It's official, I'm over at  pulsifer now!

Thanks everyone!

Hmmm my other account here is  pulsifer I am still debating whether I will switch accounts entirely or not. I'm not sure I want to start over. I suppose I wouldn't be back-tracking too much, and if my account name were my fursona name it might reduce risks of confusion. I'm not sure. I'll have to figure it out before FC.

Where are you staying?
Doubletree

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
either at my Dealer Table or having a fursuit break :D

With whom will you be?
Jeff probably the most, but I have a bunch of friends going I'd love to hang out with!

Do you do free art?
Just for my close friends.

Do you do trades?
If I have time HECK YES I love trades <3

Do you do commissions?
Sure do! That's what the table is for.

Do you have prints/ CDs ?
No, but i do have some originals for sale.

What suits will you have?
Two, a black and burple bat, and a black and white fox.

What is your gender?
Lady (See, I'm very classy</lieslieslies>)

How old are you?
Old as my tongue,but a little bit older than my teeth

How tall are you?
5'-4"

Can I touch you?
Within reason. I like quick hugs maybe a scritch or two, but nothing that travels beyond the realm of "Friendly". My bodygaurd/mate will be enforcing this I'm sure.

Can I talk to you?
Sure! Whatcha wanna talk about?! (Seriously, I'll talk to anyone.)

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yes Please~! Then I don't have to buy them :P

Can I give you lots of money?
Yes Please! I have a dealer table and I'll give you art and stuff in exchange. :D

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are good, but like I said, nothing going beyond "friendly". My suited me might be a little more snuggly, but I do have mate, who can get pretty protective.

Are you nice?
Heck yeah! Well, I think so. Sometimes people can get offended because I make joke about them, but that just means I like ya. Beware over-courteousness and no off color language, that means I'm not too thrilled with you, but I don't want to make you feel bad :/

WHAT I LOVE:
Personal Space :D If I'm not hugging you, don't stand close enough for me to hug ya.












Ohhhhhhhhhhh guys I'm so excited. I want con to start already!

Who's going who's going?! Tell me! Tell me! I'd love to meet any of my watcher's who go that I haven't yet!

I'll be at the Sacfurs table with  TouchMyBadger, ROCK YEAH TABLE 25! The best table. Srsly. Come say hi!!!

Seriouslyyyy..... I've become so addicted. Come join me in subeta land! www.subeta.net DO IT. My name on there is lime_otter come find meh.

Hey all! So I've been thinking about making portfolios to seel at conventions (and of all not sold in person sold over the web). However, I don't want to do it if it's something that won't sell. So if ya'll wouldn't mind answering these questions I would be very very very grateful!

1.If I were to make a portfolio, would you be interested in buying it?
2. What is the most you would spend on my portfolio?
3. How many images should be included for the price above?
4. What sort of themes would you like to see?
5. Would you want All-Color, All Black and White, or a mix of both?
6. Would the inclusion of a random original image with each portfolio be more incentive to buy it?
7. What sexual orientation would you be most likely to buy?
8.What critters would you like included?
9. Do you attend FC regularly?

Thank you so much if you fill this out for me! I really appreciate it!

Yes that's right! I'd like to practice porn, and erotic poses and the like, but have a hard time becoming inspired to draw it. SO! All you have to do is give me some characters (1-3 I'd think), links to reference would be nice or a good description, and give me a situation (the more specific the better!). If I like it, I'll draw it. Simple as that.

You can post 'e here, or note me, or e-mail me at : batcatinc at gmail.com

I have one now.

http://youarestrange.comicdish.com/

Feel free to call and bug me. I be lime.otter :3

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I moved. Still don;t have internet. Was supposed to have it Thursday but ATT sucks monkeys. I'm so tired. School started. I may have to move again. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. I'm seriously going to run out of steam.... Will have internet again as soon as ATT sends me a new modem.

I'm taking a limited number of commissions now, this will be cross-posted a couple of places, so the slots may go more quickly than usual. After this I probably won't be taking Many (or any) commissions until FC gets closer.

10$ sketches
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35$ Colored Character Drawing (traditional or digital)
1. (Naskatan, you have this space if you would still like to have your friend's sketch inked and colored. 10$ has already been paid for)
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12$ Badges (Full color, includes plastic)
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All prices above are base prices and can be adjusted (higher or lower) per piece depending on the desired result.

As an added note, unfortunately at this time i cannot accept paypal. Cash (in person), checks and money orders only please.

Seriously! I've missed you lot. I'm so glad FA is back up, I have awesome things to post.

"Two am approaches, my act's at an end. There among the roaches my curtain descends, every night I tend to find myself crying, there's no work so trying, or so satisfying..."

The show I was crewing for, the Sac City Theatre's Production of Studs Terkel's "Working", concluded today. We had out last show, and strike (Dismantling the set/stage essentially) and a small pizza fest afterwards. I'm feeling the ambivalence that comes at the end of every show. Relieved that it's over, and I can relax for a little bit, but also really sad because for two months it was my life, and now it's over. I guess it's no so bad, after all Shakespeare Festival is coming up, and I'll actually be on stage this time, and have my first rehearsal tomorrow. I guess to close this section of my life, and attempt to regain creative energies via ritual, I'll leave you all with a quote from the show that is most relevant to who i am right now:

"I was bright and didn't play by the rules. Guys were mostly scared of me. They didn't want to get involved emotionally, but they did want to fuck. For awhile I was willing to accept that. It was feeling warm... Feeling Intimate... Feeling."

I'm gonna go to work. Yup. At least I get paid today. Maybe?

Okay, so I just finished "Hell Week", which for those of you not involved in theater is the a last week before a show opens. For me, since I am a stitcher and a Spot light operator, it means being at the school working for ten hours. This week I was doing so with very little sleep, and due to financial troubles, very little food. (Like one small meal a day, two if I'm very lucky). So the show opened Friday, Played saturday until late, and then played a matinée show this afternoon. So, I was really looking forward to my day off tomarrow. Also, it was hella hot today, so April and I decided to hurry with our chores and go to the river to relax and play like otters do. We finish or chores at 6 and head to the river. I take off my pants and run straight into the water, a short ways out I thought i stepped on a sharp rock so I limp back to shore to put my shoes on but as I get there, my sister notices that my foot is gushing blood. Holy crap! So, we tie my bandana around it and head back up the hill to get to the bridge that goes over the river. So I'm bleeding everywhere and trying to get up the hill with my foot throbbing with pain, I was hella limping. So we get up the hill and my sis props me against something while she goes across the bridge to get the car so she can take me to the hospital. So I'm waiting for her, and the bleeding is getting worse, and I'm getting to the point I can barely stand, and people are passing me by, pretending they don't see me (This world is so fucked up a swear). Well one guy comes by on a bicycle and asks if I'm alright I try to say I am, but I find I can;t really talk, so he come sover and says something like, you're bleeding really bad, you should put that up. So we get my foot resting on teh bridge elevated a little bit, and then he starts talking to me, asking if her should call an ambulance, and I'm telling him my sister is coming from the parking lot, and ym vision is going dark and I'm starting to get nauseas a tired so I sit down, and then as soon as I'm down, i try and go all the way down but he came over to my face, and was trying to get me to repeat the answers to the questions he asked like "Do you remember my name/" "Craig" "Good, okay let's just sit up, okay?" LIke I almost seriously passed out from losing so much blood, if he hadn't have been there. So then my sister rolls up and he and some other lady who had showed up (I couldn;t see her very well since my vision was going black) help me into the car and we go straight to the hospital. Looks like a narrowly avoided stitches, but I had to get a tetanus shot, and some pain pills and eh, a work note. I got the work not because I can't go anywhere and I have to keep my feet elevated for six days. It's sucks. I'm going to be so freaking bored!

Seriously. I need it. I'm doing commissions to, ya know, feed myself. I'm willing to make almost anything at this point, and willing to make deals. I can do character drawings, illustrations, reference sheets, badges, shrinky-dink keychains, fursuit pieces (no full suits or heads atm sorry), clean or dirty artings, anything. SRSLY. I accept cash, money orders (no personal checks, sorry), and paypal. For examples of my work, you can peruse my galleries at DA and FA at the followng links:

http://captain-emerald.deviantart.com
http://bat-tron.deviantart.com
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/bat-tron

Please send me an Instant Message (via AIM: Heroin Bob Is ; via Yahoo!: the_odd_cheshire_cat ; via MSN: art_batty@hotmail.com), e-mail me ( batcatinc @ gmail[dot]com ) to inquire about prices and to set up a commission. Thank you so much for reading this and considering an order.

-Pulsifer

I'm lonely... I'm surrounded by all sorts of new and great friends, and everyone wants to be around me, but... I still want something. I want to love and be loved. No false pretenses. I want to love someone who will love me back, and not be afraid to say it or show it. I want someone to hold. And not just the way friends interact, or cuddle buddies. I long to feel the way i did when love was new. When I wasn't constantly anxious about the day it would end, or leave. When I could sit in someone's arms and feel them all around me, holding me, as if their life depended on pulling me just a little closer... God, I sound like such a sap... This post it really stupid... What am I doing? What am I waiting for? No... I'm not waiting, I'm bitter, and cynical. I refuse to believe anyone could like me for me, and want to hang out with me, so i assume everyone wants something from me. What are they trying to get from me? God, I probably sound emo, but jesus...

TO all of you who think I should be able to be happy on my own before I get into a relationship or whatever psycho babble you keep telling me; I have this to say:
I can be happy while being alone. I am, generally pretty happy, and have been for the past few months, even though I have been single. But I don't, for one second, believe that you can't feel sad that you are lacking a significant other. I think it's normal, especially after you've been through long term relationships, to want something like that in your life again. Yeah, I spend a lot of time thinking and talking about trying to get an SO, but, why the fuck is that a problem? It's not like I'm sad ALL the time because I don't have someone, and it's not like I'm so desperate I'll go with anyone who asks either. So where is the problem? Why do you think it's my problem that I'm lonely? It's normal god damnit!

I know I am an amorous person. I know that love is a high priority in my life, not not my highest, that's ridiculous, but it's still important to me. And i don't see a fault in that. Why do you?


Jesus, I know I'm going to wake up tomorrow and feel better. Seriously, this isn't something ever present in my life. I was just... reminded of how it was, and was feeling like shit, so I'm venting. Don't worry, this is just a temporary sadness.



And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling
I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame that I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
And you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling
I am fading
I am drowning, help me to breathe
I am hurting
I have lost it all
I am losing, help me to breathe...

Oh man, I feel so spooty. I can't draw for crap lately it's pissing me off. I really haven't been able to do much aside from doodles since I got off my meds. I feel terrible since I have commissions that need to get done, but every time I try and sit down to do them, I just... can't. I sit there and stare at the paper and can't get anything out. It's really frustrating. Either my mind has started to wander away from drawing by the time I get my paper/pencil/STUFF out and ready and it was all for naught, or my head gets flooded with...things and I can't focus on one idea at a time in order to draw it cohesively. The only things I've been managing are little character heads every where. Like, I can only focus long enough to draw the head before my mind becomes unfocused again. I have scraps of paper lying around with heads on them now, mostly Knives heads. It's kind of freaky. I really want to get back on my meds and get back to being a normal person because, well, my mental state has become too intense to deal with while I'm off them. It's deteriorating with time, very steadily. Every time I get off my meds, my episodes are worse and worse. It sucks and it's getting to the point where i can't deal...

So, I've been thinking of doing a pin-up calendar featuring Pieces like the Squirrel, only in full color and with nifty backgrounds and such. I'd just like some opinions, so I thought I'd make this little form thinger:

Were it made, would you buy my calendar?:

If you would buy it, Would you be more interested in buying online, or in person at a convention?:

If offered at a convention, would you be interested in a signed copy?:

What kinds of Critters should I include (list as many as you like, even if someone already mentioned 'em):

How much is too much (money-wise)?:

Anything else?:

Oh shit~! Yeah I've been drawing, yeah I uploaded something. Mostly just for my friends to see and be all surprised by. I dunno if I'm gonna post anymore, maybe if I ever get scans from the art I did at FC. Who knows.

I'm leaving in a bit, should be there by this afterlunch. I'll be staying in the con hotel this time, yay! If you want to know what room I'm in, note me and I'll let you know, either by phone, or when the computers are set up, or however. Hope to see some of you there~!

Hmmm I'm not sure I'm going to post my art online anymore . I dunno, the only people who look at my art and give two shits I know IRL, and the other people, especially here on FA, only want porn or cheesy overly cute saccharine crap. I joined art communities to make friends, and I haven't made any. It takes work and time to throw art up and it doesn't benefit anyone, least of all myself.

I'll throw up a good bye pic, and maybe one day I'll even come back, but for now. I just need to do art for me, and not everyone else.

I'm curious. If you don't know me, but like my art, have you ever considered saying hi via messenger or other means? If you do know me, do I come off as being approachable to you? I'm only curious because, I was out last night with some friends and one of my relatively new acquaintances made a comment about me being a really good artist (as I was drawing), and I'm kind of modest around people I'm not too familiar with so I said, "nah, I'm not that great" and then we got to talking about my art and wondering why I wasn't more noticed about the fandom and why I never got commissions, when other artists that we know that are around the same skill level as me get way more commissions. Every time they open them up, whereas when I announce I'm taking commissions I usually don't get much of a response. He thought that the reason was a combination of two things, 1) I'm not NEARLY as approachable or outgoing as one of the other artists we know and that some of the people in the sacfurs group may be intimidated by my standoffish-ness. and 2) because although I am willing to draw porn, I don't draw it very much, thus limiting my fandom popularity prospects.

I'm just curious to hear what both my friends think, and what people who only know my art think.

Being in this fandom you can't exactly tell who is what even by character so here's something fun.

Rules are: "How many of you think I'm a boy/girl?"
If you have ACTUALLY met me in REAL LIFE and KNOW what I am DO NOT POST "LOL I KNOW CAUSE I MET YOU 'answer'" It ruins it for everyone. Just post what you think, from my typing, or art, or anything else you might think relates me to what gender I am.

OK GO

Boy or Girl?

Okay I have a couple of things I need to get done, but whenever I remember them I'm wrapped up in school or something else, so I'm gonna post myself some reminders here. If I owe you something, and your name isn't up here, please let me know!

(Yes, they are listed in order of priority, but that does not necessarily mean they will be done in this order)

Commissions:
Runawayfive: Blue fox hat
*Heather: Black cat hat
*Nikki: "Artemis" cat hat

Trades:
MicahFennec: PnT prons
Mottenfest: Rensis pic

Contest Prizes/Requests:
Ultratails: Badge
Elaki: Badge


I believe that's all the art stuff I owe people. If I promised you something and you're names not here, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE remind me! I'm not taking commissions right now, or requests, but I may do an art trade, depends on my school schedule.