As of May 18th...my dad passed away due to his failing health. This.. hits me very hard when Fancy and DracDraws left me. Though knowing that all I did was probably karma biting me in the ass...now I have no dad and feel really depressed...

Another friend lost...Fancy_Blue blocked me just cause of their parents getting in the way. I can understand their unease since Im pretty old and he is young too. Im no monster like many others you all might think...Ive been friends with him for over 7 months and been helping him with his own IRL problems especially his relationship with someone. I was hoping just to have him help me get over my depression over a falling off with DracDraws from Twitter. Though now Im just been so depressed these days especially with bad nightmares that its being really painful. Im just been wanting to just be friends and that is all...not Im lost and sad.