I've noticed that a few furs happened to own accounts for their sonas... Which isn't something bad, I mean... Communication is everything, but I'm not really sure if I really should have one.

To me it's just sounds useless...

You know what? I'd a overwhelming disappointment with the Wii U, but that presentation showing the Nintendo Switch... Man, that was amazing!

I'll wait at the least until holiday season or next year yet, to make sure that everything will be alright, and I will not waste my money again.
BTW, this console doesn't have region lock... Thanks Nintendo.

I love the internet and it's humor.

I was looking into a few old photos of my babyhood and early childhood.... And I was really surprised! From what it seems, I wasn't potty trained around my 2 years old as I first thought, but I was potty trained away later on my 4 years of age, maybe even later. Why do I think like that?

There is a photo of me trying the potty for the first time around 1999, which I clearly had 2 years old at the time. However! I found another photo of me on the middle 2000's, and guess what? I was diapered, but I certainty had like 3 years old. There's even a picture of mine wearing a soft toddler like pajama... But my butt does look a little too thicker... I couldn't be wearing just undies.

However, there is another image of me around 4 years old... Being held by my teacher with my pants a little down. I tried my best to identify what I was wearing... It can be just undies, but it really looked like a thick and white baby diaper. So... I possibly wore diapers until my 5 years old? Whoa! That's a heck of a discovery!

And it does make a lot of sense... I remember watching Power Rangers: light-speed rescue back in 2000, but I didn't remember being potty trained back then... Maybe it could be just pull-ups... You know... After all, that's is normal between ages 3-5, however, still doesn't make sense. Pull-up diapers weren't popular in Brazil until late 2000 and early 2010. Sure, Huggies always had their brand of training Pants on the market, but they weren't a thing.

Parents still didn't even knew what training pants were at the time. Those just became a thing, ironically, in 2014, the year I found out myself in the fandom.

So maybe... Just maaaybe, I did tied the potty train back in my 2 years old, but from what it seems it failed, and I just accomplished the big kid undies back in my late 5 years old... Man... Does that mean that I wore diapers and played PS1 and PS2 back in 2001?

OMG, why do childhood memories have to be that tricky?
Well... At the very least, now I know why I always wake up with my diaper extremely soggy and yellow in the morning. No wonder why it took some time.

I'm 19 years old... Or at the very least I should.
I still drink from a bottle, suck my paci, crawl & waddle around... I still wear and wet diapers... I still have a teddy bear...
Guess that I'm more like 1 (year) and 9 (months) old... Or 21 months if you prefer... So, I'm still a toddler! :-D

So... Google made a Santa Claus tracker by using both Youtube and Google maps, that's quite genius! There is even a counter for how many presents were delivered, and how many miles/hours it takes for him to arrive at your home. That's pretty cool!

I wonder if it has a counter for how many cookies he ate...

https://santatracker.google.com/tracker.html

Seriously, how could that not be more exciting for a AB/DL, that oftenly regress itself into a mindset of a 1-2 year old toddler? That's awesome! And what is even better, is the actual fact that will be televised by a two open television channels (which are already really famous for good education cartoons and kids shows).

The only thing I didn't really understood is: why it was scheduled for 10:00 pm? Adults do enjoy this show of of nostalgia like me, but didn't that supposed to be a show for CHILDREN and BABIES? Even for a premiere it feels weird. Not that all the kids in the world respect the sleep on 9:00 pm policy (if this generation still got any), but the far as I remember... Sesame Street never really was a thing that worth being awake to watch...

... I'm from the generation that stayed up until night to play Doom, Counter Strike 1.6 ... Watch marathons of "Beavis and Butthead", "South Park", "Family Guy" and "Adult Swin" cartoons... It's quite ironical how the game changed, but at the very least I can enjoy some Elmo and Cookie Monster fun before a day studying or working... Whatever God has planned to me on 2017 (which it will be good... I've a blast this year so far, despite a few downs).

Maybe they will reschedule the program for another time... But there is always the reruns and the internet (In fact, Sesame Street even got a BR channel on Youtube)... The only possible way this could get any better is if Pampers cruisers still fit on me. Sadly, that was on perfectly possible 8 years ago, which is a shame, but at the least I still got those printable "front diaper design tapes" - diaper tapes for short- That were uploaded by the handsome Pamperchu!

Thanks Chu, the feel of a 90's truly thick diaper never felt so real. In case you want to print the tapes here is the link for his tutorial on Youtube, which also contain the shareable link from the uploaded tapes at Google Drive (in the description):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1crwcFmVswY

Anyway, a huge fiend of mine is doing a art raffle.
And In order to help her, I thought that would be nice to share this link:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7983004/

Well, so far december have been great to me!
And tomorrow will certainly be even greater, cause I'll finally watch Star Wars: Rouge One.

"What this movie has to be so special?" Well... Not that "Force Awakens" was by any means a bad film, it was great actually, but... Considering what Disney did with Marvel so far at the time... I thought they could easily handle a good comeback to the big screen, specially if you consider Guardians of the Galaxy.

However, Rouge one isn't only the first spin-off based around Star Wars to hit the silver screen... But also had a lot from the comics and the expanded universe on the script, as well the first appearance of Darth Vader himself after a very long time. I mean... Disney & Lucas Film, now, more than never, has the obligation to deliver a great film and a even greater Darth Vader.

And yet, the movie has a great premisse... Seriously, didn't you wanted a film based around the rebels that stole the Death Star plans? I did, since the last time I've watched Episode IV: A new hope... Which is a quite long time... And yet, I didn't watched the movie but I wasted a lot of money on merchandise... I'm super-dupper-excited!

(And I also made sure to choose a session where the cinema was almost empty, and I could be easily diapered... You know... Like a real toddler with a light-saber!)

I'm also buying more diapers for the games I'll get from Santa this year... Which I'll need a considerably big amount! Yikes!

I've also reached like... 64 watchers so far... Which is not necessarily a achievement, but....



I couldn't resist... It was stronger than me.

So... I got my JBL headphones yesterday, and I decided to slowly test them on several situations where I though they could be used. The first one was music, which common... It's basically what they were designed and built for... I turned Google Play Music on for a few minutes and daaaaaaamn! It was amazing, specially with my favorite genre: heavy metal, man... Listen to Fear of the dark and Speed of light on this thing was... AWESOME!

I did the same test with a NES game to see how JBL would handle a retro game... Well... It actually worked away better that I was expecting. It's a 8-bit game, so I wasn't really expecting that much... But for a on-ear headphone, it does handle well this type of gaming.

Then, I decided to watch something new on Netflix. I wasn't really sure of what... However, the far as I know... The originals never really disappointed someone. I mean... Common guys... Netflix was able successfully make not one, but two movies featuring Adam Sandler! Not that he is by any means... A bad actor, I actually legitimately like his performance on Pixels... However, at this point, we all can agree that he is downgrading horribly since Jack & Jill...

Which serie I choose? Well... Considering how people have comment about it this holiday season, I've decided to watch Black Mirror. So far... I'v just seen the first episode from season three, and the pilot. Man... It does feel different... Don't they? In fact, they actually feel like two complete different series... But they are both intriguing and entertaining... I cannot wait to see how the seasons so far will connect.

I'm terribly broke right now, which means that I really doesn't have any money to waste... However, I bought a new game for me on november 9th, which is... Or at the very least "was"... Watch Dogs 2.

I mean... Don't get me wrong! Still want to play the game, in fact, I'am reeeeeally anxious to put my hands on it... However... I'm also a two year old in the body of a almost 19 year old (yeah, my birthday is in december)... So, it's quite obvious that my patience for this stuff has a limit.

I mean.... Just make all the counts: I ordered the game at 11/09, the official release date was 11/15, which was a national holiday (thx Ubisoft), so they promised me two another dates: 22 or 23/11... Which, for my surprise, was delayed again for 11/30... Now they delayed to... December 9th.

DUUUUUDE? A month? That's literally a month of wait!

And, considering that brazilian mailing service sucks on it's large majority, I actually asked to pick up the game on the store... And yet, the game didn't arrived? WTF? Not even for the Black Friday?

So... In the case of my game doesn't arrive on 12/09... I was actually thinking on the possibility of getting Final Fantasy XV instead. It is for sure a different game from the ones I'm used to... But I do like the RPG genre, specially the games with the turn based battle system... Which was replaced by a newer one on this game, but yet people claim that is more friendly to new players...

And despite the fact of how the group of protagonists really look like an Japanese boy band... The story and it's characters does look like something interesting that I can follow ( I mean... Nothing can be as difficult to understand as the main lore for the MGS franchise).

So... What do you guys think?

Look, if the capitalism has a imperfection, this defect has a proper name: it's called corporatism. But what the hell is "corporatism" anyway? It happens when a company or anyone with the purpose of gaining money loses all the morality barriers and no longer give any care to human nature, simply because profit is now more important than never.

That's basically the reason, why so many industries open manufactures and fabrics on non-developed/emergent countries. Because the employees are disposable and the costs are almost non-existent.

Yet, people bame either capitalism or globalism.

That's the reason why enterprises give little to no care to the environment, because if it's less expensive... Let's just destroy them, I wouldn't make us any harm... After all, we are rich.

Yet, people blame the capitalism... Despite how environment friendly policies have become a thing now (man... Even Shell is trying).

And than, Netflix release a new TV series that is entirely produced in Brazil: 3%
I watch the pilot and I have to admit, the effects look good, the casting and screenplay is awesome, the scenario is great... The soundtrack is a bit meh... And the heroine/protagonist of the show, is part of a anti-elite group called the cause.

Which is should be okay, not all cyberpunk productions go on the "anti-capitalism" thing... Maybe the protagonist just selected the wrong side first to have a future plot twist....

But man... Tell me if the plot doesn't feel a little too "SJW": "In a devastated and poor world, young adults of 20 years old will have the opportunity to live in a elitist community where everything is beautiful and perfect, but they will have to face a process where just 3% are able to pass through".

Man... I don't even know why I watched the pilot in the first place... I know that was coming.

Well, I was able to find two black markers yesterday, that are perfect to make my drawing's lineart (which is essential to me). I also got a ton of scrap paper, which has one of it's side printed... But the other one completely white and clear... Which is great! I'll not only do the requests, but I'll also be helping the planet... I really should do that more often...

I also bought a new notebook and a JBL phone... So, I'll have a brand new material to work with. The only thing I miss is the scanner, but I'll manage to buy one later... For now, I'll stick with my camera and editing.

However, I want to make an announcement... For personal reasons, I'll be studying hard until march of 2017. I'm not saying that I'll leave, or enter on a hiatus... However, I'm not sure if I'll be able to interact with more frequency, or if my free time will be that abundant...

So... Happy holiday season for everyone.

Remember the requests I offered to my watchers, as one celebration for reach 50 in number? Well... I'm not saying that I won't do them, however, I just ran out of paper and black thick markers! Those are extremely important for my art, specially because I'm a traditional artist and I can't really do a proper lineart without them.

I do have a few GREEN papers here... In some unknown... Lost... Drawer in a furniture that I don't remember of. However, I'm not sure if the final result will look neat in a colored paper... I don't know... To me, the green background will look strange (and maybe difficult a bit the process of coloring, after all, I do color my drawings like an actual toddler)... So, that's up to you guys. If your name is on this list, please, share a feedback!

So yeah, maybe it will take a while until the request are done due to this.

Dude... WTF?

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Well, 50 may not be a significant number for some people... In fact, I know a lot of friends that do have 10x more watches then I do. However, that doesn't really matter, because I worked hard, and shared my job, people shared their feedback with me... And here I am. My first great milestone.

And, in order to thank you all... I want to make a request give away!

Please, just let me know in the comments, what do you want.

However, please, share your:

- Name;
-Reference sheet.

And my art isn't by any means NSFW, and I don't draw adults. Sorry.

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Well, considering that december is closer each passing day. I guess that isn't too soon for think about next year... And again, I did a journal considering all the possibilities... However, I didn't planned a single goal.

As one artist, I wanna be able to offer commissions and YCHs next year. Not sure if I'll succeed... After all, it's hard to be a commission artist... Many friends of mine tried and yet failed...Or didn't succeed. In fact, I'd a similar experience on my last account... So I'll make sure to try a few freebies (which is actually a sort of free YCH) and requests next year, to practice and achieve more watchers.

I'm also thinking about a few crafts, and even a "ask my OC series" which wouldn't be as colorful as my traditional artworks... In order to be quick, and possibly a weekly trend.

As a gamer... I'll try my best to buy a newer console. Phill Spencer already said that both Xbox One S and Scorpio won't replace the original Xbox One (or as I like to call: "VCR Xbox One")... However, I still consider buying a new model, but first I need a TV that can supports the 1080p HD resolution... Otherwise, it won't really make any difference.

When it comes to portable gaming... I'm just fine with the Play Store. Specially now that Nintendo partnered with DENa to make a few mobile games... The Nintendo Switch? Honestly, I did considered the possibility of buying him this year... But I'm still upset about Nintendo's decision of delay TLoZ: Breath of the Wild... So... I'll wait until next year, or maybe just the E3 to see if I'll really buy him.

As a nerd... I NEED to study more in 2017 than never! After all, I've to fix my academic historical... Which isn't necessarily broken or anything like that... However, I committed a few mistakes here and there with faults... And I don't wanna to let this mark my historical.

AND yet... I NEED TO GO TO COMIC CON EXPERIENCE 2017!!! Seriously, I need to find a way to do so. Or at the very least a local convention... Like I did this year to save some money. It was cool.

As one ABDL... Meet another DBL's would be nice. Maybe be more active on my blog and a part of the community as well.

Buy a few more diapers and baby itens... Starting with a feety pajama. Or maybe just sleepers with a theme... I don't know... I still have plenty of time to think over that.

As a Christian: Be more participative on my church, more active on social work and yet, acquire more knowledge to distribute... And continue my works on the Christian Babies group. Those diaper butts need saving!

But most importantly... I WANT A JOB!
OMG, my anxiety is killing me! X-3

I'm not really sure if I suffers from anxiety issues, but it seems very reasonable if I do. Whenever something that I'm looking forward happens, I can't avoid thinking on it with a huge desire... Like a little kid waiting for christmas or a toddler for a playmate... Maybe I am a real toddler in the end... But badly disguised as one young adult! X-3

Why am I exited? I pre-ordered a Watch Dogs 2 copy on-line... But it didn't arrived until today. At the very least, "Fantastic beasts and where to find them" will finnaly hit the screens tomorrow, so I will have something great to fill my mind.

So my mom gifted me with a book from Augusto Cury, which coincidentally enough, is all about this theme. I do wonder if he has something about infantilism... My opinion is already formed, but it would be nice to have a second view from a former specialist.

When it comes to my college... I was able to fix a few things, get good grades... However, I guess that only Christ can tell how exhausted I am. Seriously, man... I am really, really, really tired. I guess that even my tiredness is tired. Every day I arrive in home wishing for my bed! And my bed only.

I do wonder how long it will take for this semester end... Man... Please, end before december. That is literally all I ask.

It's actually hard to explain but... Did you guys ever felt like... You had a gas inside of you, making you both excited and energized to do a chore or complete a task... However, you're suddenly stops and then, the sensation dissapear and you totally lost the wish of doing such thing? I call this the "meh" feeling.

And I do hate when this happen... Specially when I program myself to study all evening long... And this happens... Not even the coffee helps, so I usually end up resting and doing the things I needed to on the next day... Thankfully today is friday, and tomorrow there is now classes for me to go...

Well... Looking through the good side... My week was quite productive. I studied a lot... So That's not really a prejudice for me, I hope... However, I really don't mind study on saturday and there is a holiday coming on tuesday... So I still have a lot of time left (thank God).

Well, if any of you guys read my last journal, there is no mystery about my opinion: Trump won, the world is safe. And yet I have to recognize, maybe I expressed myself a little too unnecessarily... Too hard... About liberalism. Let me explain: liberalism, in a healthy amount, isn't necessarily bad... In fact, it can be really good.

However, how could a CONSERVATIVE even dare to make such affirmation? Well... I'm not an total conservative... In someways, I'm a guy the defend a few liberal ideas as long they are made with harmony, not destroying or passing through another civil rights or truly conservative values... Which is possible. In other words: I'm a center-conservative... That's how I consider myself at the very least.

For example, let's use the gay marriage. This thing was legalized back in Brazil at 2013, as one civil union, at the time the state (aka the government) didn't tried hard to force any acceptation by changing the concept of either: "marriage" or "family", neither by forcing churches to do so... Like that one in Manchester, were a couple were sued and obligated to pay a large tax simply because they refused to do the ceremony according to their faith.

However... Brazil is clearly a country that is on it's majority: christian-conservative, so... If a populist left-wing government forces laws in a shameless attempt to gain any acceptation, and not respecting the majority of population... For sure they are trying to achieve equality and freedom wrongly.

So... Does Trump have anything to do with it? In some ways, yes. Trump is clearly very nationalist, in a way that his government focuses on internal policies rather than international ones... With is fine. It's not like if he gonna throw a middle finger at the rest of the world (like Hillary and the traditional media made everyone believe by manipulating data and speeches, like they did with Ronald Reagan)... However, he still the president of USA, let him administrate the USA. Than he helps the rest of the world.

The same kinda goes for Brazil... I mean, we are not the first country to have it's major right-wing/conservative figure in a process of deconstruction by the traditional media... Specially the brazilian one... Which is reaaaaally impartial and feels almost like communism propaganda at time from time...

So yeah, congratz Trump, Make America great again, and then we talk.

Okay, I do understand that many north americans are ashamed over the negative view the elections of 2016 brought. And yet, it doesn't really matter the country, if it's free and has elections... Chances are people will definitely not stop to discuss this topic over and over until the very end. That's basically what happened back in 2014 at Brazil, and still continue until today specially thanks to the impeachment.

However, do you guys really want to know my opinion? I've to remind you that it really won't make any difference. Since I'm not a former american citizen I can only pray for the better candidate. And here is the drill, you guys already know me for being both: christian and conservative... So yeah... If Brazil only had two parties like USA (which you guys had no idea of how wonderful that would be), chances are I might stick with the republicans.

So yeah... You guys can pretty much predict what I'm going to say right now, so if you can't accept that a artist can have a proper opinion... Go ahead: unwatch me, block me, take off your favorites, I really don't give a damn fuck. I'm rather be what I'm truly am, and say what I truly think, than pretend to be someone entirely different.

With that said, I truly think that Donald J. Trump should win the elections.

There you go. However, why do I think this way? First thing that we have to acknowledge: Hillary Clinton is not, even in one million years, a better candidate. In fact, I truly think that she is even worse. She pretty much represents everything that I'm firmly against, and yet I'm pretty sure that she only defends most of this things because the democratic party obligates her to do so.

For example: Did anyone here knew that years ago, she WASN'T pro-abortion? I mean, she literally affirmed that and was hooted by a large audience in a TV show. Now, she defends Planned Parenthood, which is the sickest organization on the face of earth. Seriously, this guys has several accusations of: false propaganda, involvement over the black market, several nonlegal activities, looby over pro-life countries to encourage pro-abortion laws and their past... Dude, you guys should be horrified to truly know the founder of the institution.

And yet... North americans have to pay taxes for this? Even if they don't agree. Otherwise, a non-profitable organizations that literally cashes 700,000,000 dollars a year on women in trouble won't be getting a money that they clearly don't need?

I'm a bigot now? Yeah sure...

And that's just the tip of the mountain! What about Hillary's management as secretary of state? Be truly honest... Secretary of state isn't by any means a glamorous profession, but yet, does anyone here acknowledge at the very least one single good thing that Hillary did? One noticeable? Anything? Because yet, she has been accused for: the five deaths at the Bengazi terrorist attacks, relation with terrorist groups, stole 300k dollars while her own management... There is a name for that, and it's corruption.

No wonder why we compares her while our last president that suffered a impeachment: Dilma Roussef. Because they both committed basically the same crimes, and yet Hillary declared to the media that Dilma is her right arm against corruption? Dude... WTF?

But what worries me the most: Hillary is insane. Yet she declared to the media the she will answer the russian cybernetic attacks with nuclear missiles. Had any of you guys seen the Satan 2? The latest russian missile? And yet the russian media is already treating the possibility of a World War 3 as one reality since last year. They even released a video treating Vladimir Putin as some kind of messias the will save the world from USA.

Are we really going to give nuclear weapons for her? You can say all that you want about Trump, even make a ridiculous comparison of his catchphrase: "You're fired" and his apparently stress and explosive temperament... However, at the very least he has comercial accords with Russia. And I'm pretty sure that he won't give up on them, neither put the entire earth in a war that can't happen!

And yet, had any of you guys noticed they ask Donald Trump since the 80's... If he would ever become a candidate for president of america... And yet, they make everything in their power to ridicularize and destroy his image, and worst of all: everyone bought that. I mean... He wasn't the first, and he is not going to be the last conservative to ever has his image destroyed by traditional media... But dude... Not even Ronald Reagan suffered this much! They are so desperate that you can literally identify when they are being impartial.

Remember the guys from the New York Times? Yeah... The whole story was a lie... And yet the only channel that offered some kind of right of answer... Was Fox News. The very channel which people makes fun of because is firmly conservative... Despite not being a very good one.

So... Journalism?

So yeah, that's my whole opinion, the choice is clear: Trump. And if guys want any other prove that exaggerated liberalism and popular governments that sucks, like a mosquito, the minds of young impressionable and winning babies SJWs... Let me remind you the current situation of Brazil and Venezuela.

Now, if can at the very least disagree but yet respect my opinion (unlike the majority of people that I simply try to talk nicely... But treat me ass no retarded over their clear lack of an proper argument), thanks. The world needs more people like you.

Yeah, yeah, yeah... Maybe it's a bit too soon for thinking about anything related to the next year... Or maybe it isn't... It definitely depends on each topic you stop to think over.

When it comes to politics, for example, we still have a huge event that is about to happen at this very month: the north american elections.

When it comes to movies... We still have a few good releases to look into... Seriously, a huge amount of them actually... Games? Yeah... We do have a few releases until the holiday season as well.

However, what most exites me about the end of a year... Are the possibilities that are about to come!
I know, it can be hard for some... However, I'm very positive. In fact, I did had a lot of personal development through the entire year!

Huge grow and grand milestones... As example I can use my first year in college, my first bank account, the first time that I ever had to find a job... The friends I did, how much I got better with drawing... Heck! Even the new diaper brands that I'd discovered so far count.

Now... Just imagine the next year... What else I can achieve, grow, develop... How better can I be for me and anyone else. It feels me with inspiration, literally.

So I can't wait for the next year! And I'm already working on my votes and goals... I recommend you to do the same!

There is no denial that this indie game took the world by storm last year, specially if you consider the furry community and people who are most likely to form a fanbase... And honestly, I was kinda happy about it. Undertale looks pretty stylish with those retro-like graphics, and for once, the gameplay mechanics looked away more interesting and engaging... Than Five Nights at Freddy's.

Yeah... Yeah...

I know what you're thinking: "How do I even dare to dislike FNAF?", but here's the thing: Five Nights at Freddy's never really bought me. I admit: the whole story evolving the animatronics and the purple killer is pretty interesting. In fact, one of my favorite video series on the Game Theory channel does evolve FNAF... However, to me, the gameplay mechanics are away too simple. In a bad way. At the least to me.

I'm not saying that FNAF isn't challenging... However, again, if the gameplay mechanics are summarized to pretty much: move the mouse and stare into the fan (I'd to do the pun), I can't fully enjoy the experience... Because I don't see it as one game.

Now back to Undertale... The game isn't only stylish, but it does have a great proposal: a RPG by turns... Where you don't kill, but interact and talk with your opponent... Well, that's definitely new. The story also sounds very promising and yet, I didn't finished the game.

So please, no spoilers, don't be an asshole.

Anyway, can't wait to play some more! <3