so i haven't like posted any thing on here really in a year, i'm looking at my list of journals right now and like 5 down is an fcn meme from almost a year ago lol.
so was either gonna clear this account or make a new one. and well decided it was less work to make a new one and i'm just that lazy.
the giant pause was caused by some depression i didn't really have any idea about till some friends told me. dealt with it, and now i'm back.
and will be over here :D

 ThatDarnRabbit

Tires got slashed and im taking o somebpny comissions and badges
I have a journal posted here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3581149/ if you could help out or repost that would really help thx

so fule pump went out on car,
its an issue with my car year, but because it dosen't happen enough or kill enough people
no recall needed.
so eh, pretty annoying.
more fun its gonna cost 600$
i don't entirely have 600$

so i has lots of things to do, and no brain to remember to do them with.
so I'm remembering, and lazy atm. so I'm gonna make a list.
and you can look at it
but please dont touch.
or just ingore it I dont give a shit.

before ac

make carrot email
make carrot fa
make inkbunny account
make carrot ink bunny
design pony hair patterns.
make partial measurements sheet
finish pony plush demo
finish pony hoddie demo
design carrot logo
finish commissions that need to be done (really sorry too many planning things)
make pony commission sheet
make new tail patterns
make foam core bunny tail

after ac

design book marks out line
make more ponies
make even more ponies
make a lot more ponies
design buttons
design some vinal things
make more types of commission sheets
come up with fur suit contracts
come up with art take home plush commission contracts.
come up with art contract
argue with people over contract
teach people to read contract
do a barrel roll


thats all i can think of or remember for now.

thats all for now. hopefuly they add more hrs to the days soon so I cna do this. off the top of my head this is what I'm thinking.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3445877/

go here, doggies ear hurts.

I'm working on it, on saturdays normally I work on a house with my dad I am repairing, and on sunday yesterday was my birthday and my bf is over to visit art will be able to be worked on tonight.

I'm working on it, on saturdays normally I work on a house with my dad I am repairing, and on sunday yesterday was my birthday and my bf is over to visit art will be able to be worked on tonight.

trying to get better and faster at traditional art for cons.
so I wanted to do some badges of ponies,
was gonna do em half price for 5$
just to get some practice in, got new inking markers that I'm having a lot easier time with.

also need to start saving for ac a little bit as well.
so if your looking for pony badges let me know I got two things I need to do before starting on em.

also if you wouldn't mind posting a link to help kinda promote this a little.

ps these are traditionally done, unless you really want it done digitally.

comission list
1. sk
2. Reibu
3 iced moons
4.diamond glitter
5. jade glitter
6. Opal Glitter

Are you going?: yes

Do you really need any more info thrn this?

Dont touch me.

after the next two suits and one private suit commission that was made a while ago for a good friend, will be officially retiring from suit making. i will be continuing to make heads, feet, and tails. thats about it. will also being making pre made partials to sell maybe make one or two a year. will be finishing two personal suits one for me one for rhi. will be moving on to a smaller project, that hopefully will work really really well. end to a big part of stress in my life.

i'm also going less fur and more brony, which I will still be around, and in the local fur community, but going to be working on a pony suit so I will have that to run around. nothing really changing still will have my normal fursona just won't be as active with it.

just spend more time in the brony community then the furry.

some fur needs some help
either bid on her stuff or repost the journal
she needs help trying to pay some bill
 voodoowolf

also if you repost, she is apperently doing free sketches
and dedicating all her time to this

firefeathers journal says it better then me
so look here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3325985/

so its the end of the semester this is week 9 next week is week 10 and then boom everything is done.
got so much shit to do.
have three finals
one test
2 papers one research one just some stupid topic, both 7-12 pages
one 10 min presentation
and all my booring net 101 shit to do on the net.
just kinda wanna not do any of it.

also got two suits to complete, and still one that needs to be finished agian, idk the status of it, but gave my self more work to do, and never really got paid paid for it. but just not even gonna bother with that any more. think my fucking up has evened the score.

but am going to art two random small things tomorrow hopefully. i got nothing to do tomorrow, so between breaks of hell.

still trying to find a job.
half tempted to get the major computer certifications out of the way and say fuck it to everything else, get my ass to canada and out of this idk what to call the us, and half scared saying anything bad can get me in jail the way rights are being taken away right and left.

bleh, so much stuff to dooooo

heres all the links to examples
and prices I tend to work in 5$ increments, some things take more effort then others to do, so what you think mite be simple actually takes time.

sketches- 5$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6234669/
coloured sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6246279

inked drawing- 10$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702672/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702666/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702702/

inked coloured- 15$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5711539/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5341218/

simple background- 20$

background- 25$

ref sheet - 45$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7396425

random graphics 20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6780652/

ponies with colour 12$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5252299/

pony ref 20$
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5862098/

icon non animated 10$ animated 15/20$ depends on frames
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6600455/ - used version had clear bg
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6213502/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5263480/

badges- 15/20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5579775/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702747/

pony badges 15
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7480541

dolls 50
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702650/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702660/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702654/

scarves 20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702629/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702622/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702628/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702636/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702645/

headphones 80 ask me about these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4702645/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6581518/

I got 420 coloured eggs.
yeah thats right

fuck you.

okay long story short.
turning right on red,
sign around that says no right on red
in a unfamiliar area,
turn right on green
get pulled over and a ticket.
ticket is 160

need help
can do commission of art
tails, ears fur suit bits, or just dolls (colours of fur I have, are yellow, purple, black, dark brown, light brown, white, blue)
hoodies
badges
jewelry (ask to see pics)
icons (animated ponies, or still image)
will take donations and give you what I can art wise.
crochet goods

I haven't been able to post anything, most my works been sketches to progress but I can do good quality.

things I have forsale that are non art items
1 copy of mario 64
1 copy of star fox
1 verison cell
1 code for steam for arkhem city.

please I really need help.

pay pal atm is daterapewerewolf[at]gmail.com

please repost.

Theme is spy stuff like james bond.
Trying to figure out what to make for them.
Also any one wanna give me some ideas?
Once idea is gotten badges will be 5$ and picked up at my room or art table if i get one.

Okay is a new year and plently of cons to go to, so my list of cons i expect to go to.
A hem

Fcn 4/13- spy thememed really dont care have a room already, need to do prereg, not selling anything, unless some one wants to sell baked goods for me or i can in art ally. Will be showing off my GIANT beach ball. 3 suits due at this con.

Ac 7/14 as we all know i swore to never go to ac again, well going anyway preordering a bus ticket was really fuggin cheap round trip. So still need to find a room and reg not spanding in line for 5 hr again, hopefully the theme will be good or better then the last time. From what i can tell it sounds like a date 'midnight summers dream' need a sundress and a big straw hat theme makes me think of new new orleans.

Condition blue- and the story moves forward again! This time were i america in the 1920's so alchol room is gonna be funny i hope. Got most of the probs kinked out just hope fur suit games dont require and one to crall around again dont like dirty paws, and just gotta worry about some one spilling blue on me this time mot red. Kinda wanna have soviet con aka condiotion red again to freak out people staying at the hotel.

Mff- have no clue about it, its just so close and so many people i know go its hard not to go some times.

is the day after
when allllllll the candy is on sale
om nom nom

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing Some of those YES
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip That scent.... *purr*
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection Only when that attention comes from my bf
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear Yes please.
[ ] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with Tickle Fight!!!
Total:0

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total:0

[ ]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it *blush*
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit some ears for Labor Day
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park walking is the best with someone you love
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total:0

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[ ] you really enjoy cuddling
[ ] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 0

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total:0

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often something to snack on.
Total: 0

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 0

Final total:

Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"

some of these I do have or do but they are natural human reactions, or things. like craving food. or looking out a window. but most of these if people do them I tend to ingore them cause they seem to people the people that can't go out in public with out making sure that everyone in that area knows they are a fur

well I'm still an jack ass, but some things never change.

and now I present you with a wall of text

still haven't found an actual job yet still looking get calls to interviews so things are looking hopeful.

pulled money from student loans to get a new laptop, its an asus I payed a bit more but they are a very good brand, they keys are very weird but I don't really care just took some time to get used to the weird spacing. they feel really nice on the fingers. it also has amazing sound on it thru the head phones which was kinda why I wanted to write this journal. sound orgasm like every time a new song starts. feels good bro.

went almost vegetarian, and it wasn't cause herp derp I'm a bunny I should be vegetarian. watched a documentary, and there are people that had death sentences with cancer and two things I have, so I figured I'd give it a shot to see if it fixes said problems. over all I find my self able to pay attention better randomly so dont need the add pills I fought so hard to get lol. this was also a good idea because I have a weird digestive track, and humans weren't meant to eat a lot of meat. generally happy, miss steak. I will say that much.

got a partner for making fur suits, which would be Rhi. we have 3 comissions atm, a bunny suit full, panther partial, wolf full. two due at fcn. have one lined up to be done for condition blue, and have another in the line up. so if you want a suit made by us then talk now cause we are adding people to the after fcn list. mite get an art table for fcn to get some people for commissions.

doing more art shows this year, changed what I do actually now, doing a lot more hard core baking, of family things or just simple things I've come up with and tested. when I was in hs I perfected short bread cookies and peanut butter cookies so my main focus is on that. wheat free type things since I can't actually eat anything I bake, or breath in the flour dust. doing jewelry as well but mainly trying to use up the rest of what I have. still selling some crochet goods but not as much now. also got a 'square' for doing CC and DC card orders at shows so I can make more money. how smart of me. also any one wanting a square they are free.

Ive been drawing in note books lately and not really doing anything digitally atm, well nothing I've posted. planning on posting some stuff pretty soon.

fixed my sleeping problem a bit, still hard to sleep but I've got a little bit of a pattern down, still tired as shit all the time, but managing better.

haven't really been part of the furry world as of late, kinda dropped off the face of the earth after mff, been hanging with furry people just not as many meets. plan to start getting back into ones that aren't on tues since I'm at class from like noon to ten at night, kinda tired after that and just want to crash out with my pony bed set.

been learning how to make more stuff in sl randomly from the people that build everything in the pony sim, they took on a certain amount of students and kinda got into the group because of the of people running it was teaching me before. mainly just making things that make the sim better so not planning to go crazy selling things at all.

also switched college's because I had a problem with occ. I had left and not on good terms before. and coming back even if I got 100% in all the classes my gpa would be short of what they want for students going there and to graduate in what I was doing. they told me that was okay and they would work around it. well they didn't and kicked me out. so went over to baker college couldn't get in with my hs gpa, took the college standard placement testing, and got really good scores on everything so tested out of most classes that I hate or have problems with so, its mainly just my program classes I need to take. what I am doing is computer repair with cisco networking degree. which goes from a ba to a masters. kinda pissed I lost everything from occ, but I look at it mainly as I blew 4 grand..... but that was my last 4 grand for school so now I get a giant 10,000 of debt, woopie for me.

and if your going to fcn keep a look out for Date Rape Werewolf, he should be making a appearance there. not as a full suit but as a partial. not sure if he will be made into a full considering hes suppose to be that smooth guy you meet at a club when your a bit drunk that puts something into your drink then gets you to go back to your place if I make it a full he will most likely gain a suit jacket of some kind and a screen tee to keep his look up.

so this is mainly everything from mff to now.

oh yeah, learning to love again.... so thats kinda entertaining. also quitting smoking cause I really don't have the money atm.

and I want a 3ds since my fave game is comming out on it. so am open to commissions and my skill level went up just ask me for images of the art I've been doing. just kinda forgot to post things on here as of late, since no one really seems to care any more.

okay so my laptop took a crap. don't have the parts or the money to mess around with getting it fixed.
so what I'm doing is selling a few things.
and being completely open for commission any any medium that I work on. before you ask what I am using to talk on and do commissions I have a desk top but its not portable and why do I need a portable computer. because I have school and I spend many hours there and I use a laptop for a lot of things. and about 4 our of 7 days a week I am using a laptop vs a desktop. a laptop is needed in my life atm or I wouldn't really be doing this many things to get a new one.

things I am selling is
graphire 4 tablet with pen. works fine. pen is missing buttons but its a good tablet. will take offers.
still have 4 yards of dark brown fur, selling by the yard, or the entire thing. would prefer that to stay more local.
I have a tmobile android phone screen cracked, it works fine and charger. just needs the screen replaced you can still touch it tho.
ask for prices on things I just really need to get rid of em.


also doing scarf commissions I have a good amount of yarn collected so doing them cheap
small animal crochet things, I believe there is a picture in my gallery. if not ask and I can post.
also I can do painted head phones as well, i can also do sunglasses as well. just tell me what you want painted and I can tell you if i can paint on it.
i also can make fur suit parts for people atm. tail feel arm/ hand paws, and heads separately out of the norm.

pony character creation with cutie mark
pony badges, traditional and digital
pony art digital and traditional
walking pony icons (see current icon)

furry badges traditional and digital
furry art
sketches
just ask I can do it.

anything else ask I can most likely do it or attempt it for a very cheap price.
contact me for paypal address, or if you just wanna make a donation I will make something for you any wise.

okay sony, microsoft, sorry this isn't about your systems but you can bitch at me later. like I said sorry your not part of the solution nor the problem. well I guess its just microsoft that is out on this one since sony had the game first. deal with you two later

nintendo why you gotta torment me, your releasing my fave game on your 3ds that I don't wanna buy but your making me wanna buy it. damn my obsession with tails games.


also sorry for not staying shut up.... bunnys don't listen long.

*walks up and clears throat*
watchers
furrys
those yiffing in the corner over there

I have already messed up this speech by accidentally posting it, with no speech, and then deleting my confused journal while trying to delete this one.

have no fear I am still confused!

now where was I going with this
OH RIGHT
no left

it has been brought to my attention in a dream last night, that was disturbed by a vibrating phone on my face how it made it from my pillow to my face I will never know but no worry people nirvana was found. I'm a hypocritical person some how. my journals are hurtful to people. so I will not be updating any one with my citizenship status any more, its so painful, funny youtube videos', or my little side projects. or any other things I think people would like to hear.
I didn't realize that these are hurtful hypocritical things. as the owner of this fa, and set of journals I promise to you, the watchers, furries and the now three furrys yiffing in the corner, I, oh I what thats just sick, HOW ARE YOU DOING THAT.

*looks back to crowd*
uh I promise to stop these hurtful hypocritical journals. to all the ipod mini's reading this that don't work, I'm sorry your owns won't fix you, I didn't think about your feeling, and all the unfunny youtube vid's no one links, I didn't think about how it must hurt to have -6 pageviews, the con's I haven't went to, when I post those meme's for them I didn't think about the feels of the con's that don't get that one more person to attend. The list could go on for a long time but to those I missed, sports, crafts, non funny pictures, I apologies. I didn't mean to hurt you.

*walks away*
*falls down steps*
oww my leg

okay so I have my last final soon so I will be able to talk on msn more hopefully.

unless I start crafting cause I have some fur suits that I am getting lined up to make so I mite just work on them now when I have the open time to, and not have to stop for school or anything.
mite start crafting for art shows as well or pretending I know how chocolate works.

I guess I have a lot of crafting stuff to catch up on.

finally get to start IT classes now. my mom caved it since I'm getting student loans and she can't control my education any more.

canadian citizen ship is now validated, I've had it since 2009 just didn't have a way to prove it at all. now I just gotta wait 2-6 months for the card to come in the mail.
so i got everything taken care of for future opportunity, and just on the off chance shit hits the fan I can leave on a moments notice.

pretty excited.