I've been living in pretty terrible conditions since forever, living with family that despises everything, getting little to no support , no privacy, job doesn't pay too well and finding it impossible to find a better job, pitiful living conditions pretty much living in a corner of a side room that the family uses for storage so I don't even have my own 'room' , there are no doors on it either as it connects to the kitchen and living room, very sick and tired of living like this, I don't make enough to move on my own and I don't know anyone who can realistically help me. I'm not sure what to do and it greatly affects me every day more and more. So idk what can i do. I really need to leave this hell hole

I usually don't post about relationship stuff but I am single (and have been for a while now) and I miss having a partner. No ill will or hate to the previous partner but ye. Just miss that kind of connection.

Also looking for a bf I guess lol

those has nothing to do with my bf, the caring one is for making friends and fwa was just didn't have much for me there, thats it :V

genuinely

I didn't love it to say the least.

I'll be there i think. IDK what im doing but yes

https://bsky.app/profile/zezuar.bsky.social here you guys go, i'll still be on FA but this is just another site to find me on. ALSO probably won't be mirroring posts so idk lol

birthday time , woo

I'm not taking risks with FA's ban wave shenanigans, Sorry some art gone if you had one in mind that's gone or see anything in my gallery that can be misinterpreted as "small" please let me know. Thanks :D

wahoo

I'm a bit off from getting one, I sold my last one due to timing belt issues, and I can't use my mom's vehicle because it breaks down a lot too (battery issues)

I'm close to buying another vehicle just need a bit of an extra push so if anyone is willing to help that'd be great.

STILL I REALLY HATE ASKING FOR HELP , anything is appreciated at least.

https://paypal.me/zezuar

I finally paid it off but its still a massive hit. it sucks bad but I made it.
Thank you to everyone who pitched in or shared or helped in anyway. very much appreciated

i never really ask for help much but I need it. Need to pay off a ticket and its $550, for my first ever ticket. absolutely fucked.

SO PLEASE if anyone can lend a little bit please do! and if you want a sketch or something in return dm me @ zezuar on Discord.

https://paypal.me/zezuar

its my birthday yet again~

Obviously I've always been against cub art and I have removed a few pieces from my gallery that could give the wrong vibes. Koru is always 18+/ adult too. But if any of you could help me search through my gallery and point out anything that may be considered bad by the rule change I will take a look and remove it if needed. Thanks

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9224278/ here in this journal , everyone is welcome

FA's being really stupid again with rules about diaper art. I've removed a lot of art on my account that can be mistaken by the rules but I'd like some help. If you see anything that can me mistaken on my account please let me know so I can delete it , so I don't get nuked by something dumb. Thanks.

I don't wanna risk that stupid 2,500$ fine. They've progressively gotten worse so any alternative that i can pay artists with would be nice

wee i guess thats cool

My character always is , always was and always will be 18+ , I do not, in any way , use him as an underaged character in explicit art , nor do I want to.

I say this because i got suspended for a bit (over a pic from many years ago) , so that sucked. so Just others know.

just as it says , its my birthday now , thanks for the well wishes if i get anyway

It's on the 30th of this month, as always some feint anxiety over idk what, hopefully things go well

how fix???? of the latest upload https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42817029/

This is basically a copy paste of this journal ( https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9224278/ ) , i'm just re-advertising it because it'd be nice to have some new people around.


So I have TWO discord servers. I kinda keep forgetting to advertise the existence of my servers. One being ab/dl themed and the other growth themed. Join if you'd like. Feel free to ask questions in the comments below.

so this link is the one to the AB/DL server if you'd like to join. (Zez's Hangout) ((Now 18+ only entry))

https://discord.gg/XnUGzGp
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https://discord.gg/XnUGzGp
https://discord.gg/XnUGzGp
https://discord.gg/XnUGzGp



And this link is for the Inflation/fat/growth server (basically anything big) if you'd like to join (Zez's Fluff house)

https://discord.gg/tGTawpF
https://discord.gg/tGTawpF
https://discord.gg/tGTawpF
https://discord.gg/tGTawpF
https://discord.gg/tGTawpF
https://discord.gg/tGTawpF



Thank you for your time!~


The reason for the split is some are uncomfortable with the other so i'd like them not to mix and cause some issues

Would anyone be interested in 15$ sketches?
I'd like to try to make some money to save for a new tablet n-n''

examples  Zezuar my own art account