to be determined...

A friend of mine is looking to sell off some of her vast roster of characters.

http://enreeu.deviantart.com/journa.....Sale-674581866
http://enreeu.deviantart.com/journa.....Sale-674580593
http://enreeu.deviantart.com/journa.....sale-674580143

She's got some real cute ones in there. And lots of variety. Furry, feral, MLP. She even has some closed species ones too. So take a peek maybe you'll find someone in there that speaks to ya. ^^

OMG I love this show. I really hope there is going to be another season somehow. >w< Lucoa is totes adorbs. Though I guess all of them are.

Also  Morgdl This artist is wonderful. She's great to work with. Puts in a lot of effort and really pretty art. Her coloring is lovely, such a soft style. She's also open for commissions. Do it! go get one. Or do a bid on one of her YCH's

Also super pumped for two upcoming cons. One local one and Everfree Northwest in Seattle. Whole group is doing an Overwatch cosplay. Mine is just about finished and I couldn't be more pumped.

I went to my sister's graduation today. And I seen my Ex getting a class photo. Seeing her beautiful face so cheerfully smiling. God it hurt so much. Such a horrible twinned feeling to see her so happy. But knowing right now she doesn't want to even have anything to do with me. Knowing how this happy moment for two people I care about has now just became an exercise in pain and torture. I couldn't stop looking. Even as I knew every moment was causing so much pain, because I knew I couldn't share this moment of celebration with her.. I even bumped into her parents, which only made me feel worse. And then I had to keep seeing her in the crowd, moving, talking enjoying what's sure to otherwise be a really special day for her, her family, the rest of my family and my sister. But now I'm just miserable. I wanted to say something to wish her a congratulations and hope she does well. But I also didn't want to spoil her day by talking to her either. Auuughhh I'm such a coward.... I hate that I still love you. And can't seem to tear myself away. I want to move on but I just can't. ... I still miss you so much, and though I've broken contact, days like this just make things hurt so much more.

Ugghhh.... Every few weeks just when everything starts to look brighter. Why do you have to punch me in the heart all over again. I'm not asking for you to go out with me again or move in. I just want to talk. Talk to the person I was closer to than anyone else, even if we aren't a couple anymore. I miss our conversations so much. I have so many ideas, and things I want to share and you won't give me a chance, I just want an opportunity to reconnect. These last few months have changed me so much. I've put so much effort into being a better person than I was. though it feels it matters less and less. I keep at it, but this loneliness, it eats away at me. It's so crushing, and I have no one now... No one to listen, to help when things are tough. To show how much I care every day, and how much more I care now.


Every day it feels like I'm losing a little more of you. Every balked message, and sharp turn down. I wrack myself every day and every night wondering what horrible thing I did to make things awful between us when it ended so amicably. Is there still something there your afraid of. Or was just everything so bad that now your soured to my existence. I just don't know and it's poisoning my mind. So many things I loved and enjoyed now just leave me depressed or crying.

I just want the pain to stop... this hole in my heart. And every time you talk to me it feels a little better. Like a broken part of me was repaired. And then you rip it away. tear out the stitches and leave me broken again. Broken, crying and still missing you so much.

I lost the person who made me feel whole
the one who made all the missteps and hard times better.
the best friend I've ever had, and I miss your friendship and company more than anything in the world.

I bought a new Tablet last week. I've been away from drawing for too long. And recent changes in my life have inspired me to get back into drawing. Been plugging away at small sketches and stuff trying to get used to it. There is a lot too these things.

Though also a great big shout out too  Corablue she helped me find a good one to start out with.

Probably gonna be an Undertale overload for the first while. Cause that's kind of the mood I've been in.

Who's know might even stream some too.

Last few years I've been working nights, and busy often with more stuff than I really had time for. But having gotten a new job a couple of months ago. I've found myself able to actually afford a commission I've really wanted for a long while. if by an extra bonus watching it get drawn was quite inspiring for me. Its really made me want to start drawing again. So I'd like to give a big thank you too Aggro_Badger for giving me that bit of inspiration I needed. Hope I'll actually have something to post up in the next few days.

XD I'd never have thought I'd have gotten so many watch's from commissioning someone else. Still it makes me happy to think of how many people enjoyed that long sequence. Though i really hope you all gave Aggro_Badger a fav and a watch, cause he really did all the work. Guy's quite the talented artist.

PS I completely forgot how to set the links to peoples names in these journals XD

 Erolunai tagged me for a Vijagame meme, so here goes.

1: Do you like videogames:
Love them. My absolute favorite form of entertainment media.

2: What is your favorite video game:
That’s a really tough call, but I think I’m going to have to go with Morrowind and the Mass Effect series.

3: Why:
Both were fantastically written, with very captivating stories, and they both also were jsut plain fun to play. Particularly in the replay value. I could easily talk forever about everything I loved and did in the Morrowind games, or how much I loved the characters from the Mass Effect games.

4: What was your least favorite?:
World of Warcraft

5: Why:
I jsut can’t stand it, it isn’t very visually appealing, quickly eats all your time for little gain, costs you to play per month. And the general snobbery of the people who have 12 hours a day to play it; have towards newer players or people who haven’t decided to essentailly to live there.

6:What was the first video game you've ever played.
Super Mario Bros, me and my twin brother played this game when we were still in diapers

7:Who is your favorite video game character and why:
hmmm, thats a really hard one to pick. I’m sure I’ll think of one I like more by the time I finish this. But I’ll toss it up between my favoric Iconic character which is Link from the zelda. But as an actual character, I’ll put it as a draw between Ezio from Assassin’s Creed 2, my Commander Shepard from Mass Effect and Niko Bellic from GTA4. Though if I had to pick jsut one I’d have to pick the mightiest pirate in the carribean Guybrush Threepwood. His games were all fantastic, and I still find myself going back to watch playthroughs of Monkey Island 3, that game was just amazing.

8:Who is your least favorite video game character and why:
Right off the top of my head, I’d say alot of those androgo angsty teens from the final fantasy and JRPG’s games. They are just all so whiny and annoying, and yet they still are able to somehow dodge bullets, fight gods, and flawlessly wield a sword the size of a truck.

9:Who is your favorite video game couple?
Link and Zelda come immediately to mind, and I’m sure I’ll probably think of another I really like by the time I finish this, but I’m gonna go with Luigi and Daisy, the guy has just had his name run through the dirt by nintendo, and seems to always have his worst traits highlighted. Yet he’s still ended up with a really nice girl, I think he really deserves it after having to live in his brothers overbearing shadow his whole life. So anytime you see Mario off saving Peach and Luigi isn’t around, he’s actually spending time and playing party games with a girl who isn’t kidnapped every friday.

10: If you could enter any video game which would it be and why:

11: What is your favorite video game system:
Xbox360

12: What game systems do you own:
Xbox360, Wii and PC

13: Did you enjoy this meme:
it was alright, let me think back on some of my favorite games.

14: who ya gonna tag:
I’m not really sure, I’ll post these later

Well the semester has cooled down and I have a little more time to draw. So with any luck I'll finally be able to get up some new pics soon. I might even consider a commission or two.

Well, it appears I've been tagged by Flinters. Who originally started this anyway?

The 1st player of this starts with the topic weird habits/facts/dislikes about yourself; and people who get tagged must write in their journals about their 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes as well as state this rule clearly.

"In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list to their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you're tagged"


Six Weird habits/facts/dislikes

1) Grew up in one of the worst; drug use per capita, cities in North America, But haven't touched any narcotic of any type. (Alcohol doesn't count, though I distain getting intoxicated.)

2) I am near unable to gain weight. Despite the fact my eating habits aren't great, and I spend far too much time on the cpu.

3) Hate procrastinators, but am atrocious for commiting it my self.

4) Many of my interests are generally disliked by my peers and family, So its always been hard for me to really open up to people directly, Especially the girls I like.

5) Dislike that I don't draw nearly enough.

6) I have an unusual taste in music for my age (Classical, and Orcistrated) and a strong like for older things, like Fedora hats and pocket watches.


Tag Time! Now who select, Maybe I'll just pick at random.

1.  Os

2.  h-yena

3.  Espilonarge

4.  KazyRoo

5.  Cameroo

6.  jilo