So it’s taken me forever but I finally put down the second interlude and then I realized I hadn’t made it a separate thing which is very very annoying!!!

Like the difference between connection and these later stories is that I’m using the file share and actually putting the files where I can get them as opposed to with connection where I had to copy it to the notepad and lift it from there….

I’m annoyed bc I don’t want anyone to be faced with a download link you know? It’s the old “don’t click links” in me, but at the very least there’s the view option so people can just read it without the download so that’ll work.

That’s also why I took it down and reuploaded it… I was trying to fix something that was already working… I’m a dork

So I finished an Interlude chapter and I’m just getting a bit of feedback and it’s ready to go.

The camping trip aptly named Scars is almost done but I do have more to finish it bc it’s a LOT longer and a helluva more emotional. I can’t just bum rush it and expect the story to land the same ya know?

A Deal has been temporarily halted just bc I got really into the other two. The hog was starting to break his shirt from the feeding with the desserts and their extra ingredient :3 so it’s not in a bad place at all, I’ve just been on the other two stories.

I’m not dead and I’m incredibly thankful to anyone who is enjoying my works. Y’all are fantastic!!!

So turns out just running with a high for a certain story and then starting the next one until I hit my roadblock and then hopping back over helps a lot lol. Anyways I’m currently wanting to work on three new stories.

Scars features the other four where Red and Sylas take Johnny and Andy camping to try to ease the pain the younger guys have been dealing with. Haven’t decided if any sex will fall into it but it’s definitely planned to be a more emotional work regardless bc besides the guys emotional states it’s also setup. You know the sayings and shit, life sucks but you can appreciate the finer things better yadda yadda. As much as I’d like to be completely cynical but there’s truth to it and I also can’t deny that it makes for juicy writing material haha.

A Deal is a completely separate thing! Still based in the world with hybrids and what not but it’s just a good solid one shot. Both of my last two stories were SUPPOSED to be one shots that didn’t tie in anywhere else… but then I liked Jake as a monster and I was having fun with Sal but realized that he couldn’t just stay like that and I wanted to hint the Regression treatments that are technically available.

But back to ‘A Deal’, nice big mechanic hog buddy of Sal’s takes his friends advice to try the kink he’s had occupying his brain for several days, feeding. A mystery rich dude wants to pay Rob for an evening of feeding the hog desserts maybe mixed with a little extra to help him really burst out of his clothes ;3. Seriously tho, it seems like a delicious idea (pun not intended) and I DO want to be able to make a one shot story without needing to tie it in bc it pertains to my main guys.

And the third project is an interlude based around the Rosewood crime family and what unfolds when the head of the family’s bodyguard (and lover but Guy dislikes being reduced to just that) goes to look into the reports of a giant man seen leaving one of their establishments after gunfire was heard. Bill could be squeezed but there’s not that many guys as large as Jake so things may be interesting. This one is also not about sex but setup and maybe some violence.

Anyways it’s past midnight everybody, I genuinely hope people enjoy the stories and if there’s ever any questions I always encourage people reaching out! Also am I tagging things right? I don’t use FA super often despite posting my work on here bc it takes brain power that I don’t have most days, if anyone knows I’ve missed a good chunk of tags for some stories I’m begging you to let me know bc I want to make sure the relevant ones are there fore everyone!

So I literally finished both stories today… last night? I’m alive and well more or less but I’m having trouble looking for an apartment so it is taking a lot of brainpower to keep everything going.

But enough about me, let me talk about the stories! So that idea I had will be making its way over to the main canon but specifically bc I do want there to be an option available for characters if they want to attempt to come back from an unexpected growth sequence. Tho it does take knowing the right people. The main point of this however was just bc I wanted to have fun with my characters in another growth situation that was specifically different from the beastial horrific transformation I put into the first story.

The key factors here being the guys who get grown are taking similar growth hormones with different activation triggers. For the lion, his pills came from a resentful spiteful piece of shit and his painful and ugly growth sequence is caused by the anxiety and anger stuck in knots in him (I explain more or less in the story) whereas the ram grows quickly and painfully too but it comes in waves and his transformation isn’t set out to weaponizing his body.

Guy gets an extra pair of horns but the growth hormone he gets is from my very own bull who’s a very sweet guy, so it’s not anger that triggers it but the lazy kinda love that happens when it does. Eh that and his body went through a smaller transformation years back when he was younger. He shouldn’t be able to grow again from anyone who’s got a similar trigger to the old acquaintance of his and that’s how he’s still able to be drastically affected by someone new.

Anyways I’ll post them soon yall so I hope you like fresh smut, size difference, and someone being threatening and almost shot. Oh yeah I’ve only slightly touched on it but my stories aren’t just about sex. Don’t get me wrong a lot of them have it there bc I can’t help myself, but I’m also not afraid to have my main characters get ready to crush someone’s skull if it means making sure their loved one is alright. We saw that with Johnny but he’s not the only one able to make those choices…

Hey there for anyone who’s waiting for Red I’ll be posting the big man today. Last time I said I needed a minute and accidentally forgot, and when I remembered it was just after my great aunt passed away so I wasn’t really in the mood to share something horny even though I do love Red as a character these aren’t safe for work lol.

I’m still working on a Rought Time chapter 2 which is coming along well. The transformation sequence and interactions between Coach/Sal Colwell and Jake while Jake hulks out during his growth phase is seemingly perfectly balanced between horrific and supremely hot (peer reviewed by other furry monster fuckers I promise). There’s some biting and scratching but thaaaats all wanted and not at all what could happen if one of my hybrid characters went feral and actually attacked someone. This is that kinky shit, you know how it is.

I’ve also started another project bc god forbid I let my brain sit still for a second buuut the ideas too good. If I can hammer it out it might work it’s way into the main canon of my stories but if it’s a one off idea that’s okay too. Super hot tho and I already accidentally inspired my friend when I was just playing with the idea while talking with him and he shot me a super hot piece of art bc he was getting so excited from it. We’ll see what happens.

Anyways I’ll share Red with everyone and then get back to work! Thank you for checking in :D

Hey there! I’m not dead and I’m working on the next chapter for “a Rough Time” which is obviously including Jake and Coach Colwell years later and bringing some things to a head. It’s gonna have some transformation along with some nice rough sex and maybe just a tad bit of body horror as Jake gets bigger and it’s a little gruesome in some parts. I’ll tag it appropriately upon getting feedback.

I did finally get Red done up and oooh boy when I share him yall are gonna love him so much ;) but yes my plan is to write this current chapter with a lead into the rising faction that irritates Galen from the interlude, maybe give the Rosewood Inc. people a proper introduction in their own interlude, followed by the camping trip with my other four guys.

Work is slow bc I do have another project I’m making and besides actually having to work almost every day of the week, I’ve got jury duty coming up, and I’m supposed to be finding a new place to live in a month or less? It’s a bit stressful I’ll say. Anyways I’ll share Red as soon as I have free time and it’s on my mind! Which should be incredibly soon…

I’m genuinely so happy I got it done! I’m also happy he likes how everything turned out!

I will say I did learn some things about how to properly handle a commission and how I can accidentally add too much without having set any rules but that’s a lesson for next time lol

I had intended to take a break and I’m by no means near finishing another story but… I did actually start working on Jake and Coach’s story on my lunch break yesterday just bc I wasn’t feeling the urge to actually do anything else. YouTube and mindless scrolling wasn’t cutting it so I may end up just casually building my next stories. I got a lot of ideas to catch up on though so it’s gonna be a minute before everyone is up to date on where my guys are in my head.

I really do hope anyone who reads them enjoys it too! I have a friend who’s in love with my guys being sweet on each other and I hope my readers also appreciate it when I go to flesh them out more so my people will be more than just hot wank material. Obviously I’m not gonna stop with the horny bits (I have too much fun there) but I wanna humanize them too.

Anyways I’m thankful for everyone who’s been patient with me! The heatwave without an AC, the hand cramps, and my writers block made this commission harder than it needed to be but I’m proud it’s finished! :D

I’m finally down into the epilogue of this and then just a little bit of polish but it’s almost done. If you’re looking for a story where a sexy chubby nerd gets dominated by two musclebound dominant T-Rex brothers then you’re about to be very well fed. I’ve also learned about setting limits on any future commissions I may take bc oh Lordy I did NOT think this through. Just need maybe a couple days if work will let the fuck up but we’re gonna see. Anyways I dunno if anyone actually reads these but I’m thankful for your patience :)

So there’s mention of how people can change size or swell due to having a specifically hard enough Heat. I think I mentioned Red has them as a big problem he deals with when they come around. There are some people whose bodies do a lot more than just grow, like Red who can start lactating. His standard Heat causes this and it leads to certain “growing pains” that he struggles to conceal and deal with. Or he did until he began dating Sylas and the big wolf was able to help Red out regularly. Thing is, Red is a producer of a certain growth hormone that activates over time to certain stimuli.

He’s not the only one as the pills Jake’s been getting from Coach come from a generally pissed off cougar who has a similar milk production when in Heat. While their growth hormone is the same the trigger for full growth is different, as it changes depending on the producer of the hormone. For Jake’s pills the hormonal rush of angry sex while he finally vents his frustration with Coach is exactly the trigger he needs to reach a permanent growth state. Jake cannot return to his smaller size by the end of the story I’m working on.

Red is a much more amicable person though so his trigger would be more related to a softer more genuine state. His milk can cause slow growth as it’s not been distilled like the pills have. Anyone who enjoys Red’s benefits but don’t reach a permanent growth state will see themselves slowly come back to normal (maybe a bit beefier in the chest). It would take continued ingestion of Red’s milk and a regular activation of the correct stimuli to trigger physical changes in someone and only a certain someone will probably ever see any permanent changes.

The heat growth isn’t restricted to just hybrids either as the phenomenon can be found in both human men and women. There is a slight problem where someone triggers their permanent growth and may forcibly gain attributes belonging to whoever their supplier was. Jake got lucky and was already a big cat, besides the size and strength boost though his teeth and claws grew out noticeably and he feels more dominant in bedroom affairs (to the point it’s noticeable to him). Anyone who took too much of Red’s milk all at once may find themselves unable to stop massaging their swollen chest however.

At least the growth affects are unable to be transferred from person to person. Someone has to be born with the right mutation to be able to produce the reactive growth hormone and they’re fairly few and far between. There are affects on the offspring of someone under the affects of the growth hormone. For instance Coach had already had his permanent growth triggered before he married his ex wife and his son has grown to be fairly large and strong naturally without any practical effort on his part. He has gotten some of his fathers increased physical traits ;) but not everything.

Hey there! I’ve been having this partly on my mind whenever I write anything but it also keeps popping up in my scattered planning for my later stories. Thought I’d put down my basis for these.

A Heat in my stories isn’t necessarily a standard thing. Everyone will get them “usually” at least once but they vary incredibly differently from person to person. Someone like Sylas and Red who’s bodies are naturally cranked up to 11 can have a Heat lasting multiple days and there can be changes to their bodies for the duration. For example Sylas in heat isn’t satisfied with 1 or even 3 rounds, he often needs to be filled or plugged just to fall asleep during those times.

Whereas Red has an actual body change where he begins lactating freely and his chest grows heavier and he gets a bit larger downstairs, and by a bit I mean noticeably. Some physical changes can be permanent and this will be important for further stories and some anxieties but that’s still waiting to be written :3. When the Heat has passed though the person generally has gone back to normal.

THIS ALSO APPLIES TO HUMANS!!! I ain’t letting the furries/hybrids have all the fun, the Morphology Event affected everyone. An individual’s Heat is affected by their own sexual desire though, so people who are asexual with a complete lack of personal sexual drive aren’t like “compelled” into doing something their body normally doesn’t want. It might make them more energetic though, helps use the excess energy built up naturally.

For the darker side of things from the Morphology Event. Feral behavior also isn’t restricted to just the hybrid characters but it’s something more difficult to explain. In the back of everyone’s brain, down in the reptile functions that come preloaded in all humans is a standard to survive, eat, flee, or fight depending on the situation. It’s why irl people who would never normally do anything so drastic CAN put their lives on the line for themselves and others.

So what is Feral behavior in my stories then? Seen with Johnny, it’s that moment when you lose all front brain thinking and you react instinctively to something. In his case he was able to recover from the shock of actually being attacked to keep himself from killing someone but it’s a fear he and several other people have. I’d like to say my world will be cozy and safe but I think realistically there’d be assholes like the one who attacked Johnny and Andy who would propagate rumors and bigoted ideas that hybrids aren’t even human anymore. Try as hard as you might but some of those ideas will nestle their barbs into a kids mind and it’ll sit there poisonously.

I think if I could explain it in real world terms, becoming Feral is a mental degradation. A real world equivalent of that fear for example is that I know my family has dementia and Alzheimer’s problems, and I’m struck by how unknowing I may become if my own memory problems advance in a similar fashion. It’s not that I WILL lose my memories or sense of self but I very well MIGHT as I get older. Honestly that terrifies me, and for some reason I’d like to bring that fear (not about Alzheimer’s or dementia) of losing one’s self into my stories mostly so I can examine it myself.

Oh and humans can also suffer a Feral breakdown. The people in my stories are generally shaped like people but are essentially waiting for something to cause a mutation, and a stressor large enough to cause someone to slip into a Feral state can cause that mutation easily. Not a lot of people hybrid or human can handle the full comeback from that heightened panic induced state and some find solace in turning off their human brain from whatever’s going on.

Individuals who have a lot of practice controlling their emotional state, those with particular mental fortitude, someone faced with their body doing something they CANNOT bring themselves to commit, and people who have experienced emotional and physical trials since childhood are more likely to keep control of themselves if they do slip into a Feral state. When I eventually give Vera Grace her Interlude y’all will have an idea of just how much someone has to endure to be able to recoil like Johnny did.

Heya anyone who’s wondering where I’ve gone. I’m working on a test commission for someone and while I can see the story I’m wanting to write bc the points are so easy to handle the heatwave, my mental health, and writing in first person has bogged me down in a way I wasn’t expecting.

I’d like to make some interludes to introduce characters and things that don’t need a full story for them buuut I’m not sure I’ll be able to hop between stories easily so I’ve been doggedly stepping through the commission. So far the guy I’m getting the characters from to work with has been wonderfully patient but I’m certain if I were to take on full commissions I’d have more in place and be ready for it. Regardless this isn’t for any money as it’s a test.

I still have the story for Coach and Jake brewing but I’ve not worked on it since I’m working on the commission. My ideas and stories for my guys and cast have kept coming so once I’m done with this test I’m probably gonna break my fingers writing more… but hey, at least I’ll be getting a computer soon so things should be easier for me!

So I actually keep making little notes that will eventually get explained in stories but irl stuff has been keeping me from working as much as I’d like on them. I was thinking about putting small updates in the journals so anyone can see them whenever I have an idea and I don’t have to rehash just for a new bit to make sense.

Maybe it’ll be better to start having names for character focused stories and just putting chapters on them so people know the general order… bleh I’ll figure something out. Until then I’ll just update general details and finer things that have occurred to me but haven’t gotten a breakdown in detail yet. Maybe snippets of character interactions too? Hmmmmm

So there’s obviously been sex in all of my stories so far and that’s whatever. I love sex with guys and that’s a fair amount of why I write but with Connection the mature content isn’t the sex, it’s the violence my boys dealt with and their family trauma that’s actually mature. And yes my boys will always come out on top bc it’s my story, but they’re not necessarily unscathed. That’s just more realistic than I know some people want but I couldn’t write this any other way… literally I couldn’t write the story unless it followed in this fashion it’s weird. But hey my guys are for me to work through my problems and for everyone else to enjoy so eh why not?

I’m still getting the last of the proofreading done but it looks like this story is significantly longer than my previous ones at just under 16k words. I hope people enjoy it but also I’ve made up Andy off to the side and it’s kinda so big bc this is the first time I’ve written down Andy and his details and his relationship with Johnny along with lore and general worldbuilding. I dunno how far this is gonna go but I’m thankful I have these two dorks to help me write more.

Oh boy… okay so Connection is done but it’s not a small story at all. A bit under 16,000 words and I’m trying to get it proofread so if it needs more then it’s gonna get them. I’m so exhausted though bc the heat and working on a phone only is killing my hands. Plus irl stress and job has made it slow going on this one but it’s done!

The next two pieces are pure smut by the way. One is a test for someone and the other is just for fun. I need a light break bc while there IS a sex scene in Connection there’s also some deeper harder stuff. Like I’m talking about family trauma and violence but my boys are safe at the end of the night and that’s what matters. Definitely wanna lighten the mood tho UwU.

So I’m rambling over here so people know I’m alive but phew one of these stories has grown a bit more than I was expecting when I started writing it. It’s also like a catch up to a spicy scene that I had initially wrote up on the fly for a friend but I like the guy I’m introducing so I’m working on bringing Andy and Johnny’s flashback to everyone else. THEN I’ll get back to their date :3

Jake and Coach are getting a second story as well and though I started them at the same time I’ve been on AJ more bc my brain likes them. JC is not even gonna be emotional though it is more pure smut bc I feel like it hahaha

Hey there so I’m currently working on two stories at the same time and only when I’m finished with them will I begin my next one. They’re both separate from each other, don’t worry this isn’t the MCU, although for character specific stories I’d probably be better arranging them by the ones involved….. eh whatever.

Anyways after these two I have another story idea I’ve been rolling around in my head AND I have a project recommended by someone. It gave me a thread to work with so I want to give it a shot. If I do well then I can think about maybe some art trades or something who knows?.? Anyways that’s for future me to find out. (Also the journal function is great)

So I am thinking of making follow ups to my stories and honestly I have to decide if I’m gonna do chapters 1,2, and so on or continue with close enough puns to make it work. I think I’ll go with the puns bc it’s kinda funny to me, I dunno I like it haha

I’m just gonna ramble here bc I think that’s what the journals are for??? Anyways I’m only on mobile right now forcing a lot of things to be kinda weird when using the website. I’ve only used FA to lurk before a friend inspired me to write something with my guys and I’ve slowly started to add more and more. It’s been very fun but the process of uploading stuff here is a little confusing for me sometimes @.@.

I’m not sure I can fulfill requests right now but if something is particularly inspiring then maybe it’ll be enough of a spark to get me going? Oh and I do have another story that I just started right after A Rough Time, it’s a date for Johnny, sweet but not planning on any smut for him and his guy (not yet anyways). Anyways I’m still learning how to actually use this site so any tips would be nice and much appreciated