okay its been forever and will be even longer, lots of shit happening in my life right now, ive not been writing tho i really should i had so many people following it i feel bad for letting them all down, hopefully soon i will be motivated again.

Well, I was and still am part of an Role Play board I mentioned in a previous journal. I was accupied with that and work and interning but some of that is gone. The RP board main admin is now lacking internets and a computer for which to access said internets so my stories on there are kinda slowin down. I now have finished my interning and got offered a job as a pharmacy technician where I was interning. I got very fed up with all the bullshit and stress at my old job as a managment team and quit. So I know have one job making nearly twice the money per hour and got a 205 check for 18 hours which is very nice. I have been reminded that I have several stories in the works and one that me and my hubby crazedfennec that most everyone is watching unlike me are going to be working on together as a tagteam comic. So i now have no excuse to not write and plan to do so more often I'm not sure where we are going to post this comic wether on his or mine or if we are going to make another username for said story but i will post details as i get them and hope to get a fanbase for my story/comic so that i have many people not just my hubby pushing me to work on this story so LATERZ IM OFF TO WRITE................

Okay so the staff of the board I'm a moderator on has demanded that more people join the board. It is very open to anything. We have anthro's and all other sorts of creatures. Pretty much if you wanna be it be it. There is a slight glitch when signing up to the board but there are solutions you just need to email the admins and they go POOF fixed. Its a fun easy going place and it even has a rated M room so like i said literally anything goes. IF you want more info and want to read all the rules go to http://darkembrace.suddenlaunch3.com click on rules and info and then its common sense from there LOL XD hope to see lots of people there YAY I ADVERTIZED X3

Okay i sooooo wish i had the power to just poof people dead or just twist fate and give them a long painful torturous death. I hate people so much that yeah i wish them to have their legs run over salt poured in the wonds nails driven into their thighs their fingernails ripped off their eyeballs pulled out of the sockets but left attatched have their eardrums ruptured with pressure their nose broken and snapped off their fingers broken their shoulders dislocated their bowels poured out a gapping wound in their abdomin and then to dance upon the pile when its all done.

okay i know its a little much so i can just hope that everyone they know abandons them and they are left secluded and have no one to turn to when they need help that everyone sees them for who they really are and them to just have an all out miserable existance

i know this seems like im being mean and holding a grudge or whatever but i need to get this out before i actually beat these people to a liquid bloody pool and pour the remains in the sewer cuz i wouldnt even feed it to my worst enemy

and yes there is something lower than a worst enemy my worst enemies i can just hate and be done with this is the point and people that you wish to do more than hate the ones that just sometimes wishing they get a cardboard cut just isnt enough you want them to get a cardboard cut that cuts off their arm

people who know me know that it takes a lot to get me this angry and wish this stuff on people to make me feel better those who dont quickly learn

i am a person that people make sure to not piss off this much becuase i dont forget shit this bad i will eventually get what i want not necesarrily the stuff above but i get the joy of satisfaction when karma bites these peopel square in the core or their existance.

on another note i plan on writing and practicing drawing of my stories yeah stories im working on my one with tabitha nad roxie with a few character modifications but then if you remember i have a world for angelo and alex that i have been trying to perfect their look and am kinda giving up on that and figure peoples eyes can jsut bleed if they dont like it

okay that was harsh but im starting to get to a point where i dont care what people thing and they can just suck my huge invisible cock

anyways since i feel slightly better im off to go kill things in runes of magic which is a cool game that everyone should try XD


LATAHS

YOUR BOY SIDE
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x(depends on the person XD)] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with boys on a team
[ ] shopping is tortre
[x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a fire fighter
[x] you owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power rangers
[x] watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[x] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect baseball/football/basketball collector cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are nice to wear
[x] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[ ] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 17

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[ ] you like to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ (i'm pale enough to pull of goth well XD)] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] cried during The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ (SW2 was awesome with the speedy yoda XD)] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour or longer to shower and get dressd all in one time
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 6 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like a majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray/perfumes
[x] you like high heel shoes
[ (technically my playing was melting them XD)] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[ ] hot pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL= 4

multiply each section by four and thats your percentage

68% boy
8%girl

hmmm wonder what the other 24% is XD

Okay it was recently pointed out to me that I have not posted anything in like forever. I could come up with thousands of excuses that most are true but instead I will blame aliens zombies and podomatics. Me, crazedfennec and albinobunny, mostly me and bunny are doing a radio talk show on podcast that has got me fairly distracted since we do that everyday that we have off together. I have been writing some poetry and have started my rewrite on my tabitha and roxanne story and plan on taking over the drawing of it slowly so you will be seeing a manga form of the story starting craptastically soon. I will be trying to post something atleast once a week from now on. Sorry for my lack of everthing and hope my audience will grow so i have more people to kick my ass when i start to slack X3

sorry for not posting any drawing or story but im running into an issue where i am thinking of doing a rewrite to reorganize how the story is and have not had the urge to suck at drawing to post a new alexendre or angelo pic tho i am trying to get back into both my story and their lives

K just found out today that my cough is pneumonia woohoo so now i have to take one pill twice a day one pill four times a day and some nasty cough medicine all on top of raising a 3 week old clean house go to school and find a new job gods cant anything be easy

i should have working internet starting tomorrow in my house broadband 1.5 meg to start and possibly can get 3-10 meg so i will find out tomorrow but am so happy i have interent i am no longer shut out from the world

okay i know that i havent been on in forever well so here is an update. So me and my hubby crazedfennec have gotten into our house finally and we have 2 kitties Soubi and Ritsuka (characters from loveless great manga and anime recommend everyone get them) and a rot zues (who is a big baby and is afraid of cats) and got pregnant (not planned but we are excited anyways) a few months after my sister im about 21 weeks along and due feb 6th and will be getting pics of my kitties and stuff up soon i hope we are planning on getting broadband at the house by january so wooohooo cant wait will update everyone again soon i hope

k so ive been procrastinating a lot lately i have 4 projects due in two weeks two of which i did right before class tonight like 3hrs before it was due the otherr one due tomorrow i just finished which was a sales paper and presentation and i have two tests next week and a project where i need to get 300 resources and organize them and make a spreadsheet containing all the info and a bunch of other time consuming stuff and work everyday except for my school days so yeah i hate school i will be done with this semester next week and will hopefully have time to get all my art stuff done for here and hopefully get more angelo and alixendre and the start of my story to manga form but yeah i procrastinate a lot so not sure how much i will get done at once

k so me and crazedfennc and albinobunny are all going to youmacon we have a artist alley table reserved and we plan on having our work there for sale to anyone interested. Crazed will have some of his art and his comic there not sure if it will be paper or on a convenient cd and albino will have some of her works there not sure what tho and i will have copies of my story and some of my sketches we know we wont have a huge collection of fans but if anyone is interested in checking us out feel free to stop by our table we will be having our fa names on everything this year youmacon is in dearborn so not sure how many people even live in michigan let alone will be able to go but the three of us are very excited and hope to get atleast a small group checkin out our table

Well as the title says me and my new hubbie crazedfennec got married yesterday it just kinda was a coincidence. we wanted to get married yesterday cuz we both have the day off and didnt realize it was april fools day until we made the reservation at hte courthouse. I apologize to evryone who is waiting for me to update there has been alot going on i got married our house got sold out from underus and i promise i will update soon hopefuly next week i will also post a pic of our rings since we didnt go tradiotional cuz thats just wrong to be mainstream so we got tat rings

sorry guys still in a huge writers block but am in a huge dolphin and sunset kick i went out and bought some more drawing stuff so i should have some more artwork up soon

sorry i haven't posted any story or art works I've been so overloaded with things got my new car finally getting married once we figure out what we need to do and working on getting our own house and having a bunch of drama brought on me and my close friends i apologize for the huge delay but promise i will be updating soon with a new icon more story and more artwork since I've been practicing kinda and am working on learning more

k i had a writing spurt at school today so ill have something up tomorrow not much but atleast enough to update

sorry i dont have enough for another update on my story and havent had a drawing i like yet to post. Im trying to come up with a character that best fits who i am and cant get the shapes right also im working on trying to get 2grand so that i can get my new car im sooooooo excited its an 04 neon sst fully loaded im soooooo excited if you cant tell im definently going to push myself so that i have something to put on here next week and i still havent heard anything on my house our morgage broker went on vacation

Sorry everyone i have been in such a writers block and havent had time to do any drawing or writing. i hope to have something up for you all next week even if it kills me.

i will be starting to post some drawings of mine up here next week along with the third part of my story i apologize to those who are watching me for the delay i promise i will have part three up by next thursday at the latest i am getting drawing lessons from my hubby so i will also be posting my sketchings tho all i can do right now are just heads i hope everyone will bare with me i promise promise promise i will have part three up soon

im very sorry to anyone who is reading my story ive been in a slight block and am starting to get out of it i hope to have something posted by the end of next week

can someone tell me how i can get rid of hte question marks in my stories please

Im currently in the process of transfuring everything to my newcomputer so as soon as i get office on my comp i will post my story i apologize for the delay

I've decided to write a story that is the first in its kind its a both guy on guy and girl on girl if you would like to see the drawn characters they are on crazedfennecs site I hope you enjoy it and I will try and update my story as often as I can.