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Urgent help needed!
Posted 3 years ago
ShinigamiTF lives in Donbas region, Ukraine and their city is currently under shelling everyday!Their house was damaged from fragments of artillery shells and they need help to get to a safer place right now
Please, if you can, help them out by commissioning them or just support them via their boosty!
Here's also their journal about the situation:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
SKETCH COMMISSION SLOT OPEN
Posted 4 years agoHeya there!
I'm ready to take another sketch commission. Currently open for one more slot :3
Here u can see examples, all the info and eventually claim one if ya want!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
I'm ready to take another sketch commission. Currently open for one more slot :3
Here u can see examples, all the info and eventually claim one if ya want!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40268651/
OMG CHECK THIS OUT
Posted 4 years agoHey fellas! Look what cool stuff my dearest friends are doing!! I bet y'all will LOVE this OwO
Here's a fresh new YCH by wonderful
Wive~ Attack on titan? NO! It's an attack on your heart!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
And look at this delicious ART RAFFLE by amazing
Metonka!! You better hurry up to participate in it!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
And make sure to follow these gorgeous, marvelous and very talented girls so you don't miss out on all of their awesome and beautiful artwork coming up! These sweet angels deserve all the love and support for their great efforts, so let's go support Wive and Metonka with all our activity! <3 <3 <3
Here's a fresh new YCH by wonderful
Wive~ Attack on titan? NO! It's an attack on your heart!!https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40575953/
And look at this delicious ART RAFFLE by amazing
Metonka!! You better hurry up to participate in it!https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40556859/
And make sure to follow these gorgeous, marvelous and very talented girls so you don't miss out on all of their awesome and beautiful artwork coming up! These sweet angels deserve all the love and support for their great efforts, so let's go support
Wive and Metonka with all our activity! <3 <3 <3just some thoughts
Posted 4 years agoum, well, idk how to call this, maybe life update? 2020 summary? just my whining? i dunno, but also not like this matters a lot.
no one asked me to do this too, but whatever. there are just some thought that i just want to write down publicly instead hiding them in sorta diary of mine like usual. mostly like a monologue with myself.
there will be probably a long-read, and u don't have to read it obviously, there is none of any important info about my work/comms/or anything related to this, so feel free to skip this x)
also i think i will put here a tw/ mental.. health.. problems? like, i dunno how to classify this, but there will be probably some triggering things for someone, idk. so just in case if u know u may be triggered by some stuff, please, do not continue to read, close this tab and better go watch smth cute, funny and comforting for urself! for example, here is a twitter account of cute and hella adorable cows, i love it and so u better go check them out too - https://twitter.com/CowoftheDay1
well, i think lots of u seen how many artists do this 2020 summary of art, right? this is something that kinda motivated me to start writing this journal. idk how it will go, so i will just go with a flow of what i'd want to share next i guess. so, well, i also wanted to do that art summary myself, but i realized i simply can't look at my own art, i never felt like this before and it seemed weird to me. i feel somehow.. i dunno, kinda ashamed of it? like, i know this sounds sorta ridiculous, but on the other side i also know for sure i could have produce much more qualitative work, i could do better.. but still i didn't. i feel guilty for this. and even more i feel guilty before each of my customers.
first half of the year been pretty much productive for me. i kinda did a lot of commissions, i mostly managed not to miss deadlines as much as it can happen now, and i even managed to quite successfully live off of this income! just like a dreamed in my teen years. but, welp, i don't quite understand yet what happened next but i just begun failing at everything.. kinda? maybe it was a burnout or something, i just lost any energy resource i ever had, my health state got worse with regular headaches, a pain in the whole body, nausea, trouble sleeping and eating, and else. and most of the problems were (and still are) in my head. i had and still have a lot of those self-destructive thought. i started having everyday breakdowns again, just like i did when i was in a very toxic and abusive relationship with my first partner, couldn't sleep without crying until i just pass out due to lack of any energy left. i mean, i don't have it still like this rn, it did flatten a little.. but only "a little" if i'd be honest.
i also kinda had a lot of those thoughts of um.. "not wanting to live" for about past ~6 months. it is not quite easy to talk about that tbh, part of me realizes it is completely wrong to think this way, but the other part just desperately doesn't want to uh.. "exist" in a world anymore. i know i am too cowardly to do somethings, but just.. i don't want to be. i mean, i see no future for myself, i see no sense of existing for me, i just wish i was never born. i dunno what to do with my life, i feel completely lost, like a helpless blind kitten in the dark. well, damn, this shit is difficult to share, but even more painful it is to continue keeping all of it to myself. i am scared of dying but further more i have no will for living. i lost any sense of any goal i ever wanted to reach, i don't want anything anymore and now i don't know what to do.
i understand it might be probably some kind of mental issue or smth, but i don't want to self-diagnose myself and i can't afford seeing a therapist/psychologist too. this sucks, but nothing i can do about it rn.
the worst part of this - i dunno how to manage this state and it currently affects all my aspects of life - my work, my social interactions, my physical health and just everything. for past half a year i barely could spend at least 2-3 hours working aka drawing commissions per day. i feel like any type of activity drains me to zero and i only hate myself even more for this. i do not understand why this happens or how to fix this. every morning it is like u don't want to wake up at all, u don't want to get up, like u're confined to your bed. u don't feel like eating or drinking. shower? what for? u just want to wither away in your self-pity. nothing interests u, you're empty. nothing to live for. and u also hate urself for this.
i know all of this may sound like "seeking for attention" or smth, but it's really not. i just mostly wanted to load out all those thoughts from my head to somewhere else. like, not to tell those to someone specific, but to release them into somewhere, just vanish them, to take this load off the shoulders. like, y'know, it accumulated. just bear with me, ok
and there are also a lot of stuff left untold of course, and idk if i will ever continue sharing this kind of personal stuff like this, but if you got to this place then.. i am thankful to u for the attention and the time u spent to read my nonsense x)
i will live it here or maybe will delete it later. we'll see.
in conclusion, 2020 was a fucked up year for all of us. and i wanna hope that all of it's messed up shit will be left in the past from now on. i hope y'all are doing really fine and have great holidays. and i really want to believe this year will get better for all of us and great and wonderful changes await for every one of you. stay safe and take care of yourselves <3
no one asked me to do this too, but whatever. there are just some thought that i just want to write down publicly instead hiding them in sorta diary of mine like usual. mostly like a monologue with myself.
there will be probably a long-read, and u don't have to read it obviously, there is none of any important info about my work/comms/or anything related to this, so feel free to skip this x)
also i think i will put here a tw/ mental.. health.. problems? like, i dunno how to classify this, but there will be probably some triggering things for someone, idk. so just in case if u know u may be triggered by some stuff, please, do not continue to read, close this tab and better go watch smth cute, funny and comforting for urself! for example, here is a twitter account of cute and hella adorable cows, i love it and so u better go check them out too - https://twitter.com/CowoftheDay1
well, i think lots of u seen how many artists do this 2020 summary of art, right? this is something that kinda motivated me to start writing this journal. idk how it will go, so i will just go with a flow of what i'd want to share next i guess. so, well, i also wanted to do that art summary myself, but i realized i simply can't look at my own art, i never felt like this before and it seemed weird to me. i feel somehow.. i dunno, kinda ashamed of it? like, i know this sounds sorta ridiculous, but on the other side i also know for sure i could have produce much more qualitative work, i could do better.. but still i didn't. i feel guilty for this. and even more i feel guilty before each of my customers.
first half of the year been pretty much productive for me. i kinda did a lot of commissions, i mostly managed not to miss deadlines as much as it can happen now, and i even managed to quite successfully live off of this income! just like a dreamed in my teen years. but, welp, i don't quite understand yet what happened next but i just begun failing at everything.. kinda? maybe it was a burnout or something, i just lost any energy resource i ever had, my health state got worse with regular headaches, a pain in the whole body, nausea, trouble sleeping and eating, and else. and most of the problems were (and still are) in my head. i had and still have a lot of those self-destructive thought. i started having everyday breakdowns again, just like i did when i was in a very toxic and abusive relationship with my first partner, couldn't sleep without crying until i just pass out due to lack of any energy left. i mean, i don't have it still like this rn, it did flatten a little.. but only "a little" if i'd be honest.
i also kinda had a lot of those thoughts of um.. "not wanting to live" for about past ~6 months. it is not quite easy to talk about that tbh, part of me realizes it is completely wrong to think this way, but the other part just desperately doesn't want to uh.. "exist" in a world anymore. i know i am too cowardly to do somethings, but just.. i don't want to be. i mean, i see no future for myself, i see no sense of existing for me, i just wish i was never born. i dunno what to do with my life, i feel completely lost, like a helpless blind kitten in the dark. well, damn, this shit is difficult to share, but even more painful it is to continue keeping all of it to myself. i am scared of dying but further more i have no will for living. i lost any sense of any goal i ever wanted to reach, i don't want anything anymore and now i don't know what to do.
i understand it might be probably some kind of mental issue or smth, but i don't want to self-diagnose myself and i can't afford seeing a therapist/psychologist too. this sucks, but nothing i can do about it rn.
the worst part of this - i dunno how to manage this state and it currently affects all my aspects of life - my work, my social interactions, my physical health and just everything. for past half a year i barely could spend at least 2-3 hours working aka drawing commissions per day. i feel like any type of activity drains me to zero and i only hate myself even more for this. i do not understand why this happens or how to fix this. every morning it is like u don't want to wake up at all, u don't want to get up, like u're confined to your bed. u don't feel like eating or drinking. shower? what for? u just want to wither away in your self-pity. nothing interests u, you're empty. nothing to live for. and u also hate urself for this.
i know all of this may sound like "seeking for attention" or smth, but it's really not. i just mostly wanted to load out all those thoughts from my head to somewhere else. like, not to tell those to someone specific, but to release them into somewhere, just vanish them, to take this load off the shoulders. like, y'know, it accumulated. just bear with me, ok
and there are also a lot of stuff left untold of course, and idk if i will ever continue sharing this kind of personal stuff like this, but if you got to this place then.. i am thankful to u for the attention and the time u spent to read my nonsense x)
i will live it here or maybe will delete it later. we'll see.
in conclusion, 2020 was a fucked up year for all of us. and i wanna hope that all of it's messed up shit will be left in the past from now on. i hope y'all are doing really fine and have great holidays. and i really want to believe this year will get better for all of us and great and wonderful changes await for every one of you. stay safe and take care of yourselves <3
Commissions are [closed]
Posted 5 years ago23/01/21 UPD: current info and prices are outdated. For any questions - feel free to note me.
Greetings!
Opening few slots. By claiming the slot you can choose any type of commission listed below. Currently open only for flat colored options.
Here you can read all the important info about process/ extra payments/ do & don't and etc. - LINK
By ordering a commission you confirm that you have read and agree with my ToS! Also I won't accept commissions from fresh and/or empty accounts
Slots:
1.
Ulf_Ulfrson
2.
lonewolfhowling
3.
• [Portrait or Сlose-up] • Price: flatcolored - 30 usd
• [Thigh up] • Price: flatcolored - 55 usd
• [Fullbody] • Price: flatcolored - 75 usd
Example #1
Example #2
Example #3
If you'd like to take a slot, comment below or note me and if you have any questions, feel free to ask. Thank you for your attention! <3
Greetings!
Opening few slots. By claiming the slot you can choose any type of commission listed below. Currently open only for flat colored options.
Here you can read all the important info about process/ extra payments/ do & don't and etc. - LINK
By ordering a commission you confirm that you have read and agree with my ToS! Also I won't accept commissions from fresh and/or empty accounts
Slots:
1.
Ulf_Ulfrson 2.
lonewolfhowling3.
• [Portrait or Сlose-up] • Price: flatcolored - 30 usd
• [Thigh up] • Price: flatcolored - 55 usd
• [Fullbody] • Price: flatcolored - 75 usd
Example #1
Example #2
Example #3
If you'd like to take a slot, comment below or note me and if you have any questions, feel free to ask. Thank you for your attention! <3
Commissions delay
Posted 5 years agoHello there, guys!
I want to appeal to those who expect commissions from me at a given moment and I want to warn you there may be some delays atm.
Couple of days ago I've broke a tooth by eating crackers (yeah, lucky me) and its damage turned out quite worse than I expected. By discussing with my dentist I'll need to go through several procedures and in the end I'll need to replace that tooth with an implant. This gonna steal some of my time and also stresses me a bit, 'cause all this dental stuff is freakin expensive and it's going to eat up almost all my savings. So, all this can slow me down a little bit and I'm terribly sorry for all sorts of delays. I'll try to keep up to work my way through as best as I can and minimize delays as possible.
Just wanted to give people waiting an update on where I am at the moment. So please, guys watch your health (both physical and mental tho) and stay safe <3
I want to appeal to those who expect commissions from me at a given moment and I want to warn you there may be some delays atm.
Couple of days ago I've broke a tooth by eating crackers (yeah, lucky me) and its damage turned out quite worse than I expected. By discussing with my dentist I'll need to go through several procedures and in the end I'll need to replace that tooth with an implant. This gonna steal some of my time and also stresses me a bit, 'cause all this dental stuff is freakin expensive and it's going to eat up almost all my savings. So, all this can slow me down a little bit and I'm terribly sorry for all sorts of delays. I'll try to keep up to work my way through as best as I can and minimize delays as possible.
Just wanted to give people waiting an update on where I am at the moment. So please, guys watch your health (both physical and mental tho) and stay safe <3
Commissions status: [closed]
Posted 5 years agoHello! Hope your 2020 starts well~
And here I'm ready to open comms! :3
Here you can read all the important info about process/ extra payments/ do & don't and etc. - https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....HnofmF5Ak/edit
By ordering a commission you confirm that you have read and agree with my ToS!
Portrait / Сlose-up
Example for close-up #1, example for close-up #2
Price: flatcolored - 30usd / shaded - 40usd
1. Ulf_Ulfrson - on hold
2.
Thigh up
Price: flatcolored - 55usd / shaded - 70usd
Example #1, example #2
1.
2.
Fullbody
Price: flatcolored - 75usd / shaded - 90usd
Example #1, example #2
1.
Hyndis (3 pieces)
2.
If you'd like to take a slot comment below or note me! ^^
And here I'm ready to open comms! :3
Here you can read all the important info about process/ extra payments/ do & don't and etc. - https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....HnofmF5Ak/edit
By ordering a commission you confirm that you have read and agree with my ToS!
Portrait / Сlose-up
Example for close-up #1, example for close-up #2
Price: flatcolored - 30usd / shaded - 40usd
1.
Ulf_Ulfrson - on hold2.
Thigh up
Price: flatcolored - 55usd / shaded - 70usd
Example #1, example #2
1.
2.
Fullbody
Price: flatcolored - 75usd / shaded - 90usd
Example #1, example #2
1.
Hyndis (3 pieces)2.
If you'd like to take a slot comment below or note me! ^^
Happy New Year!!
Posted 5 years agoWish everyone of you an awesome year! 💕💕
