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Posted 5 years agoFelt detached from being Atner. Now I have a new sona and newfound motivation to actually post.
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Finals
Posted 6 years agoHell, I was not expecting December to come around so soon.
Easily, this year is probably one of the worst years that I've had to deal with, but I think I've coped with it pretty well.
Long have I waited for the semester to be over but eh; I just gotta finish a couple of final projects and I'll be free to do whatever the hell I like.
Please keep an eye out for new art; I'm thinking that this winter break is going to be extremely productive.
Easily, this year is probably one of the worst years that I've had to deal with, but I think I've coped with it pretty well.
Long have I waited for the semester to be over but eh; I just gotta finish a couple of final projects and I'll be free to do whatever the hell I like.
Please keep an eye out for new art; I'm thinking that this winter break is going to be extremely productive.
New development: CSP acquired!
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Happy Valentine's / Guide On Being A Good Friend
Posted 6 years agoWell, it’s Valentine’s Day (in my country, we call it ‘Day of Love & Friendship’. It’s a long name but it gets the job done.)
Congratulations to everyone who's in a romantic relationship or in a great friendship. :3
I would like to show you a small work of mine I’ve been putting together for a couple of weeks. I originally intended to make it into a video in the style of Zillion Ross (if you don’t know who this guy is, I strongly advise you check out his content), but I honestly have been busier than I expected with school, but I guess a written submission will be alright.
As you may have been able to tell, I’ve been going through a rough time losing my relationship with my best friend, so I did a few introspection exercises to try to ease my mind. The results were two texts, but I only feel comfortable with sharing this one.
I hereby present to you a series of tips and principles taken from my experiences that will help you grow more and have healthier friendships. Please enjoy.
1. Show genuine interest
The thing about friendships is that you can’t “pretend” you like the other person just because. You’ve got to spend time together, which should let you decide whether the person suits you or not, and vice versa. If there is a reason for you to stick together, congratulations! You’ve made it past the first filter. Now don’t be superficial, or else the relationship will just fade away quickly. This is what is universally known as caring for the other person.
2. Give in order to receive
The entire Abbey Road Medley by The Beatles is an extremely emotional piece of music, but its climax “The End” comes to a close with the words:
Truer words have never been spoken. At the end of the day, you get what you give, so in order to have a perfectly healthy relationship, you ought to give back to those who genuinely care about your well-being. Likewise, make sure the respect you have towards your friends flows in both directions.
3. Have manners
Just because you’re friends with someone, it doesn’t grant you the ability to be rude to them or to act recklessly just because. Again, the keyword here is ‘respect’. Don’t expect anybody to stick around if you have a bad personality or if you’re too bitter to act with kindness.
4. Be tolerant
Sometimes you might win the lottery of having differing opinions with people, so it understandably can get awkward and complicated when you don’t share your friend’s views. Unless you or your friend have radical ideas, the best thing to do is keeping your cool and acting sensibly. Maybe the discussion will make you uncomfortable, but debates are a part of life. Just don’t lose your marbles.
5. Have empathy
This is a vital point. Always put yourself in your friend’s shoes. To you, some things may come across as easy and simple but always take into considerations any limitations your friend might have. Also, if you’re prone to fall into negativity like I am, learn how to control yourself and relax, since friends may not always be in the right mental state to listen to your problems. It can be tiresome for some of them, but it doesn’t mean they’ll never listen to you.
6. No means no
This sorta is a continuation of the last point. Let’s say that you’ve got an urgent need to vent but your friend is having a really stressful day, so they tell you they aren’t capable of listening to you. If this hypothetical situation is the case, the best thing you can do is wait it out or ask another friend. Either way, respect boundaries. The same thing goes for RPing. In the furry fandom, some people can become really close, resulting in sharing enough confidence to role-play (SFW and NSFW). If your friend doesn’t have the time or the emotions to commit to a RP, don’t insist. You’ll find another day/time to do it.
7. Don’t be clingy
An especially tricky point. If you’re a loner or have social anxiety (even online), don’t rely on one person to help pick you up every single time. A person can only get you so far before it begins to put stress on either party. Try to diversify your friend list, but without being superficial. After all, this is so you can meet and talk to new people (and so your best friend can have some breathing room).
8. Keep your behavior in check
This point is often overlooked. These days we’ve progressively become less and less aware of our actions, including the extent of their effects on our environment, and yes. That includes people. To you, acting pessimistic or angry all the time can be part of a rut or a streak of bad days. However, consider the repercussions on the people around you. Even if you explain yourself but don’t bother to make some changes to improve your situation, this behavior will become predictable and people will be less inclined to interact with you.
Also, I’m aware that some friends will insult each other in jest. However, if the mood changes and things go in a more serious direction, swear words might give off the wrong impression, since people can feel attacked. Likewise, some statements can be perceived as potentially aggressive.
9. Celebrate your friend’s achievements
I honestly feel like a moron for screwing this up. For the love of everything that’s sacred…
Validation is something we, as people with hopes and expectations, need. In a way, you could say that receiving validation is a motivator for striving to be the best version of ourselves.
If, for some reason, you refuse to acknowledge the product of your friend’s work and efforts, you’re making an extremely bad mistake. Even if you aren’t having your best moment, congratulate your friends whenever they come to you to inform you that they’ve managed to achieve a great feat.
If envy or jealousy are your reason for dragging people down, you need to stop and rethink what you’re doing. Wanting something you don’t have is completely normal but, instead of making sure you dismiss and belittle those who have said things, you have to forge your own path towards obtaining said things.
10. Be smart, take a break
If things get hot between you and your friend (and no, I don’t mean this in a NSFW way), you’ll begin to clash. When you clash, there’s conflict. When there’s conflict, there’s blood. Or is there?
If you come to a point at which you notice that a fight is brewing, do the smart thing. Instead of charging straight into battle like you’re some sort of self-righteous William Wallace, the best defense you can rely on is leaving the arena. Just don’t leave all of a sudden. Stop whatever you’re doing, excuse yourself politely (I know it can mean giving a huge effort, but I mean it. Refer to point #8 and try to avoid aggressive remarks,; it might give off the wrong impression), and say you need to take a breath. Once you’ve cooled down, feel free to come back and exchange apologies if necessary.
The key to a coexisting in peace is knowing when you’re inflicting damage. If you are, you’ll need to stop and assess the state of the relationship before it’s too late. Don’t take this point lightly.
11. Space matters
A continuation of point #10. I am well aware of the fact that we all want the best for our friends. Maybe you’ve even thought that you gotta be #1. While this is a good reason to stay motivated and bring out the best in yourself, you’ll have to be careful and learn to respect other sorts of natural boundaries. Sometimes you’ll want to know what else you can do together with your friend. However, consider that your friend might want to try new things with people from different crowds. Don’t become paranoid about your friend looking for a replacement. If you know you’ve done your best, and have confidence in yourself and in your relationship, you’ll know that you are doing a good job, so your friend would have absolutely no reason to go out there to look for a “you 2.0”.
Another matter pertaining to space: if you or your friend need a break as described in the previous point, both parties need to respect the self-imposed distance. Failing to do so will result in trouble for you and your friend. Again, stay confident. Don’t be afraid. If you’ve tried your best to be amazing and it shows, things will be alright so go do something else while you’re taking that break. Play a game, watch some movies, take a nap, do schoolwork… Just take your mind off the subject until things are stable again.
Like I said, don’t take this point lightly either.
12. This is probably the most important point on the list. Failing to fulfill it will jeopardize or potentially end everything you’ve worked towards. Stay in touch with your human side and:
While I’d like to think this would be an obvious point, some people change for the worse for the dumbest reasons you can think of. They turn overconfident or they let their inner demons take over, up to the point at which they might even begin to dismiss some of the points I’ve talked about. Obviously, this is addressed in point #8, but I felt that making this a separate point would give it the emphasis it needs. As someone who’s been in this dark spot, I can advise you keep your ego in check. Stay humble and be mindful about your friends’ moods and situations, since it really can make a huge difference.
And through it all, friendship is a wonderful thing. Whether we make it or break it is entirely up to us. I hope this guide will help you find your way through your life while befriending people and maintaining healthy relationships with them.
Please have a lovely evening and take care of yourselves.
~Atner
Congratulations to everyone who's in a romantic relationship or in a great friendship. :3
I would like to show you a small work of mine I’ve been putting together for a couple of weeks. I originally intended to make it into a video in the style of Zillion Ross (if you don’t know who this guy is, I strongly advise you check out his content), but I honestly have been busier than I expected with school, but I guess a written submission will be alright.
As you may have been able to tell, I’ve been going through a rough time losing my relationship with my best friend, so I did a few introspection exercises to try to ease my mind. The results were two texts, but I only feel comfortable with sharing this one.
I hereby present to you a series of tips and principles taken from my experiences that will help you grow more and have healthier friendships. Please enjoy.
Atner's Guide To Being A Good Friend1. Show genuine interest
The thing about friendships is that you can’t “pretend” you like the other person just because. You’ve got to spend time together, which should let you decide whether the person suits you or not, and vice versa. If there is a reason for you to stick together, congratulations! You’ve made it past the first filter. Now don’t be superficial, or else the relationship will just fade away quickly. This is what is universally known as caring for the other person.
2. Give in order to receive
The entire Abbey Road Medley by The Beatles is an extremely emotional piece of music, but its climax “The End” comes to a close with the words:
“And in The End, the love you take is equal to the love you make.”Truer words have never been spoken. At the end of the day, you get what you give, so in order to have a perfectly healthy relationship, you ought to give back to those who genuinely care about your well-being. Likewise, make sure the respect you have towards your friends flows in both directions.
3. Have manners
Just because you’re friends with someone, it doesn’t grant you the ability to be rude to them or to act recklessly just because. Again, the keyword here is ‘respect’. Don’t expect anybody to stick around if you have a bad personality or if you’re too bitter to act with kindness.
4. Be tolerant
Sometimes you might win the lottery of having differing opinions with people, so it understandably can get awkward and complicated when you don’t share your friend’s views. Unless you or your friend have radical ideas, the best thing to do is keeping your cool and acting sensibly. Maybe the discussion will make you uncomfortable, but debates are a part of life. Just don’t lose your marbles.
5. Have empathy
This is a vital point. Always put yourself in your friend’s shoes. To you, some things may come across as easy and simple but always take into considerations any limitations your friend might have. Also, if you’re prone to fall into negativity like I am, learn how to control yourself and relax, since friends may not always be in the right mental state to listen to your problems. It can be tiresome for some of them, but it doesn’t mean they’ll never listen to you.
6. No means no
This sorta is a continuation of the last point. Let’s say that you’ve got an urgent need to vent but your friend is having a really stressful day, so they tell you they aren’t capable of listening to you. If this hypothetical situation is the case, the best thing you can do is wait it out or ask another friend. Either way, respect boundaries. The same thing goes for RPing. In the furry fandom, some people can become really close, resulting in sharing enough confidence to role-play (SFW and NSFW). If your friend doesn’t have the time or the emotions to commit to a RP, don’t insist. You’ll find another day/time to do it.
7. Don’t be clingy
An especially tricky point. If you’re a loner or have social anxiety (even online), don’t rely on one person to help pick you up every single time. A person can only get you so far before it begins to put stress on either party. Try to diversify your friend list, but without being superficial. After all, this is so you can meet and talk to new people (and so your best friend can have some breathing room).
8. Keep your behavior in check
This point is often overlooked. These days we’ve progressively become less and less aware of our actions, including the extent of their effects on our environment, and yes. That includes people. To you, acting pessimistic or angry all the time can be part of a rut or a streak of bad days. However, consider the repercussions on the people around you. Even if you explain yourself but don’t bother to make some changes to improve your situation, this behavior will become predictable and people will be less inclined to interact with you.
Also, I’m aware that some friends will insult each other in jest. However, if the mood changes and things go in a more serious direction, swear words might give off the wrong impression, since people can feel attacked. Likewise, some statements can be perceived as potentially aggressive.
9. Celebrate your friend’s achievements
I honestly feel like a moron for screwing this up. For the love of everything that’s sacred…
DON’T. DOWNPLAY. YOUR. FRIENDS’. ACHIEVEMENTS.Validation is something we, as people with hopes and expectations, need. In a way, you could say that receiving validation is a motivator for striving to be the best version of ourselves.
If, for some reason, you refuse to acknowledge the product of your friend’s work and efforts, you’re making an extremely bad mistake. Even if you aren’t having your best moment, congratulate your friends whenever they come to you to inform you that they’ve managed to achieve a great feat.
If envy or jealousy are your reason for dragging people down, you need to stop and rethink what you’re doing. Wanting something you don’t have is completely normal but, instead of making sure you dismiss and belittle those who have said things, you have to forge your own path towards obtaining said things.
10. Be smart, take a break
If things get hot between you and your friend (and no, I don’t mean this in a NSFW way), you’ll begin to clash. When you clash, there’s conflict. When there’s conflict, there’s blood. Or is there?
If you come to a point at which you notice that a fight is brewing, do the smart thing. Instead of charging straight into battle like you’re some sort of self-righteous William Wallace, the best defense you can rely on is leaving the arena. Just don’t leave all of a sudden. Stop whatever you’re doing, excuse yourself politely (I know it can mean giving a huge effort, but I mean it. Refer to point #8 and try to avoid aggressive remarks,; it might give off the wrong impression), and say you need to take a breath. Once you’ve cooled down, feel free to come back and exchange apologies if necessary.
The key to a coexisting in peace is knowing when you’re inflicting damage. If you are, you’ll need to stop and assess the state of the relationship before it’s too late. Don’t take this point lightly.
11. Space matters
A continuation of point #10. I am well aware of the fact that we all want the best for our friends. Maybe you’ve even thought that you gotta be #1. While this is a good reason to stay motivated and bring out the best in yourself, you’ll have to be careful and learn to respect other sorts of natural boundaries. Sometimes you’ll want to know what else you can do together with your friend. However, consider that your friend might want to try new things with people from different crowds. Don’t become paranoid about your friend looking for a replacement. If you know you’ve done your best, and have confidence in yourself and in your relationship, you’ll know that you are doing a good job, so your friend would have absolutely no reason to go out there to look for a “you 2.0”.
Another matter pertaining to space: if you or your friend need a break as described in the previous point, both parties need to respect the self-imposed distance. Failing to do so will result in trouble for you and your friend. Again, stay confident. Don’t be afraid. If you’ve tried your best to be amazing and it shows, things will be alright so go do something else while you’re taking that break. Play a game, watch some movies, take a nap, do schoolwork… Just take your mind off the subject until things are stable again.
Like I said, don’t take this point lightly either.
12. This is probably the most important point on the list. Failing to fulfill it will jeopardize or potentially end everything you’ve worked towards. Stay in touch with your human side and:
Don’t take anyone for grantedWhile I’d like to think this would be an obvious point, some people change for the worse for the dumbest reasons you can think of. They turn overconfident or they let their inner demons take over, up to the point at which they might even begin to dismiss some of the points I’ve talked about. Obviously, this is addressed in point #8, but I felt that making this a separate point would give it the emphasis it needs. As someone who’s been in this dark spot, I can advise you keep your ego in check. Stay humble and be mindful about your friends’ moods and situations, since it really can make a huge difference.
And through it all, friendship is a wonderful thing. Whether we make it or break it is entirely up to us. I hope this guide will help you find your way through your life while befriending people and maintaining healthy relationships with them.
Please have a lovely evening and take care of yourselves.
~Atner
Yoga and life updates
Posted 6 years agoTime is wise.
I began to practice yoga this semester. So far, I feel great. It does a great job at elevating my mood. It also brings an odd sense of peace of mind when the practice ends. I only do two hours every week but regardless, it's a great excercise.
Interestingly enough, I've been able to think more clearly thanks to it. You could say I'm finally able to look into my past and decide what I want to change about myself. For once, I'm able to accept what I had previously denied. Of course, I still feel a bit delicate after the shitstorm that was January. It doesn't mean I'm going to lose all hope and start over though.
Hope will remain but I'll seek to reinvent myself by myself.
That aside, I've been failing hard at school so that will be the first thing I'm changing. From there, I'll try finally start uploading original content on my accounts (FA, Twitter, Mastodon, etc].
I'll be back soon.
I began to practice yoga this semester. So far, I feel great. It does a great job at elevating my mood. It also brings an odd sense of peace of mind when the practice ends. I only do two hours every week but regardless, it's a great excercise.
Interestingly enough, I've been able to think more clearly thanks to it. You could say I'm finally able to look into my past and decide what I want to change about myself. For once, I'm able to accept what I had previously denied. Of course, I still feel a bit delicate after the shitstorm that was January. It doesn't mean I'm going to lose all hope and start over though.
Hope will remain but I'll seek to reinvent myself by myself.
I shall rise.That aside, I've been failing hard at school so that will be the first thing I'm changing. From there, I'll try finally start uploading original content on my accounts (FA, Twitter, Mastodon, etc].
I'll be back soon.
Friend's doing a YCH!
Posted 7 years ago
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30227130/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30227130/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30227130/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30227130/Hope you don't mind journal boosts. A good friend of mine is doing a really cute YCH so I thought I'd share it because of how good it is!
There still are some slots available so go check it out! :3
Guilt's eating away at me
Posted 7 years agoYou re-arrange me 'til I'm sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not meI made an awful mistake five days ago and the consequences just won't stop stacking up. A dear friend of mine just dropped all communications with me altogether. No one's to blame except for myself.
I'm just such an idiot and I didn't know better. I pushed him beyond his tolerance threshold and it's all on me. I caused this and I have no guarantees that all of this can be reversed.
Now, the regret won't stop eating at me. Hell, I've been trying to sleep for three hours already but my conscience is having none of that. I just can't control it. My own mind won't stop calling me out for being such a moron.
Just, I wish I could tell him how sorry I am...
Streaming again
Posted 7 years agoYou already know the place. Kinda focused on some vent art atm, I might keep going for another hour.
https://picarto.tv/AtnerTheFox
https://picarto.tv/AtnerTheFox
Is there anybody out there?
Posted 8 years agoJust checking for signs of life.
If you've all gone away, I might as well make me another account and leave this one behind.
I don't fucking know anymore.
If you've all gone away, I might as well make me another account and leave this one behind.
I don't fucking know anymore.
Some entry, I dunno
Posted 8 years agoSo here we are, almost 5 months after the creation of this account. Holy fuck, is this embarrassing. Definitely slacking off in regards of posting new stuff that isn't spam garbage.
inb4: Guess I'm opening trades for the sake of getting shit done.
inb4: Guess I'm opening trades for the sake of getting shit done.
Life update
Posted 8 years agoI'm not quite happy with what I'm currently doing. This may mean I'd have to drop out of school and make my way into a public university, where I'd start a new major in August. Certainly, this would suck majorly since I've already lost a year's worth of studies due to some bullshit circumstances I've had to deal with. With that said, this would render me significantly older than your average college freshman, since I'd be starting all over again at the age of 20.
Now, to those asking why I'm considering doing such a thing, I feel that studying animation was a wrong move. Like, I don't feel like I've got what it takes to be competent. I compare myself to my classmates and boy they are way better than me. Most of the time I find myself struggling to draw something as simple as a fucking vase since I don't have the vision other people have. This brings me to ask the following question: do you know why I don't put shading or proper textures in my drawings? Well, I don't know how to do either. Even after trying to learn; after applying that knowledge to a drawing, it just turns out weird-looking, or simply flatout disgusting. That's pretty much it.
I'm incompetent in almost every sense of the word. Hell, what you don't know is that I can't upload anything to this website before being checked on by an undisclosed third party, and that just fucking brings me down. I miss the times when I wouldn't give a shit about any of that. Like, when you're not planning on making a living a living out of your artwork, you don't mind if things look odd or whatever since you have all the time in the world to improve. However, you're still doing it just for the hell of it. You're having fun.
In my case, it just gets overwhelmingly hard. You care so much for the quality of the finished product that drawing on its own stops being fun and it just feels more like a chore and a punishment, rather than a shelter from life and the troubles that come with it. Besides this, I only have three years to polish my skills before I'm thrown into the unforgiving real world.
Anyways, this is where my rant ends. I'm also making it clear that I'm not expecting you to care.
I've disappointed way too many people with this charade of mine. Mostly though, I've disappointed myself. I never thought that I would fail at fulfilling this quest.
Now, to those asking why I'm considering doing such a thing, I feel that studying animation was a wrong move. Like, I don't feel like I've got what it takes to be competent. I compare myself to my classmates and boy they are way better than me. Most of the time I find myself struggling to draw something as simple as a fucking vase since I don't have the vision other people have. This brings me to ask the following question: do you know why I don't put shading or proper textures in my drawings? Well, I don't know how to do either. Even after trying to learn; after applying that knowledge to a drawing, it just turns out weird-looking, or simply flatout disgusting. That's pretty much it.
I'm incompetent in almost every sense of the word. Hell, what you don't know is that I can't upload anything to this website before being checked on by an undisclosed third party, and that just fucking brings me down. I miss the times when I wouldn't give a shit about any of that. Like, when you're not planning on making a living a living out of your artwork, you don't mind if things look odd or whatever since you have all the time in the world to improve. However, you're still doing it just for the hell of it. You're having fun.
In my case, it just gets overwhelmingly hard. You care so much for the quality of the finished product that drawing on its own stops being fun and it just feels more like a chore and a punishment, rather than a shelter from life and the troubles that come with it. Besides this, I only have three years to polish my skills before I'm thrown into the unforgiving real world.
Anyways, this is where my rant ends. I'm also making it clear that I'm not expecting you to care.
I've disappointed way too many people with this charade of mine. Mostly though, I've disappointed myself. I never thought that I would fail at fulfilling this quest.
[RANT] I'm a dickhead
Posted 8 years agoDon't question it. I'm a dickhead.
Welp, it's been 21 days since my last journal on which I promised more activity on this account. However, as with my previous efforts, I've failed to deliver. Yes, school is first but I actually have to be actively trying to do things for both my classes and all my online platforms. I mean, if I want to gain notoriety in this fandom, I should be posting stuff nearly daily but I'd be happy with at least one weekly submission but even at that, I'm just terrible.
Maybe it's because I don't believe in my drawings enough, because I am terrible at organizing myself, because I'm not creative enough... I mean, at this point I should be trying to generate content to be somewhat relevant in here. No, I'm not ruling out yiff but I'm going to say that it's not my favorite subject matter. Regardless, I would like to know what you'd expect from someone who wants to grow in this fandom. For crying out loud, I've seen people with worse artistic capabilities amass unbelievable amounts of watchers. How they do that is beyond me but I'm just sitting here throwing everything away. I am doing things wrong.
Okay, I think that's my rant finished. If you made it this far, thank you.
Goodnight.
P.S. Actually expecting answers so please answer if possible.
Welp, it's been 21 days since my last journal on which I promised more activity on this account. However, as with my previous efforts, I've failed to deliver. Yes, school is first but I actually have to be actively trying to do things for both my classes and all my online platforms. I mean, if I want to gain notoriety in this fandom, I should be posting stuff nearly daily but I'd be happy with at least one weekly submission but even at that, I'm just terrible.
Maybe it's because I don't believe in my drawings enough, because I am terrible at organizing myself, because I'm not creative enough... I mean, at this point I should be trying to generate content to be somewhat relevant in here. No, I'm not ruling out yiff but I'm going to say that it's not my favorite subject matter. Regardless, I would like to know what you'd expect from someone who wants to grow in this fandom. For crying out loud, I've seen people with worse artistic capabilities amass unbelievable amounts of watchers. How they do that is beyond me but I'm just sitting here throwing everything away. I am doing things wrong.
Okay, I think that's my rant finished. If you made it this far, thank you.
Goodnight.
P.S. Actually expecting answers so please answer if possible.
Dear Future Watchers...
Posted 9 years agoWelcome, my pretties, to what's probably going to be one of the most experimental accounts you'll ever find.
I'm thinking of going to places I've never really been to in terms of art style, themes, etc... I know, by the time this journal gets published, my watcher count will still be low as fuck but I reckon I'll leave this up as some sort of welcome letter to whoever visits this forsaken corner of FA. I'm really hoping I won't let this account die, like I did with my previous one. It certainly was a tragedy since I treasure my older accounts on pretty much any website, but I really felt like I needed to wipe the slate clean with FA so...
Yeah, that's pretty much all I've got to say at the time. Stay tuned.
If you're a new watcher, cheers. If you're a returning former watcher of mine, double-cheers.
I'm thinking of going to places I've never really been to in terms of art style, themes, etc... I know, by the time this journal gets published, my watcher count will still be low as fuck but I reckon I'll leave this up as some sort of welcome letter to whoever visits this forsaken corner of FA. I'm really hoping I won't let this account die, like I did with my previous one. It certainly was a tragedy since I treasure my older accounts on pretty much any website, but I really felt like I needed to wipe the slate clean with FA so...
Yeah, that's pretty much all I've got to say at the time. Stay tuned.
If you're a new watcher, cheers. If you're a returning former watcher of mine, double-cheers.
FA+

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