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Posted 9 years agoHey guys!! *IMPORTANT**PLEASE READ*
Posted 9 years agoSo hey everyone! I know it's Friday night! So I am streaming at 9-10 CST. Meaning! I am going to be on twitch drawing!
ALSO! I am moving all streaming to Twitch(well partially)
All SFW art will be on Twitch while my NSFW art will be on Picarto!
Thank s for reading and I hope to see you there!!
ALSO! I am moving all streaming to Twitch(well partially)
All SFW art will be on Twitch while my NSFW art will be on Picarto!
Thank s for reading and I hope to see you there!!
Streaming on Twitch
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys....
Posted 9 years agoSo lately, I've been feeling pretty down. It's been pretty rough on me. Just how I feel. I've been pretty much taking it day by day. I also been watching a lot of anime and trying to get over the fact that my uncle and step mom death is two months away so I am taking it harder as it grows closer.
I WILL PREVAIL SOMEHOW. I just don't know how...
I just feel like I am failing everyone... and it's all my fault...
I WILL PREVAIL SOMEHOW. I just don't know how...
I just feel like I am failing everyone... and it's all my fault...
Back on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoHad to restart again!
https://picarto.tv/AustenPanda
https://picarto.tv/AustenPanda
Streaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoBack on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Twitch
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Twitch
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoToday is My Birthday*IMPORTANT READ*
Posted 9 years agoSo later on, I'm going to be streaming!
I am going to be doing some art later on tonight.
Come celebrate my birthday and the new year with me!
I am going to be doing some art later on tonight.
Come celebrate my birthday and the new year with me!
Pre-Birthday Stream on Twitch
Posted 9 years agoHello Everyone *IMPORTANT*
Posted 9 years agoRecently, I've been really depressed. More so than usual. I am trying to get back on my feet and it's getting harder and harder by the day. I've become the most depressed I've been in months. I doubt things I shouldn't. I am crying more than I want. I should be happy, but, I am failing at each step. I am trying my hardest, but, each time I go to someone who I thought I cared enough to just tell me "everything is fine, just keep going", I get shit on.
I always got shit on for something. But, it's more so that I live with Henry and people see it as I am bumming off his family. Saying that the fact the job I have right now has not paid me once and Henry has every right to be mad at me. Makes no goddamn sense. I am sorry, but, if it takes to show people I am actively trying to better my future, they'd still shit in my face. Telling me "OH YEAH! Well I've had 10 times worse!". I am not here to compete with someone. NEVER WAS. I am irritated. I am depressed. I am worried. I am stressed.
I am not the most popular artist and I don't want to seem like I am begging for help. Never that. I never want people to pity me just because I explain my situation. I want people to listen and hope for the best. I want people to realize that I've had really bad in the past. That my struggle isn't a baby struggle. That my struggles while living with my mother is actually my baby struggles. My struggles now are the worse they've been in so long.
I have to deal with trying to find a job, trying to make money so I can buy essentials, and trying to go college. Doing all this and more has stressed me out. I am not physically okay with this. I want to be able to be financially stable again.
And if you ask, "Why don't you live with your parents?" Well lemme tell you kiddo, my dad moved to someone's home (possibly in one room) and that is inappropriate for me to stay in a room with him. My mother is living absolutely far away and is a drunk from time to time. She is also very violent.
I am trying to understand, why I deserve such a rough start at adulthood. It just isn't fair anymore...
I always got shit on for something. But, it's more so that I live with Henry and people see it as I am bumming off his family. Saying that the fact the job I have right now has not paid me once and Henry has every right to be mad at me. Makes no goddamn sense. I am sorry, but, if it takes to show people I am actively trying to better my future, they'd still shit in my face. Telling me "OH YEAH! Well I've had 10 times worse!". I am not here to compete with someone. NEVER WAS. I am irritated. I am depressed. I am worried. I am stressed.
I am not the most popular artist and I don't want to seem like I am begging for help. Never that. I never want people to pity me just because I explain my situation. I want people to listen and hope for the best. I want people to realize that I've had really bad in the past. That my struggle isn't a baby struggle. That my struggles while living with my mother is actually my baby struggles. My struggles now are the worse they've been in so long.
I have to deal with trying to find a job, trying to make money so I can buy essentials, and trying to go college. Doing all this and more has stressed me out. I am not physically okay with this. I want to be able to be financially stable again.
And if you ask, "Why don't you live with your parents?" Well lemme tell you kiddo, my dad moved to someone's home (possibly in one room) and that is inappropriate for me to stay in a room with him. My mother is living absolutely far away and is a drunk from time to time. She is also very violent.
I am trying to understand, why I deserve such a rough start at adulthood. It just isn't fair anymore...
Henry's Streaming on Twitch!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys Henry's is streaming on Twitch! Come on in and enjoy!
https://www.twitch.tv/facebreaker500
https://www.twitch.tv/facebreaker500
SO! *IMPORTANT**PLEASE READ*
Posted 9 years agoI need to take today off and tomorrow off as well. I started to become in pain so the stream has been postponed. Thank you for understanding.
FREE CHIBIS STREAM~~
Posted 9 years agoRemember I am doing this throughout the whole day stream. SO if you want art, come on and join!!
Also remember I am only doing this for 10 people. I am going to be using a random name generator thing. If you win you must reply back! Or you will not get the chibi!
Other than that, come on in and have fun!!
https://picarto.tv/AustenPanda
Also remember I am only doing this for 10 people. I am going to be using a random name generator thing. If you win you must reply back! Or you will not get the chibi!
Other than that, come on in and have fun!!
https://picarto.tv/AustenPanda
Hey guys!! *IMPORTANT**PLEASE READ*
Posted 9 years agoSo I am super excited for today because later on today, I'll be streaming for the whole day!!
I will be taking breaks in between, but, since it is the holidays I am going to stream!
SOOOOOO!!!
I am going to be taking up to 10 chibis through out the day whenever I do stream. It will be a random name generator thing and I really want to do this! So at 8 A.M. CST I will stream!
I hope to see you see soon guys!
I will be taking breaks in between, but, since it is the holidays I am going to stream!
SOOOOOO!!!
I am going to be taking up to 10 chibis through out the day whenever I do stream. It will be a random name generator thing and I really want to do this! So at 8 A.M. CST I will stream!
I hope to see you see soon guys!
Midday Stream on Picarto
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoStreaming on Picarto!!
Posted 9 years agoSTREAMING ON PICARTO!!
Posted 9 years agoStreaming Schedule and What I am working on!
Posted 9 years agoArt I am working on:
Com for a comic book cover
Personal Work~Streaming Schedule~
Sunday: Time to myself
Monday: On Picarto from 7 PM-11 PM CST
Tuesday: On Picarto from 7 PM-11 PM CST
Wednesday: On Picarto from 7 PM-11 PM CST
Thursday: On Picarto from 7 PM-11 PM CST
Friday:On Picarto from 7 PM-11 PM CST
Saturday:On Twitch from 7 PM-11 PM CST~This does not include days, holidays or Special Events~