To actually date again

I like the novelty of being single still and as long as i have.
But it gets old and booring fast.
But then i look at my track record and kinda makes me meh again

So i found my ipod mini.
I was so happy to cause i had given it to an ex and i thought they still had it. Idk how i got it back but im happy.
Thing is years ago think like 5 or 4 i didnt care was glad to give some one the ability to have portable music. It had a problem with turning on and develeped a battery problem then the head jack port went on it.
mini's are my fave due to their structure. They are strong and sturdy. This was my furst mp3 player i actually found it in a bathroom at school lol. So im pretty connected to my mini
goals for it are to replace the battery and head phone jack and replacevthe hd with flash memory since the last prob it could have nowis hd failure or the screen if i droped it.
Im not replacing the housing that has dents on it due to thats the character of it.
Allo hope to get it up to 16gb the entire project will cost about 50$ and good thing xmas is near by.

used to be here, but isn't any more.
I got hungry and ate it.
it wasn't a very sweet apple at all tho....
cut my mouth a bit
and I don't think it will be fun having it come out the other end.

any way baws and derps made this die.
also the fact only 5 people even bothered to do this.

now to break it to get a upgrade.

eat my butt poof!

I was to kill my family before thy kill me.
You can only ingore argumments and people trying to start arguments for no no reason for so long
The sentance 'asche who is right' and all its variables wording is like a death sentence given to you from a judge.
And the reply 'this iint my argument i dont want to be involved' turns into being selfish and turns the fireing of insults in your direction while the third person stands looking at you sorry wishing they could help but the fear of getting what you have keeping them quite.
Even if you can ingore them hearing the ones thru the wall of 'your turn you take care of the kid' followed by insults eventually one hits.
I hate to baw but even with lala pills yhings still hurt at some point not matter how distant you make your self or walls you put up eventually something hits.

So im at my local mall walking and they are playing xmas music and have ads everywhere. What happened till waiting till thanksgiving. The day after halloween and they have stuff up now. I think its sick when i have kids its gonna be starting before easter at the way this is going.

Also the mall is going to be open on thanksgiving during normal hours. I kinda wanna get people together to protest it. Really hating the holiday season, its only about xmas now i remember when all holidays were mentioned.

We really are a corprate christian nation.

Not bah humbuging anything this all just makes me sick.

Xmas isnt exen celebrated at the right time of the year.

Did you cocks really think i'd do this.



If you're still reading shoo!

Got used to flying.
Had to switch to a phone with a keyboard.
Witch is weird.
Was the homeless guy.
Cooked be the info desk person.
Got a free stylin nyc hair cut..... weird as shit.
Been to time squair (not impressive)
Washington squair park (pretty but booring)
Wall st (not impressive)
Not been arrested cops are nice and having fun

so my mom flipped a shit cause I left my hair dryer and a hair straighter in a bathroom drawer because its so messy and filthy and I'm putting my shit in there,
its a fucking hair straighter and a blow dryer I could understand if they were all over the place and I was leaving crap up there. on the floor its put away out of site,
took her a 2 months to find it obviously wasn't bothering any one.

it is really necessary to run all three full bathrooms in this house? idk how my dad fucking deals with this, she dose the same crap to him and he just takes it like a pussy and doesn't do anything about it.

she dose things like this on purpose to piss me and my dad off, if things go fine for too long she has to make drama, get everyone mad. just so everyone fights and gets mad and makes just childish threats. till she pushes my dad so far that he just gets so pissed he gets all childish.

the starts accusing me of dropping my classes, because I'm lazy when I have two accounts at occ due to when I was a kid, and they some how made two accounts. they were suppose to merge them together, so two classes got stuck on the other account then after this semester they can merge them together. to get its I dropped two classes. even when I showed her I was registered in both. so now she's pissed at me despite showing her.

idky but I've been kinda doing that whole thing that happens when you eat a lot of sugar and sit still too long. where you feel like you wanna run and your just feeling like you gotta do something, btw the sugar was apples I think.

any way when ever I think and the sentence can be in a language I'm learning on rosetta stone I think in that. if I know the sentence that is.

fucking annoying as hell.

WELL NOW YOU CAN!!!!!!!!

when its sicence!

Some one wrote a poem about me and put it on their fa page.
So cute <3
Ifyou can find it 10 points extra credit.

so I was browsing around when I found this dragon its leash trained and everything!

Slowly i was working on turning a few people into ponies, due to pony weekend and the new season thats geared more to the bronies, and the shirts.
The people that were gonna get pony art were,
Draken
molla
Renard
Rhi
vebo
Dusty
Potato
Rich
And a few msn friends.

So sorry for not getting free art to you. I lost most the inspration for even working on it due to an argument. So now the idea of this little project put a bad taste in my mouth.
sorry to any one that would have enjoyed this.

so I got the new one its side way and had that 'your an actual adult' feel.
kinda weird tho, cause after so many years of having the vertical one when I go to pull it out and look at it I do it wrong lol.

I have the enhanced one, and when they first came out I got one and you could easily find the rfid chip by holding it up to the light.
now almost a year or 2 later you hold it up and you have to really struggle to see it at all. kinda nice.

any way just kinda found this cool.
its a weird weird feeling

so I found a new kendo school actually in novi, what makes me happy is they have a certified kendo team. that is a us international competitive. not that this means a lot to many people but its very hard to find teams in the us. this school has at least 40 or 60 students. so its better then the old one I was part of.

was also wondering if any one else wanted to go with me. its saturday nights after 5, to about 9 depending on class and group. would like to join with a few people.

not looking for people that are obsessed with swords. looking for people that respect them. as my old teacher said even tho we were using wooden swords the same principal applied you need the mind set, that every time you draw your sword that you must realize that you mite loose your life or take a life, and need to respect life and accept death as corny as it is (we laughed in class after that)

but any way looking for people to join with me. either way don't like joining things alone. btw its in novi meadows elementary school on taft.

managed to crochet a ball. for making those amigurumi doll things. I always have to google it. planning on using my stock pile or yarn and while bored and needing a distraction from other works, I can make these. most likely gonna make bunnies, cats, octopus, and foxes, depending on the colours I have.
I have also made eyes so thats all good just need some stuffing. and felt for accents.


and mff mite be the last con. even though I am finishing my suit which needs to be done due to the whole easter bunny thing. I mite pull back out of the community. I don't really see any one any more everyone lives so far away, and I've managed to make friends in college and around the area that are not in the furry fandom. sadly the home stuck fandom is actually closer around this area (half of it is minor's oh boy, or weaboo's) or mite just not be part of any fandom.... I don't really look at the fur meets and more. I like the meets I just don't see the reason to make the effort to drive all the way out there, I'm not a very talkative person. idk, just weighing some options.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2714387/

she's quite embarrassed, to be asking at all for help.
but needs money for rent.
she also has a 5 year old.

so today is 9/11
10th one since the towers went down.
people died, feel bad for them, and their families.

what I noticed today, while I was out and about.
were a bunch of people that made me disappointed.
people were parting drinking.
drinking is normally done in celebration. like a wedding, 4th of july, birthday, grad party, you get the idea.
normally you don't drink at a funeral, work parties, religious things, ect.

I drove past a few parties where people had a bunch of flags out and were drinking, and some clubs doing special 9/11 drinking deals.... todays not a day to be celebrating anything at all.

I didn't mind the people with giant flags tied to their car's making it look like a cape. or having house flag pole holders with flag in them sticking out a window or tied to the car. that was distracting, and kinda scared me a little on the road. one day of some safeish patriotic fun, is okay once in a while.

its been a decade a big number year.

what I can't stand all the alcoholics that don't care what the reason is, as long as they get a drink.
made me sad.

not against drinking at all, but as professor oak says, "there is a time and a place for everything."

also what were you doing 10 years ago.
sitting in a third grade class room watching it on the tv.
we had an emergency assembly that day, to explain to us what had happened by our principal.
a very well educated and smart women. RIP.
next day came to class even though a lot of school's closed in fear of getting bombed/
my principal was like "we are a small school in the middle of no where. what good would it do them."

so another thing bit the dust.
my wireless card. I need to get a new one.

I have no other way besides my phone of getting online and thats, actually really hard to manage and use.

will do small commissions for those that can help me out in acquiring a new card.

sadly they have gotten expensive, or everyone is buying them from new egg or something. so all the cheap ones are gone.

just the three headers and two headers.

please comment if you can help.

so after a few stores being dick's and not selling the oh holy elixir of my stupidity, because it was all vertical like, yet sold some to my friends out of state license that is vertical....

I decided to be a big girl and get my new adult license.

lucky for me at the dmv they don't really listen to you when you give off the vision test.... I know their a no numbers in that thing for some reason I saw them... its mainly to keel insurance costs down, so I don't have a visual restriction. and because I chatted up the lady I get 2 extra years on this license (I have the passport one so I lost three years off it, having to renew it so now I have 6 years on this since they have to be renewed every 4 years not 8) and I got to keep my glasses on for the pic.

made me happy.

also idk

more serious matter, had a panic attack, ate nuts life became good.

tablet took its final and last shit today I think.
its a 4 almost 5 year old graphite 4 the pen.... if you wanna call it that, has no buttons and the rubber isn't really rubber it kinda flakes off. the rest of the thing is in good condition... it just fails some times sending the signal.... its sad to see it go it was my first tablet.... and now I don't have one at all lul.....

I also don't have the means to get a new one.

loved this thing for the design you could spill stuff on it get things on it and it would be fine cause it had a removable cover that was dish washer safe...

got it from circuit city too.

rip graphite 4, you served me well.

edit:

took the defib unit to it and it started to twitch across the screen, then actually started working.
taking note of this and gonna get a new one soon and retire this one. this is the 3 or 4 th time this has happened in a month or 2. its not a good sign.

into a truck

found my little mp3 player
I don't have a lot of stuff. I got a book case, and three totes.
so the fact I lost it is kinda sad.
gonna make shit easier in my car tho.

okay got the stereo changed out finally. and the speakers.
just don't have a sub so when the base is really loud it messes with the vocals.

any way I want to get the 5 inch dual rally stripes black
change out the ford decals with autobot ones. (my old focus had a decal on the hood and back sadly they got ruined when I removed them from the car)

change the head and tail lights out with hid white led black internal. I want blue led but dosen't go well with a gold tan car. and black stripes.

and change out the hubcaps. with something black.

hopefully if I get a job again, I can quickly change this out.