I'm not really sure if the one year anniversary event is going on, but I'll have to congratulate anyway. Overwatch is a fantastic game, it took the concept of TF2 and took it to a whole new level! Seriously, no joke. Not even Paladins, which concepts were supposedly copied by Blizzard during earlier stages of development (I didn't really bought this story to be fair), is not nearly as cool for some reason.

All the characters are interesting, and even if the "expanded universe" behind the game may feel unfinished (because releasing the "legends" graphic novel might ruin Tumblr 's fan theory that the entire cast of heroes from Overwatch are gay)... It does still pretty good and leave it open to a lot of speculation. Not my favorite type of "franchise backstory/expanded universe", but it is neat... I mean, that formula is what keeps the Half Life and most of Valve's franchises alive... Even through Gaben can't count until 3.

Now... The first three skins revealed isn't the greatest I've seen so far (Soldier 76 and Zyra's new skin look neat, but that's about it), and the GOTY version of the game feels a little cheesy. I mean... Just 10 loot boxes? Origins at least had nice skins to it. I hope that more goodies will be revealed soon... And please, make that "free weekend gameplay" truly free. You can at the very least play the Paladins beta without PS Plus, so do it the same at least once Blizzard. I can't really buy Overwatch again... At least, not right now... Which is sad!

By the way, I do want to see more animated shorts... AND PLEASE ANNOUNCE DOOMFIRST ALREADY! IS THAT ASKING TOO MUCH? WE KNOW THAT TERRENCE CREWS WILL BE HIS VOICE ACTOR (it's freaking obvious by now, the denial isn't fooling anyone Jeff)! And please... Don't announce that rejected cat hero with a jetpack... Farah is enough.

As much as I liked the freedom to listen music out and loud, play my videogames in max volume and not having to deal with stupid rules like "You can use the social elevator for carry stuff or walk with your dog"... I'm officially sick living in a house. There is freedom, but there is too much work and tasks regarding it's occasional maintenance, and having two floors in your home can be a real pain in the ass!

I mean... Yeah, I wear diapers and stuff... I used them when I feel the urge to... You know, like an actual little baby... But man... Is asking too much for having the kitchen and the bathroom in the same floor as my bed room? I used to hate that shit so much, that I would rather ask for a pizza and let the delivery guy bring to me in the front door, rather than facing those damn stairs (trust me, it does not sound tiresome, but it is, no joke)!

Now, my new apartment may be small, and the rules may be booooring, but trust me, is awaaaay better than living in an actual house. Sure... I'm tired as hell, I wasted my weekend, the is still boxes to open, furniture to re-build and things to in need to be organized... But it still worth it.

Specially considering that I live in a big and more developed city, rather than my old neighborhood. I mean, the neighbours were awesome! And the commerce nearby was neat... But it's really different now! As one example, I can actually catch a subway rather those infernal bus.

Believe or not, tomorrow is a national holiday in US for celebrate... Babies.
Like... No joke, there is an actual day for that! And man... That surprised me. I was already used to celebrate the Children day due to my very little inner child... But I guess that I have another date to add to my agenda... As well an excuse for wearing lots of diapers!

In order to celebrate the date, I'll make some drawings regarding the date... Finish a few pending Raffle Prizes... Reveal my newest babyfur OC (I mean... I was planning to do such thing earlier, but I ended up leaving for another date)... And who knows... Maaaaaybe, I will make a raffle for one full line art!

So prepare your diapers!
Because not a single user will be escape the unfortunates events of waddling around and bottle feeding tomorrow! >: - )
(And yeah... I still didn't finished the process of "re"-submitting my old art... So... I can't really do more than just one slot per social media... You can expect people from Twitter, Tumblr and Facebook to participate as well)

I admit that I was a little skeptical at first... At this point we all can agree that Viacom has done horrible things to Nickelodeon.
I mean... Game Shakers is generic and boring (most of the TV sitcoms are now), Sanjay and Craig is pretty forgettable, Breadwinners sounds like the animated revival of Fred... Just don't... And the TMNT seem cool, but the series doesn't appeal to me (not to mention the movies that are bad, but I tolerate for some reason).

The only two shows that seem cool on the network right now, are Loud House and Bunsen is Beast (<3 Butch Harman)... Thankfully, Paw Patrol fits at the same category. The show is educational, but entertaining; the characters are full of personalities and are pretty likable (Marshall is my favourite for sure); Ryder and the other citizens are nice (not annoying or excessively dumb, which is forgettable at times for this type of show, but annoying at others)... And the gadgets... They are so amazing! My favourite is the one from Skye, I mean... My 2 year old baby boy mind still thinks the color pink is for girls and girls only... But I liked it.

I'll definitely watch more episodes and buy the merchandise... I mean... I need a collection of play sets, plush toys, bottle, sippy cup, onesie, pajamas and pacifiers from the show. I just want! I guess that I'll buy a red 2DS just to glue Marshall's logo on the back... And yes, I need to draw Marshall in diapers, he is just so freaking cute! <3

Congratulations Nickelodeon, you have surprised me!

Nintendo just recently announced the New Nintendo 2DS XL, and it looks pretty good.
It has all the features from the New Nintendo 3DS family, except for the actual 3D itself. And I know, this looks like a huge downgrade... But it's not, at least not for me.

You see... I like Nintendo, I always did. But having a Wii U at 2016 in Brazil was painful, but nowadays the prices are getting more "fair" the the Switch being overpriced.
Yes... could buy a Switch, but I feel like it's too early for this. Instead, I prefer buying a 2DS already, and the new model if perfect!

So far, I pretty much completed "re"-submitting all of my old art from 2016.
The only pieces missing are the ocasional trades, gifts and requests I've made... And then there is the art from 2017... Man, there is simply so much stuff! X-P

I'm not even considering the photos and crafts, but I didn't found them yet!

I have also made a Twitter account, so be sure to check it out (as well all of my social and gaming media info at my profile page if you want).

Well guys, I gave up on Skype.
The Linux version is horrible, far too simple and yet feels like consumes my RAM like crazy. The App, it's odd... I don't know why, but even if I login into my account... The app doesn't keep the track of my contacts list. And this pisses me off.

If want to chat with me, you can try either Telegram or Discord, both you can find at my profile page here, in the contacts section.

Did I like Discord through? Well... I can't really tell.
I didn't had any major opportunity to test the chat so far. I've joined a sever for ABDLs that is text only... But that's about it.
Thankfully, I've created another Steam account. It will take a while until I finally spend those 5 dollars and unlock the other major functions - because I'm really broke - but at the very least I can play Team Fortress 2.

And yes... Overwatch is superior, but we all can agree that TF2 had tons of influence on the Blizzard's shooter.
The game still stands on it's on, with the hats and addicting class based gameplay... Not to mention the hilarious backstory (that is still going on through), and all the personalities those characters have.

And... As I'm broke... I can't keeping paying for the Xbox Live... Not at least until I balance my debts.

Okay, it barely were two days of my normal routine, but considering the overwhelming amount of work and study I'd to go through last monday and tuesday... I'm actually extremely thankful that is over. And the "holly week" (or good friday in america, we call that way in Brazil because schools usually don't have classes on thursday) is here.

Now I can peacefully rest, study without feeling overwhelmed, finishing read my book... Which I started like... In January, maybe even earlier, and of course, playing Overwatch. However, that's not all. Easter isn't about celebrating fertility and chocolates for me, Easter to me is a time to be thankful.

The date is most likely to be considered a christian holiday because it represents the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus Christ according to the bible, more specifically Matthew, through I don't remember which chapter or verse with exactness. Anyway, I'll now thank him for every victory and lovable movement I've experienced, for creating and accepting me as one ABDL, and letting me grow, as well follow new paths.

Thank you, Jesus. And thanks for the support at my moment of weakness guys. I really needed help and advice, and my friends on the community provided some as well love, the honest and simple love called friendship.

I'll make sure to submit again and rebuild a few of my lost art, as well, starting working in a few new ones. I'll be rebooting Lucky and Alpha's adventures (again) as well, but I want them to fit my new me. I want them to truly represent me.

Thanks a lot guys, yours truly, Rafael.

My anthropology teacher is nice guy, but man... He is kinda scary.
I mean, I literally missed a entire week of classes because of that tummy ache, and when I was back: BOOM! I'd to study for one test that was supposedly written, read a entire encyclopedia of 1000 pages (in english, which makes things a bit more difficult) and a book with more or less 170 pages.

BTW, I returned for my normal routine at college in a thursday, in theory, I'd to do all of that until the next day! Which was this friday. OMG! That's a lot of stuff for just one day, I almost went in panic! So I just studied the simple concepts he gave us through a Power Point.

What happened this morning? Pretty much nothing!
The teacher simply looked at us; asked if we wanted to do a composition for next friday; and as well remarked his class that I would have on this saturday for april 29.

And he also finished his class like... Really early. We pretty much answered the frequency list and left the campuses. Now that's was a miracle... Until now I'm trying to understand what just happened back then.

After that I went to shopping mall, they were trying to hyping people for buying tickets for their geek event about video-games... I was allowed to play two musics from Just Dance 2017, and I almost beat Super Mario Bros. on their Mini NES. It was super cool, and the TV were really stylish! Those LG's really felt like old televisions.

After that, I went home, and slept... Man I was tired as hell. I pretty much woke up at 6:00 pm ... I guess that I've slept like 7 hours. And what makes funnier, is that I wasn't required to study until late night, I didn't wanted and I couldn't read all of those pages (more or less 2000 in two languages) even if I wanted to.

Now, I woke up, made another Xbox account for Alpha... Ordered like... My favourite pizzas of all time and coke. What makes this even more neat is the Xbox Live... I mean, man I'm broke this month... Thanks to a deal however, the charged me like R$ 2,00 bucks for the first month before renovation. Which is insane for Brazil!

The usual price is like 30 bucks... Which may not sound like much, but trust me, it is compared to other countries.

Anyway, good night everyone, Now I do want to sleep.

I never though I would reach this point, but I did.
Apparently what was the last stroll to my body tell me: "Dude, eat healthy for Christ sake" is as well what caused me to feel so sick these days. I mean... It's incredible. I'd the capacity of be invited for a restaurant and just eat two pieces of stake before feel pain again.

I'm literally sleeping with diapers everyday because I'm afraid of a possible Night accident.
It's horrible. But I'll have to do it, and yeah being on a diet again will be difficult as hell, but what can I do if it's making me sick?
BTW, if I'm lucky, maybe I can even save some money in the end... If I become thinner, I'll be able to buy smaller diapers, so who knows?

I can't deny my nature anymore.
Only God knows how much I tried, but I'm and I'll always be an ABDL. And he will accept me for that.
Thanks guys, now I'll stay! I'll stay as much as I can!

I'm a different person, full of myself.
Thank you guys!

I mean, not that I'm the sweetest person that you has ever seen playing video-games. I do cuss and make a lot of fun of the roast of heroes during my quick plays, that ironically enough calms me down... Which is why I rarely use a headset, I don't want other people to think that I'm some sort of annoying kid that only has the Xbox Live to cuss peoples' moms.

But seriously, the competitive mode is a real clausterf*ck! There is D.Va's flying around everywhere, Roadhogs catching you with their cursed hooks when you less expect to see one, tons and tons of Soldier 76 to shoot you on the back, Junkrats to explode you.... Accidentally (because seriously, Junkrat's kills don't make that much of sense at times)... And Meis... There is Meis every-freaking-where!

Man, this is the first time I ever lost my patience and self-control playing Overwatch.
I'll keep myself away from the Competitive mode for a very long time, seriously.

I mean... For fucking sake, walking on this freaking Underground it feels like walking on a cave in Pokémon.
There is just too many damn foes! And if you try to be peaceful, they kick your freaking ass!
What the hell? I thought those type of games were easy at first to then get harder!

I used a random lottery/number picker in order to choose two winners.
Honestly, I wish that it could be more, but due to the small number of participants... I didn't have that much of choice.
Well... There is always another opportunity (after all, the year barely started).

These are the winning numbers:
#3 and #1

Congratulations and ! You won one fully complete, NSFW and colored piece of art!
Yaaaaay!

I didn't watch and I don't care. That's it.

The Oscar barely represents a good indication of well-made films anymore, it's just a party to celebrate Hollywood through a certain academy... Half of the winners and indications are just there because of those ridiculous "for your consideration" campaign... Which is nothing more than a glamorous party to convince the academy people their movie is the best.

On this point, I guess the People Choice Awards or maybe the freaking Golden Raspberry Awards represents better the public's sincere opinion. Too me it just doesn't worth it watch the Oscars anymore, I guess that is more simple to just get the resume of the presentation after... And that's it.

And yet... It seems the presentation was filled with Hollywood artists criticizing Donald Trump... Seriously, why I'm not surprised? This thing, this attitude, is so common right now that should be considered a new fetishism. No joke. Every artist right now wants to criticize the recently elected president because a bunch of liberals had a temper tantrum for Hillary Clinton losing the elections.

I mean... F*cking seriously, I can pretty much summarize the entire Meryl Strip speech against Trump here:

" Trump will divide us.
Trump is racist.
Trump is homophobic.
Trump is xenophobic.

I'm liberal.
Look how progressive I am.
Look at me...
Blah...
Blah...
Blah...
The wall is evil!
Something... Something...
Immigrants are great..."

See? That's her entire fucking speech... And the other that have been done so far aren't any different.
Why would I waste my time watching this garbage? I've Netflix, thank you.

I should totally wait for more 10 watchers, but I can always do a request giveaway.

Anyway guys, thanks for all the major support. I couldn't do it without your favorites and comments (feedback for short), I also receive a lot of notes filled with compliments... And looking back to 2016, I can say that I improved a lot in various senses.

Anyway, those are the rules for the raffle:

01. if you want to participate, make sure to spread the news by publishing a journal with a link to this announcement (on your page, of course). By doing so this will let people know about it;

02. You must be a watcher, in other words, hit the "+ watcher" button if you want to participate as well;

03. I'll not draw NSFW art, drugs and alcohol. And anything that I disagree, so make sure to be very specific with your comment when I leave you with a number for the lottery;

04. Please, don't be a sore looser. I also lost thousands of raffles, and I don't throw a temper tantrum about it.

I'll make sure to publish the winners on a separated journal, but I will also make sure to send a note with further details.
Anyway, the raffle will happen on February 28th at 14:00 or 2:00 pm UTC/GMT -3 (local time from Brasília, the capital of Brazil and my hometown).

When Cartoon Network announced the show I was all like: "Man... Not the justice league, please". And isn't a unsolvable mystery understand my major first skepticism, after all, Cartoon Network ruined the Teen Titans for selling plastic toys... That alone is already revolting. And yet, the cartoon first looked a little... Too cartoonish to me... I don't know, I just didn't liked the new designs.

But then I decided: "Meh, I'll give the cartoon a try"... And man! It's actually better than I thought it would be. The cartoon is action packed with a lot of apparitions of major DC characters (kinda like Batman: the brave and the bold), but the difference here is the running time of the episodes, and the fact that they aren't connect (at the least, they doesn't seem like too)...

...But man... This cartoon brought to the TV characters and things from DC that I thought I would NEVER see on screen: the Swamp Thing, John Constantine, The House of Mystery (...) And there is a few characters there that you wouldn't expect joining the Justice league... Like Plastic Man (which is freaking awesome).

Now... Imagine the possibilities... The cast of Watchman is already joining the DC universe after the events of Rebirth... If that's the first season I can't wait for the second one!

Today was a pretty exhaustive, emotional and revolting day for me. So I decided to do what I usually always do whenever I want to chill and have a few bucks to waste: go to the cinema and make a cool lunch. Be able to watch a movie on the big screen, in a comfy chair while resting my leg on the iron bars just relaxes me a lot.

So... Was the movie good? Surprisingly... Yes, it was. In fact, even better than I thought it would be.
The movie has a great animation, lots of references to pop culture, a few great tunes on it's sound track and (the best of all) It doesn't take it self and none of it's represented franchises seriously. And that's one of the strongest point of the film.

I mean, this fim makes fun of everything, specially batman. How he is kind of a dick and a big kiddo, how he is overly powerful, his relation with the justice league... Hell, the villains the he arrested several times, but still free to do whatever they want. Hell they even mock how Hollywood movies about edgy superheroes starts & end, how Warner cash in on those franchises...

For a film marketed towards kids... It's surprisingly well written and hilarious. I really recommend a watch.

Not entirely, the browser game will be replaced by a mobile 3D app with very similar game play, a few new functions I guess and a "new" name... But it's a shame that I can't be played as the old days again.

Now, for those who doesn't know or never played, Club Penguin was some sort of social network for kids mixed with lots of flash games and ludic activities. This thing was a fever on my early days of school even before Disney officially released the game in Brazil. I remembering having difficulties to register myself at the time, since the website was in english...

...I also remember annoying the hell out of my parents to get a paid membership, or any of the merchandise that came with it: plush toys, games, t-shirts, action figurines... There it was all sorts of things. Not to mention how cool was to visit the Dojo, adopting a Puffle, and dress up your character and decorating your Iglu.

Maybe I'll make an account and give it the game a check it before it dies on march 29th.

But man, I'm definitely happy for missing that manifestation against Donald Trump on the game's central plaza, where usually the "penguins" all around the world gather their selves together to chat. I don't really care if you approve or disapprove him, but seriously! On each planet would a kid care to politics? Seriously, I bet their mothers went like: "I pay you a membership you protest against Donald Trump".

It was a good vacation, but it finally over. I'll miss sleeping until 12 pm and playing Overwatch until the internet falls on midnight... But that would eventually happen. At the very least, I kinda enjoy studying! And having a routine again will help me losing weight and eating better. So... That's kind of a win win situation.

Anyway guys, the only down side is that I'll have less time to dedicate to my art... Well, that's just sad.

On the final hours of 2016, I made a few promises for the new year that I want to make it real.
And one of them, is finding a job. And trust me, it is harder as it sounds. Specially if you're living in Brazil right now.

The country is suffering because of a serious moral, economic, political and even spiritual crisis. We actually had to fake a god damn fight because were against a project that lowers the uses of money that are collect from taxes, simply because a bunch of butt hurt liberals doesn't like the current president (not considering the fact, he is the president simply because they vote on him for vice president when Dilma was just a candidate).

That means the business and governamental institutes are trying to cut any possible costs, which makes even harder to me (someone that never worked on his entire life) to find a job. In fact, even without the crises it's a pain in the ass to find a first job. However, if you want to kill and commit a crime, people actually protect you over the excuse of "victim of society". That's Brazil.

So, in order to see if I get something until march, I'm studying for internship exams. If my grade is good, chances are I might get something. Thankfully I've faith.

I was a bit skeptical with the Power Rangers reebot for the bigger screen cause the first trailer didn't really showed as anything. And yet, we all know that franchises from the 80's and 90's have a huge historical of being screwed of because of Hollywood, so in either possible way that you looked at... There it wasn't a good angle to judge that trailer as something good. At the very least, to me.

However, a second trailer was released. And maaaaaan! The moment this trailer ended I was throwing the money I barely had on the notebook screen! WTF was that? It looked amazing! Everything that a power ranger fan loved was there (except for the green ranger): Rita, the Megazord, the zords, Zordon, Alpha 5... The trailer even made a joke with the fact the black ranger is ironically a white person. That's gold, seriously.

Not to mention the "Pee on that cup" scene, that was straight up hilarious.

In another words, now I want to see this movie. Anyone else?

Seriously, I was already expecting people to cry over Trump's victory, but seriously... This whole anti-Trump bullshit has achieved a new despicable low today. People in Washington literally destroyed both public and private patrimony because the president they don't like just got elected. Seriously, WTF?

I was expecting more liberals. Seriously. Where all that "peaceful transition of power and democracy" speech went? I would totally expect that from Brazil, but not in a place where public education and access to both culture & information is almost unlimited. And if that's not enough, people worldwide (even f*cking greenpeace, with isn't amusing considering how hard they believe on that global warming bullshit) are protesting against Trump because he is: fascist, white supremacist, racist and homophobic.

Seriously, does the left even think? Even when this guys want to throw offenses and lie about something they can find another adjectives tan those! It's f*cking annoying, it always the same fairy tale, if someone doesn't agree with liberalism in any aspect, they automatically fit on any of those tags.

Seriously, te world has a new virus and sickness: it's called lack of information.