I really don't know what to think about this. I chose my career path with my company of being the guy that fixes what our contractors have.messed up, to go out and solicit new contractors and bring the services to the best customers in the world and I stand behind it. I go out there every day trying to bring better business to our military bases, I drive all over the place, have command meetings with Colonels and Generals and hearing what they want for the installation.. and we try our best to get the business they want there.. but even when we can't find anyone that wants to do it comes down on us. These commanders know not of the business world where we can't force other businesses to set up and come to our bases. Sometimes I wish I could say sorry fuck you Maj. Gen. Blah not gonna happen... but as a professional a can't! Wtf. Wish I was stationed on a bigger Army installation, so much easier than air force bases.

I can't wait till I'm given opportunity to pcs someplace else. Taxing as all hell up here in New England, drive from hanscom to Bangor then Burlington, Niantic, quonset then back... for fuckin nothing.. not even a livable "take care of yourself and have your own place wage" Gotta love govt work. Fuck.

Furry is not a an all ages fandom. If you join up with it, you should realize ans adhere to the fact that there will be adult things said.. ultimately furry can be a kink, and is much better when its not family friendly" quoted by someone her. Thank you Gunner and Lecarick. Anyone that thinks that you can go head and attempt to deny the fact, you're dumb. Furry caters to underage children, they all try to make things all 'safe' for Virgin eyes. What has happened? Have our balls dropped off? Have us as adults turned into pussies only catering to young kids because one mother fucker attempted some pedo crap with one underage kid? We all know who you are and you can go to hell if thats the case. have a good night. But still, why are we all punished for bullshit and unable to do what we want and say what we want because of your pedo bullshit? Mostly cause the ons who make the rules are pussiesand don't know how to make a contract right, but oh well. Time to grow up and be able to talk as an adult without being attacked because of it.

Cheers.

That moment when you figure out that the only way you can advance your career with your employer is by going mobile, and risking/having to leave everything/everyone you know and love behind to go someplace else in the world to do the job you do... and you start to hate it because of that fact, but unfortunately because you're a jack of all trades master of none you really have no choice but to do so.

Spent my whole life in New England, know my way around, know a ton of people and have many friends (I think they are friends anyway, it's always a gray area since seems I'm the one always asking if people wanna hang out, but no one asks me the same. perhaps I don't have any real friends anymore.. sounds about right), and all of my family is here, besides up in Canada and Nova Scotia. Really don't know what to think, I mean, heading out to Mid-East for work, getting my load out for 'just in case' purposes, and w/e happens happens.. could be fun, but meh, depresses me knowing that i can only grow if I do something like that.

At least its a dry heat.

If this universe has any mercy upon me i won't wake up after i finish this handle of vodka. cheers.

So the 'bad ass awesome' hotel room we got is at a hotel that is 2 miles away from the fucking con.. not half a mile like we were told... there is no free shuttle back and forth, 25 bucks a night flat rate to park. So ontop of 800$ hotel stay bill, parking fees, then having to pay to park at the hyatt when you drive over there, or you pay an uber guy to drive you there.. then 50$ for registration. Glad i didn't register yet cause this is just a waste of money. Spend the night tonight in the hotel room since i already wasted time driving here, pay 50$ for a one night stay and head home. Knew it was too good to be true sounding when we were told about it.

Have a room at the Kimpton Marlowe Hotel down the road from the Hyatt. Big room, King bed with two sleeper sofas. 2 of us in it now, looking for 3-4 more if interested. At 6 of us it'll be around 135 a piece for the weekend. Have it from night of the 19th to the 22nd. Let me know if you're interested, so you know partying shall be happening, we are along side of someone else that shall be having parties as well.

Why does it feel so comfortable when wearing a collar and a leash, then just snuggled up against someone whom is holding the leash with head resting in their lap and just relaxing watching tv or something? Doesn't matter if it's a girl or a dude, just a comforting feeling. Weird I know, but I love it heh. Wish could have more moments like that.

No, Not the baby fur kind of cubs, But the Chicago Cubs winning it for once! Fuck yes! Woo Spring break! Woooo.. Long time coming for Cubs fans, no, not the 'other' type of cubs fans... so Shush you. bangin khed.

So those who are going know what hours we shall be open!

Thursday : Pre Reg 8pm-10pm w/super sponsor line as well so if you have paid the uber amount get in a bit sooner than the rest

Friday: 9am-7pm. Super sponsor line as well, Super sponsor registrations possibly opening at 0830.

Saturday: 10am-7pm

Sunday 10am-2pm

Fyi and all.

Cheers,

Dragoon, registration director.

It's been a crazy past few months, and honestly it's begun to take a toll on me. I know i've been a dick lately, generally annoyed and aggravated about the smallest, littlest things that happen. It's no ones fault honestly, more of my own. Being on the road all the time, traffic, doing sometimes over 500 miles a week really starts to take a toll on me to the point where I just cant stand to be around anyone or deal with the minuscule crap that really shouldn't set me off but does.

Sorry if I've pissed anyone off, or said stuff to anyone that wasn't warranted or deserved. Just haven't been myself. Hectic being a regional person at work and it overflows into home and other life as well..even though i try not to let it.

I have to say, with all the driving between Westover,devens, camp Johnson, camp keyes, Bangor, niantic/rell qouonset, Natick labs, etc... I'm starting to really hate driving.. gh wtf. I need my own separate highway .. seriously. It shouldn't take 4.5 hrs to get to Bangor gahd (yes masshole accent in play) Damn it khed. I need a 249 and a couple belts as standard issue driving material.

Took a break from it all. I've gotten sick and tired of people being irrational as most furries are. But its all good, I don't care anymore.... check that, I do care. Whatever. "Back in business and aint it grand" I quote from Dick Tracy. Man I'm a bastard ain't I? No wait.. I'll answer for you.. Hell yeah I am. lets get it started.

So... Like anyone with a console or a good PC should get the new Doom. FUCKING AMAZING. Fast paced, tons of demons, sexy glory kills, weapon and praetor upgrades.. tons of secrets, omg. GET IT

Yay PS4 woot

So its official, Spiral/Gunner and Molten are boyfriends.. just so its on the record. Have a nice day.

Well i got a twitter finally for the fuck of it just for con updates and information. BdDragoon i guess it is. I dunno how to use the fuckin thing, so whatever lol

Had a great time. Was good hanging out with everyone, having drinks and not giving a crap. Was also fun volunteering for the con as well, was happy to help out. I look forward to hanging out and having a good time with everyone again soon! Was such a nice room we had.. too bad it was so cold and couldn't put that balcony to good use. Still fun though. Hope I didn't do anything too stupid or make an ass outta myself to much lol.

Well I will be going to ANE for two days, Friday and Saturday. I'll be working Reg for a few hours friday afternoon and Saturday afternoon as well, plus doing cashier for 2 hrs as well.. Working a con.. My natural habitat of course. Molten and I will have a room friday night. So I guess i'll see people there.

Tonight I lose another friend to Arkansas. Not happy about this

Had a great time at mums place, both sisters, backwoods and etc. Great food and interesting news... Looks like I'm going to be an uncle! Heh heh.. Kinda makes me feel old... but oddly giddy? Uncle James.. has a nice ring to it. Uncle Dragoon.. Hmm.. Nahhh screw that lol.

I think I hold myself back a lot from different things due to the fact that I just don't say what I want to. Perhaps its a manner of preserving a self image that I have artificially made for myself that I continue to stick with and I miss out on a lot of fun scenarios because I'm silent on the matters. Perhaps the instances that I'm speaking of are kink things, and some past feelings that I never expressed, Well fuck its a mix of both in a sense. I still refrain from speaking it, mainly because what i figure is what people would think and say about it. I've always been the type to say "Well screw it, just say it" but I can't take my own damned advice x.x

I know in this day and age people are just being open about what they want and the things they want to do.. why can't I just do that. Damn it. Am I too old fashioned that I don't say what I want? Am I too depending on what the other wants before myself? I mean granted, in my one track mind right now its on the enjoyment and pleasure side of things.. Even though I've shared many experiences in that.. but still seems I desire other things that I haven't expressed as a fun thing I enjoy. Just a weird thought process I'm on right now... I understand that it might be confusing for others since I'm a damned confusing person. Bleh, panty trophies... yum O.o;; I'm gone.

So it seems there is another Dragoon registered for the convention. I believe a highlander situation is in order, since there can be only one! Bwahahaha j/k, funny though to think about.

So.. My base has been mentioned as an interest in being the target of an attack. Wonderful.. I can't wait for it to happen.