Ok I really hate to do this but i really need help.
Let me explain everything to you guys.

My cat of 13 years, I have had him since the moment he was born. He has a huge lump on the back of his neck. Its gotten bigger, I took him to the vet and they stated its a tumor and needs to be removed and tested to see if its cancerous. The vet gave me a quote of 1,200 for its removal.

To add to this as many of you know, I've been hurt for months. I tore my achilles tendon in Oct, due to were it was torn at they can not do surgery.
Workers Comp officially sent me back to work even though I have permanent nerve damage in my leg and standing for to long or sitting for to long my leg starts swelling. So I am unable to work full time and I am having a hard time getting by.


My roommate moved out and only gave us a week notice, didn't pay the month bills and left a shit ton of mess that I had to get taken care of, I had a lot of dumb fees that I had to pay.

I went a month only having gotten paid 600$ which does not cover my bills. I had to use my credit cards to get food, pay bills and get other things luke animal food, house hold items ect.

Then a week ago I got really sick and had to call out on what few hours I had.
With everything I am about 5k in the hole. I don't have the money for bills let alone for food. Luckily i have the forsight to have gotten double the pet food last month so my animals have food. Between my vet bill for my cat, bills, and needing money for food, I am drowning. Im crying and I don't know what to do.


Please if anyone wants to donate please, ive never begged for help like this before but I really fucking need help.

My paypal is https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/roguevgrimoire

Hey guys,

So I wanted to give official health update.

So we found out why I'm having issues with keeping my hands steady. They believed at first that I was having small seizures, but recently the doctor informed me that I had blood clots that passed thru my brain and is the cause. They can not tell me if these hand tremors will stay permanent or if they will resolve themselves.

They have decreased to not shaking as bad but it still causes issues trying to draw as I can't keep my hands steady enough to make clean lines.


On another note, as I informed yall, I have ruptured my left legs achilles, well last week I ripped something in my right leg. So now I'm down both legs....I can't win for losing.

So in my previous journal I had informed a lot of you about issues that have come up health wise for me. I wanted to give a little more information.

So as stated in the last journal, I have a few things wrong with my leg (mainly tendon rupture) but I have also been informed if some concerning issues involving my heart and lungs. I don't have anything concert yet as we need more testing done, but it has been causing some major issues. One of which, and not sure if it's connected to the above issues or something different, ive been having a hard time with my right hand.

My right hand (my drawing hand) has been shaking a lot. It's not that noticeable until I try and write or draw. I don't know what to do, but I miss drawing even if it's just for myself.
So i want to ask for help here, does any have any advise I can may e do to make it where I can draw again?

So....a littke update.

I've been dealing with a broken leg and ruptured tendon for the last 2 months. Due to the injury and how it is being addressed its made doing certain things extremely hard. (Injury happened on Oct 24th.)

Well this week I had a lot of testing done for multiple things (not just my leg) , and I've gotten some bad health news not pertaining to my leg. I don't really feel like going into major details at the moment, but some of these results could be life threatening.

So as of now I will be currently no longer taken commissions. To those I have commissions or deals with, I will be reaching out within 24 hours.

I need to really focus on this, I will most likely be mostly quiet on here but I will check randomly.