Just so you all know, I'm working on another project right now, and it's going to keep me occupied for a while. It'll probably be a long time before you see the next page of Big Brother Turd.

I'm trying to re-write both of my ongoing comics. I won't change any of the pages I've uploaded so far unless I feel like I really have to, but I have other pages I've sketched but not finished yet.

I made the mistake in the past of starting my comics without figuring out exactly how I wanted them to go, and there are parts of both of them I want to change. I'm currently in the process of typing out an outline for Big Brother Turd and will get to Demigod Daycare eventually.

Anyway, I think it would help me to hear what those of you who've been following my comics would like to see in them. I'm mostly looking for ideas for Demigod Daycare, but ideas for Big Brother Turd are appreciated as well. I can't promise I'll use every idea, but I'll give credit for the ones I use.

I look forward to hearing your suggestions.

With all the shit that's going on right now, I'm worried Washington DC is going to get bombed. I don't want to disclose where I live, but let's just say if that happens, I'll be in the midst of it.

I'm fucking terrified right now. I hope you guys get to see more installments of my comics.

Does anyone know where I can find good SFW age-regression fan-fictions? I've got a particular craving at the moment.

I'm approaching my next step towards getting my driver's license. There's a program in my area that would accept me right away. My first session with them is on Tuesday, and I'll probably have homework.

I say this because I'm not sure what it will mean for my comics. I'll still try to work a little bit each day (except on my off-days), but with this on my agenda, I might not be able to work as fast or keep a consistent schedule.

At the moment, nothing is certain. Just don't be surprised if I don't upload as frequently or as consistently.

I don't have a job yet and don't plan to start looking for one until I have my driver's license. I'm also tired of sitting around wasting time all day; I need something productive to do.

As such, I've decided to upload page-a-week comics. I already have my South Park comic, Big Brother Turd, in progress, and I also have another one I've been sketching out pages of.

If you're not interested in the comics, just know that this is what I'll be doing. If you are interested, here's what to expect:

1. I'll alternate between working on pages of Big Brother Turd and pages of my other comic, so if I upload a page of Big Brother Turd one week, you can expect I'll upload a page of the other comic the following week, and vice versa. Since I've already uploaded six pages of Big Brother Turd, I'll start with page 1 of the other comic, and work will begin tomorrow.

2. At the moment, I'm not setting a specific day of the week to upload the comic pages. My plan is to work on a little bit of the comic a day until it's finished, rest the day after I finish and upload it, then repeat the cycle. I might even have to skip a day or two of work for what ever reason. For instance, on February 12th, I have an interview scheduled for a possible driving school, so I might not be able to work that day. Just know that I'll work at my own schedule and try to get a page out each week whenever possible.

Thank you for reading. I'll let you know if I have any updates.

So, a little over a year ago, I drew this: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54639769/

Basically, it illustrates part of a Percy Jackson AU of mine: an AB daycare for demigods run by Hebe, the goddess of youth.

Well, now I'm working on a serialized comic taking place in that daycare (I'm thinking of alternating between uploading pages of it and pages of my South Park comic, Big Brother Turd, that is, I'll upload a page of Big Brother Turd one week and a page of the daycare comic the week after and so on).

I already have quite a few pages sketched out, but now I've got writer's block, and I want to dedicate parts of the story to fleshing out the daycare, you know, showing how this magical daycare made by and for Greek mythological beings works, but I'm having trouble thinking of ideas.

Here are a few of my ideas:

- The daycare and its caretakers (and, by extension, Hebe) are able to sense what makes each individual Little tick, that is, what brings out their little side, what traumas they're trying to heal, what their likes and dislikes are, et cetera. However, sometimes their senses glitch up and make assumptions based on certain traits the Little possesses (hence Piper's frilly dress in my drawing).

- While Hebe runs the daycare, she doesn't work there as a caretaker (I thought of having her do that initially, but after reading Chalice of the Gods, I decided that wasn't in character for her). The caretakers are the restless souls of parents who lost their child and died without having a new one; they work at the daycare to fulfill their unfinished business, so they can move on to the Underworld. They also appear to each individual Little as their strongest parental figure (for instance, if Percy looked at one of them, he'd see them as his mother, Sally).

- The daycare is accessible through Hebe's arcade, Hebe Jeebies, as seen in Chalice of the Gods and requires a special code word given only to Littles and their caretakers.

- The daycare has separate areas for other mythological creatures, like gods, satyrs, and nymphs, and the demigod area is available for demigods of all pantheons, provided they know a Greek demigod who's able to lead them there.

- The books in the reading corner are manipulated by the Mist and take advantage of the demigods' dyslexia; they're legible only to caretakers and give Littles the illusion of not having learned to read yet.

- The caretakers are prepared for Littles losing control of their powers and forgetting that their powers have consequences. When a Little loses control, the caretakers clean up their mess, heal anyone who's been hurt, and take the Little into another room until they've calmed down. They also develop personalized tricks for helping Littles remember their powers' consequences.

So, yeah, I've got quite a few ideas, but I feel like I need more. Preferably, I'd like some ideas relating to playtime, activities, and toys, you know, in line with what I said about books.

You don't need to know the story's general plot. I'm looking for ideas on how the daycare functions.

You also don't need to have too much inside knowledge of Percy Jackson. I'm just looking for how to build a magic daycare made by and for Greek mythological creatures.

Oh, and please, no kinky ideas. Hebe's the goddess of youth; she oversees those looking to heal their inner child. People who derive sexual pleasure from being treated like a baby aren't her department. Not to mention most demigods don't live to adulthood, so this daycare mostly consists of teenagers.

Finally, if I use any ideas, I'll credit whoever suggested them.

Please, give me some ideas.

If you've seen my previous journal, then you know I said I'd open requests again once I've sorted myself out and worked on a few personal projects.

Well, I'm sorry to say, I've changed my mind. I'm closing requests permanently. I'll still complete the ones I've already been given; I just won't accept any new ones.

I'm close to graduating from college, after which I'll be tasked with looking for a job and adjusting to life in the working world. I don't want to do free art on top of that. It would just be an unnecessary burden, plus, I have to be in the right headspace to work on requests, which would be near impossible to achieve when I'm constantly stressed out from work. I hope you all understand.

I'll still accept art trades and commissions. If you want me to draw for you, it will have to be in the form of either of those. If you're not an artist and don't have money to spend, find another artist. Same rules apply: no NSFW (including wet/messy diapers), be patient, don't overwork me or visit me too often, if you don't want diapers, visit my Garf1eld account.

That's it, guys. See you around and don't ask me for any more requests.

If you've read Percy Jackson, you'll understand the title convention.

Now, I've been rekindling my interest in Greek mythology lately. Last time I was this into it, I was 14. That phase of mine wasn't all rainbows and ambrosia, and it wasn't just because of my fundie-Christian nanny who couldn't tell the difference between reading about Greek gods and worshipping them.

Now, I know some of you will get bored without any diaper talk, so here it is:

Maybe a few of you know how my interest works. Every so often, my brain has a lottery to choose at random a character to obsess over seeing either as a baby or dressed/acting like one. It's not a sexual thing, let me make that clear. It brings me this weird sense of comfort, kind of like a security blanket for my brain. I don't know how to explain it; I'm what ableist Internet trolls call a "sperg", so my brain is weird.

Anyway, guess which mythology character my brain lottery picked during my previous mythology phase. Just guess.

Give up?

It was Athena, a.k.a. the goddess who, according to myths, was born from Zeus' head, fully grown and in full battle armor.

...

Well, phooey. (Pardon my French)

Unfortunately, I can't choose which character I fixate on next. It would be nice if I could; someone out there probably thinks I'm a pedophile.

Even worse, back then, I didn't know what an ABDL was, so it wasn't like I could reimagine her as one and get full satisfaction. I probably would've been okay if I had. After all, around that time, my younger sister drew "Afro-dite and Clown Zeus", and she's still here.

Probably would be tough even for the goddess of wisdom to explain how she takes a break from being a goddess.

Zeus: "Athena, I...uh..."
Athena: "DAD! I CAN EXPLAIN!"
Zeus: "...I can finally take baby photos!"

Later...

Ares: "Dad, I...I think I might be bisexual"
Zeus: "YOU'RE DISGUSTING! GET OUT OF MY FACE! YOU'RE NOT MY SON ANYMORE!"

Sorry, got a little off track there.

Anyway, while my fixation is long gone, rekindling my interest also rekindled the pain I felt back then, which is FREAKING ANNOYING!!!! It's like when you're trying to sleep or work, and you suddenly remember some stupid thing you did or said five years ago.

I just hope this passes soon.

Well thanks for reading my stupid essay, and have a nice day.

Yours truly,

Alter "Emotional Headache" Acc

I'm not drawing wet/messy diaper art anymore.

While it's never been something I'd draw just for myself, I used to be willing to draw it if someone requested it. That is, until two recent incidents changed my mind.

Incident #1:

Back in, I believe, February, a user, whom I'll call "Hal", asked me to draw King from The Owl House hypnotized in a messy diaper, which I agreed to without thinking.

Now, before I go on, I should mention that, instead of uploading requests as I finish them, I finish every single one on my plate, then upload them all at once. This way I avoid drawing attention to myself, so I don't get hounded by hopeful requesters when I already have so many to finish.

On that note, it took a loooooong while for me to finish my queue. When Hal contacted me, I was in the middle of a particularly strenuous college term and didn't want to work on anything not for school. I finished Hal's request, along with some others, during spring break but still had a long way to go. My spring term wasn't as strenuous, so I was able to make time for requests, but I still had to put schoolwork first.

Then, in May, I found out Hal had a couple dark secrets. People reported having done art trades with them, only to never receive their half, which, by itself, would've made me reconsider fulfilling Hal's request. However, the next one really shook me up: Hal was a MINOR requesting NSFW diaper art while lying about their age!

On a side note, given the new policy, it probably wouldn't have been safe to upload Hal's request even if they were a legal adult. If you know what King looks like, he probably counts as a "minor coded character", and the policy is against minors being hypnotized.

Incident #2:

Perhaps a little less than a month after the Hal incident, another user, whom I'll call "Pat" asked me to draw Husk from Hazbin Hotel in a messy diaper. Having been wisened up by Hal, I asked Pat to prove they were a legal adult. They asked how, and I suggested sending me a photo of their birth date listed on any trustworthy document, which may not be the most ethical way, but it's the only one I could think of.

Anyway, Pat wasn't sure how to send photos through this site, so I tried to teach them how to upload photos through Google Drive. However, they found the process too complicated and decided they'd rather cancel their request and go to someone else. Reasonable enough, but, unfortunately, I have a hard time letting stuff go. I thought I could help Pat understand the process, but all I succeeded at was getting them fed up with me. They said to stop pressing them for details, that they no longer wanted the request, and to not message them again, or else they'd block me...and that was the end of that.

I realized I don't want to go through something like this again every time someone asks me for wet or messy diaper art. I don't want to overcomplicate things, get more people mad at me, or make myself look like a creep.

By all means, it was my fault for getting Pat mad at me. I should've accepted that they'd changed their mind and moved on. However, I feel that if I'm going to have someone verify their age, only for them to decide it's not worth it and have their request cancelled, I might as well not accept these requests in the first place. I'm not saying this will 100% happen every time, it's just, if there's a chance of it, it's not worth the risk. I'm also not sure how to have someone verify their age without making myself look suspicious.

Between these two incidents, I've decided it's just not worth it. I don't want to draw NSFW diaper art for someone, only to find out they're underage, and I don't want to get someone to prove their age, just to cause confusion, anger, and whatever else, and ultimately end up not drawing the request. It just feels like a lose/lose situation. I don't enjoy drawing any form of NSFW art anyway. I'd still rather draw NSFW diaper art than regular porn, but, overall, I'd much rather draw either wholesome pics of characters enjoying being babies or anything with a twist of humor.

What's more, I'm worried drawing this type of art will get me in trouble in the future, not just on this site, but in real life too. I'm not sure my family would understand, and if I ever become a public figure within the art industry, and someone finds this, I'll be another John Krikfalusi or Dave "Shmorky" Kelly: a once renowned artist outed as a sick, disgusting, pedophile.

(Please don't any of you take that last part literally. I'm saying that's how the public would see me.)

So, yeah. My mind's made up. I won't accept any future requests involving wet or messy diapers.

Now, I know a couple of my friends are into that sort of thing, and if that's you, don't worry. I won't cut contact with you. If it's what you're into, you do you. I'm just not drawing it anymore. That's it.

Ciao.