. leons1 is about 2 years older than me.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Their appearance. I can't stand oily hair or rumpled clothes. Seriously, washing your hair on a regular basis and ironing you shirt isn't a big task.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
No comment.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
No comment.
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Cheating is cheating. If you feel the need to keep it a secret or downplay it for your partner, it's cheating.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
No comment.
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
No comment.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Anything is cool as long as we have fun.
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Straight
69. What turns you off?
Body Odour. [gags]
70. What turns you on?
No comment.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
No comment.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
No comment.
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Aww, leons1 does sweet things for me all the time!
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Huh? Um.... I guess I have a thing for dark hair....
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
My amethyst pendant. Ask leons1
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Umm..... I baked a cake for a elderly neighbour of mine as a kid..... that's all I can really think of.... I dunno, people tell me that was sweet. I just wanted to make her something cause she was lonely...
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Love is love. But having kids when your old enough to be a grandparent is no fair on the kids.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
No comment.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
I dunno...
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Last night.
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
My boyfriend. Oh, and these guys: Click for eye candy!
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
My friend from uni.
83. Who was your first kiss with?
My first boyfriend.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
He wasn't ready for a relationship.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
No. I met leons1 in real life first.
86. You’ll love me if…
Comments are love. So is doing this meme if you dig it.
Not really. I find that people who are really charismatic and full of personality are more attractive than just purely physical. Lucky thing is my guys like that AND a cutie!
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
If it is with the right person.
3. Are you a virgin?
My sex life is none of your damned business so all sex questions will be answered with 'No comment'.
4. Are you in a relationship?
YES!!! My my darling
leons15. Are you in love?
With all my heart.
6. Are you single this year?
Nope!
7. Can you commit to one person?
Absolutely.
8. Describe your crush
leons1 9. Describe your perfect mate
leons110. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in attraction at first sight. Love is something that grows from that.
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Someday, sure.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
I forgive and forget unless it happens again. My moral code.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
No, not really. I trust my man completely so there is no real need to be jealous.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
leons115. Do you have any piercings?
Ears and nose.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Not yet!
17. Do you like kissing in public?
:D Yessss!
20. Do you shower every day?
Pretty much unless its a lazy day.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yup!
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
[shrugs] The odds are pretty much in my favour. I have a extremely caring boyfriend and a mother who likes to be involved in my life.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I don't cheat. I never would.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Who knows what the future holds?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Already am!
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
My boyfriend comes to mind recently. My parents at some stage after an almost deadly horse riding accident when I was a kid. My old best friend when I moved interstate.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
A few people have written me poems. Friends, family and loved ones mostly.
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
I don't know about my previous relationships, but I'm cheat free in this one.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
HELL, no!
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Urrrg. I hate my stomach.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yup.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Yup.
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
No comment.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
[laughs] I'm straight. Girls don't do anything for me.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yup.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No.
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Sorta. It was more I was holding back what I was feeling.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yeah.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Lots of times. The one I'm most proud of is a poem I wrote for a teacher that was a particular inspiration to me. I won an award for it.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
No comment.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
No comment.
43. How long was your longest relationship?
Before
leons1, who I will have been with for one glorious year on the 14th of August, the longest relationship I had was for a month.44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
Including my current one, 4.
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
Just the one. Unless you are talking cheek kisses, cause since I am active in the theater, my cheek gets mauled in greeting anytime I see old cast mates.
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
No comment.
47. How old are you?
26 on the 11th of September.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Encourage them to go for what they want. They don't belong to me so who am I to hold them back?
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His smile.
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
All my ex's were crushes that burned and died.
leons1 is my first true love.51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
leons152. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Not so much given up as let them go as they were draining me.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Not that I know of.
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Who knows? I may end up with dementia when I'm old. You can't guarantee anything in life.
55. Share a relationship story.
The story of when I got off the plane and saw
leons1 at the terminal. But he tells that story so much better than I do.56. State 8 facts about your body
1) My skin and hair get oily really quickly. 2) My hair curls naturally. 3) My eyes used to be brown but they have changed to a hazel/blue. 4)I'm the shortest person in my immediate family. Including my mum. 5) I'm 5'9".
57. Things you want to say to an ex
Text message dump? Sooooo not cool.
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
1) Accept and LOVE my quirks 2) Treat me like a lady 3) Love and accept that I am extremely independent 3) Support me and encourage me in my endeavors 4) Be there for me and let me be there for you 5) Be my freaking clone, like
leons1 is!59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
Meow!
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
No more than a year or two.
leons1 is about 2 years older than me.61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Their appearance. I can't stand oily hair or rumpled clothes. Seriously, washing your hair on a regular basis and ironing you shirt isn't a big task.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
No comment.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
No comment.
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Cheating is cheating. If you feel the need to keep it a secret or downplay it for your partner, it's cheating.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
No comment.
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
No comment.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Anything is cool as long as we have fun.
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Straight
69. What turns you off?
Body Odour. [gags]
70. What turns you on?
No comment.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
No comment.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
No comment.
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Aww,
leons1 does sweet things for me all the time!74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Huh? Um.... I guess I have a thing for dark hair....
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
My amethyst pendant. Ask
leons176. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Umm..... I baked a cake for a elderly neighbour of mine as a kid..... that's all I can really think of.... I dunno, people tell me that was sweet. I just wanted to make her something cause she was lonely...
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Love is love. But having kids when your old enough to be a grandparent is no fair on the kids.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
No comment.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
I dunno...
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Last night.
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
My boyfriend. Oh, and these guys: Click for eye candy!
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
My friend from uni.
83. Who was your first kiss with?
My first boyfriend.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
He wasn't ready for a relationship.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
No. I met
leons1 in real life first.86. You’ll love me if…
Comments are love. So is doing this meme if you dig it.
SLYTHERIN, BABY!!!
Posted 13 years agoI'm A Very Proud Mum
Posted 13 years agoMy darling male cat, Snitch, caught a mouse and gave it to us as a gift. I'm so proud of him!
Also, sorry I haven't been around. Between work and Uni (A Double Degree! Ugh!) I'm rather short on time these days.
I love you all! Mwah!
Also, sorry I haven't been around. Between work and Uni (A Double Degree! Ugh!) I'm rather short on time these days.
I love you all! Mwah!
A Wonderful Summary Of My American Adventure
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3212421/
A lovely journal written by my wonderful
I couldn't have written a better version.
A song that has been stuck in my head for a while I shall now force on all of you!
Jet Lag - Simple Plan
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged
I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
I love you, honey. And I miss you. So much.
A lovely journal written by my wonderful
I couldn't have written a better version.
A song that has been stuck in my head for a while I shall now force on all of you!
Jet Lag - Simple Plan
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged
I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
I love you, honey. And I miss you. So much.
My Amazing Time In The States II
Posted 13 years ago* Helped 's Grandma while he was at work.
* Met more of his family.
* Went out for fried chicken with and his family.
* Had a magnificent Valentine's Day. The first one I haven't spent alone.
* First time he said 'I love you.'
* First time I said 'I love you, too.'
* Saw Redtails (It was AWESOME) - [sarcasm] SOOOO crowded on Valentine's Day! [/sarcasm]
* Went to the Arch - And right to the top!
* Went to Union station and saw these terrific people make fudge and sing!
* Went to Madi Gra and got TONS of beads.
* Traveled up to Grafton, seeing the Mississipi River, a Bald Eagle and heaps of vultures.
* Toured Alton and snapped some pics of haunted houses.
* Dropped off at the airport to go home. I cried so much that I got a headache.
I miss you so much, honey. I love you.
's Grandma while he was at work.* Met more of his family.
* Went out for fried chicken with
and his family.* Had a magnificent Valentine's Day. The first one I haven't spent alone.
* First time he said 'I love you.'
* First time I said 'I love you, too.'
* Saw Redtails (It was AWESOME) - [sarcasm] SOOOO crowded on Valentine's Day! [/sarcasm]
* Went to the Arch - And right to the top!
* Went to Union station and saw these terrific people make fudge and sing!
* Went to Madi Gra and got TONS of beads.
* Traveled up to Grafton, seeing the Mississipi River, a Bald Eagle and heaps of vultures.
* Toured Alton and snapped some pics of haunted houses.
* Dropped off at the airport to go home. I cried so much that I got a headache.
I miss you so much, honey. I love you.
My Amazing Time In The States
Posted 14 years agoThings that have happened since I have been in the states:
* Got greeted by my wonderful at the airport with a rose. I crash tackled him in a hug, of course.
* Saw some local sights
* Went to the City Museum. (It's was awesome!)
* Got an awesome tail off
and 
* Watched all of Firefly and Serenity curled up with my wonderful BF
* Rode a motorbike (SO SCARED!)
* Went shopping with Leon's sister (she's lovely)
* Met his family
* Experienced my first snowfall (It was at midnight and was so romantic and magical and wonderful!)
* Just being close to my darling. :)
MORE to come guys! I'm having a brilliant time!
* Got greeted by my wonderful
at the airport with a rose. I crash tackled him in a hug, of course.* Saw some local sights
* Went to the City Museum. (It's was awesome!)
* Got an awesome tail off
and 
* Watched all of Firefly and Serenity curled up with my wonderful BF
* Rode a motorbike (SO SCARED!)
* Went shopping with Leon's sister (she's lovely)
* Met his family
* Experienced my first snowfall (It was at midnight and was so romantic and magical and wonderful!)
* Just being close to my darling. :)
MORE to come guys! I'm having a brilliant time!
ONE MORE SLEEP!!!
Posted 14 years agoOff on a plane tomorrow to see my darling !
Feeling kinda chilled now cause all my checklists are complete.
Feeling excited cause it's only now hitting me how close it is and I'm allowing myself to think about it cause all my Uni stuff is organised.
OMG!!!! GONNA SEE MY BOYFRIEND!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ahem*
Yeah, thank God for sleeping tablets or it would be a rough night for me! LOL!
!Feeling kinda chilled now cause all my checklists are complete.
Feeling excited cause it's only now hitting me how close it is and I'm allowing myself to think about it cause all my Uni stuff is organised.
OMG!!!! GONNA SEE MY BOYFRIEND!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ahem*
Yeah, thank God for sleeping tablets or it would be a rough night for me! LOL!
Shave My Head?!
Posted 14 years agoNot this time round, but I'm considering doing 'Worlds Greatest Shave' next year. It's when you have people sponser you to either shave or colour your hair and all the proceeds go to leukemia research.
Now, I have ridculously long hair which I am rather proud of. How could I not be, growing up a hairdressers daughter?
The question, my dear watchers, if I were to enter 'Worlds Greatest Shave' next year and COMPLETELY SHAVE MY HEAD, would you be willing to donate?
I am giving up something which I consider one of my best features and has taken years to grow and maintain. I think a few bucks from your end isn't much to ask. And it's for a good cause.
Someone close to someone I care for very much died from leukemia recently.
My own family has been no stranger to cancer. It runs in the family, breast cancer taking my Grandma from this world much too soon. I was only 2 when she died.
I have been wanting to do this for ages and I just want to do my part.
So, what do you all think?
Now, I have ridculously long hair which I am rather proud of. How could I not be, growing up a hairdressers daughter?
The question, my dear watchers, if I were to enter 'Worlds Greatest Shave' next year and COMPLETELY SHAVE MY HEAD, would you be willing to donate?
I am giving up something which I consider one of my best features and has taken years to grow and maintain. I think a few bucks from your end isn't much to ask. And it's for a good cause.
Someone close to someone I care for very much died from leukemia recently.
My own family has been no stranger to cancer. It runs in the family, breast cancer taking my Grandma from this world much too soon. I was only 2 when she died.
I have been wanting to do this for ages and I just want to do my part.
So, what do you all think?
A Song I Have On My Mind Lately...
Posted 14 years agoFor you, my darling
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad7e.....eature=related
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
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You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
I Believe In Sherlock Holmes
Posted 14 years agoI Believe in Sherlock Holmes.
Google and join the movement.
Google and join the movement.
I'm Gonna Be A Teacher!
Posted 14 years agoOffers for University were released today and I got in!
This year I shall begin my Bachelor of Education.
I got my second preference, which was the course I wanted to study but my second choice of Campus.
So I am pretty happy and relieved right now!
This year I shall begin my Bachelor of Education.
I got my second preference, which was the course I wanted to study but my second choice of Campus.
So I am pretty happy and relieved right now!
RIP
Posted 14 years agoDo not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there.
I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints of snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there;
I did not die.
For my dearest with the passing of his Grandfather.
This is a poem I found long ago and have always been very fond of.
I am not there.
I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints of snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there;
I did not die.
For my dearest
with the passing of his Grandfather. This is a poem I found long ago and have always been very fond of.
A Bold Meme
Posted 14 years agoStolen from 
So, simple rules - bold what applies to you.
I am a boy
I am a girl
I am shorter than 5'4.
I have many scars
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my body.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears.
I have freckles.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I'm in school.
I've lost a child.
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've cried from laughing so hard.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've broken a bone.
I've gotten stitches/staples.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
I've had measles.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagra Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa.
I've been to Hawaii.
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from Facebook.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now. Tremendously
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've eaten mushrooms.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled Nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I have 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I've taken an anti-depressant.
I've slept an entire day without needing to go pee.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I've woken up crying.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.
So, simple rules - bold what applies to you.
I am a boy
I am a girl
I am shorter than 5'4.
I have many scars
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my body.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears.
I have freckles.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I'm in school.
I've lost a child.
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've cried from laughing so hard.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've broken a bone.
I've gotten stitches/staples.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
I've had measles.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagra Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa.
I've been to Hawaii.
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from Facebook.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now. Tremendously
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've eaten mushrooms.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled Nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I have 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I've taken an anti-depressant.
I've slept an entire day without needing to go pee.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I've woken up crying.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.
95 Truths Meme
Posted 14 years agoStolen from
1. Last hug: Mum
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: A friend
4. Last song you heard: Hot Stuff, I think.
5. Last time you cried: Um, the other day after a rather emotional dream.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Ate cat food: No
7. Ate a bug: Um, accidently a long while ago.
8. Been cheated on: Not that I know of.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yes, but all better now!
11. Been drunk and threw up: Oh, yes.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: Purple
13: Silver
14: Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU( "X" marks the spot)
15. [x]Made a new friend (I try to make as many as I can)
16. [ ]Fallen out of love
17. [x]Laughed until you cried
18. [x]Met someone who changed you
19. [ ]Found out who your true friends were (I know who they are)
20. [ ]Found out someone was talking about you
21. [ ]Kissed anyone on your friend's watchlist
YOUR LIFE.
22. How many people on your friends watchlist do you know in real life: A fair few.
23. How many kids do you want: 2-3
24. Do you have any pets: I have two lovely cats.
25. Do you want to change your name: Sometimes.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Lovely birthday dinner.
27. What time did you wake up today: 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Up watching TV.
29. Name something you cannot wait for: Feb 1st!
30. Last time you saw your mother: Last night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: That I figured out my life path sooner.
32. What are you listening to right now: My brother watching movies in the other room.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. He was a lovely elderly gentleman who used to run the bar for our Drama Society. He's in a nursing home now.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Ex housemate.
35. Most visited webpage: FA
36. Whats your real name: HA HA HA HA HA HA! .... wait, you serious?
37. Nicknames: Kitkat, Bitchface, Moo, Blossum, Babyface
38. Relationship Status: Taken by and very happy about it.
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary school: Hells no.
42. Secondary School: Nope
43. High school/college: Nah-uh.
44. Virgin or experienced?: Virgin. Though best way to describe me is "Pure of body. Not-So-Pure of mind". XD
45. Tall or short: Tall for a girl.
46. Height: 5'9
47. Do you have a crush on someone: :3
48. What do you like about yourself: Reliable. Honest. Loyal.
49. Piercings: Ears and Nose.
50. Tattoos: No, though been planning on getting one for quite a while now.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Ummm, I think when I got my appendix out. Was about 19 at the time.
53. First piercing: My ears. I was about 5.
54. First best friend: Kid from preschool. His name is Ben. We still keep in contact with his family.
55. First sport you joined: Tap Dancing? I wasn't a very sporty person. I was into the Arts. Though I did boxing a few years ago. And a fair bit of Cross Country Running in school.
56. First vacation: I think to the Gold Coast when I was a baby.
58. First pair of trainers: When I was very young, I imagine.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: Coffee :9
61. I'm about to: Finish a Meme
62. Listening to: My brother watching a movie in the other room. It's either Captain America or Green Lantern.
63. Waiting for: The coffee to kick in and to get back online.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yes
65. Get married: Hopefully.
66. Career: Teacher
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Little of both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Meh. Though do like arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: Depends.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes. Can shot straight Vodka without making a face. And tried Saki a few months ago. Hoo-boy.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No. Well, I've lost sunglasses.
79. Killed someone: Animals, yes. I hated that part of my previous job at the Lab.
80. Broken someone's heart: Don't know.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend: :3
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Mostly.
87. Miracles: YES!
88. Love at first sight: It's possible. Rare, but possible.
89. Heaven: YES!
90. Santa Claus: I want to believe.
91. Kiss on the first date: Meh.
92. Angels: YES!
93 Chocolate: Seriously? Thats a huge YES!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Hells no.
95. Did you sing today: Probably, once I stick on some music.
1. Last hug: Mum
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: A friend
4. Last song you heard: Hot Stuff, I think.
5. Last time you cried: Um, the other day after a rather emotional dream.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Ate cat food: No
7. Ate a bug: Um, accidently a long while ago.
8. Been cheated on: Not that I know of.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yes, but all better now!
11. Been drunk and threw up: Oh, yes.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: Purple
13: Silver
14: Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU( "X" marks the spot)
15. [x]Made a new friend (I try to make as many as I can)
16. [ ]Fallen out of love
17. [x]Laughed until you cried
18. [x]Met someone who changed you
19. [ ]Found out who your true friends were (I know who they are)
20. [ ]Found out someone was talking about you
21. [ ]Kissed anyone on your friend's watchlist
YOUR LIFE.
22. How many people on your friends watchlist do you know in real life: A fair few.
23. How many kids do you want: 2-3
24. Do you have any pets: I have two lovely cats.
25. Do you want to change your name: Sometimes.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Lovely birthday dinner.
27. What time did you wake up today: 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Up watching TV.
29. Name something you cannot wait for: Feb 1st!
30. Last time you saw your mother: Last night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: That I figured out my life path sooner.
32. What are you listening to right now: My brother watching movies in the other room.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. He was a lovely elderly gentleman who used to run the bar for our Drama Society. He's in a nursing home now.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Ex housemate.
35. Most visited webpage: FA
36. Whats your real name: HA HA HA HA HA HA! .... wait, you serious?
37. Nicknames: Kitkat, Bitchface, Moo, Blossum, Babyface
38. Relationship Status: Taken by
and very happy about it.39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary school: Hells no.
42. Secondary School: Nope
43. High school/college: Nah-uh.
44. Virgin or experienced?: Virgin. Though best way to describe me is "Pure of body. Not-So-Pure of mind". XD
45. Tall or short: Tall for a girl.
46. Height: 5'9
47. Do you have a crush on someone: :3
48. What do you like about yourself: Reliable. Honest. Loyal.
49. Piercings: Ears and Nose.
50. Tattoos: No, though been planning on getting one for quite a while now.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Ummm, I think when I got my appendix out. Was about 19 at the time.
53. First piercing: My ears. I was about 5.
54. First best friend: Kid from preschool. His name is Ben. We still keep in contact with his family.
55. First sport you joined: Tap Dancing? I wasn't a very sporty person. I was into the Arts. Though I did boxing a few years ago. And a fair bit of Cross Country Running in school.
56. First vacation: I think to the Gold Coast when I was a baby.
58. First pair of trainers: When I was very young, I imagine.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: Coffee :9
61. I'm about to: Finish a Meme
62. Listening to: My brother watching a movie in the other room. It's either Captain America or Green Lantern.
63. Waiting for: The coffee to kick in and
to get back online.YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yes
65. Get married: Hopefully.
66. Career: Teacher
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Little of both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Meh. Though do like arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: Depends.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes. Can shot straight Vodka without making a face. And tried Saki a few months ago. Hoo-boy.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No. Well, I've lost sunglasses.
79. Killed someone: Animals, yes. I hated that part of my previous job at the Lab.
80. Broken someone's heart: Don't know.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend: :3
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Mostly.
87. Miracles: YES!
88. Love at first sight: It's possible. Rare, but possible.
89. Heaven: YES!
90. Santa Claus: I want to believe.
91. Kiss on the first date: Meh.
92. Angels: YES!
93 Chocolate: Seriously? Thats a huge YES!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Hells no.
95. Did you sing today: Probably, once I stick on some music.
FEBUARY! Y U NO HERE NOW?!
Posted 14 years agoSo, EPIC stuff will be taking place in Febuary!
I HAVE BOOKED MY FLIGHT!
That's right! AllyCat will be hitting the US of A with the pure intention of seeing my awesome boyfriend leons1!
I so extreamly excited right now. I wasn't planning on being able to do this for quite sometime.
BUT, due to the fact I have the most awesome parents in history who offered to lend me the money for the airfare, I will be with my dearest from 1st to the 20th of Febuary!
I AM SO EXCITED!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, will be there for Valentines Day, which also doubles as our 6 month annniversary!
I HAVE BOOKED MY FLIGHT!
That's right! AllyCat will be hitting the US of A with the pure intention of seeing my awesome boyfriend
leons1!I so extreamly excited right now. I wasn't planning on being able to do this for quite sometime.
BUT, due to the fact I have the most awesome parents in history who offered to lend me the money for the airfare, I will be with my dearest from 1st to the 20th of Febuary!
I AM SO EXCITED!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, will be there for Valentines Day, which also doubles as our 6 month annniversary!
Partner Meme
Posted 14 years agoMy girlfriend/boyfriend is awesome because....
Rules are to finish this sentence. Post as many time as you want. Feel free to post this and see what your watchers think.
Rules are to finish this sentence. Post as many time as you want. Feel free to post this and see what your watchers think.
MEME!!!
Posted 14 years ago1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I'll give it my best shot!
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
I'd be married to my boss. Who is female. Uh, no.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
More like didn't wanna get up. Spending all night with an infant does that to you. I love my job.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
My Hypnotherapist about two hours ago. She was apologising she got my times mixed up. LOL
5. What are you excited for?
Getting to see my dearest. Hopefully.
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Hmm... The three year old I mind on Sundays. He's such a sweetheart.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Tea. :9
9. Have a best friend?
I have 4. One of whom I'm dating.
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Not anymore.
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Their own brand of love, yes.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Some dick on TV.
13. What time is it right this second?
2.30 in the afternoon.
14. What do you want right now?
In my dearest's arms.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
One of my best friends at my birthday dinner.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Taken and smug about it.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday. That was a SAD episode of Doctor Who!
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Absolutely!
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes. But those who earn it definately deserve it.
20. How fast does your mind change?
Depends.
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
You have no idea how much.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes. I could be better but seriously, I haven't felt this great in, like, forever.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
It's different to every situation. I try not to judge a situation I have no info on.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
A special someone.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Zombiewalk. My theatres production of The Umpire Strikes Back. AGM. My STAT test. My BF's birthday. Christmas.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
All the time. I buy alot of guys shirts and wear them cause they have the best slogans and are not ridiculously fitted like girls shirts are. Plus, guys cargo pants are comfy.
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I have a few. And I've talked to them all very recently.
28. When is your next road trip?
When and I meet up. It will be epic.
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
30. How's your heart?
In very good knick, thanks!
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
It was a while ago. Thank God I'm over that period in my life.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
[grins]
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Chat to and 
and go to work.
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
It will involve an airport. I'll tell you that.
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No. I should, though.
36. Who do you not get along with?
My Great Aunt.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say
It's a call out from work.
38. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and my BBT T-shirt that says 'BAZINGA!'
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Awkward. Last guy I kissed was some stranger after a few on a St Paddies Day.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Sunday.
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
My bf's name. And Adelaide.
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Dejavu?
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Doing it now, so no. :)
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Ick! No! The sound makes me shudder.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Tending to the baby I do nanny work for 4 nights a week.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
Oh, Hell no. Not saying.
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
One of my friends. Bec.
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
With my Sci Fi friends.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course!
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Uh, no.
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
No. I'm afraid of what's hiding IN the dark.
52. Do you have good vision?
YEP!
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
Accidently, yes.
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
All the time. I slap one of my male friends on the arm playfully whenever he makes a filthy comment.
55. Are you Irish?
1/4 thanks to Nanna.
56. Do you use chap stick?
Body Shop Rasberry Stain Lipgloss.
57. Do you have any scars?
Yes. A few from tumbles. A couple of surgical scars. Nothing drastic.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
No.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
no.
60. Name the last person to text you?
My boss.
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Nope. [grins]
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Planning on it.
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
Um... yeah. I think his name was Andrew. I dunno. LOL!
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Lying down? Left. It's closest to my alarm clock.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
SQUEE!
66. Do you fall for people easily?
No. I've very particular. Which is why I know I have something good in
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Ya. The baby this morning as I left my shift with her.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
No. Things are better now.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Life On Mars - David Bowie
70. Want someone back in your life?
Kinda. But only if she's ready.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I expect so! It's my day off!
72. What is the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Black with blue and white writing.
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
Ben. From preschool. Still in contact with him, actually.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes.
75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality?
Well... one person is rather close to it. Time will tell.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
These days? Yes. I'm always commented on being the bubbly type.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
No. These things just happen. No point wishing.
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
When I'm on a night shift: Tshirt and tracksuit pants. At home: Depends on the weather. But it's a really comfy long T-Shirt nighty with cats in PJ's on them at the present time.
79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
SHERLOCK! WHY ARE NO SHOWING SECOND SEASON NOW?!?!?!
80. The first person you loved is?
My family, obviously. LOL
81. Something terrible happened with you?
Thats all in the past now.
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
With someone I love? Well, I'm not fussed being locked in a room with them, am I?
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
Win the lotto. SO many things could be done. Such as paying off my car. And plane tickets... ;)
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Yes. But it was for their own good. Bloody kids think they know better. You WILL get this bedroom clean or no chocolate frog!
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
I love to day dream.
86. How was your first kiss?
Kinda gross, actually.
87. What's your favorite music genre?
I like pretty much anything.
88. Will you tag people with this meme?
Eh, not really into that.
I'll give it my best shot!
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
I'd be married to my boss. Who is female. Uh, no.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
More like didn't wanna get up. Spending all night with an infant does that to you. I love my job.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
My Hypnotherapist about two hours ago. She was apologising she got my times mixed up. LOL
5. What are you excited for?
Getting to see my dearest. Hopefully.
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Hmm... The three year old I mind on Sundays. He's such a sweetheart.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Tea. :9
9. Have a best friend?
I have 4. One of whom I'm dating.
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Not anymore.
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Their own brand of love, yes.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Some dick on TV.
13. What time is it right this second?
2.30 in the afternoon.
14. What do you want right now?
In my dearest's arms.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
One of my best friends at my birthday dinner.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Taken and smug about it.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday. That was a SAD episode of Doctor Who!
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Absolutely!
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes. But those who earn it definately deserve it.
20. How fast does your mind change?
Depends.
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
You have no idea how much.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes. I could be better but seriously, I haven't felt this great in, like, forever.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
It's different to every situation. I try not to judge a situation I have no info on.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
A special someone.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Zombiewalk. My theatres production of The Umpire Strikes Back. AGM. My STAT test. My BF's birthday. Christmas.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
All the time. I buy alot of guys shirts and wear them cause they have the best slogans and are not ridiculously fitted like girls shirts are. Plus, guys cargo pants are comfy.
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I have a few. And I've talked to them all very recently.
28. When is your next road trip?
When
and I meet up. It will be epic.29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
30. How's your heart?
In very good knick, thanks!
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
It was a while ago. Thank God I'm over that period in my life.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
[grins]
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Chat to
and 
and go to work.34. Next time you will kiss someone?
It will involve an airport. I'll tell you that.
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No. I should, though.
36. Who do you not get along with?
My Great Aunt.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say
It's a call out from work.
38. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and my BBT T-shirt that says 'BAZINGA!'
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Awkward. Last guy I kissed was some stranger after a few on a St Paddies Day.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Sunday.
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
My bf's name. And Adelaide.
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Dejavu?
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Doing it now, so no. :)
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Ick! No! The sound makes me shudder.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Tending to the baby I do nanny work for 4 nights a week.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
Oh, Hell no. Not saying.
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
One of my friends. Bec.
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
With my Sci Fi friends.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course!
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Uh, no.
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
No. I'm afraid of what's hiding IN the dark.
52. Do you have good vision?
YEP!
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
Accidently, yes.
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
All the time. I slap one of my male friends on the arm playfully whenever he makes a filthy comment.
55. Are you Irish?
1/4 thanks to Nanna.
56. Do you use chap stick?
Body Shop Rasberry Stain Lipgloss.
57. Do you have any scars?
Yes. A few from tumbles. A couple of surgical scars. Nothing drastic.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
No.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
no.
60. Name the last person to text you?
My boss.
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Nope. [grins]
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Planning on it.
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
Um... yeah. I think his name was Andrew. I dunno. LOL!
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Lying down? Left. It's closest to my alarm clock.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
SQUEE!
66. Do you fall for people easily?
No. I've very particular. Which is why I know I have something good in
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Ya. The baby this morning as I left my shift with her.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
No. Things are better now.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Life On Mars - David Bowie
70. Want someone back in your life?
Kinda. But only if she's ready.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I expect so! It's my day off!
72. What is the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Black with blue and white writing.
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
Ben. From preschool. Still in contact with him, actually.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yes.
75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality?
Well... one person is rather close to it. Time will tell.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
These days? Yes. I'm always commented on being the bubbly type.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
No. These things just happen. No point wishing.
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
When I'm on a night shift: Tshirt and tracksuit pants. At home: Depends on the weather. But it's a really comfy long T-Shirt nighty with cats in PJ's on them at the present time.
79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
SHERLOCK! WHY ARE NO SHOWING SECOND SEASON NOW?!?!?!
80. The first person you loved is?
My family, obviously. LOL
81. Something terrible happened with you?
Thats all in the past now.
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
With someone I love? Well, I'm not fussed being locked in a room with them, am I?
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
Win the lotto. SO many things could be done. Such as paying off my car. And plane tickets... ;)
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Yes. But it was for their own good. Bloody kids think they know better. You WILL get this bedroom clean or no chocolate frog!
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
I love to day dream.
86. How was your first kiss?
Kinda gross, actually.
87. What's your favorite music genre?
I like pretty much anything.
88. Will you tag people with this meme?
Eh, not really into that.
When I Came Back From Work Today.....
Posted 14 years agoWhat did I find on my doorstep?
Roses! A delivered bunch of beautiful roses!
You are truly amazing! Thankyou, honey! *kisses*
Have a feeling this Sunday is gonna be the best birthday ever.
Roses! A delivered bunch of beautiful roses!
You are truly amazing! Thankyou, honey! *kisses*Have a feeling this Sunday is gonna be the best birthday ever.
25 This Weekend!
Posted 14 years agoGod, I can't believe I'm going to be 1/4 of a century. I feel so old!
You Are Loved - The Life of a Girl with a Social Disorder
Posted 14 years agoI have a social disorder. When my mother went into labour with me she was having difficulty so I was delivered with forceps. This caused frontal lobal damage and is the cause of my disorder. I'll have it for the rest of my life. It is very mild and most of the time, no one can tell it's there. But it is and it has had a significant impact on who I am.
From a young age I was a victim of bullying. I know that kids are usually cruel, but it had scarred me for life.
My disorder tends to show in only one aspect of my life: Social interaction. I sometimes have a little trouble picking up social cues, for example, if someone is being extra subtle, I can't tell if they are joking, being serious, hinting at me to stop talking or to go away.
Because of this, I was a target for bullies. I was perfect for their amusement. They could tease and trick me to their hearts content and keep on doing so for ages because I didn't realise they were teasing me. This hurt me and had made me wary towards new people I met. But the worst was yet to come. My so-called 'friends' decided it would be fun to target me too. My 'best friend' would set me up in situations, making me the laughing stock of the school and I would be the last to know. The people who were supposed to be on my side betrayed me. This was the only time in my life I had ever wished I was dead. If it wasn't for the love and support of my family, I wouldn't have made it.
Fortunately, my Dad was offered a better job elsewhere so we moved interstate. It was a chance for a fresh start.
In my new school, it looked for a time I would fall back into the same routine, with the main bully starting to target me. But I had had enough of it and stood up to her. With that, I discovered I had a backbone and was capable of being strong within myself.
During this time, I also made my first TRUE friends. I'm still close to them and we still catch up on a regular basis. I am so thankful for having them in my life.
The rest of my school years passed smoothly for me. The only (and most traumatic) thing which happened was when a person within our group of friends attemped suicide in my final year. She died in hospital not long after. It further drove home how much I value my life and the lives of those I love. I still feel guilty that I didn't know what she was going through.
When school ended, I was surprised to hear many people tell me that they admired me. They admired my ability to be who I was and didn't care about what others thought about me. I had never thought much about it, to be honest. I just didn't want to live a lie anymore.
When I got out of high school, I moved on to my extra studies. I was having some trouble with my classmates so I told my teacher about my disorder. Afterwards he just treated me like I was dumb and talked to me like I was a slow five year old. I wanted to scream in his face "I AM NOT STUPID! THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY MIND!"
I came close to losing my first job because my boss thought I was being ignorant, when really I was just not picking up her subtle tone.
I remember just sitting at home, crying and asking God over and over "Why did this happen to me? Why couldn't have I been normal?"
During this time, I had joined a club for Doctor Who fans at my Mum's suggestion I needed to meet new people. Little did I know then that these people would turn out to be some of my closest and most trusted friends.
Eventually the stress became too much. I was planning on going on holiday anyway, so I gave my notice a few weeks before I was due to take my leave. I was given a very nice going away party and was told how much I would be missed. It took some time for me to realise I was bullied out of a job I was very capably doing for over a year by new management.
I went overseas for a month. It was freeing and exciting and just the breath of fresh air I needed. This was also the year I attended AnthroCon where I met many very dear friends and, unknowingly, my future boyfriend.
I came back to a new job then another, both firing me without notice. Though I constantly begged for them to tell me ways I could improve, they told me I was doing a great job and never got a repremand. I found out later I was one of the many victims of companies seeking free labour. The government pays for the three month training period and at that time you could be fired without notice. I beleive that scheme has been investigated.
Again, I had made wonderful friends at the last job and we still catch up when can, even though hardly any of us work for that company anymore.
As you can imagine, this did nothing for my self confidance. I began to withdraw from my friends and would break into tears without any reason. I was sad all the time and hardly anything would make me happy.
I went to my doctor, confused of what was happening to me. I was diagnosed with depression and was referred to a physcologist.
My physcologist was a wonderful man who helped me to face and heal old wounds which I had thought I had let go of. He helped me to realise that it didn't matter that I had a social disorder and there was nothing wrong with me. He helped me to see it didn't matter what the world thought, only what I thought about myself. He helped me out of a dark place and I am still deeply grateful to him.
Eventually I gained employment in my new job in a Nanny agency and found that I had a talent working with children. I was childish enough that they enjoyed being with me but strict enough they didn't push their luck. It just came naturally to me. My boss is a wonderful person who looks out for her employees. I very quickly became one of her most sought after nannies.
I'm now applying to university and hope to be a teacher to young children.
I can say for the first time in my life I am truly happy with all aspects of my life.
My life hasn't been easy, but by keeping my family and friends close and seeking help when I needed it, I overcame my past and became better person.
I thank God everyday he surrounded me with people who love me and allowing me to finally love myself for who I am.
I hope that by sharing this, I can encourage those who need help to seek it.
That you can't let your past dictate who you are today or who you can become.
You are not as alone as you think.
You are loved.
From a young age I was a victim of bullying. I know that kids are usually cruel, but it had scarred me for life.
My disorder tends to show in only one aspect of my life: Social interaction. I sometimes have a little trouble picking up social cues, for example, if someone is being extra subtle, I can't tell if they are joking, being serious, hinting at me to stop talking or to go away.
Because of this, I was a target for bullies. I was perfect for their amusement. They could tease and trick me to their hearts content and keep on doing so for ages because I didn't realise they were teasing me. This hurt me and had made me wary towards new people I met. But the worst was yet to come. My so-called 'friends' decided it would be fun to target me too. My 'best friend' would set me up in situations, making me the laughing stock of the school and I would be the last to know. The people who were supposed to be on my side betrayed me. This was the only time in my life I had ever wished I was dead. If it wasn't for the love and support of my family, I wouldn't have made it.
Fortunately, my Dad was offered a better job elsewhere so we moved interstate. It was a chance for a fresh start.
In my new school, it looked for a time I would fall back into the same routine, with the main bully starting to target me. But I had had enough of it and stood up to her. With that, I discovered I had a backbone and was capable of being strong within myself.
During this time, I also made my first TRUE friends. I'm still close to them and we still catch up on a regular basis. I am so thankful for having them in my life.
The rest of my school years passed smoothly for me. The only (and most traumatic) thing which happened was when a person within our group of friends attemped suicide in my final year. She died in hospital not long after. It further drove home how much I value my life and the lives of those I love. I still feel guilty that I didn't know what she was going through.
When school ended, I was surprised to hear many people tell me that they admired me. They admired my ability to be who I was and didn't care about what others thought about me. I had never thought much about it, to be honest. I just didn't want to live a lie anymore.
When I got out of high school, I moved on to my extra studies. I was having some trouble with my classmates so I told my teacher about my disorder. Afterwards he just treated me like I was dumb and talked to me like I was a slow five year old. I wanted to scream in his face "I AM NOT STUPID! THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY MIND!"
I came close to losing my first job because my boss thought I was being ignorant, when really I was just not picking up her subtle tone.
I remember just sitting at home, crying and asking God over and over "Why did this happen to me? Why couldn't have I been normal?"
During this time, I had joined a club for Doctor Who fans at my Mum's suggestion I needed to meet new people. Little did I know then that these people would turn out to be some of my closest and most trusted friends.
Eventually the stress became too much. I was planning on going on holiday anyway, so I gave my notice a few weeks before I was due to take my leave. I was given a very nice going away party and was told how much I would be missed. It took some time for me to realise I was bullied out of a job I was very capably doing for over a year by new management.
I went overseas for a month. It was freeing and exciting and just the breath of fresh air I needed. This was also the year I attended AnthroCon where I met many very dear friends and, unknowingly, my future boyfriend.
I came back to a new job then another, both firing me without notice. Though I constantly begged for them to tell me ways I could improve, they told me I was doing a great job and never got a repremand. I found out later I was one of the many victims of companies seeking free labour. The government pays for the three month training period and at that time you could be fired without notice. I beleive that scheme has been investigated.
Again, I had made wonderful friends at the last job and we still catch up when can, even though hardly any of us work for that company anymore.
As you can imagine, this did nothing for my self confidance. I began to withdraw from my friends and would break into tears without any reason. I was sad all the time and hardly anything would make me happy.
I went to my doctor, confused of what was happening to me. I was diagnosed with depression and was referred to a physcologist.
My physcologist was a wonderful man who helped me to face and heal old wounds which I had thought I had let go of. He helped me to realise that it didn't matter that I had a social disorder and there was nothing wrong with me. He helped me to see it didn't matter what the world thought, only what I thought about myself. He helped me out of a dark place and I am still deeply grateful to him.
Eventually I gained employment in my new job in a Nanny agency and found that I had a talent working with children. I was childish enough that they enjoyed being with me but strict enough they didn't push their luck. It just came naturally to me. My boss is a wonderful person who looks out for her employees. I very quickly became one of her most sought after nannies.
I'm now applying to university and hope to be a teacher to young children.
I can say for the first time in my life I am truly happy with all aspects of my life.
My life hasn't been easy, but by keeping my family and friends close and seeking help when I needed it, I overcame my past and became better person.
I thank God everyday he surrounded me with people who love me and allowing me to finally love myself for who I am.
I hope that by sharing this, I can encourage those who need help to seek it.
That you can't let your past dictate who you are today or who you can become.
You are not as alone as you think.
You are loved.
The Best News Ever!
Posted 14 years agoGather round, children, and I shall tell you a tale.....
OK, in all seriousness, here's the story:
I have been friends with Leons1 for about three years now. He's been there for me as I've tried to be there for him, we've had many years of fun and friendship. He slowly became one of my closest and most trusted friends.
For the last year or so, that started to turn into something more for me. This was rather a change for me as I have never felt this way before. It took alot of courage to finally fess up to it, to be quite honest!
After considering many factors and after LOTS of encouraging talks with family and friends (Thanks for being so supportive, guys. You have NO idea how much I appreciated it), the main issue being that it will be a Long Distance Relationship, I decided it was worth the risk and I took a chance.
Long story short: We are together now and honestly, we couldn't be happier!
He's everything I have ever wanted.
He's what I never realised I needed.
I trust him.
I adore him.
He makes me smile when things are horrid as I do for him.
He's not my world nor am I his, but having eachother makes what we have in our lives that much brighter.
Honey, thanks for enhancing my life.
OK, in all seriousness, here's the story:
I have been friends with
Leons1 for about three years now. He's been there for me as I've tried to be there for him, we've had many years of fun and friendship. He slowly became one of my closest and most trusted friends.For the last year or so, that started to turn into something more for me. This was rather a change for me as I have never felt this way before. It took alot of courage to finally fess up to it, to be quite honest!
After considering many factors and after LOTS of encouraging talks with family and friends (Thanks for being so supportive, guys. You have NO idea how much I appreciated it), the main issue being that it will be a Long Distance Relationship, I decided it was worth the risk and I took a chance.
Long story short: We are together now and honestly, we couldn't be happier!
He's everything I have ever wanted.
He's what I never realised I needed.
I trust him.
I adore him.
He makes me smile when things are horrid as I do for him.
He's not my world nor am I his, but having eachother makes what we have in our lives that much brighter.
Honey, thanks for enhancing my life.
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Posted 14 years agoRead this today and I swear it is required reading to ALL men!
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Oh, Martin Freeman, You Wonderful WONDERFUL Troll!
Posted 14 years agoThis just made my day, nay, my week, NAY, MY YEAR! *loves forever*
When Martin Causes An Entire Fandom To Freak Out
OK, explaining for those who don't get it:
Martin Freeman is an actor on 'Sherlock', a popular BBC show which lots of people adore and it's second season is being filmed right now.
A person working on the series, Paul McGuigan, tweeted what looks like Martin Freeman holding a handwritten sign saying "TE QUEIRO JAN + ROSALIA XXX", which loosely translates into "I love you Jan and Rosalia".
Jan and Rosalia run the "Martin Freeman Sexual Frustration" blog, which, due to Martin's current role, has ALOT of 'Sherlock' porn.
So the entire fandom is now freaking out! "HIDE YA PORN! THEY KNOW WE EXIST!"
With one photo, Martin Freeman sent an entire fandom into chaos!
Martin Freeman is the ULTIMATE troll!
When Martin Causes An Entire Fandom To Freak Out
OK, explaining for those who don't get it:
Martin Freeman is an actor on 'Sherlock', a popular BBC show which lots of people adore and it's second season is being filmed right now.
A person working on the series, Paul McGuigan, tweeted what looks like Martin Freeman holding a handwritten sign saying "TE QUEIRO JAN + ROSALIA XXX", which loosely translates into "I love you Jan and Rosalia".
Jan and Rosalia run the "Martin Freeman Sexual Frustration" blog, which, due to Martin's current role, has ALOT of 'Sherlock' porn.
So the entire fandom is now freaking out! "HIDE YA PORN! THEY KNOW WE EXIST!"
With one photo, Martin Freeman sent an entire fandom into chaos!
Martin Freeman is the ULTIMATE troll!
