My intrusive thoughts are starting. To get less. I've been getting a little more comfortable doing art and rp.

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I have been once again declining mental healthwise. My intrusive thoughts are really starting to affect my ability to fantasize and roleplay. All it takes sometimes is one glitch in my head to ruin the moment. It affects me both in the moment and for a period of time throughout the day. It doesn't help that my depression makes it so that it is very difficult to get the motivation as well. I hope it starts to get better one day. The only thing that helps it is attempts of distracting it and looking at post of people going through the same thing as me. One thing I still worry and fear about is the fact that it feels like it all came from the stuff I went through last year and that it's will be stuck solid in my head once I turn 25.

Hello.
Recently I've been having a lot of episodes of low mental health and inability to sleep. I have a growing worry of myself with a certain crisis that is starting to get serious. I've never really been that healthy for years, but I've been alarmingly getting worse while close to the age of 25 where your brain stops developing. So far it seems to be from a combination of bad luck, my sensitivity to sounds and a general unhealthy lifestyle. I have therapy and I hope that I'll get the help to fix myself. I'm stuck on waiting right now unfortunately and might be gone for a long while. What worries me is the small chance that I should just leave for good.

I don't think it's good for me to keep playing as this smeargle until things get better. Things are starting to look up, but I'm still uncertain.