I guess Furfright this year was the last one, that sucks =[
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5306473

Went there. Yep.

So I go and do a routine brake-pad replacement on my car yesterday. Turns out I had to spend $100 more to get a new caliper and rotor (the caliper didn't come in till today) and then we put that on and find out the new one is DEFECTIVE! So I get to wait another day without my car because of the facking parts wont be in till tomorrow morning now. /endfirstworldproblemrant

I've been at basic training for the last 2 months and missed so much back home. I have been removed from training because I had a few meltdowns, well more than a few, I had a lot of meltdowns. By meltdown I mean in tears in front leaning rest position (push position for non military peep here) for god knows what reason. I know that that say that you will cry in BCT but I guess I did too much. Why? Well now I'm being discharged for past issues that I didn't tell them about when I joined. I guess I just thought I could be a better person or something and just fight those issues with pure force. I guess I thought that if I was forced to do it o could overcome my shortcomings, and at the end be ... well just be a man

I am going ot be gone after tonight for a while, going to BCT in Fort Benning Georgia so I wish all of you good luck till I see/talk to you next.
I am going to be down there for approximately 4 months so I am pretty hyped up about this =P
Cya all in 4 months xD BYE BYE

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zey are so cute!!!

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Ti husky be livestreaming right now =P

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Well my Girlfriend durp <333

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Night is fun but waking up in the morning and dooingz it is even more fun =P

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
depends on the night I dont really care either way

4. Do you masturbate?
yeah >.<

5. How often? Lately?
ehhh once or twice in the last week =/

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Not that I can think of :O

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
I mostly take hot showers but bath every once in a while with me huskeh butt is nice

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yus it can be very awkward to do >.>

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Every once and a while its nice to sit down at night and just look things up

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I personally like my partner to be passive >:]

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes of course <33

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Hardly at all except real life friends

13. Would you choose love or money?
Love, I cant explain it but I would rather be with someone and knowing that they love me is enough to go on =]

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Handcuffs/bondage of any kind, nibbling annnd well I guess groping O_o

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
once before but I rather not say T_T

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Romantically I would say my bed I cant think of any other place that would be romantic anyways xD

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
My car on the side of the road while traveling to a friends house

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yeah... Multiple times actually and once by the Po-po >.<

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
no I havent actually now that I think about it =P

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Not even old enough to goto one yet haha

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Still not old enough O_O

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
what does this questionair not get about me not being old enough!

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
no

24. What's your sexuality?
Straight

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
nope

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
at my GFs house yes xD

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
not at all =P

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
yeah I bought ONE thing from a store xD

29. Bought something from an adult store?
yus a toy of certain proportions >.>

30. Do you own any sex toys?
I did untill it was lost at AC '11 D:

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
2 one was a bad dragon toy and teh other just a vibrator (these be for my GF MIND YOU!!)

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
I think she might >.>

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
NO Never! that would eb horrible =[

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
yeah its kinda fun =P

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
I tried it once long ago, didnt really do it for me

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Deffinately anything to do with remotely exposing your parts is sex

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy, Missionary, andd oh god idk xD

38. What's your favorite sex act?
groping my partner and groaning

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Yes >.> it was really fun but it wa s one time thing only =P

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Pfftt not many people =P

I jsut get bored alot lately O_o
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just playing games again http://www.ustream.tv/channel/amaki.....ate-night-show

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right now I am playing League of Legends xD

We have gotten Tis account back and she is very happy about it!!!

So today my Girlfriends FA was hacked  tiweezles everyone and anyone do not take anythign seriously that is on or from this account untill otherwise stated by this account Ti is behind me and knows that I am typing this right now. thank you everyone

So I have to be up at about 3:30-4:30 in the morning tomorrow and get going to PA, dis iss gonna be funzorz.... The drive would be hell if I had to drive the whole way but thankfully we have  PhelanWulfferth to do teh second half of the journey!!!
I will be traveling with my lovable Huskybutt  tiweezles
her sister  xtaintedredx
both  caepha and  yoogain

We are going to be meeting up with sever other friends down in PA like  Binky  Gilian and some others like  FancyMissLady

Hope to see all of you soon!!!!!

So recently a Unnamed person broke up with another Unnamed person in what shes portrayed as her not wanting to be tied down by this BF when she went to college..... They are already in a long distance relationship, whats teh difference if shes going to college? its just alittel bit different in mileage and honestly this guy does omre for her than any other BF she has ever had, she was LUCKY to have him. She ignored him constantly and in stead of tlaking to him she would be online with friends and more recently hanging out with some fur that she jsut met nearby, dont get me wrong there is nothing here saying she isnt allowed to do this stuff but she had been hanging out with this one guy instead of tallking/ even paying attentiong to her BF and then almsot right after this all happened she broke up with him.
I jsut find this so fishy its not even funny, me AND several real life friends who are also fiends with this girl KNOW these reasons are shenanigans and well I am tired of seeing people getting hurt.

On a side note I am extremly tired atm and I will pass out in T-minus 5 minutes after this has been posted.......ZzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzz

I guess you would call this the "counter-journal" to Ti's earlier one..
I cant say I can argue with her on the fact that I can get a bit stressed while playing games, especially Modern Warfare 2 and Bad Company 2 they are really fast paced and can get annoying, but I'm not always as aggravated as she will always say I am, she gets aggravated at the things that I normaly do even if I am not playing games. I have ADD and depression, I'm not using those as an excuse but sometimes I just dont hear what she says and sometimes I dont hear what she says alot (sigh). It can just as frustrating for me as it is for her.
Secondly I get depressed randomly and I dont know why (please dont ask) its something I have always dealt with one way or another. And please dont say that I should get help or think about medicine, I have tried that stuff and the medicine makes me feel... well not me and as far as the counselling goes I have tried that too and it didnt help at all either, I find more comfort talking to friend about my problems and stuff, and even at that I only talk to my closest friends about stuff like that anyways.
And finaly Me and her are on Skype WITH VOICE for at least 4 hours every day, and I honestly dont have much to talk about when I wake up at 11 play a few games till I have to goto work say goodbye to her and then get home at near midnight, I thne talk her to sleep every night and play some games after that. I work ever other day and the days I dont work I stay at home and guess what? GAME! I have nothing else to do. I dont have so much money because I try and save as much as I can for stuff later on liek the moivies and AnthroCon and all this other stuff, I actually saved $884 for my computer and I feel damn proud for that. Anyways I am straying off topic this took me about an hour to complete if that tells you anythign about my writing skill...

So after about 3 years of saving, wishing and learning more and more about computers I finally bought myself a new gaming computer off of Newegg on Friday, March 5th and just got it delivered today Tuesday,March 10th I am super excited for this to be my first build!!!11! I will hopefully post pics soon =]

So I logged off my Steam account today trying to fix a bug in the Community section of the program, unfortunately the password ended up being something I DIDN'T know and now I am locked out of my account, the best part is I cant get the password just sent to my Email they have to have a security code and a secret question. Unfortunately AGAIN I don't know the answer to the question, so now I am at the point of contacting support and its taking godly forever to get a response....
So basically all I have done today is sit here at my computer doing NOTHING, the only good part of my day was hanging out with Ti on SL for an hour or two <33

Wish me luck because I am really annoyed at this and I don't know if I can get any sleep..... gawd I am tired....

So my friend decided to make a group on Facebook called Murr, and he wants to make it to 100 fans by monday. I want each and every one of you to post this somewhere and lets get as many people in this group as we can =P

Jaguars is tired now he sleepz

stolen from  asunakagura

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Total = 10 Points

Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (no make-up though xD)
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like. (sometimes =P)
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[] You wear girl underwear.
[] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 4 Points

lol I knew it!!!!!

Stolen from  xtaintedredx
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]



[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[no but multiple warnings] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[well tryed to] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[again tried to] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[x] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 35

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 40

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 46

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 54