Hello, everyone. I'm not much active last times because of life troubles, but it's fine.
My commissions are open again, I'm ready to draw something for you! Also I changed prices, so check it out. <3
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/

I urgently need money for now, so I'll be very greatful, if you commission me.🙏

Sketch commission info:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57105839/

Also check out my adopts and ych!
1st jellyfish - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57126203/
2nd jellyfish - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57045425/
YCH - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57122395/

Since my BuyMeACoffee was blocked, I've decided to launch patreon, where you can support me! <3
I'm still working on some content there, so I'll be glad to see you there.
Also I think it could be alternative payment method for commissions.
: https://www.patreon.com/motilyochek

Hello, guys. I guess, I have no more alternative payment methods except Paypal.
Buymeacoffee blocked my account because of "adult content" (lol, when I was creating acc, I marked my content as 18+ and had only 1 art with nude character there).
So I don't know, what to do, just wanna kill myself even more because of my stupidity.

Paypal is the only way to pay me for commissions now. (ಥ﹏ಥ)

Sorry for no updates and commission delays, I've started fallen asleep because of my medications, still feeling awful and want to die. Hope I'll can finish all commissions next week.

I don't know what to say, It's already passed 2 years of russian invasion and our people still continue to die and suffer from missles, occupation, tortures and destroing of ukrainian language and culture.

Two years ago in this day I didn't even realised what happened for the first time, not even after friend's message in telegram at 5 AM. Only when I came to take a coffee I suddenly heared explosion and saw a very long line of cars at the gas station, I'm started to understand. No fear or even panic I was feeling (which was suprising for me, the person, who has a hard depression), it came few days later, when my brain finally processed, what was happening.

First days of war for me are still feeling surreal because of my own mental health. It was a first time, when I had a crystal clear mind, feeling not terrible as always and doing for my family much more, than I could. Yeah, it started to be a little scarry to sleep in our room (the window were to close to my and sister's beds), but most of those time I'm really feeling normal.

The realization of ruined life came later, in April. My memories are mixed up to much because of permanent stress, so I can somethin forget to tell, I'm sorry.

Most disgusting thing for me were the betrayal from some my close friends from Russia. One of them just asked me to not talking about war in the chat, because it was "spoiling" his mood. Another one tried to gaslight me and telling that Ukraine was bombing our cities, and Russia was trying to save us (bruh, still glad I've blocked him) and other shit. The last one didn't even know about war. And she didn't care about me, which was painful for me. I was crying for hours, feeling abandoned and couldn't understand why they did this to me and why they didn't even try to stop the war.

My parents are pro-russian, and some of you can't even imagine how russian propaganda can make a real zombies from your family. How easily it takes closest people from you. Sometimes when I'm trying to talk to them, it always feels like you're talking to TV, not to alive persons. And it scares me so much. I don't know, how to fix it, but I'm glad they are old enough and harmless to others. :'^)

Still feeling awful, when remember how my grandmother and grandfather could being killed, if they weren't so lucky. I remember how they called and wanted to take us to their house (which were near Hostomel) two years ago. They thought that if we leave the city, it will be more safe, but thanks god, we decided to stay at home. And remember how grandfather had anRemember how russian missle hited an ambulance station, where my best friend worked (I'm really happy it wasn't his work shift that day) and how in russian news were telling about elemination of "nazis". Remember how many misslies hited our plant and we were sitting without electricity, heat and sometimes without water. Remember Mariupol, Bucha, Hostomel, Irpin (and other many cities and villages which were destroyed and turned to ashes). Remember how Kakhovka dam was blowed by russians an how many foreign media were silent about that. How our power plants were invaded (like Chornobyl NPP and Zaporizhzhia NPP). Remeber how my health got worse, some of you maybe remember how I was suffering from wisdom tooth for 6 months and I couldn't find a doctor (because too many specialists left the country), problems with back, when I couldn't even hold a pen without treatment, etc. Too many terrible things were happened to my family, I can't even imagine how are feeling people, who was (or still live) in occupation, was murdered, tortured, who are still defending our country, who are lost their homes, families, friends and pets.

I'm still can't pull myself together. 2 years past, but it's still very hard to rebuild your life and find the reasons to live. Sorry if the text came out chaotic, I'm not good at expressing my feelings in text form. Especially in english (with mistakes, ugh). I prefer to hold my feelings back.

Hello there, I've finally on Bluesky! <3
I'm still posting there some old artworks but soon I'll post something new.
https://bsky.app/profile/motilyochek.bsky.social

Thank you guys for little help with teeth, I'm feeling better now. But doctor said that I need dental braces because crowding of teeth, which I have now after surgery with removing wisdom tooth.
The cheapest braces costs 550-600$, so I need money for it (thanks god, It's not urgent, I'm still have a lot of time before putting braces).

But it's not really matter for me, I need antidepressants for now, because depression killed everything in me, I can't even doing simple tasks, drawing is started to be a very hard challenge, but I'm trying my best.

And my mother lost her job, so I need to help my family to survive...

If you want to help me, my commissions are still open and I made prices lower.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/

If you want to just support me a little, you can do it here: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/motilyochek

I have another problem with teeth (again, ugh), because my second wisdom tooth displaces the dentition and now it hurts as hell and swells.
I need 100-200$ to cure it.

My commissions are still open, besides there is a discount on the sketches.🙏

Prices are here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/

Russians destroyed Kakhovka hydroelectric power plant and now VERY HUGE territory is flooded, it's a terrible disaster. Many people and especially animals suffer (some of them died already), we need to save them!

More details in these journals:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10572466/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10572832/

I'm going back to work, even if it's very hard for me.
My health is worse now than it was before, so I spent all my money on the treatment + I borrowed some from my family. I'm trying my best.
I didn't post something too much these months, because it was painful to hold pencil for my hand (I hope, treatment will help me) + I'm started to suffer from depression harder than it was before, I couldn't even force myself to get up or eat something.
Hope, It will end soon. I'm too tired, war destroyed my life, but I want to believe that everything will be fine.

I updated commission prices: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/
Commission info: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9771958

Fullrendered art - 3 SLOTS
Sketches - 5 SLOTS
NSFW - 2 SLOTS

Deadline: For fullrendered art (and fullrendered nsfw) - 1-2 months, for sketches (and nsfw sketches) - 1-2 weeks.
I'm always inform, if there could be any delays.

There won't be any updates until I find a therapist. I've lost control of my life and can't draw no matter how hard I try.
My family never supported me, so it's very hard to stay even in neutral mood. Besides, my panic attacks came back again.

I'm deeply sorry. For everything.

Hello, sorry for no updates, depression beats me so hard. My family have a difficult financial situation again. My mother can lose her job and my father already lost it in March 2022 because of war. And blackouts are making it worse.
Me and my sister are only, who can work now. We are trying our best.

So I'll be glad if you commission me or my sister (note her for commission info).

I'm taking 3-5 slots every month. All my commission info and queue link are here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/

I'm deeply sorry for too much depressive journals, I just don't know what to do, and even don't even know what might happen tomorrow. ;w;

I'm really grateful for your support for last year, it helped us a lot. ;-;🖤

My tooth was broken few hours ago, so I need a treatment now (This isn't a first time, I had a same situation with another tooth 4 years ago, this was awful). It's very hard to find a good clinic with generator now, especially when you sitting with out of electricity for 1-3 days and no one from your family can work and recieve money. ;-;

Here is price:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10265402/

I'll try to finish all commissions as fast as I can.

My work can be slowed because our district was again fired with missiles, the thermal power plant was damaged today. And we were without electricity for all day. Now everything is fine, but I'm afraid that this was not the last time.
So there can be delays sometimes.

Btw, my commissions still open.

I am in treatment now because of serious problems with my back that have been going on for ten years. And now I have a pinched nerve, because of which my working arm began to go numb and hurt like hell. Electrophoresis a little bit helps me, but Idk, when I will recover. Hope you're all doing well. Take care of yourself.

My depressive episode damaged my mind, I cried for several days and tried to kill myself.
I'm fine and more stable for now, so I'll get back to work in the end of this week. I'm deeply sorry for delays, I can't control myself in this state. x.x

This person needs your help, they are in very dangerous situation!!!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/

I finally had my wisdom tooth removed but I feel sick and it hurts as hell now. So I won't be able to draw for a while. Hope, I'll survive, huh.

queue: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9771958

[FULLRENDERED]
Portrait - 50 usd
Fullbody with no bg - 100 usd
Fullbody with background - 150 usd

add extra character + 60 usd
more complicated background + 30 usd
extra details + 20$ (embroidery, ornament too much detailes. etc)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52822704/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52860493/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48574887/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51331970/


[SKETCH]
Portrait - 35$
Fullbody - 70$

add extra character + 100% from price

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57056877/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53229350/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55596068/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57868204/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56910831/


[NSFW]
Full rendered (1 character + background) - 180 usd
add extra character + 60 usd
alt version 15$
additional view + 40 usd

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61594354/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62090220/

Sketch 100$
add extra character 50$
alt version + 10 usd
additional view + 20 usd

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45426952/

[Character reference sheet]
1 character ( fullbody front, back + 1 portrait + pallette) 180$
extra portrait + 30$
alt outfit + 20$
add accessories or weapon slot + 10$
nsfw version + 60$

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53601134/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62333196/

PREPAYMENT ONLY. VIA PAYPAL (USD). Note Me.

I'm still at home now, little bit depressed because of war. I hear blows every night and feel anexious.
But I can't escape now, I can't leave my family (no matter how terrible are relationships with them, and I worry about my cat).
Soon I open commissions and post some YCHs soon, just trying to solve a problem with Paysend (If it will still work so bad, I'm going to use Wise) now.

But You can support me on buymeacoffee, I post there sketches, wips (maybe I will post there speedpaints in the future). I'll do my best.
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/motilyochek

It's so anexious to hear from your friend "Shit, it begins" in 5 a.m. My country is in war now. I don't know, what to do. Where should I run.
When you hear blows near your home and your favorite coffee shop, you just want scream.
So, there be no updates for some time. I don't know, when me, my cat and my family will be safe.

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COMMISSION INFO

I draw: anthro/furry (any species), humans, fantasy races, demons, guro, fan-art, NSFW/SFW.
I DON'T draw: mecha, characters with very complicated and chaotic design, some of fetishes (hyper, zoophilia, scat, diaper, vore, pedophilia).
reference: I won't draw without understandable references.
payment: pre-payment only. Via PayPal (USD).

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price-list


OCTOBER

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Character reference sheet
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♡Feel free to ask me about commissions.♡