I have been doing well, living in South Carolina for quite a while. Not much has been going on at all, but that is a good thing. I am currently visiting http://www.furaffinity.net/user/bluepawzwolf/ on a vacation. I need to visit the fox more often than I do, that, and get out of town more often I feel. ="P

So yeah, just being a jackal, doing jackal things, and feeling all jackaly. I like the peace and quite, and the years lacking all drama. I should probably try to have a few more adventures, but I have very wonderful friends in SC, and life is good. So stuff n' things! ="P

I suppose that I should let all y'all know that I made two Twitter accounts. My normal account is TyJackal and my adult AD account is TyghtJackal ... I will only accept zeta accounts on the adult one though!

So I have found that Yinepu and Wepwawet are the easiest deities to talk with. They are always so friendly, kind, and understanding. Last night, for what ever reason, I made my bed up for two individuals, rather than just myself. I did not realize that I had done this until I had already laid down, and looked at the other pillow and noticed that I was only laying on one half of the bed. Yet again I had Anubis hold me through the night. I suppose to many people it would be scary to feel something warm in bed with them, and something with its arms around them, but I have been at this for many years.

I am not exactly sure why Yinepu comes and lays next to me, and cuddles me every now and then, but I have come to quite enjoy it. I love feeling his presence around, and can somewhat tell who or what is there. Yinepu and Wepwawet feel similar, but Yinepu is more feminine, and Wepwawet is more masculine in his mannerisms. Sebek is very sexual, and seems to talk me into wanting tasty foods, but is very stern. Set-hen seems to be quite the trickster, and likes spooking me, and getting a good laugh out of things. Bastet is super playful and is far more cuddly than Anubis, but I like males, derp. Hathor seems to be quite motherly, even though Aset is suppose to fill that role. Djehuty always seems to be like a good friend, motivating me to think, listen, and see things with a different perspective.

Yinepu does keep trying to get me to stop smoking and drinking, because they make me stinky, which seems silly, but he does have a canines nose. I should probably listen to the advice anyways, because I know that he cares.

On another note... A great white tiger has came to the child we are taking care of. He is very energetic, and seems to want to motivate the lazy boy. Austen has started talking with him, and feels quite comfortable with him.

It seems like everything is going well here, and I even got some new furniture. My room looks like a young writers room now, lol.

Because I am a huge nut!!! ="P

On another note... I bought myself some werewolf wine called "Once apon a Vine", and it has an odd, yet delightful taste of human blood in it. Yay for the copper after-taste, lol. I also bought myself a bottle of Ravenwood's Besieged, which has a flavor filled with a mild juice, just exploding with juicy flavor once it touches the tongue. Somehow I managed to get both of them while they were on sale, and it was well worth it, and more. ="3

So I find myself still taking care of the homeless woman and child, but at least my friend got a job, and can contribute more than foodstamps, and be able to take care of himself now. He actually has started buying some things for me. It is amazing! ="O

My laptop seems to be dying, so I am going to have to buy a new computer some time. Luckfully there is more money in the house, which leaves me some for myself, to fix my car, and get said computer. ="3

So my puppy Amaterasu went into heat, and her cooter just keeps swelling and swelling, and swelling some more. It's bigger than a silver dollar. 'o.O

My room reeks of vagina, and it's making me feel all the more ill, ick. 'x.x

Picture of her monstrous vagina here...
http://img3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb.....6/Madoscar.PNG

So a couple of good artists I liked went to Ink Bunny (which I never found them on there) over the drama that happened recently...

They left Furaffinity because they felt like they were supporting a rapist. So I go to Ink Bunny, set up an account, and browsed for a while. 90-95% of the art is cub porn from what I gathered... I blocked the tags involving cub art, baby furs, teens, and tags related to those, and there was only a few dozen submissions left.

So what I gather is that people who left FA for Ink Bunny didn't want to support a rapist, but pedophiles are ok. Yay...

Granted I like the fact that on there one can block entire tags. That would be very nice here on FA. I would block the same things, and also all things female as well. I have very particular tastes, and don't like fems, boys, females, or herms. They are simply a complete turn off for me. I like me some manly men, with hairy, musky, muscley bodies, and grunt when fluffed in da butt. Seriously, I find even middle aged fat bald men more attractive by far than fem boy twinks. More cusion for the pushin, and *goes into very explicit details*, and yeah! ="O

So last night I had a very long dream, where I had Anubis, Faunus, and Satan all visit me at the same time... I realized that I was dreaming from the start. I was in a room contrasted in white and black with no particular light source, more as the four of us were the light sources.

Anubis just watched an never said a word, and left a little while before the dream was over...

Satan was trying to demand that I show him dedication like I show Anubis, and tried tempting me with very high leveled deals, which I rejected all because I don't deal with anyone or anything that speaks in half-truths...

Faunus wanted me to give more attention in my life to him, and was advising me to try to have more courage, and feel less shame and obligation that insults my soul, while at the same time advising me not to pay Satan mind in his selfish attempts to have me worship him...

Over all I feel very flattered to be important enough for any deity to take the time to personally visit me, though I can do without the forked tongue one. Why they decided to do this, I have not even the foggiest clue...

I always enjoy the influences of Anubis and Faunus, and if it had not been for the trouble maker, it would have been a very pleasant experience for me. Though there is something to learn in everything that happens...

So it's been a while since I last had my Anubis statue, and now have gone through DeviantArt's website and grabbed all the Anubis pictures I could before it wouldn't load any further due to not having pages, but one very insanely long line up that took up my Ram, lol. ="p

I'm starting on FA's now, and then am going to grab some off from SoFurry and any others I might find. I do this because Anubis has been my patron deity since I was a small child, and a screen saver with thousand of (at least decent) pictures of him might fill a little of the void I feel from not having my statue. Meditating to the pictures should do me well. 'n.n

Any suggestions on where to look for more would be appreciated. I've already done a Google search as well though. ="p

My puppy is a klypto. Anything that isn't shiny she destroys, and all that is shiny, she hordes under the stairs to the porch. She dug out a hole under the steps, and it's filled with shiny things she has collected from not only our house, but also the neighbors... Hording has never been so cute, adorable, and lovable. 'n.n

Ya know that you are bored, when ya end up in the "Fetish Other (Adult)" section on FA... Still seems more tame than the "Alt Hard" section on Fchan though. ="p

So some chick for three years says she got raped, but none of her so called friends supporting her have told her to go to the authorities yet, or she is too afraid to, because she has some sort of legal problem like being an illegal immigrant...

She can either go to the authorities, or shut the fluff up, and let others get their FA on...

I don't know why so many people left FA, when she refuses to go to the authorities to back up her claims, and bring actual justice if seen fit by a court of law... I don't know her, and I don't know them, but I have to laugh at how stupid people can be...

I was raped by a woman as a child, and absolutely everyone I told about it, told me to go to the authorities. I'm sure she has been told that thousands of time at this point, but she won't do it, but rather get years and years of attention, while harassing the person she refuses to at least attempt to put away.

My personal opinion is that she is witch hunting him, because she didn't get what she wanted, or she had to lie to get something else, and it evolved into this. She has put herself on blast for thousands of people with no fear or shame, but still won't get any credibility from authorities, so her opinion is absolutely moot to me.

I myself, as a rape victim myself, do not believe she is, simply because she talks about it with everyone, yet refuses to go to the authorities. The only reason why a rape victim will not go to the authorities, is fear of people knowing it happened, or sympathy for the victimizer, which she has none of either.

However this doesn't effect anyone that doesn't care to get involved in it, and them leaving because they can't stop being involved in it is stupid... Once all the ones who were consumed with drama have made their way to Weasyl, things should be calm and peaceful, until they want to come back for various reasons, which they always do...

I'ma quit posting an angry comment to go back to wankin' to hyper-scat-tentacle porn like things... Because isn't that what we are all here for, for the most part? The art...

Had a dream about becoming a werewolf, and without even trying, I have nearly tripled my werewolf folder tonight. Universe must be telling me something.....................Like maybe it's time for rough gay wolf sex... '<.<

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I'ma stahp wankin' to mecha-zombie tentacle unbirthing for a minute to post an angry comment about someone I don't know in real life, because my friends did!

Seriously guys... I constantly hear about people leaving Furaffinity because of some drama that doesn't even involve them... Is Furaffinity becoming the Furry Facebook or something? Go on and delete your account then... *tries to give a shit, but only a fart comes out*

Furaffinity is an art site more than anything, and people getting all dramatic over things that don't even involve them in the least is ridiculous. Just when I thought that High School was completely behind me, I realize that life is High School.

You seriously opened this journal, with a title like that? Ok, ya kinky bastard. ="P

Life is going quite well... I am getting along with the local furs great, Drako my roommate has became better, and now that I have my car back, things are a lot easier, and I will have more money to spend on myself and fun things.

I took everyone at to Shoney's, the equivalent of Denny's tonight, and I had a plate of bacon with nacho cheese poured on top. If I must one day die, may that death be drenched in nacho cheese!

I hope to move into town soon. Hopefully I will be in there soon, with my little Amaterasu, and teaching her not to fluffing bark her head off at 3AM! fluffing bitch... ="O

I hope that you enjoyed my mindless drivel... Now let meh roll around in a pool of nacho cheese, flavored with bacon (has left overs)................. ~.~

I've got a lovely bunch of Foxy Fluffs... Dee del lee dee... All of them a yiffing in a row... Yiff, Yiff, Yiff!!! Big knots, small knots, some as big as your head!!! A flick of the wrist, a twist of the hips, now it's a Foxy Fluff show...

Seriously... FA doesn't have an option to only receive journal updates from who you choose to?

Pan, dio degli animali!

Curvar e dar besta ten sexo!

That is all...

A friend of mine is wanting to have his fursona drawn by anyone that will draw it for him.

He is a small, shy, and loving Dalmation with yellow fur and black spots. He has one yellow eye and one one blacked out eye.

He wears a green bandana around his neck, jet black goggles on his head, tan shorts, a green on red shirt with a leather vest over it.

He has brown hair on his head, that has a japanese style haircut (not anime) the long flowing, flat hair, that is dry and wavy.

Anyone want to take a try at this?

https://www.facebook.com/kyle.cappellini

There is an entirely Furry based Facebook-like website. Warning it does allow adult Furry art, but no adult real photographs. It doesn't have all of the advertisements, or data-mining to it...

I just started an account this morning at

http://www.furtag.com/Typhoon/

So I had a dream last night where I was in the game Morenatsu, after having already deciding to be Torahiko's (Tiger-man) boyfriend...

Juuichi (bear-man) asked me to come over and visit him. So I had gone to Juuichi's while Torahiko was out doing something (I don't know what really). Juuichi took me into his place, where it was quite dark from the blinds being closed, and then he shut the door behind us, only leaving enough light to see objects in the room, but not what colour they are. I asked what he was wanting, then he pushed me up against the wall. With one hand on the wall, and the other lightly holding my face, he kissed me. I was terrified, but also knew that Juuichi wouldn't actually hurt me. I told him "No! I'm with Torahiko! I didn't even know that you felt this way about me Juuichi..."... I struggled to get free, but Juuichi just smiled, and held me in place, and kissed me again. In terror of doing something that would upset Torahiko, I struggled and broke free by falling on the floor. I look up, and infront of me is Torahiko, just standing there with a smile.

In confusion, and absolute fear that Torahiko walked in thinking that I was cheating on him, I just layed there on my stomach, starring at him, breaking into tears, and trying to find the words to let him know that I was not doing anything to cheat on him, and that I was being faithful... Juuichi pulled my pants down to my ankles, and then positioned himself on top of me, pulling his pants down... I didn't know how to react to what was going on, and since Juuichi was so strong, I couldn't do much about it anyways. Torahiko walks up, kneels down, lifts my face up with his paw and wipes my tears away with his other paw, and then passionately kisses me deeply. At this point I am confused to no end in the dream...

Juuichi continues to take advantage of my body, and my resistance subsides due to the confusion about why Torahiko is not against it, and the fact that I did have some attraction to Juuichi. Then I hear a door open and close. Tatsunii (dragon-man) is standing there, load and proud, taking his clothes off as well. Juuichi finishes off, kisses the back of my neck, and goes over and sits in a chair...

I start whimpering, from all the confusion, and am feeling like I just want to be held by Torahiko. I wonder to myself "Did Torahiko set this up, because he knew that I was attracted to the others?". I feel a great since of love in y heart, but my thoughts are cut off by the huge dragon-man Tatsunii lifting me up, firmly pushing me onto the couch, and forcefully taking my rump, with no second thoughts.

Torahiko through all of this has just sat there, with a big dumb smile, warm in his gaze, and just watching. As Tatsunii is going at me, I notice someone else in the darkness. It's Kouya (wolf-man) standing there, looking as though he is wating his turn as well. Noticing this as well, and though being attracted to all of them, I do have fantasies about all of them, I love Torahiko far too much to even actually want to be with the others in a sexual since. I thrash about, and finally scream "Get off from me Tatsunii!". Tatsunii pauses, then notices that I am very upset, stops, and then then stands back. I rush over to Torahiko, fall to my knees, and just wrap my arms around him as he stands up. I cry deeply to him, thanking him for wanting to make me happy by letting me have others that I was attracted to, but also that I just want him, because I love him far more than anyone else. I cry to Torahiko that I love him deeply, and he doesn't need to share me with anyone else for my sake, and that I love him so deeply that he is all that I need.

Kouya watching all this, in frustration, and even anger walks up to Torahiko, punches him so hard in the stomach, and yells at him "You may love Typhoon, but you can not protect him, and are far to stupid to know what's best for him. You don't deserve him, and should not even be loved by Typhoon." Torahiko falls to the floor, winded by the incredibly strong punch from the wolf-man Kouya. Kouya stands me up. I yell at Kouya "Don't hurt Torahiko! Don't hurt him!". Then Kouya punches me just as hard in the stomach. I fall to my knees, and Kouya lifts me up over his shoulder, and carries me out of the house, kicking the door and breaking it on the way out.

Kouya carries me into the woods, where he throws me into the grass on my back, lifts up my legs, and forces himself into me. I look away from him crying. He tells me that he has always loved me, and that he loves me far more than anyone else ever could, and that he is the only one that could protect me. I tell him that he is the one hurting me right now. I've always fantasized about being with Kouya the most because he was the smartest, strongest, and most cool guy I had ever known, but I didn't want him like this. Kouya cries while taking me, but is very anger as well. He knots me, and then says "I am the one that deserves to be loved by you. I am the one that is the best for you, and I am the only one that can take care of you. Torahiko is too stupid to be good for you, and will only hurt you.". I tell Kouya not to say anything bad about Torahiko, and that I love Torahiko, and that regardless of the reality of who may be best for me, Torahiko is the one that I choose...

Just as I am explaining to Kouya everything about it not bveing his decision, Torahiko walks up, recovered from his blow to the stomach, with rage in his eyes, as if he wants to kill Kouya. Torahiko hits Kouya in the face so hard, that Kouya falls to the ground, pulling me because of his knot in me. I yell "Stop! Stop! The knot! Stop!", out of sheer pain. Torahiko yells with all the fury that one would expect from a pissed off Tiger-Man. Torahiko tells Kouya how Kouya hurt me so much, and has no respect for my wishes at all, and that is not the best interest for me at all. Kouya insanely angry and sad at the same time rips his knot out of me, causing me an imense feeling of pain. Kouya gets up and challenges Torahiko to a fight to prove who is better for me. Without even saying a word, Torahiko lashes into battle with Kouya.

Now clothed Tatsunii and Juuichi show up, come pick me up, and recloth me, and watch the fight. It's not long until Torahiko wins the fight, and I run to stop Torahiko from hurting Kouya too much. Kouya is completely knocked out, and I finally get Torahiko to stop beating on Kouya. I tell Torahiko that Kouya just loves me, and doesn't know what to do about it, but he will learn to accpet that I choose Torahiko instead of him eventually. I then ask Torahiko to just take me somewhere that we can be alone. Tatsunii throws the unconscious Kouya over his shoulder, appoligizes for all that had happened, and states that he will take Kouya somewhere safe to recover, then heads off with Juuichi at his side, with Juuichi holding his head so low in shame and regret for everything. Torahiko gives me the strongest hug I have ever had, begins to cry, and begs me to forgive him, and that he never ever wanted me to be hurt, and that he just wanted to give me what would make me happy. I tell Torahiko that I still love him, and that I am not mad at him, but to ask me before pulling something like this again. I ask him again to take me somewhere that we can be alone. Torahiko takes me home with him, and we go into his room, we lay together in each others arms, and even though I went through the worst of everything, I comfort Torahiko until he stops crying. He was so upset because he ended up hurting me, but I love my Tiger-man so much.

Then Suddenly my dream went to me walking with my roommate in real life, and a girl comes up to us on the sidewalk, says "Hello!", and my roommate does the whole "Mrewr" thing Skeletor does in the Heman spoof thingy, and the girl runs away in terror, and I wake up. Weird dream to say the least...

So I have been playing a Japanese visual novel by the name Morenatsu. It is the equivalent of a gay Furry game pretty much. It has such an in-depth story line, with many different choices. I've only gone one route so far, and had my best friend come out as loving me, and we ended up spending an entire summer together, and moved in with each other. I do have to say that my favourite character is Torahiko Ooshima.

Tiger Love!!! =3

So today, since it's a holiday, I decided to drink some Sake, got drunk, and started looking at Rov's art, and now am so horny, that I want a dozen big, hairy, stinky men to make my ass so sore, that I can't walk normal for a year... Thanks Rov... I think that I might break my zeta toys in the shower now... 'O.o

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rov/

http://shop.sakeone.com/product/Momokawa-Ruby