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Posted 15 years agoAnd we put on these shells to make ourselves alive.
We pour into them what we want, like a glass, they are stemware for our spirits, distilled and matured, to caper and cavort, to gently menace our inner child. Monsters holding their hands high, and growling with barely suppressed mirth. The promise of the beast popping out from around the corner, frightening in all the safest ways we can imagine, claws blunted, roars muffled inside, the momentary thrill of shock fades into the blissful wonder of spectacle. Lingering like the cordite smoke of a firecracker, wafted to our young noses on a summer's eve.
And shocking it is to see, how something not much bigger than you normally stand, can hold all of this inside itself. More layers should in fact restrict the motion, and in doing so, mute the feeling, the expression. But it doesn't.
Perhaps we do not add something then, but rather take something else away? Perhaps inside, we are still ourselves, minus that which do not desire? Do we control them? are they us? The imaginary friend subsuming our daily routine. Can you truly call it escape if you never actually left?
These things, so empty, grasp hold of our minds, and our hearts.
They hold out to us soft hands, false fangs, and fixed grins.
Perhaps the joy they foretell with unflinching smiles is not something produced when one becomes the other, but has existed separately
needing the unfading wry countenance, to remind us of what we truly feel inside.
And we put on these shells to make ourselves alive.
We pour into them what we want, like a glass, they are stemware for our spirits, distilled and matured, to caper and cavort, to gently menace our inner child. Monsters holding their hands high, and growling with barely suppressed mirth. The promise of the beast popping out from around the corner, frightening in all the safest ways we can imagine, claws blunted, roars muffled inside, the momentary thrill of shock fades into the blissful wonder of spectacle. Lingering like the cordite smoke of a firecracker, wafted to our young noses on a summer's eve.
And shocking it is to see, how something not much bigger than you normally stand, can hold all of this inside itself. More layers should in fact restrict the motion, and in doing so, mute the feeling, the expression. But it doesn't.
Perhaps we do not add something then, but rather take something else away? Perhaps inside, we are still ourselves, minus that which do not desire? Do we control them? are they us? The imaginary friend subsuming our daily routine. Can you truly call it escape if you never actually left?
These things, so empty, grasp hold of our minds, and our hearts.
They hold out to us soft hands, false fangs, and fixed grins.
Perhaps the joy they foretell with unflinching smiles is not something produced when one becomes the other, but has existed separately
needing the unfading wry countenance, to remind us of what we truly feel inside.
And we put on these shells to make ourselves alive.
New FA TOS UPDATES thoughts :D
Posted 15 years agoI'm not a super big fan of cub art.
I honestly detest nekos.
Shota/Loli art is not something i'm big on.
FA is completely within their rights to permit or disallow whatever subject matter they deem fit.
If it isn't your fetish, move along. The entire internet is full of fucked up shit you might not want to be looking at, i figured you people could manage to work up something resembling intestinal fortitude by this point.
and To all the people who assert that drawn cub porn is exactly the same as real child pornography, and that all the people who like it are automatically pedos:
You're a bunch of fucking morons.
That's like saying anyone who watches a horror movie is automatically a closet serial killer.
And really, like you guys have ANY room to diss on someone's fetish fantasy? Last i checked ya'll were here on FA masturbating to what amounts to glorified pictures of bugs goddamn bunny, and pretending to be your own versions of bugs bunny at big conventions of people doing the same thing, and paying tons of money to have people make you costumes of your bugs bunny version to run around in, and some of you fuck in them.
Oh yeah, you're all fine, upstanding, sexually well-adjusted people.
The fact that so many of you are just looking for a target like this to bash on is because you fucks don't have the ability to admit you're perverts. You're fucked up in the head. You want to diddle talking animals (and don't even get me STARTED on ancillary fetishes.) and you can't fucking DEAL with that. So you find yourself a target and stomp all over, mock, and demonize them because it makes you feel THAT much closer to 'normal'.
Way to go, it's like we're all five and back on the playground again, trying to find acceptance.
Ya'll are the real babyfurs.
I honestly detest nekos.
Shota/Loli art is not something i'm big on.
FA is completely within their rights to permit or disallow whatever subject matter they deem fit.
If it isn't your fetish, move along. The entire internet is full of fucked up shit you might not want to be looking at, i figured you people could manage to work up something resembling intestinal fortitude by this point.
and To all the people who assert that drawn cub porn is exactly the same as real child pornography, and that all the people who like it are automatically pedos:
You're a bunch of fucking morons.
That's like saying anyone who watches a horror movie is automatically a closet serial killer.
And really, like you guys have ANY room to diss on someone's fetish fantasy? Last i checked ya'll were here on FA masturbating to what amounts to glorified pictures of bugs goddamn bunny, and pretending to be your own versions of bugs bunny at big conventions of people doing the same thing, and paying tons of money to have people make you costumes of your bugs bunny version to run around in, and some of you fuck in them.
Oh yeah, you're all fine, upstanding, sexually well-adjusted people.
The fact that so many of you are just looking for a target like this to bash on is because you fucks don't have the ability to admit you're perverts. You're fucked up in the head. You want to diddle talking animals (and don't even get me STARTED on ancillary fetishes.) and you can't fucking DEAL with that. So you find yourself a target and stomp all over, mock, and demonize them because it makes you feel THAT much closer to 'normal'.
Way to go, it's like we're all five and back on the playground again, trying to find acceptance.
Ya'll are the real babyfurs.
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Posted 16 years agoI'm flyin through the air, but I intended this.
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW!
What is the likelyhood of me getting a little fornication tonight, thanks to my strong fragrant takashi-wa?
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOW!
What is the likelyhood of me getting a little fornication tonight, thanks to my strong fragrant takashi-wa?
FC Last call thing
Posted 16 years agoHey there, last call for me at FC monday morning here, I' in the lobby lounge for a little while more, playing shatterhand on a mac. If you want to swing by and say hello or whatnot, feel free but I might be gone soon! :D
Holy shit I fucking Forgot it was my birthday today :D
Posted 16 years agoHappy birthday to me! :D 23 spins round the daystar!
FC Journal 1 of like a million others
Posted 16 years agoFC TIME!
I am going to be there!
No hugs from strangers please! Handshakes, rocktaps, respeck-nuckles, high-fives, brofists are all welcome though!
I am going to be there!
No hugs from strangers please! Handshakes, rocktaps, respeck-nuckles, high-fives, brofists are all welcome though!
Avatards
Posted 16 years agohttp://avatar-forums.com/showthread.....=43&page=8
God.
Fucking.
Dammit.
FIFTY ONE PAGES AND GROWING OF PEOPLE BITCHING THAT THEY CANT LIVE ON PANDORA.
A planet which fucking tries to kill you so fucking hard you can't even breathe. I don't think these kids have ever so much as camped in an RV.
They're honestly starting to approach twilight fan levels of stupid.
Especially these choice quotes:
"I love the feeling I get after watching Avatar, I don't care if its depression, it has really opened my eyes. "
Opened your eyes? opened your eyes to WHAT? to the idea that people can be evil? That environmental destruction is BAD? If it took THIS three hour overblown, hamfistedly written (extremely well filmed, and technically wonderful) morality play to open your eyes to these concepts I shudder to think what your teachers and parents go through.
or how about this one?
""just like I said in the dream thread, I looked at my hands and thought "What I wouldn't give..."
Try on: your family, your friends, everyone you've ever known and loved, your grand cultural narrative, the entire history of your being both good and bad. your home, your country, your world, every foible, every limitation, every accomplishment, every piece of technology you use to perpetuate your existence, every song, every dance, every poem, every book. every drawing. Every failed experiment and brilliant invention EVER achieved by humanity. Your legacy.
Am I honestly like the only person left who thinks that humanity is actually pretty badass?
I mean fuck it. The na'vi have like carbon fiber bones, claws, stupid crazy vertical leaping prowess and the strength of like a truck. After millions of years of evolution they rely on basic weaponry, and a USB based ecosystem. Fuck it, they're not even the top of the food chain. Their precious and innovative and marvelous ecosystem means exactly jack shit to a 500 megaton MIRV nuclear missile.
Fuck those pussy thundersmurfs! Do you realize how fucking awesome humanity is?
With comparitively little strength, no fur, no natural protective hides, and dick-all in terms of natural weaponry (that's effective against predators anyway) humans rose to fucking prominence. And these avatards want to give this legacy up? We've been systematically learning how to beat the shit out of animals, nature, mountains, plains, the ocean, and each other for the entirety of our existence. We are fucking AWESOME.
I mean for chrissake, half the shit these avatards want to do is perfectly doable human body. Lets take a look at what makes them so badass, shall we? Their weaponry! God, surely something as magical as a pointy stick must only exist on an alien world far different from our own! Humanity could never dream of inventing something (naginata, yari, guan-dao, partisan, halberd, pilum, glaive, javelin, Tepoztopilli) so powerful!
Their method of acquiring food, Then! Only on Pandora could I Hunt prancing herbivores with a hand-held mini-spear launcher! Never on earth right now in this primitive age could we ever go get a fucking compound bow at a Big5, and go deer hunting.
Their Homes! If only we had such massive firm, solid plant life that stretched toward the heavens, oh how I would long to hoist myself up, gripping it's protrusions as I climbed, so see the beautiful world from an elevated position. Oh if only we could go climb a fucking tree instead of sitting here in a basement bemoaning how we are not part of the Na'vi Master race.
A race so astoundingly well thought out that after ostensibly millions of years of evolution and flight, they haven't managed to figure out their major aerial predator can't look up.
ART! SCIENCE! TACTICS! TOOL USE! IF YOU STUPID AVATARDS COULD QUIT MASTURBATING TO FURRY CAPTAIN PLANET FOR TEN MINUTES YOU'D REALIZE WE ARE COOLER THAN THE NA'VI BECAUSE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THEY EVER DID WE'VE ALLREADY DONE BETTER AND YOU ARE, IN REAL FUCKING LIFE, HEIR TO THAT EVOLUTIONARY LEGACY. JEEZ.
God.
Fucking.
Dammit.
FIFTY ONE PAGES AND GROWING OF PEOPLE BITCHING THAT THEY CANT LIVE ON PANDORA.
A planet which fucking tries to kill you so fucking hard you can't even breathe. I don't think these kids have ever so much as camped in an RV.
They're honestly starting to approach twilight fan levels of stupid.
Especially these choice quotes:
"I love the feeling I get after watching Avatar, I don't care if its depression, it has really opened my eyes. "
Opened your eyes? opened your eyes to WHAT? to the idea that people can be evil? That environmental destruction is BAD? If it took THIS three hour overblown, hamfistedly written (extremely well filmed, and technically wonderful) morality play to open your eyes to these concepts I shudder to think what your teachers and parents go through.
or how about this one?
""just like I said in the dream thread, I looked at my hands and thought "What I wouldn't give..."
Try on: your family, your friends, everyone you've ever known and loved, your grand cultural narrative, the entire history of your being both good and bad. your home, your country, your world, every foible, every limitation, every accomplishment, every piece of technology you use to perpetuate your existence, every song, every dance, every poem, every book. every drawing. Every failed experiment and brilliant invention EVER achieved by humanity. Your legacy.
Am I honestly like the only person left who thinks that humanity is actually pretty badass?
I mean fuck it. The na'vi have like carbon fiber bones, claws, stupid crazy vertical leaping prowess and the strength of like a truck. After millions of years of evolution they rely on basic weaponry, and a USB based ecosystem. Fuck it, they're not even the top of the food chain. Their precious and innovative and marvelous ecosystem means exactly jack shit to a 500 megaton MIRV nuclear missile.
Fuck those pussy thundersmurfs! Do you realize how fucking awesome humanity is?
With comparitively little strength, no fur, no natural protective hides, and dick-all in terms of natural weaponry (that's effective against predators anyway) humans rose to fucking prominence. And these avatards want to give this legacy up? We've been systematically learning how to beat the shit out of animals, nature, mountains, plains, the ocean, and each other for the entirety of our existence. We are fucking AWESOME.
I mean for chrissake, half the shit these avatards want to do is perfectly doable human body. Lets take a look at what makes them so badass, shall we? Their weaponry! God, surely something as magical as a pointy stick must only exist on an alien world far different from our own! Humanity could never dream of inventing something (naginata, yari, guan-dao, partisan, halberd, pilum, glaive, javelin, Tepoztopilli) so powerful!
Their method of acquiring food, Then! Only on Pandora could I Hunt prancing herbivores with a hand-held mini-spear launcher! Never on earth right now in this primitive age could we ever go get a fucking compound bow at a Big5, and go deer hunting.
Their Homes! If only we had such massive firm, solid plant life that stretched toward the heavens, oh how I would long to hoist myself up, gripping it's protrusions as I climbed, so see the beautiful world from an elevated position. Oh if only we could go climb a fucking tree instead of sitting here in a basement bemoaning how we are not part of the Na'vi Master race.
A race so astoundingly well thought out that after ostensibly millions of years of evolution and flight, they haven't managed to figure out their major aerial predator can't look up.
ART! SCIENCE! TACTICS! TOOL USE! IF YOU STUPID AVATARDS COULD QUIT MASTURBATING TO FURRY CAPTAIN PLANET FOR TEN MINUTES YOU'D REALIZE WE ARE COOLER THAN THE NA'VI BECAUSE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THEY EVER DID WE'VE ALLREADY DONE BETTER AND YOU ARE, IN REAL FUCKING LIFE, HEIR TO THAT EVOLUTIONARY LEGACY. JEEZ.
Finally 2009 in music is now made awesome!
Posted 16 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ
These songs are finally given the treatment of not sucking hardcore! :D
These songs are finally given the treatment of not sucking hardcore! :D
Avatar
Posted 16 years agoDespite my 3D glasses, all the characters were still 2 dimensional.
I think I have a creepier icon than ChimeraSynx
Posted 16 years agoSeriously, I honestly think i'd be more terrified to see my icon hovering in my doorway than 
chimerasynx
chimerasynxThe Single best games for the PS2 Hands Fucking Down
Posted 16 years agoThe Way of the Samurai Series.
Fantastic Action RPG game. Hunt for swords by slaying others, build up the attributes of swords you like, a dynamic, just complex-enough system to keep your interest without requiring difficult thumb inputs, Choose-your-own adventure gameplay keeps individual playthroughs short, but with a multitudes of endings that small descisions impact.
Slay who you want, when you want, but be careful, if you die, you lose your sword.
with tons of swords to find and build, and many different sword-usage styles, gameplay rarely gets old. Play on finishing-blow difficulty and venture into a world of 1 hit kills, for both you and the enemy.
GET THESE GAMES. YOU WILL NOT REGRET THE PURCHASE
Fantastic Action RPG game. Hunt for swords by slaying others, build up the attributes of swords you like, a dynamic, just complex-enough system to keep your interest without requiring difficult thumb inputs, Choose-your-own adventure gameplay keeps individual playthroughs short, but with a multitudes of endings that small descisions impact.
Slay who you want, when you want, but be careful, if you die, you lose your sword.
with tons of swords to find and build, and many different sword-usage styles, gameplay rarely gets old. Play on finishing-blow difficulty and venture into a world of 1 hit kills, for both you and the enemy.
GET THESE GAMES. YOU WILL NOT REGRET THE PURCHASE
Also He-Man
Posted 16 years agoHis visage boils with scarce-contained lust at your filthy doodles.
Ha Ha, new avatar.
Posted 16 years agoLOOK AT HIM. HE STARES INTO YOUR SOUL, AND MASTURBATES AT WHAT HE SEES.
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