HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU FUCKERZ xD
this is a message from the past and future x3
its not the new year here yet :P

Man, was listing to OLD Linkin Park Music, Metiora and Hybrid Theory at work and was singing with the with the other people i work with, Man, Its so ironic..... also i think Metiora seems to be the first one and Hybrid Theory sounds like the 2nd one, Going off Experience Lol D:. i do know Hybrid theory was first lol :x

But While listening to them, its like.... each song sounds like... a step in my recent life :x

Man, Great music, though they bring up great memories and bad ones as well
also that music gave me a great motivation :3
so more Finished art soon X3

Go listen to there old music if you like rock btw if you havent heard of them :3

To put it simply i lost
No point at throwing punches an enemy that doesn't fight back, losing friends between each blow
Just exhausting myself, just gonna move on forget the past :3

Feeling a shit ton better, so basically more art soon :3

Also, im not messing around anymore, in gonna be blunt honest, if your annoying, im telling you that you are.
You can ask for my Msn, i might give it to you
But be warned, i am Fake, selfish and emo :3

Real/Fake


Everyone likes to be real, don't like to be fake at all. then there are people who like living lies, and try to devastate people emotionally. But the thing is, EVERYONE is fake at some fucking point in there life, you cant just claim to be real. Its natural to be fake, Some people be fake to preserve feelings, some people be fake to avoid things that may hurt others or themselves.... But is it really worth living your life according to it, i know that being real is a life style and makes people feel great (The Law of Attraction applies here) You don't get what you want, you get what vibes you put out (i really need to apply that more on myself). when your being real, you want to put off vibes like your accepted and you want people to accept you. Everyone wants to be accepted by people.

But... is it really considered being real when you accept friends, and tell others behind there back how fake they are but continue to act like there your best friends? Is it honestly considered being real to keep friends and make fun of them behind there back telling people how fake they are!? i don't like putting people on the spot but everyone has some fake friend/friends that they want to keep around, but when you claim it as a life style, you should remove them from your life, there not going to be real with you so you shouldn't have to waste your time with them. :3

Forgiveness

When you forgive someone...its like giving them another chance. Being forgiving is something that shouldn't be taken lightly, there are people who abuse this(i have ): ), Forgiving someone.... when you forgive someone, that means you'd be ready for some... recovering. You shouldn't just ignore someone you just forgave just because they hurt you in the past, when you forgive someone your ready to make amends...not more wars. But there are people who forgive people falsely.... and thats just fucking wrong, you don't forgive someone just so you don't have to not deal with the guilt.... its not being real.... at least thats how it seems you know?

Change

Change is something that takes time, change can sometimes happen over night, but true change take time and lots of thought(IMO). Change can be for good, and some times change can be bad. It really matters how you view things.


My Test

But it also brings me to this, i started a new account and abandoned this one... i lost 6 friends, they don't talk to me anymore... its funny, i guess page views and Watchers makes friends...lol. But i knew these were fake friends, it just gave them no motivation to talk to me, cause I'm not "popular." I'm glad i lost them :3

My question

Why did we drift apart?

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I kinda want my message sent, yet im not forcing anyone one to spread it :3

Also, This is going to be my Finished projects and junk account, while my  waffle is going to be OCs and unfinished work :3

 waffle
I DONT POST HERE LOL
I POST THERE
I KEEP GETTING ADDED HERE LOL
ALSO
CAPSLOCK IS CRUISE CONTROL FOR KEWLNESS

 waffle  waffle  waffle  waffle  waffle

this is my last time posting in here for now..so yeah Lol :P
Go watch them :X
not using this account for a long while :x

 waffle is my new account xD

Im tired of people saying someones claiming to be me xD
a few people have IMed me and told me that x3

But thats me damnit rofl
also im not leaving Fa xD

and things have cleared up with my last journal btw Lol

so yeah, go watch that account if you want to see my updates and crap x3

Im not running from you, just giving you the time you need, when/if you ever become ready to answer me, to still want to be friends, but if you dont want to be friends im fine with that :3, but if you want to start over, just find me again

you should be able to get in contact with me, so take all the time you need :3

and for people who dont know who or whats going on, just ignore it cuz im not explaining :3

not posting on this account anymore, posting else where on the site :x

been doing alot of changes lately
this account dies until i get better(maybe), commision/trade worthy

been going through alot of shit lately, so im just moving on by starting a new, im not gonna post the account name
i know im pissing a few people off, but meh, its better starting fresh :3

so im making new friends and losing the old i guess :3

so, farewell fellow watchers :3
and hope to see you again x3