Im still alive... i think ._. *checks pulse*
yeah.. i am still x:

so like,... im now a supervisor at the place i work at... so Yay more stress and less time to draw >_>
so like, yeah, basicly posting sketches on my other account, dont really have great motivation to color lol X3

so yeah.... nothing more to say xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyTOQxzL97o
GET THAT SONG OUT OF MY HEAD xDD
ITS so catchy for some reason x3

But Man
im so annoied, i havve had NO drawing time cuz my friends have been over EVERY single day to play brawl x.x
but i guess its not all that bad ._.;
getting something done at work on our dead hours x3
but rawrs, should finnally get a doodle that ive been working on done :3

but work today, i was jumping around and slamming onto the ground, i was like.... WAy to hyper, it was fun and stuff xD

Friends coming over again, might as well get some porn rumminging done before they show up lol xD
They dont really know im a furry or ghey ;p

Ok, so ive unlocked all the chars and beat the Subspace thing on normal D:
Ive been playing brawl with some friends and so far... one of my friends is SO FUCKING ANNOYING with snake xD "drop mine, roll run around, drop proxy mine, Launch missle repeat"
So far im digging Diddy Peach and Wolf :3

for the people who play you can add me, but i have Lan Wifi, so i have to dissconnect my Connection :x
Also, should i invest in a Wireless thing or does Lan work well too? D: *newb to online gaming with systems*

Gaming Code is 4682-8160-2423
im on at the most RANdom times btw x3

YIm Crap - So apparently YIM keeps giving me a virus >.< so im just avvoiding it :
Msn - Ashwaffles[at]live.com
AIM - It keeps uninstalling itself >_>

.....theres nothing happy about it... ~___~
*cant wait till super smash cums out* ._.;
i get it today wheee x3
so you wont see me for a month xD

Since alot of people on my messenger are asking me about my messenger status and im tired of copy and pasting X3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xciuYTeu4Qc
Basicly its people who have WAY to much time on there hands x3
Have pic in the making, still fine toning it, just to lazy to focus x3
Also, i need to know of any site BESIDES photobucket to use as an image hosting

Messenger info is posted up, i dont respond when im busy just fyi :x

Omg SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED xD
Starting off with Good news and bad then good again, in sepreate paragraphs :3

First off.. Went to the Hurt, Seether, Breaking Benjamin and 3 Days GRace concert... OMG IT WAS SOFA-KING FUN <3
IGNORING ALL THE FOOTS TO FACE BODIES TO MY BACK AND FAT GUYS FALLING DOWN ON TOP OF ME IT WAS SO GREAT, this was my first concert Ever and man... it was like rape xD IM SO energetic and tired <3 Couldnt breathe well cuz i was screaming my lungs out sweating x3~
...Lets start a Riot... A riot..... >.>;
Im so gonna draw someone doing a surfing on a Big Board from the floor hopefully, he was dancing and surfing amongst us x3

Bad part.... Ok, so basicly i came to a realization that people around me i pushed away, the ones i got cloe to, the ones i told to leave actully left me.... so in other words... Dont ask for things you dont want.... but after a long period of time... My Master came back to me... and we made up... but hes just my friend again, and im glad for that :3... But i guess the quote i was told was true.... "If they dont come back...you dont need them", so basicly him coming back to me says that he wants me back.... and i was really greatful :3

Back to the good Parts - besides my friend comming back, ive just been happier, ive been feeling less Gloomy. I told myself... I HAve no reason to feel Gloomy, my friends like it when i talk, but at times im just busy or just sidetracked and Idled x3
Also, i know everyone gets depressed... but yeah it can get annoying. i also relized some people (not very much :P) that look up to my art and all i do is go Emo, though i think of it this way now, Im changing Myself for myself... no for someone else because if the person abanadons you you drop all the promises you made to that person, so.... yeah, learned that the hard way more then once xD


So if you want to talk with me.... you can add Ashwaffles[at]live.com .... dont ask for free art/yiff or junk like that lol x3
dont add me now cuz im heading to bed :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7J0Jq5CgIY
Just another stray to the fandom again

Taken from  enydimon from DA but W/e :3
Blame him he made me do it ):
and its sad how this fits x3

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, Zune etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits:
Apocalyptica - Zelda Main Theme (classic) 4:45
LOL, IM FUCKING SERIOUS THIS WAS MY FIRST SONG xD
its so random how it fits x3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ENUsRGIG4M

Waking Up:
1985 3:15 Bowling for Soup
So i hit the wall? D:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dMmNcT3ouo

First Day At School:
Topless 3:00 Breaking Benjamim
How Random O.o;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwfgYmxm_ms

Falling In Love:
Shut Me Up 2:48 Mindless Self Indulgence
No comment...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIYhbRiuVK0

Fight Song:
Better Than Me 3:44 Hinder Extreme Behavior
Sadly this is how my fights go o.o;;;

Breaking Up:
Somewhere I Belong 3:34 Linkin Park
O.o;;;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u892twy8Xp0

Prom night:
In Between 3:17 Linkin Park
wasnt really a fan of Prom in the first place >.>;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5ss4awsKv4

Life:
Numb 3:07 Linkin Park
>__>;;;;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFskoMYf5cg

Mental Breakdown:
Techno Syndrome (Mortal Kombat) [7" Mix] 3:24 The Immortals
OMG YES xDD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UVpDh3SWvg

Driving:
Leave out All the Rest 3:29 Linkin Park
i guess its kinda true.... no one else cared
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QA0QCH-lFDo

Flashback:
So Cold 4:45 Breaking Benjamin
i guess i was cold...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cV6xBQDCTzg

Getting back together:
Given Up 3:09 Linkin Park
OMg, how does that work? XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-4CH-xs7sQ

Wedding:
i dont like your Girlfriend 3:36 Avril Lavigne
Why do i even have this song on here xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvkO.....eature=related

Birth of Child:
Sooner Or Later 3:39 Breaking Benjamin
Soor OR later... >.>; Fag *cough*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZznMPcEKZCw

Final Battle:
Water 3:51 Breaking Benjamin
Guess ill win by shoving them under water?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NI5dk6cerK8

Funeral Song:
Shallow Bay 8:00 Breaking Benjamin
COME ON D:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reUJFZLum4c

Final Credits: (Pick 3 songs)
Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
What i like this song >.>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tEROk-Y27Q

Bleed It Out 2:44 Linkin Park
its so upbeat and a change that i need xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnuuYcqhzCE

Phase 4:31 Breaking Benjamin
Life seems to go in Phases x:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHwLw8nCPCU

YAy spam

CUZ IF YOU DONT *shakes fist*

So i have a Tro.VUNDO Virus and lets say it wasnt only 1
it was 750 D:
i was like WTFH DX
and now its all gone thanks to  werewolfhero who helped me with it :3
now time to start drawing *stares at the screen mindlessly*

OK NO NOT REALLY but i am wanting some ideas x3
Ok, so im fresh out of ideas and i need a break from some wowing x3
So like throw ideas at me xD
im gonna try to get some doodling down and junk x3

in other news- Since compUSA is going out of business and everything was like....50-70% off, i bout me a lab top Whee x3, makes things alot easier for me now, cuz ive been doing some multi tasking that fayls on 1 comp with 2 screens but im able to play wow and idle and draw at the same time xD

ALSO, has anyone have serous issues with Norton, ive been trying to get it loaded onto my comp though have "existing" crap already one what it wont over lap D:, reason why ive been wondering cuz FA has been smacking me in the face while pics show up as "YOUR PRIVACY IS IN DANGER" lawl D:

Rambling on i got 2 epic shirts, i know im getting weerd looks x3~

OK NO NOT REALLY but i am wanting some ideas x3
Ok, so im fresh out of ideas and i need a break from some wowing x3
So like throw ideas at me xD
im gonna try to get some doodling down and junk x3

in other news- Since compUSA is going out of business and everything was like....50-70% off, i bout me a lab top Whee x3, makes things alot easier for me now, cuz ive been doing some multi tasking that fayls on 1 comp with 2 screens but im able to play wow and idle and draw at the same time xD

ALSO, has anyone have serous issues with Norton, ive been trying to get it loaded onto my comp though have "existing" crap already one what it wont over lap D:, reason why ive been wondering cuz FA has been smacking me in the face while pics show up as "YOUR COMPUTER HAS BEEN INFECTED" lawl D:

Rambling on i got 2 epic shirts, i know im getting weerd looks x3~

So like.. i was browsing FA yesterday
and i found a link to youTube about furries on some show and such lol
Anyway.. it was like... showing of a Furry convention and what they do and crap and it ends in sex(yiff lol)

Anyways, i was gonna rant about this some xD
people think and draw there own conclusions on what they are shown...so basicly... If your a fur you like sex and sex is only thing you can think of and sex is bad and Only furries can have sex? xD

Its funny though.... people go all emo about being called a furry though they make a fursona and claim it as theres.
But you also have to be aware that Peer Pressure is a big factor on hating furs, same with being gay :x

also, being in the fandom isnt 110% Yiff though thats what people and other furs think Lol :/
I joined the fandom for the art and community at first and found out things that i can relate to and like :3
Met a few freinds along the way, also met alot of fake people x3 but hey, dealing with different types of people helps in building character i guess x3

Well thats out of my system x3
o well, been in a great mood lately, though that certain holiday is comming along and im gonna be alone for the first time in 3 years :x, though its just day and i should survive X3

Anyways.... Sup yall? XD
Listen to any good Music lately? :3

Let that all out, relieaved alot of stress and kinda over joyed that im moving out finally lol, 2 friends found a place at a place for 100$ a person, that place is 2 baths and 4 bedrooms :3, this plan is the best so far becuase palns with a certain someone failed hard core but from what ive heard i didnt miss much :3

other news, i got a Cintiq12wx, its nice and everything but im still getting used to it...though im so tempted to plug my intros back in xD, prolly jusy gonna use it for coloring though :3

grovel grovel :X
Horny and junk xD

(No i dont really have a religion)
ALso, for people who do that giving up crap for the 6 weeks or whatever xD
Mines stoopid and i fast(not eat) on Every Wensday till easter :x
and Im not eating fried foods and desserts D:

*shrugs* for people who actully want to talk to me and junk

WEll, this is a journal that is really worthless

Yeah, so many things have happened, a certain dad of mine stalks my mom though things are already complicated enough, my brother finnally got deported...i knew it ws going to happen just didnt know when it would though, a close friend of mine the i used to hang out with is going over seas for 4 years ): had his going away party on saturday, and got left babysitting, didnt get any sleep that night. yeah, with all that sit going on, none of it affected me... until just recentlly, it just smacked me like a truck and it slowly started eating me away... relying on myself didnt help, cant rely on anyone else to help, people arent always gonna be around...and when people are around i dont want to burden them... thats why i hide behind masks, people seem to enjoy that half of me more, so many people perfer fake side more...thats why i really wonder if i can even retain friends when i jsut snap... but not like bitching about it isnt going to help, life goes on and people need to go on too.... no matter how bad things look
so yeah, people who talk to me still (numbers greatly reduced) few people knew how i felt... but its better not getting them dragged into this random shit, though i needed to vent

So like, i bout the CD and i was Very disappointed... then i listened to them and i grew attached xD
though im very disappointed i dont have time to drive 50 miles for an un-censored version D:
but yeah, this would go in LJ but the site confuses me so much lol ._.
also pushing this down cuz i dont like how that other journal cuz i didnt like how it showed up on my page xD

I finally got LJ >.>
http://ashwaffles.livejournal.com/
i know there is another Ashwoof or something, that ain't me :x


Slot 1-  mwolf2005 (not started) 1-28-06

Slot 2-open

Slot 3-open

Commissions are open
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1034013/ is a sample on what youd get lol :x
only opening for 3 and i guarantee that it will be done within 2 weeks, if not you get a free gift (1 per person) x3 (thats not saying 3 gifts lol :P)
Will only Accept payments as Paypal, NO FUCKING SNAIL MAILS, FURRIES WHO GIVE OUT THERE HOME ADDRESS ARE FUCKING IDIOTS
Note me here if your interested, or add Ashwaffles[at]live.com to your Msn and we can discuss stuff :3
you can just add me if you want to talk too x3
but i am kinda busy lately, so i am a little idle-ish, when im afk im usually at work or sleeping :3

Slot 1-  mwolf2005 (not started)

Slot 2-open

Slot 3-open

Also, i expect payment right before i finish it, not before

Alrighty... since i kinda went on a tantrum and like killed this account lol (FURRY DRAMA) Want to apologize to my watchers and people that i watch(watched)
i had like 252+ people i need to watch again so im sorry for spamming your inboxs D:
i also apolgizing for being a newb :3


Rant part alot of you can ignore this part X3

Commissions -
Commissions are not jobs, you cannot consider taking commissions a FUCKING JOB it isnt, its kinda one of those lazy things imo, "I CANT GET A JOB BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO HIRE ME", most places take people if they seem like they are interested in the job... like get annoying.. Honestly...
NOW, i can understand people that have recently quit jobs, between jobs, got fired(for a dumb reason) those people i can understand, cuz things happen that make you want to leave. Anyways... moving along, i think commsions should based on time/effort put into them. like... if you spent 60$ on a commissions, i would expect something that looks like it took 5 hours, not 30 minutes its sad when i see people that do this and people fall for them ):. so like, most artists do like 20-35$ on a full colored pic, i would expect 2-3.5 hours of work.. also, i do understand there are people who can make a pic that looks like it took 3 hours in 1, those people i do support you cuz you pull your end of the deal lol :P
Time wise on commisions... 1 month
is long enough unless you have made plans with the commissionie :3

FA-
Alrighty, ALOT of people have forgotten what FA is all about, when i first come here (im being honest) i was here for fake popularity, though i relieved that it was my means of escape from high school for how i was an outcast. BUT REMEMBER... FA IS HERE FOR THE ART, COMMUNITY...and the yiff lol x3
LEts NOT make FA like highschool please :/ Though i have moved on and crap and told myself countless times, im here for the art/yiff x3(and finnally convinced myself x3 )

Watching-
You watch people cuz you like there art or becuase they are your friends, i know there are alot of people who we refer as "Watchers" they dont draw or write just watch hehe :3
There are also people that fucking piss me off by watching a mass amounts of people and then filtering off all of the "lesser known" artists and only watching the popular ones, i have seen this on FA and DA, if your gonna do that i think you should admit you do it ( i have done it but i admit to it cause i was killing this account but didnt) ive seen 6 people on FA do this so far and think there super sneaky lol, but that makes me lose respect for some people, and 1 was a close friend :

Faving and no comment-
i really dont mind this actually, though i know i like reading comments :3

Dont know what else to rant about for the moment ... guess its time to start rebuilding my watch list
and i need to finish color this pic im working on xD

FUCK
I FORGET WHO ALL I WATCHED xDDD
its gonna take a lot longer to fix my watchlist ._.

I guess this was my New Years Resolution, finally gonna put it to use lawl :x
People who i dont get along with ever since ive been in the fandom, i know some may not want to patch things up, but i am willing to try to patch things up (i do try to take initiative but its hard when your blocked :P )
so like, i want to make new friends and try to repair old ones D:
bleh, i know this wont help much but im gonna give it a shot :3

So like... im working on Coloring an old pic and junk D:
hopefully i get off my lazy arse and finish it :x

Also.... its funny
i dont use my phone for anything really, just an alarm (that fayls 90% of the time) i dont call anyone, no one calls me :x
At one point i had a very special friend that texted me alot, and he convinced me to get Unlimited texting, so i did... it was great, i loved looking at my phone during work seeing that he texted me and i would secretly text him back :3
It was so great, just a warm fuzzy feeling chatting with him >.<, its been a month since we've talked or attempt to chat with eachother... i miss chatting with him ):
Anyways, i know this isnt really the safest thing, giving an online friend my Cellphone number for texting purposes. Bleh, you never know how great something is until you lose it >.<

Rambling on again ._.;
Still tossing that commish/conbadge idea around lol D:

So like... i found my wallet, well, someone found it for me >_>

Twas in the most worthless place EVER
When you were younger and sometimes your parents told you to fix your bed before you do anything else... do it <_<

lol ._.;
and im still tossing the Con badge or pinup commish idea around lol D:

So like... i lost my wallet the other day and i lost a few bucks... prolly 40-70ish, my debit card, SS card x.x, and Drivers License.... i dont really card about the money i lost... but the thing that concerns me the most is my SS number cuz that could fuck me for life x.x;
though its kinda a weird thing, i dont realy care about the money... but i need the money to replace the crap i lost.... lol.. :x
So like... Would any of you consider commissioning me? LAWL X3
if so how much? :x
imo 25$ for a full digital Pin up is way too much ... at least i think so D:
though con badges seem more like a thing i should do lol ._.;

i needs INPUT D: <

http://www.myndflame.com/Movies/p80.....1/p803_js_on/1 LAWL
 enydimon told me that the Illegal danish 2 was out and i had to see it xD
i fucking laffed my ass off xD
i had to see the first one cuz i never saw it x3

I KNOW ALOT OF YOU WONT GET IT xD
id link the first one but i cant find it where you dont have to download it :x

EDIT- BTW this is the first one for those who care xD http://www.myndflame.com/Movies/p80.....4/p803_js_on/1

No not really xD
i just love that show for some odd reason x3
Chowder FTW xD

Anyways, My Sleep pattern is so fucked up xD
didnt sleep on new years eve, stayed up till Noon on new years.... then slept til 9. Then wentto sleep at 5 and woke up at 6.50 and i have so much fucking energy ._.;
I ran to the grocery store and now im bored X3
*plays wow* :x