Gunna be streaming some vidja games soon. http://www.twitch.tv.com/lovelessjackal

Going to play Warframe for a little while. Come watch if you wanna.


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Been doing my own thing recently. 22 Now, living with my boyfriend and his family, left my moms house (obviously), and have been streaming myself playing video games. I play FFXIV, some emulated DS games, Wii games (which I don'thave all the components to stream with just yet) and 3DS games (which will be taken via web cam. Shitty yeah but that's all I have). I'll be updating my page, keeping my commission crap on there (Like anyone gives a fuck about furry writers who wants commissions, right? Right.) I'll be adding my stream information on there. Follow if you want, don't follow it, whatever. Your choice. I just do what I do now. Eh.

This may sound weird coming from a furry and all that, but honestly. I think I'm going to drop the lifestyle as a whole. One, I'm jobless, have been for almost 4 years now. I can't even get a mediocre job for whatever god awful reason. College life is going to hell because hey no money! So I can't even finish school. In all, the lifestyle is too fucking expensive and too damned time consuming. Yeah yeah I get it, it's just another aspect of your person, but I honestly don't have the time, energy, and financial stability for it. So, sooner or later I'm going to be deactivating all my furry accounts. Every single one I have. I'm pretty much going to virtually erase the carbon print of my anthromorphic self on the internet. If you all still wanna talk to me and what not, my contact info is on my page. If not? Oh well, no fucks to be given about that. Again, sorry for sounding harsh, maybe a little...dick-ish, but I can't keep this up. It's hard enough just being myself, I can't play pretend and still suffer. Just not right.

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Should I do pokemon commissions?
hmm...

 Teil Is having a raffle! Giving a tablet and the shipping and handling will be covered if you're the lucky winner!! Click here To enter! PIMP THIS JOURNAL (with Teils link in in the body of text) To win! Good luck to you all!!

Been a furry writer for a while, I do just about anything. I even write humanoid stories and that's not my strongest point! So we writers get little to no commissions (From what I've seen anyway) and it kills me because I got bills and shit, and I get absolutely nothing =\

Sure, get a job ya damned furry!

I live in Chicago...enough said. Full time student as well. But eh if I get commissions I'd be thankful. :I

Yup. I'm going to throw out three freebies in the next 5 days! What kind of commissions? Well story commissions of course! Of course them being freebies, they will only be one shots, nothing long term, no sagas, just simple one shots of you, another character(Unless you have consent of said character, I can't do a thing! If you own the character, it's alright), Or a couple/grouping! (No more than 4 people for grouping please!!). So, pimp this journal IN your journals, post a link here with the pimpage, and using a automated number chooser thingy, I will choose three people to have their one shot freebies!

Now, my rules as a writer, better yet, my limitations and do's/don'ts:

I'm a college student. Which simply means I will be writing a lot as is, so stories may be slow in process, depending on what I'm writing and how long it is.

I can do fetishes! But I cannot/will not do:
Extreme Vore(Chewing is no bueno!)
Scat
Heavy water play (Such as ingesting it)
Baby furs (I'm down for cubs, but babies? No thank you)
Blood play (Some bleeding is okay, bleeding OUT is not okay)
Unbirthing (Because I have absolutely no idea how to approach something like that D: )

Any questions/comments if you have any questions on any fetishes. I'm open to most, just those I've listed are a great big no no! Note me or ask in the journal. I don't bite, I promise :3

My birthday is today and I'm turning the big 21! I plan on taking my mom out and having a good time! I have to get my ID renewed and I've been sitting here bouncy as fuck uhakdgbuhb,jbfjjvhnj qtflolbbqxklsfihdfbjnf Anyway. Thanks all who gave me birthday wishes on FB skype and IM

I need a badge for MFF. I know there are A LOT of artists here but a whole bunch of you NEVER have commission prices up! So if you're wanting someone to commission you AND you're gunna be at MFF (please be at MFF x..x) I would greatly appreciate if you would note me or respond to the journal :3 pricing can be discussed as well.

I've decided to give up drawing. Since someone said there would be no point in trying to get better if I have problems with depth perception, I figure hey! You must be fucking RIGHT! So I'm done. With damn near everything. Ain't worth it.

Every time I see a fursuiter, I wanna fucking scream. Not because I don't like them. Because no matter what I do, I'm never going to be able to get a fur suit. Not even a fucking partial. That drives me fucking bat shit crazy. I can't draw.
My writing skills are slowly declining.
My speech skills are just fucking down the toilet.
I can't even fucking doodle and that's a shame upon shame.
As far as art and shit go in the Fandom, I think I'm officially done. Yeah I know I'll prolly say that then post something up the next day but I'm just not feeling it. At all.
I'm going to take this down time and just say fuck the fandom for now.. I have a reality to regain control over...

~Anu

I'm juts kinda done drawing. I have no passion for it anymore so I'ma just go back to burying myself ear deep in video games =~=

I need a proper ref sheet...any takers? 8\

I'm so tired...
Been drawing since I pretty much woke up...
need sleep...
eyes...
they burn....
glrrk...

I'm done trying. Screw this, I'm not trying to force my way into any impregnable wall of what the fuck ever. I gotta move on.

Whatever...

cant draw for shit
so suck it -_-
Also, feels like I'm going through this ordeal alone...it's annoying me. Too close to giving up.

Viyir is still a young man. From the moment he knew how to walk and talk, he was thrown into training. Growing up on a military base was hard for Viyir. It meant little to social life, and little to no intimacy. HE didn't too much mind this of course. He trained with the best, bled with the deepest of gashes and cuts, and received the glory he worked so hard to earn. Let's not get too ahead of ourselves though. Viyir is almost 2000 years old. Confused? Don't be. A direct descendant from his ancient ancestor Anubis, The god of Death and Mummification. He had immortality on his side, Amazing strength, speed, intelligence. He had the upper hand over many. As you may have guess by now, he is a Jackal. Anthromorphic to be more specific. Anthromorphic means he can switch between being Feral and being Anthro. Ferally, Viyir stands 5 feet even, from the bottom of his feet to the tip of his ears. His length is around 4-5 feet. It varies ultimately with his growth. Anthro wise he stands at a hefty 11'3. He is easily distinguished by sight, if you see him coming that is. He has the common pointed slender ears of Anubis, the long snout as well. He has Black and Golden fur, the eye of Horus is in a golden pattern around his navel, Ankhs on the back of his long slender ears, golden paw pads, golden claws, and finally a golden band on the middle section of his tail. Viyir is a silent giant. He would rather observe than engage; one of the main rules of his training. He had endured years of military induced madness until the day came where his father would step down and he would take over as the Leader of their home land...



"Are you ready for this my Viyir? This will be a large step for you." His father looked over his son with a tender eye, standing before him proudly. "It will not be a joy ride mind you. I have held the position for millennium... I now know it is time to step down and let my son take over...”



Anubis offered a cheesy smile to his father and wrapped his arms around him, speaking calmly



"It will give me no greater honor than to take over for you dad. I want to show you how mature I've become. I can keep peace and harmony just as much as you can." HE peered up at his father with his amber eyes, cocking his head slightly "Plus. This will give me time to get to know our people. For the record though, we might want to start using my first name. Not many know me by Viyir anymore"



His father nodded slightly, gently rubbing over his sons head and ears. "Of course. We have to stay formal after all. I don't know how many will take you serious though. With your ear floppy and one rigid, you look more like an adorable leader than one who can strike fear into an enemy’s heart." He let out a thunderous laugh at his own dry joke. Anubis had always had issues with his left ear staying rigid. It was no real bother however; it was something that females simply adored.



"Aw come on dad! My ear isn't adorable it's fearful! This ear is a gift not so much a cute little burden!" He nudged his father’s side playfully as he broke from the hug. "We should be getting ready to go soon. The people are anxious to go on with the event."



Just as the words flew from his lips, a messenger appeared in the doorway of the room they were talking in. The smaller male looked between the two with a soft bright smile



"Alpha Trihe, the crowd is growing restless. Will you and Anubis be appearing soon?"

Anubis and Trihe looked between one another and each shared a smile. Anubis stepped forward towards the messenger, giving a slight wave of his hand.

“We will be down within 5 minutes. I just need to find my necklace and all will be well.”

He gave the messengers shoulder a soft pat before shooing him out of the door. The messenger muttered a few friendly words and a light laugh as he left from their location. Trihe looked at Anubis with pride swelling in his eyes. He knew his son would do a good job of keeping their land as it was and has been since its first creation. Anubis glanced at the small dresser that was off towards the left side of the room before he walked over to it and grabbed his necklace. It was a gift from his grandfather Anubisius. A Jade encrusted Anubian claw he had gathered back when the land was still at war within itself. He held the treasure in his palm for a few seconds before slinging it over his neck. He stepped to the door and looked over his shoulder at his father.



“I’m ready…”

“Good. I will be behind you, you know where to go.”

The blond haired male walked around anxiously in the back of the crowded wagon. He was surrounded by his military peers, members from SOLDIER. He was a SOLDIER first class, a rank he worked so hard to get. He so wanted to be like his idol Sephiroth! Sadly he missed the war just passed, so he didn't too much have a chance to fight beside him. Today though, he was here with them. Sephiroth, the silver haired hazy blue-eyed SOLDIER first class. He was known for his incredible amounts of strength and magic. He stood at an off corner from him, doing enthusiastic quick squats.



"Wow my first real mission! I get to face it with you too Sephiroth. So we are going to be eliminating monster in a small town?"



He focused his MAKO infused eyes on the silent male, a goofy excited grin on his face. Sephiroth looked up at the male chuckling dryly, giving a shake of his head, the long silvery strands of his perfect hair dangling about.



"Are you always this excited on a mission?"



"Well its my first real mission! Ive been doing everything I could to get up to your rank and fight beside you, but just as I received rank, the war was over. So Ive been taking little missions here and there to do something useful with my time, and now we have this one! What was the name of the town we are going to be liberating from the monster threat?"



He laughed lightly and shifted in his position, the infamous sword that only he could wield, lay to his side idly against the wall of the wagon, the pitter patter of rain filling the air.



"Nibelheim. Its a town surrounded by mountains and an old MAKO reactor. We think the problem may be that the MAKO reactor is making the local wild life mutate."



He closed his eyes and settled against the wall of the wagon, his body swaying slightly from the motions of the moving vehicle. The blond haired male tilted his head slightly, a slight frown coming across his face. He ran his hand over a few spiky points of his hair before tapping his foot looking down.



"Nibelhiem? That's my old home town. Cloud from Nibelheim. I was called that by the other high ranking SOLDIERs"



He frowned slightly then shrugged it off, the frizzed feeling of his excitement coming back. He stood erect and peered out the drenched window, the only one that was in the wagon anyway. Couldn't see a thing with all that wind and rain in view anyway. Just as Cloud was about to sit back down the wagon came to an abrupt stop. The driver, who was also a member of SOLDIER, started cursing in a foreign language before turning his head slightly to look at the others. Cloud had never heard any type of accent like that before.



"I am sorry my friends, it seems the engine has gone out. We may be stuck out here a while before we get to our destination. I will go ahead and find some help, sit tight."



He swiftly flung open the drivers side door of the car and hopped out, closing the metal door with a creak and a slam. The other men let out loud sighs and groans of disapproval of being stranded virtually in the middle of no where. Cloud gave a light laugh and started to wave his hand about.



"Hey hey now men! Lets not worry about this little mishap! Things will shape up sooner or later, we will just have to find something to occupy our time, am I right?"



Cloud grinned gleefully as he looked from member to member, then to Sephiroth, noticing that he was staring at him dead on. His eyes were almost burning into his body. He gulped slightly, and hopefully not visibly, as he returned his gaze to the silver haired warrior, not as harsh as his though. Sephiroth smirked as he stared at the blonde male, something he was not known to really do, or even remotely was capable of. Today however, he was smirking, and it gave Cloud a feeling in his gut he knew all too well. Fear.



"S-Something the matter Sephiroth?"



All he could manage was that small sentence, every other word and phrase that could've suited the situation better had flown straight from his mind. He stumbled backwards slightly as Sephiroth stood up, his 6' stature much more dominating and intimidating than his own 5'7 height. Sephiroth let out a dark chuckle as he stood practically towering over the male, moving a stray strand of hair from his face.



"Whats the matter Cloud? You suggested we do something fun, and I'm going to do something to have it. My way of course."

“…It’s been five years…five years since Sasuke was taken by Orichimaru.” The blond boy said in a sad tone.



"Don’t be sad Kib. He’ll be back in no time." purred the nine tailed demon.



“Don’t say something that isn’t true, Kyuubi. It’s been five years. FIVE YEARS! I COULD’VE BROUGHT HIM BACK BY NOW! But I’m too weak to fight…”



The once hyperactive blonde boy, who was so full of energy, has fallen harder and faster than a faltering star. Kyuubi shook her head slightly, a sigh escaping her lips as she thought of the appropriate words to say to the young ninja



"I hate seeing you like this Kib, what happened to your won't let anything get me down attitude?"



“When Sasuke left, all my happiness went with him…” Naruto stated, almost in tears.



"Naruto, you say you love him, then why don't you go and find him?" Kyuubi inquired curiously.



“What’s the point? They’re long gone by now. It’s not right, it just isn’t right. I thought he loved me...”



Narutos head turned near the door as he heard several rapid knocks raping against his door.



“It’s Itachi, open up.” Barked the outcast Uchiha son.



Naruto stood up from his seated position and walked leisurely to the door, his brow furrowed in thought "I wonder what he wants,” Naruto twisted the door knob and opened the door partially, his eye brow quirked up slightly "What do you want Itachi? It's unusual for you to come by and visit anyone, especially me." he cautiously stated.



“I need to make a little trip, do you think you would be interested in tagging along?”



“Go with you? To an unknown destination? Is this some sort of joke, Itachi?”



“No joke. I just want some pleasurable company so to say.”



Naruto frowned slightly at his last statement. He mulled it over in his mind for a few moments before answering. He left the door ajar as he retreated back to grab his zori, so that he wouldn't be wandering around barefoot.



"Alright Itachi, lead the way"



“Sure.” Said the Uchiha with a smirk.



The two had walked some distance from Naruto's home. Plenty of on lookers from the villagers whispered among themselves as they watched the two walked side by side. It gave Naruto an uneasy feeling but after a while he had turned to Itachi with a bit of a scowl.



"Where the hell are we going Itachi?"



Itachi smirked slightly and looked at him with a slight laugh. “Well here we are Uzamaki." He waved his hand around to give a broad view of the house.



“Why are we at Sasukes house...?” Naruto was looking down with his fist tightly clenched. His knuckles turned white from the pressure he applied to the balled up fist, his face burning and eyes stinging with the threat of tears.



“I want you to help me with some stuff in the house.” Itachi stated blatantly.



“I can’t help you move his stuff out..."



That was the only set of words Naruto was able to choke out as he tried to hold back the sobs that were rising in his throat.



“Ha! We’re not moving his stuff out. You're going to help me clean the house," Itachi rotated his neck side to side, subtle cracking noises heard as it maneuvered left and right, a soft sigh of relief falling from his lips. "That’s what's I’ve been doing these last couple of years. I miss my brother Naruto..." Itachi turned to him with his lids lowered slightly so that the red hue of the constantly activated Sharingan seemed to glow a deeper and almost blood like red. "I mean it may seem like I’m cold to him but I still love him none the less…”



“Well, I know how you feel. I miss him too, but I can’t clean right now. " He looked Itachi in the eyes for a few moments before he decided to reply. "The crying gave me a bit of a headache. I think a few moments of resting will relieve it if anything."



Itachi gave a brief nod as he turned to open the door to the abandoned house. He kicked off his shoes and laid them side by side by the inside of the front entrance, Naruto following close behind him. Naruto looked around with a sad smile on his face before he walked upstairs to the bedrooms. He flopped down on the bed and let out a light groan, his eyes closed slightly. Downstairs, Itachi scowled slightly in annoyance. He knew the boy was stronger than that, but a simple headache had bedded him.



"You better not stay sleep too long Uzamaki! I will need your help with the basement area, it is a mess and will require both of us!" Itachi had yelled that upstairs, loud enough so that the boy would hear him.



Naruto had turned over sleepily. He had heard Itachi but he was so close to his slumber that he just nestled his face into his pillow and gave a airy yawn.



"Hmm..alright Itachi..."

Marie let out an excited giggle as she ran around the trailer tidying up. She had a bright smile lighting up her face, even her hair was pulled back to reveal both her eyes. She tossed a shirt here, moved a couple pair of shoes there. Why was she cleaning so eagerly? Well the blue haired girl was expecting Double D to come over. She and Double D had been dating for some 4 years now and even though they’ve been together for so long, still him coming over to her house made her girlish antics arise from her regular tom boyish self. Marie let out a slight huff as she wiped sweat from her brow, few strands of her hair falling in front of her deep jade eye. She took a quick glance at the old analog clock on the wall and gave herself a palm to the face as she rushed towards the bathroom, stripping off her clothes once inside.

“Crap! He’s going to be here in half an hour and I haven’t even showered yet! Ugh!”

Marie let out a few grunts and growls of dissatisfaction as she hurriedly rushed into the shower, turning the water on full blast, not caring whether it was cold or hot. She never lost track of time! This was the first time she had ever let herself spend so much wasted time on going over the house duties. She dipped her head under the heavy beat of the water to let it drench her hair before she slapped on a palm full of lightly scented shampoo and rubbed her hair this way and that way, going over her body once with her favorite cream soap. She had developed over the years she had been living in the trailer park that resided near the cul-de-sac. She kept her hair the same length as always, never dyed it either. Her body however, it was growing in ways a womanly body should grow. Her breast had grown a few cup sizes, roughly an about average C cup. Her nipples had gained a rosy hue that contrasted with her pale skin. Her hips had grown a bit as well to compliment the delicate curve of her rear. With a simple movement, the cheeks would jiggle with a jittery excitement. She did a complete few turns under the beating water, rinsing off the soap and shampoo all in one sweep. She stepped out of the shower and wrapped her towel around her body loosely as she raced to her bedroom, slipping slightly from her feet still being wet. She cursed under her breath as she took a passing glance at the analog clock. 10 minutes left. She dried herself off and grabbed a fresh black sleeveless tank top from her clothing drawer, along with her slightly baggy non camo BDU bottoms. She slipped into her clothes in a hurry, not really paying any heed to any sort of undergarment to go with it. She grabbed her towel and quickly tossed her hair until it was at least partially dry. She looked at the small digital clock that took up residence on her dresser, reading that she only had 5 minutes of preparation left. She dug through her makeup drawer and took out her blue eye shadow, the same color that matched her hair, and evenly applied it to both her eye lids. Grabbing a pair of sneakers she tidied up her dresser and walked out of her room casually, letting the blue locks of hair cascade over her right eye. She sat down on the living room couch and lightly ran her fingers through her hair, grimacing at the dampness at her scalp. Marie’s eyes flew to the door as she heard a few subtle knocks at the door. She glanced up at the analog clock with a soft smile; on time as usual. She placed her hand on the door knob and slowly opened it only to be greeted with a surprise kiss by Double D. She submitted to the surprise and pressed her lips more firmly against his, lingering only for a moment before pulling away. She stepped aside to let him in, taking in the subtle scent of his cologne as he walked past.

“Hey Marie, I hope you didn’t go through too much trouble with tidying up and such. It would be a first we don’t meet up at my place.”

Double D let out a light chuckle as he stood near the couch, his hands folded and held behind his back as he took in the rustic view of her trailer home. He did enjoy the calm tranquility it brought. Even though on the other side of the junk yard, it felt like being in the trailer park was like being in the country side. It was peaceful and full of hidden wonders. Marie gave him a quick smile as she closed and locked the front door, shaking her head briefly.

“Not at all D. I’m just glad I got some of this done before you had arrived. It was hellish asking Lee and May for the house to us. They went on ahead and hunted after Ed and Eddy, so they should be preoccupied for the rest of the day.”