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JERNALZ ARE BULLSHIT
Posted 12 years agoseriously almost no one cares. why do ppl make these....
revelation.
Posted 12 years agoSo there i was. sober
completely sober
i've learned something. drugs, alcohol, meditative visions they dont mean a thing unless there is a goal. I found motivation by contemplation. not truly a changed man but an enriched mind. i have found it. thats what i realized. you see its not the thc that fuels the mind but its root. where does your thought lie? mine was in a state of loss and despair. not defeat but in retreat. cornered. what if we thought that there is no defeat but the war always wages on that we can win no matter what. that cheating is in itself the way of winning, but we always can win. we can. if we can get the tools we can cross a finish line. but i found my tools. my finish line is where god takes me. no more games.
so where is it i go? who knows but its not me. this isnt about me its about all of us. the white, the black, the guy the gal the gay the straight. we all are a state of mind and a walk. just walk in the right direction and to put it bluntly accept that you arnt special or better really. but know you are you. there is no better really as there is comfort in yourself and knowing you can always can improve. complete comfort in your own self. i have found it. we can all find it. we are all as evil as we choose but we are only concerned when it makes us feel bad. lets go forward. we arnt getting any younger.
completely sober
i've learned something. drugs, alcohol, meditative visions they dont mean a thing unless there is a goal. I found motivation by contemplation. not truly a changed man but an enriched mind. i have found it. thats what i realized. you see its not the thc that fuels the mind but its root. where does your thought lie? mine was in a state of loss and despair. not defeat but in retreat. cornered. what if we thought that there is no defeat but the war always wages on that we can win no matter what. that cheating is in itself the way of winning, but we always can win. we can. if we can get the tools we can cross a finish line. but i found my tools. my finish line is where god takes me. no more games.
so where is it i go? who knows but its not me. this isnt about me its about all of us. the white, the black, the guy the gal the gay the straight. we all are a state of mind and a walk. just walk in the right direction and to put it bluntly accept that you arnt special or better really. but know you are you. there is no better really as there is comfort in yourself and knowing you can always can improve. complete comfort in your own self. i have found it. we can all find it. we are all as evil as we choose but we are only concerned when it makes us feel bad. lets go forward. we arnt getting any younger.
dragon con and chemicals
Posted 13 years agofinally sober. feels almost weird. i love you dragon con. same time next year?
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how
Posted 13 years agothat feel when you have no recollection of events that you know you were there and you know ppl are talking about them but your hearing is going out because your an idiot and never protect you ears when you do loud shit like guns.
im up late, somehow sober..dat insomnia.
Posted 14 years agono one is gonna see this, and no one i know will see it either, but im posting. im probly gonna take more pics of creepy woody soon and maybe post a sketch or two. its fun watching my life fly by when everybody i know has something going for them and a smile. I literally cannot truely remember but maybe one time in the last 2 years i truly had genuine good fun without several drinks. life right? I'm not some emo crybaby but just one of those late night look back on yourself moments.
life has boiled down to this: wake up after maybe sleeping, or insomnia, shuffle to fridge, eat. sleep an hour, get on facebook, get bored go to the shooting range (for the 2nd or 3rd time weekly) shoot, bullshit with the staff, leave, go home (insufferable place) repeat. holy shit do i need to get back in school and get a life!
life has boiled down to this: wake up after maybe sleeping, or insomnia, shuffle to fridge, eat. sleep an hour, get on facebook, get bored go to the shooting range (for the 2nd or 3rd time weekly) shoot, bullshit with the staff, leave, go home (insufferable place) repeat. holy shit do i need to get back in school and get a life!
