I know, this title definitely feels wrong for you. So let me explain: Christ bless our miserable lives even in moments of extreme trouble. That's a concept very hard to believe, even for some Christians, but it does make a lot of sense when you think over it.

To me if a all good God allows a bad day, misfortune or anything like that... We will be receiving something marvelous in exchange. And I guess that we all can agree: if life was simply all about sugar and happy moments... What sense it would make? What character would we ever develop?

No wonder why, even in anger at some times... I thank Christ for what is happening with me.

Why am I writing this journal?
Well... For the first time at my life, I got a pneumonia. Which is a horrible disease, specially if you don't treat it well.

This mean that I'll have to stay home sick, lose some classes... Talk very little... But I'm not worried at all:

-My teachers and my classmates knows that I'm very dedicated and committed to my studies... I'm pretty sure that they will not reprove my first year simply because of one thing that I couldn't avoid;

-I was able to sensibilize even my real dad;

-And If... (God please, free me of this!) I lose my voice, that won't be a problem. Beethoven was deaf when he composed the sixth symphony... Why can I be a journalist without a voice?

The whole good thing abut all this... Is that I'll be able to have a good rest. So to my friends, here goes a lesson: "Christ bless us all, all the time, because he is good".

Last thursday was, with no single doubt, one of the most exhaustive and expensive days I ever had to face it. Seriously, I woke up like 5:00 am to sleep at midnight! Holy shit, by the time I was home not even the greatest red bull on earth could keep me awake.

And considering that I was working on a college project on that day, no wonder why I was so tired! I had to: run to a place to another by feet several times, face a melting sun, cut stuff, glue stuff... Man... And I couldn't stop at home to eat, despite all the money I had to spend on materials for our project... I still had to eat outside home.

Thankfully, I was able to stop and see all the trailers that were released on that day:

LOGAN does look awesome (despite the fact that I'm not a huge X-23 fan), and I really hope they make at the least one: Deadpool reference on this film. I mean... Both movies are Restrict to adult only! So they owe Wade Wilson that... After all, we all know that LOGAN wouldn't be a restrict if it wasn't for Deadpool's spectacular box office.

Red Dead Redemption 2 basically follows Rockstar's famous "announcement formula", which is basically: let the gamers die of anxiety. And that's no joke, remember the announcement of Grand Theft Auto 5? The first trailer barely showed something. About the game itself, I don't have that much to talk about... I never played Read Dead Redemption... But chances are I might buy it before the release, and see if it's worth buying the sequel.

Guardians of the galaxy Vol.2 ... ... ... ... It was f****ng awesome! Seriously.
This movie has everything in hand to be better than the last one, including the humor, new team members, baby Groot and the same but yet awesome Soundtrack. I hope there is a after credit scene of this movie at Doctor Strange's credits!

However, the announcement that most called my attention on that day was: the Nintendo Switch. I mean... Nintendo always have been know for innovation on the gaming market, and yet the Wii U kinda represented that a little...
... However, the console was a disaster. Even I, that used to be a huge fan boy, changed to Xbox.

But I still see a bright future for Nintendo Switch. A console that can be fully played everywhere is a great concept, and considering all that third-party support (seriously, Bethesda and T2?) I'm pretty sure the console will not fail this time... By the trailer you can even notice a change on Nintendo's marketing strategy, they are far more worried with the young adults crowd... Which can also be fairly positive.

If Nintendo release the Switch in Brazil (and I get a job), chances are I might buy him... However, unless I become magically rich as hell... There's no way for me to buying the Nintendo Switch anytime soon. And I do want to see if the console will really be successful this time...

Imagine yourself, studying hard through a whole night... Doing things quickly as possible to be able to finish them... Wearing nothing but a t-shirt and a diaper, and eating some pizza (you know... Because you don't want to leave the room for unnecessary interruptions)... To sleep just one freaking hour at the end, with your dog barking at the dark... For no reason... That's how I spent last monday's night!

Dude... By the time I was in college, I was so damn tired, that I couldn't watch my teacher's explanation without sleeping in middle class. It was horrible! And you know the worst part? I was studying for a important exam... Which would happen today... However, it's date was change for next week, and nobody told me!

Duuuuuuude! I studied like crazy a whole freaking night! Almost got a rash, ate pizza and coke until feel sick... Even popped my diaper (which is rare)... For nothing? That was mean... Really mean.

Maybe nobody warned me unintentionally, with no purpose of doing harm... Or maybe I ignored What's App... As always... But yet... When the teacher applied a revision instead of a exam, I wasn't even sure if I should feel happy, angry or sad... At the very least... Despite the fact that I didn't even started the revision questionnaire... I was able to answer and debate the questions... Maybe my teacher didn't even cared about mine questionnaire at the end...

I also got a bigger deadline for study to this exam... Which is good... This "little" euphoric night helped me desenvolve a base of the content I need to study.

Unfortunately, the nightmare isn't over yet... I guess that I'll probably need to spend this whole night... Woke up... Again. There is a few academic works, theories, projects... That I need to put on paper. And Brazil may have a horrible educational system, but it does have a quite reasonable system for standardize those works.

It's know between college and university students as: the ABNT rules.

And not saying that I love them... That a find them somehow... Fun... However, they do make a lot of sense. And despite the changes those rules receive each new year... It's not even that hard to master, just boring.

My advice children? Choose well your profession, don't mess around in college, and most importantly: don't mess with ABNT if you live in Brazil.

I mean... I do like to study. Nothing can replace that great felling of sipping a baby bottle full of cappuccino, wetting my diaper because I'm too busy to leave my room, or listen to either complete silence or the beat of my favorite music! However... There is times when... I just want to threw my desk away, say a huge NO and play on my Xbox.

I really hate this. I do feel that I can do something if I'm willing too... But there is times that I'm just definitely not in the mood for it. And this does makes me feel relaxed... However, a bit guilty at times...

I mean... Is that wrong? Am I showing any disrespect with my parents & Christ commitment with my future and well being... By doing so? I really hope that I'm not. Because words will never be able to describe how much I'm truly grateful.

So I pray that my lord makes me even more responsible, and enables me for the best!

My friend () is facing a hard time and is in need of financial help. If you have the money for, please ask him for a commission.

He is very talented, and he is even offering discounts!

Here's the link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7859083/

Well, thankfully my finger is fine now.
Not sure of how many days have passed after my surgery, but it finally grew new skin over it... Which means that I can finish the requests and the third chapter of story very soon (and also play video-games... If I can't play Watchdogs 2 this year, I'll burn every spider that I find until 2017)!

When it comes to OC, I'll definitely draw more pictures of Alpha in numerous situations and poses... However, I think that I'll do more... And by more I mean: I'll resurrect my old OC (Lucky the puppy). By now, I think that I've already apologized with everyone that I could... And... I do miss Lucky a bit.

I used to love him: his cuteness, the memories and goals I achieved with him as my fursona... I'm not sure if I'll enable his account again (because it's away to exhaustive having two accounts)... But at the very least I'll keep him as my "new" other fursona...

So... Stay tuned for more updates.

Sorry for it, I'm working on them through... I swear!
The reason why is taking so long are my exams and presentations at college... My month is filled with them!
So... If I couldn't do it now... I guess that I'll probably be free in October!

Well, I didn't knew that before, but from what it looks like... There is a new You Tube trend that consists on a major youtuber, that makes videos for the website with the purpose of humiliate everyone that he doesn't likes or agree with.
That's interesting... With a broken system the benefits huge companies and presents it's content creator with a huge: "FUCK YOU"... You wouldn't expect less from You Tube to allow such piece of shit to exist.

And in a generation where people get overly sensitive and protests for... The right of using both masculine and female bathroom, which also translate to a bunch of idiotic 14 year olds that can't even read a book, much less a truly good or classic literature. But that's what just pisses me off: didn't the You Tube prohibited any form of monetization on videos like this? What the hell does this people even do them?

With that rhythm, lazy ass/Netflix marathons and shit posting should be considered a profession than just a very sick form of entertainment.

However, from what it's looks like as well, people seen to be okay with that. Because THOSE IDIOTIC VIDEOS are truly criticism and should be defended as free speech and liberty... OF COURSE... Say the same thing for the conservatives. They can't open their mouth without the planet earth be willing to throw a "bomb" on them...

If you guys knew how politics TRULY is in Brazil... It's the biggest show of atrocities that you will ever see, that's for sure.

Well... As I said on my facebook (which I wrote in portuguese only, my bad), the last smartphone I bought is almost non-usable. The device freezes randomly every damn time... In some opportunities, I can't even UNLOCK the damn phone... Which is really bad, after all... I need the phone on my everyday life.

I use it to make research, watch all kind of videos, read the news and some books, listen to music... Almost everything actually. And I do have the habit of studying when I'm not at home or at the college's campus... So... I really miss be able to use a fully functional smartphone (and my notebook is very heavy).

Which is why I'm asking for help. Does any of you know a good smartphone? One that I'll buy and use for all sorts of things for a long time period without problems?

I mean... A lot of people recommended me the Iphone. And I never really had anything from Apple... I assume they are popular because of the quality of their products... Which explains the loyalty of the fans... Right?

However, both Samsung and Motorola always were great alternatives... Lenovo isn't bad option as well, if you consider that own Motorola now... But I'm still really unsure. The only good options I see is really Samsung and Apple. It may be expensive as hell in Brazil... But it's a well worth investment.

Please guys, HALP!

My mom:

My sons:

My daddy:

Big brothers: , and .

Today I didn't had to study that much, as I'm used to... So I decided to complete a few chores to help my mom. After all, that's no way I could pay for her comprehension, and how she forgave me, after our fight... And we do live in a pretty big house, which is away more difficult to clean than a simple apartment.

And words aren't enough to describe how tired I was by the end of everything! I mean... Seriously, not even a whole day studying is THAT exhaustive. I washed tons of dishes, cleaned my room, took care of our dogs, cooked... My GOD! I think that I'll work as one janitor or as one of those "do-everything" guys, this might allow me to get some extra money if I need.

Now, I've a english test to do... Which is going to be easy as pie. Not sure if I will just go home... Or go to the movies. I mean... I'm dying to see Nerve, and Star Trek: Beyond was just released!

Not sure if I'm a "Trekker"... But I did liked the 2009 reboot and the sequel... So yeah... Maybe. Those are really good films, their only problem is being so looong! And ST: Beyond seems promising despite the director change... Yeah, from what it looks like, Captain Sulu is gay now. Which is random.

I mean... There is no way of me saying such a thing without looking an asshole, but when I read that in the news I was like: "Okay... But this is really necessary?", because I watched the two films and Sulu was very standard on those... And now of of sudden, he's gay. I hope the movie gives at the least an explication, otherwise this will be another film that completely changed either a character or itself because things like this are "trends" right now. Again, just like the "new" Ghostbusters.

Outside from that... I'm doing really well, and I'm also writing the 2nd chapter for "Alpha's new life". And yes, I didn't forgot the requests! ^W^

Before everything, make sure to read this first:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7786925/

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Okay guys... I. AM. LUCKY. THE. PUPPY.
A lot of people may already noticed that, I shamelessly lied to cover everything up. I thought that all my past and problems would fly away if I ever did such thing, but they won't.

The truth is: I was terribly wrong about everything that I said. I judged things and people too quickly; I was arrogant and prepotent; I hurt people that I liked because of my selfishness; and I almost completely destroyed my bound if my mom... Because I wasn't able to tell the truth about my little side properly for her.

It was a mess. A huge mess.

I don't expect any forgiveness, after all, I did terrible things... However, at the least I... *Sniff*... I can't take this weight out of my shoulder. Sorry guys.

Get one while it still fresh as bakery bread with butter!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7784459/

I took a few days, but I finally got my first family member at FA!
I would like to thank for his patience, kindness and for being my daddy as well! <3

Today, whether you like or not, is a historical day for Brazil.
So I decided to wear the flag of my country as one cape. As I was waiting for the bus... A guy came from nowhere in a bicycle, and decided to pull my flag because... Potatoes.

I mean... Seriously guys, this is the flag of OUR country. Not a board that clearly tell if I agree or disagree with the impeachment. So... What's the necessity of this?

I really wanna train my artistic skills. And I think that this is a good way of doing such thing!
I just want to remind: I don't draw NSFW art, so please don't throw a tantrum on it.

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SLOTS:

1 - (DONE!)

2 - (DONE!)

3 - (DONE!)

4 - (DONE!)

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In order to enter, just sent me either a comment or a note (which is more recommendable). Don't forget to put a link of your fursona's ref sheet.

I know that they take care of your teeth's health, and that is important... Specially if your future profession does requires you to look like a Ken doll with a formal suit, all the time. But... Why it hurts so much? And why it is so expensive? X-P

I just made my account, and I was kindly received by two gentle-furs: & . Thanks for doing such thing guys! I will certainly fill my gallery with more and more content as the time passes by! I'm also good with writing, so I'll give it a try on stories as well.

Not sure if somebody else will see this journal, but I'll want to remind the I got a Skype. If you wanna add me for a private and faster chat, make sure to add this username: Alpha Huggie, to your contacts list. Now if you excuuuuuse me! This kitten needs to get his diaper changed, in real life.