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Might have to be a lot more active here again.
Posted a year agoMy country is being quite censorship heavy and trying to kill accessibility to Twitter to all of us, So I guess I need to fall back to the roots. :(
OPENING FOR COMMS 09/01
Posted 2 years agoSubmissions are closed for now. Will work on these, prioritizing sketches first, and working my way to lined works. Thank you for your suypport~!!
Please, read the following rules:
This is not a first come, first serve opening. To apply for a commission slot, you'll need to:
>Send me a note titled IDEA PITCH [your user name].
>Describe commission idea on said note, what kind of picture you'd like between
[sketch] (30)
[colored sketch] (50)
[lined] (80)
[colored and lined] (100)
OBS: the prices are baseline, I might need to charge more or give a discount based on what the comm entails.I'm not charging full price for a Bust or Chibi, or asking baseline to draw several characters. Final price should be discussed on a per costumer base.
>Provide a link to the character references, please keep in mind to provide one main reference I'll refer to. This is to avoid issues I've had in the past where I had to cross reference multiple pictures to get a client's order right. It was not a pleasant experience. It is fine to provide multiple references but I will defer to the main one as I work on the picture.
>Agree that I do not work with payment upfront. I'm on an erratic and unpredictable schedule due care taking of a disabled family member and mental health issues. Once the picture is done or nearly so, only then I'll feel confident to charge for the work.
I WILL be choosing what to work with first if at all between the pitched ideas. Working on things I have little to no interest in leads me to burnout, stress and overall lowers the quality of my work. For everybody's sake, I appreciate your understanding.
I will reply to your note with a score of to gauge how much I like the idea, and agree with you the final price of the picture.
Things I'm looking forward to work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Bustybois
>Growth
>Hypers
>Inflation
>Pregnancy (including Males)
>Size Difference
>Transformation
>Twinks
>Weight Gain and Largery
>Vore
I will NOT work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Cubs
>Diapers
>Guro
>Scat
I am UNWILLING to work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Straight Canon Characters.
(adaptations is fine, say you have your own take on Toriel, but she is a techno librarian in a cyberpunk world, that's fine)
((ALSO, some IPS are fine, such as MLP and Sonic, those I do not have such reservations))
>Kusoyarou.
>Feet Focused Pieces.
>Anything with feathers. (can't draw em too well, unless you want a really shoddy job at it)
This is not a first come, first serve opening. To apply for a commission slot, you'll need to:
>Send me a note titled IDEA PITCH [your user name].
>Describe commission idea on said note, what kind of picture you'd like between
[sketch] (30)
[colored sketch] (50)
[lined] (80)
[colored and lined] (100)
OBS: the prices are baseline, I might need to charge more or give a discount based on what the comm entails.I'm not charging full price for a Bust or Chibi, or asking baseline to draw several characters. Final price should be discussed on a per costumer base.
>Provide a link to the character references, please keep in mind to provide one main reference I'll refer to. This is to avoid issues I've had in the past where I had to cross reference multiple pictures to get a client's order right. It was not a pleasant experience. It is fine to provide multiple references but I will defer to the main one as I work on the picture.
>Agree that I do not work with payment upfront. I'm on an erratic and unpredictable schedule due care taking of a disabled family member and mental health issues. Once the picture is done or nearly so, only then I'll feel confident to charge for the work.
I WILL be choosing what to work with first if at all between the pitched ideas. Working on things I have little to no interest in leads me to burnout, stress and overall lowers the quality of my work. For everybody's sake, I appreciate your understanding.
I will reply to your note with a score of to gauge how much I like the idea, and agree with you the final price of the picture.
Things I'm looking forward to work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Bustybois
>Growth
>Hypers
>Inflation
>Pregnancy (including Males)
>Size Difference
>Transformation
>Twinks
>Weight Gain and Largery
>Vore
I will NOT work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Cubs
>Diapers
>Guro
>Scat
I am UNWILLING to work with (shortlist but not limited to):
>Straight Canon Characters.
(adaptations is fine, say you have your own take on Toriel, but she is a techno librarian in a cyberpunk world, that's fine)
((ALSO, some IPS are fine, such as MLP and Sonic, those I do not have such reservations))
>Kusoyarou.
>Feet Focused Pieces.
>Anything with feathers. (can't draw em too well, unless you want a really shoddy job at it)
Incoming Doodles
Posted 2 years agoGonna be uploading the doodles i talked about little by little.
At this rate i might be done in a year or two.
At this rate i might be done in a year or two.
Uploading Doodles
Posted 2 years agoHere is a serious issue I have
I doodle a lot, and seldom have the energy to finish pictures outside of commissions. I been trying to muster the strength to work on my own projects and it's not been easy, but at least I've been dabbling in doodling for myself, which has helped me immensely in my mentally.
But I tend to just dump these on my discord or on twitter. I never truly liked twitter as a platform since it may be many things, good or bad, but a gallery it is not. I had trouble finding a pic I posted there the other day myself. It's insane.
I feel rather self conscious about posting only doodles here tho, like, taking space with just chicken scratches, but it's all have to offer most of the time, so there lies my question, should I?
Should I put everything in scraps? Make a folder for doodles only, bear in mind I dabble in a bunch of different kinks, so it would be as scattershot as they come. If you have any feedback or suggestion, throw it my way, please? ´w`
I doodle a lot, and seldom have the energy to finish pictures outside of commissions. I been trying to muster the strength to work on my own projects and it's not been easy, but at least I've been dabbling in doodling for myself, which has helped me immensely in my mentally.
But I tend to just dump these on my discord or on twitter. I never truly liked twitter as a platform since it may be many things, good or bad, but a gallery it is not. I had trouble finding a pic I posted there the other day myself. It's insane.
I feel rather self conscious about posting only doodles here tho, like, taking space with just chicken scratches, but it's all have to offer most of the time, so there lies my question, should I?
Should I put everything in scraps? Make a folder for doodles only, bear in mind I dabble in a bunch of different kinks, so it would be as scattershot as they come. If you have any feedback or suggestion, throw it my way, please? ´w`
[TAKEN] COMMISSION SLOT WITH EXTRA STEPS!
Posted 3 years agoI have trouble adding credit to my steam wallet since my country is dumb, so if anyone is interested in grabbing a commish from me but pay me in steam gift cards, that'd be peachy and I'd be able to get Elden Ring!
´v`;;
Thank you so much!
GD
Posted 3 years agoI couldn't remember how to make a journal.
Gess what, I JUST FIGURED IT OUT AGAIN!!
Gess what, I JUST FIGURED IT OUT AGAIN!!
Survey and Just Trying to Talk.
Posted 4 years agoWhat kind of things are ya'll most interested in me drawing? What is it you like? More OCs? more YCHs? More Muffin? What sort of themes? What kinks should I tap into more from my usual repertoire?
FLIRTING!
Posted 4 years agoOn this dating sim, Muffin is a special rare spawn that shows up once between 20 and 50 new game+ loops.
How would you go about flirting with Muffin? Do your best otherwise you'll have a bad time getting Muffin to spawn again!!
How would you go about flirting with Muffin? Do your best otherwise you'll have a bad time getting Muffin to spawn again!!
CHOOSE YOUR ADVENTURE
Posted 4 years agoHow would go about on a date with Muffin? Where'd you go, what you'd do, gimme dem deets~! I wanna hear it :3c
ADOTIBLES
Posted 4 years agoin the hypothetical likelihood that i make an adoptible auction, in your opinion, how would be the best way to go about it?
A - just an open auction with a deadline?
b - secret bid auction thru notes.
3 - open auction with a buyout price set
IV - no auction, fixed pricing but variations of the same design.
A - just an open auction with a deadline?
b - secret bid auction thru notes.
3 - open auction with a buyout price set
IV - no auction, fixed pricing but variations of the same design.
Look Mortimer! We're back!
Posted 5 years agoYep.
WHO WANTS COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF SKETCHES AND UNFINISHED DOODLE CRIMES?!
WHO WANTS COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF SKETCHES AND UNFINISHED DOODLE CRIMES?!
I Survived Another Month
Posted 7 years agoIt wasn't easy, and I most certainly thought many times over the month that that was it, I wouldn't be able to make it. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the positive thoughts and support you so kindly reached for me in this time of trouble. I cannot thank you enough. I hope I'll make it up for you all somehow.
My pc is running fine since it came back. Things are stable, not a whole lot we have but right now not a whole lot if missing for us. If anything, it's helping me lose a little more weight. Heh. ^^;
Alas, every victory if the prelude of the next battle, and february looms closer. Time to buckle down and do my best to keep the lights on.
Thank you. One more time. Thank you.
My pc is running fine since it came back. Things are stable, not a whole lot we have but right now not a whole lot if missing for us. If anything, it's helping me lose a little more weight. Heh. ^^;
Alas, every victory if the prelude of the next battle, and february looms closer. Time to buckle down and do my best to keep the lights on.
Thank you. One more time. Thank you.
Maybe there is still time
Posted 7 years agoI got my pc back yesterday. According to them, they found out it was one ram stick, together they didn't show any problems while running a check, but testing each alone they found one did that BSOD so they said they swapped it for a new one.
Good news is that I dont seem to have to spend anything else on it. For now.
But its infuriating that this was what we thought originally before new years. And I had to take it there THRICE already. One city over. The biggest and basically only PC part store in my state (besides really small ones that only order parts and don't have stock). I don't wanna but anything from em ever again.
I spent the rest of the night doing things and so far no more issues (besides windows defender detecting a trojan that was on the USB they used on the store but I HOPE it took care of it)
My power is still running, even tho it's been 9 days due. I gotta crank comms asap so I'll be doing that this afternoon till late night.
Thank you all for your kind words and support. I know it may seem mushy to say that but right now it's what keeps me standing. Thank you and I'll try my best to not let it all be in vain. ,_,;
Good news is that I dont seem to have to spend anything else on it. For now.
But its infuriating that this was what we thought originally before new years. And I had to take it there THRICE already. One city over. The biggest and basically only PC part store in my state (besides really small ones that only order parts and don't have stock). I don't wanna but anything from em ever again.
I spent the rest of the night doing things and so far no more issues (besides windows defender detecting a trojan that was on the USB they used on the store but I HOPE it took care of it)
My power is still running, even tho it's been 9 days due. I gotta crank comms asap so I'll be doing that this afternoon till late night.
Thank you all for your kind words and support. I know it may seem mushy to say that but right now it's what keeps me standing. Thank you and I'll try my best to not let it all be in vain. ,_,;
An update on things, and a possible goodbye.
Posted 7 years agoSo this is the story of my life and the past 40 days.
My mom had a stroke on the 11th of december, that left her hemiplegic and with speech impairment. She now needs help with prettymuch everything, and I've tried my best to help her as best as I can. She is doing physiotherapy through out free health care, and is receiving some money as 'benefit' while she recovers. Altho that's far from being enough to keep this house running. She was the bread winner of this house, my stepfather being a sheperd of an evangelical church they made in what used to be our living room and my old room, and I helped as best I could.
I live with my mom, my stepfather, 3 dogs, a cat and a cockatiel. The pets aren't very expensive to upkeep, but the house itself is an entire different beast. Due to us living in this piss poor country, electricity for us is quite expensive, even tho our state has the second largest hidroelectric in the entire world. On top of that, my mom hired 'handymen' to build this house, and has done reforms in the structure a couple times. We ended with a busted wiring in the house, it goes through rebar, has no protection and is leaking. If you touch metal in some areas of the house, you get zapped.
I've argued about redoing the entire installation for years now, there was never enough money to go around, and every month we pay over 1.2k BRLS (about 300USD) to that scummy power company because of that. Just so you have an idea, minimun wage here is 980BRLS. SALARY.
On top of it all, the day after my mom had the stroke, my computer shat the bed. I knew it was coming, was planning for awhile to switch my processor and motherboard, since it was nearing 4 years of use. Of course it had to happen in the worst time possible.
It knocked me out of commission, unable to properly do commissions as the USB ports were shorting out. I debated getting just a replacement, but we couldnt find a same gen motherboard compatible with 4 memory sticks, so i'd have to downgrade to 8gigs OR buy two sticks of 8gigs. I decided, regretfully, to invest in something THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A SAFE ROUTE, and got an upgrade, brand new motherboard, processor and ram. (gigabyte mobo, intel core i5 and 2 sticks of ddr4 8gigs each)
Oh, how i regret that.
In my mind, buying a sidegrade to replace my motherboard would cost me about 1500BRLs, meaning i'd pay all of that to break even, and i wouldnt be able to sell my old parts. Upgrading i Spent 2700BRLs, and i could sell my parts for 700 or so. Sound investment in my head. EXCEPT EVERYTHING KEPT GOING WRONG.
First, they sold me a motherboard that WASNT ABLE TO SUPPORT 8TH GEN PROCESSORS.
Okay, we went back there and they gave me one that could for not extra cost.
THEN the blue screens started happening. At random I'd get BSODs.
-When CLICKING ON A TAB TO OPEN TWITTER.
-When verifying integrity of files of a game on steam.
-When playing a game.
-WHEN CALLING MICROSOFT OVER THE PHONE TO ACTIVATE WINDOWS KEY.
We formatted this bitch 3 times, till we bit the bullet and took it to the store to see if they could troubleshoot. Mind you, I ran a memory check and it said neither stick was faulty, and I was there when they did it too. Nevertheless, it stayed for the weekend, newyears. On the first they gave it back.
They said it was because 'the VGA wasn't properly screwed'. It was super nonsensical to me, but whatever. It was working. A game crashed but no BSOD. I thought my problems were over.
Started cranking drawings as best I could, putting things back on track. Did several Sketch Streams, many of you were wonderful and tipped me so much it helped a ton. I did groceries, got my mom a wheelchair, trying my best to hold the fort, literally fueling this house by drawing DICKS. I dared have hope.
Then the 10th came, the electricity bill arrived. 1220.00BRLS. Jesus. I can't pay for my pc, pay for groceries and everything else, AND deal with this. But i tried. And in 2 days I made 70% of that, mostly due to the kindness of one commissioner who tipped me SO MUCH but I'd better not mention here for his safety, but you know who you are, and thank you so much.
Around the 11th, I did a direct X update, as i tried playing a game that required that (needed to unwind some). It Downloaded some service packs, and things were seemingly ok. Well, Game was crashing. Constantly and at random, whenever going back and forth into missions. OK maybe its just the game. Intensity got worse over the days.
Updated NVIDIA through NVIDIA experience. Today too. I tried running an integrity check to see if it was alright. WHILE WAITING FOR THE INTEGRITY CHECK, I CLICKED ON A VIDEO ON TWITTER AND BAM.
BSOD. Memory_management. Just like before.
My heart sunk, "mother fucker, it had to be the VGA" i took it off. Plugged the onboard in. ran the game like a PSOne game, but it ran. It crashed on a misssion "Hmm... maybe it crashed cuz its a large map and my processor can't handle it" did a small map one, one of the starters areas, and BAM. BSOD.
So it can't be the VGA.
Right now I'm not sure what to do. I'm afraid to draw. I noticed something weird with my canvases on CSP, my files kept error-ing like this
https://1drv.ms/u/s!AhdB0DqIeY8SmCClw5_DLqTBM4YR
ever since i got my pc back from the store. "Maybe it was a CSP update or something". The files still opened, and I could merge the 'defective layers' into blank new one and it would stop doing that.
Talking with TI savvy people, i was told that:
-Its a Faulty Mem Stick
-Your mobo is having trouble dealing with memory
-It can be too much stress to your Power Supply
-your mobo is defective
-Incompatibility
I'm at a loss. I'm scared to start a stream or draw and have something go wrong. I'm scared of taking it back to the store and have em sort out this mess and be knocked out of commission for even more days, as i'll not be able to draw and make the money to pay the bills.
My own health has been at an all time low. I've had panic attacks that leave me with erratic heart beats WHILE SLEEPING waking up with it racing and leaving arrithmia as it steadies down. And if i went back to sleep, the arrithmia would PERSIST TILL MORNING and well into the ER.
Every night for the past month I've gone to bed wondering if my stepfather will still be there, if he hasnt just skipped town. Every night i wonder if i'll wake in the middle of the night with my heart beating like it shouldnt, theres not a single day in the past month i havent had dark thoughts.
On top of all that, my dad found out the secrets I've been keeping. An aunt told him I was moody, and didn't want to see doctors, he asked me why, I told him I couldn't because I can't drive there. He asked me what happened to my car and all the money I had, and I couldnt tell him I was sitting on it, so I told him something I was keeping secret for some years:
I spent everything I had, to help my mom. Either to keep the house running, Or on enterpreneuship attempts. My stepfather tried many times to open busynesses, and they all failed. And over the years, the money I had saved simply wasted away.
It didn't go well. There was a reason why I never told him that.
Seeing all this, its rough to feel im not a burden than anything else. Recent interchanges made me realize that i'm nothing beyond my ability to draw, poorly at that, what i draw. Nothing much besides that.
I feel helpless, lost and absolutely hopeless. This might be it, I say this because I don't think I can dig myself out of this mess. That I can't help my mom in her time of need.
The only thing left is to take it back to the store again. I wish I could ask for a refund. I wanna scream. I wanna cry. I really don't know what to do.
If I can't make it back, I guess this is as good as a goodbye I can leave. I ran out of time. What I did wasn't enough.
Sorry If I wronged any of you somehow. Sorry for not doing better. Wish I could have done more, knowing nothing I ever did would be enough.
My mom had a stroke on the 11th of december, that left her hemiplegic and with speech impairment. She now needs help with prettymuch everything, and I've tried my best to help her as best as I can. She is doing physiotherapy through out free health care, and is receiving some money as 'benefit' while she recovers. Altho that's far from being enough to keep this house running. She was the bread winner of this house, my stepfather being a sheperd of an evangelical church they made in what used to be our living room and my old room, and I helped as best I could.
I live with my mom, my stepfather, 3 dogs, a cat and a cockatiel. The pets aren't very expensive to upkeep, but the house itself is an entire different beast. Due to us living in this piss poor country, electricity for us is quite expensive, even tho our state has the second largest hidroelectric in the entire world. On top of that, my mom hired 'handymen' to build this house, and has done reforms in the structure a couple times. We ended with a busted wiring in the house, it goes through rebar, has no protection and is leaking. If you touch metal in some areas of the house, you get zapped.
I've argued about redoing the entire installation for years now, there was never enough money to go around, and every month we pay over 1.2k BRLS (about 300USD) to that scummy power company because of that. Just so you have an idea, minimun wage here is 980BRLS. SALARY.
On top of it all, the day after my mom had the stroke, my computer shat the bed. I knew it was coming, was planning for awhile to switch my processor and motherboard, since it was nearing 4 years of use. Of course it had to happen in the worst time possible.
It knocked me out of commission, unable to properly do commissions as the USB ports were shorting out. I debated getting just a replacement, but we couldnt find a same gen motherboard compatible with 4 memory sticks, so i'd have to downgrade to 8gigs OR buy two sticks of 8gigs. I decided, regretfully, to invest in something THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A SAFE ROUTE, and got an upgrade, brand new motherboard, processor and ram. (gigabyte mobo, intel core i5 and 2 sticks of ddr4 8gigs each)
Oh, how i regret that.
In my mind, buying a sidegrade to replace my motherboard would cost me about 1500BRLs, meaning i'd pay all of that to break even, and i wouldnt be able to sell my old parts. Upgrading i Spent 2700BRLs, and i could sell my parts for 700 or so. Sound investment in my head. EXCEPT EVERYTHING KEPT GOING WRONG.
First, they sold me a motherboard that WASNT ABLE TO SUPPORT 8TH GEN PROCESSORS.
Okay, we went back there and they gave me one that could for not extra cost.
THEN the blue screens started happening. At random I'd get BSODs.
-When CLICKING ON A TAB TO OPEN TWITTER.
-When verifying integrity of files of a game on steam.
-When playing a game.
-WHEN CALLING MICROSOFT OVER THE PHONE TO ACTIVATE WINDOWS KEY.
We formatted this bitch 3 times, till we bit the bullet and took it to the store to see if they could troubleshoot. Mind you, I ran a memory check and it said neither stick was faulty, and I was there when they did it too. Nevertheless, it stayed for the weekend, newyears. On the first they gave it back.
They said it was because 'the VGA wasn't properly screwed'. It was super nonsensical to me, but whatever. It was working. A game crashed but no BSOD. I thought my problems were over.
Started cranking drawings as best I could, putting things back on track. Did several Sketch Streams, many of you were wonderful and tipped me so much it helped a ton. I did groceries, got my mom a wheelchair, trying my best to hold the fort, literally fueling this house by drawing DICKS. I dared have hope.
Then the 10th came, the electricity bill arrived. 1220.00BRLS. Jesus. I can't pay for my pc, pay for groceries and everything else, AND deal with this. But i tried. And in 2 days I made 70% of that, mostly due to the kindness of one commissioner who tipped me SO MUCH but I'd better not mention here for his safety, but you know who you are, and thank you so much.
Around the 11th, I did a direct X update, as i tried playing a game that required that (needed to unwind some). It Downloaded some service packs, and things were seemingly ok. Well, Game was crashing. Constantly and at random, whenever going back and forth into missions. OK maybe its just the game. Intensity got worse over the days.
Updated NVIDIA through NVIDIA experience. Today too. I tried running an integrity check to see if it was alright. WHILE WAITING FOR THE INTEGRITY CHECK, I CLICKED ON A VIDEO ON TWITTER AND BAM.
BSOD. Memory_management. Just like before.
My heart sunk, "mother fucker, it had to be the VGA" i took it off. Plugged the onboard in. ran the game like a PSOne game, but it ran. It crashed on a misssion "Hmm... maybe it crashed cuz its a large map and my processor can't handle it" did a small map one, one of the starters areas, and BAM. BSOD.
So it can't be the VGA.
Right now I'm not sure what to do. I'm afraid to draw. I noticed something weird with my canvases on CSP, my files kept error-ing like this
https://1drv.ms/u/s!AhdB0DqIeY8SmCClw5_DLqTBM4YR
ever since i got my pc back from the store. "Maybe it was a CSP update or something". The files still opened, and I could merge the 'defective layers' into blank new one and it would stop doing that.
Talking with TI savvy people, i was told that:
-Its a Faulty Mem Stick
-Your mobo is having trouble dealing with memory
-It can be too much stress to your Power Supply
-your mobo is defective
-Incompatibility
I'm at a loss. I'm scared to start a stream or draw and have something go wrong. I'm scared of taking it back to the store and have em sort out this mess and be knocked out of commission for even more days, as i'll not be able to draw and make the money to pay the bills.
My own health has been at an all time low. I've had panic attacks that leave me with erratic heart beats WHILE SLEEPING waking up with it racing and leaving arrithmia as it steadies down. And if i went back to sleep, the arrithmia would PERSIST TILL MORNING and well into the ER.
Every night for the past month I've gone to bed wondering if my stepfather will still be there, if he hasnt just skipped town. Every night i wonder if i'll wake in the middle of the night with my heart beating like it shouldnt, theres not a single day in the past month i havent had dark thoughts.
On top of all that, my dad found out the secrets I've been keeping. An aunt told him I was moody, and didn't want to see doctors, he asked me why, I told him I couldn't because I can't drive there. He asked me what happened to my car and all the money I had, and I couldnt tell him I was sitting on it, so I told him something I was keeping secret for some years:
I spent everything I had, to help my mom. Either to keep the house running, Or on enterpreneuship attempts. My stepfather tried many times to open busynesses, and they all failed. And over the years, the money I had saved simply wasted away.
It didn't go well. There was a reason why I never told him that.
Seeing all this, its rough to feel im not a burden than anything else. Recent interchanges made me realize that i'm nothing beyond my ability to draw, poorly at that, what i draw. Nothing much besides that.
I feel helpless, lost and absolutely hopeless. This might be it, I say this because I don't think I can dig myself out of this mess. That I can't help my mom in her time of need.
The only thing left is to take it back to the store again. I wish I could ask for a refund. I wanna scream. I wanna cry. I really don't know what to do.
If I can't make it back, I guess this is as good as a goodbye I can leave. I ran out of time. What I did wasn't enough.
Sorry If I wronged any of you somehow. Sorry for not doing better. Wish I could have done more, knowing nothing I ever did would be enough.
Current Status
Posted 7 years agoi am so scared right now.
on the 10th of december 2018, i was woken up with a scare, my stepfather calling me, my mom having fallen down over night, being unresponsive and having difficulty to breathe
what followed were the most nightmarish experience i can think of i ever lived. she had a stroke over night, and we had to battle our 'free medic care' system to find an opening for her in a proper hospital. she was only admitted on a proper hospital on the 11th, 32 hours later.
she has been in intense care unit ever since.
please, bear with me as i go through this. /n\
on the 10th of december 2018, i was woken up with a scare, my stepfather calling me, my mom having fallen down over night, being unresponsive and having difficulty to breathe
what followed were the most nightmarish experience i can think of i ever lived. she had a stroke over night, and we had to battle our 'free medic care' system to find an opening for her in a proper hospital. she was only admitted on a proper hospital on the 11th, 32 hours later.
she has been in intense care unit ever since.
please, bear with me as i go through this. /n\
huh, i broke 4k watchers
Posted 7 years agoand maybe i should do something for 5k? if i actually notice when it happens cuz im daft as a deaf bat =w=;;
someone remind me of doing a kiriban or a raffle when that happens please =w=
someone remind me of doing a kiriban or a raffle when that happens please =w=
AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT [P]
Posted 7 years agoI've finally worked over my fears, since things haven't been going well for me, and decided (stumbling and figuring things out as best I can) to start my PATREON.
What does that mean? I always wanted to work on my own projects, comics and more niche pictures that I seldom can tap into, subjects such as thicc bois, vore, fatties, preggy stuffs, etc. (Because they really are seldom what I'm commissioned for, or if at all).
I cannot really stop doing commissions for the time being, as making ends meet are my top priority, but the patreon is my first foray into trying to achieve those dreams. But I do intend to focus on content for my patrons from here, as much as I possibly can.
If you'd like to support me, by any means, be it a small tip or the top tier (even tho I'm really trying to sort things off for now, upload content, make better rewards etc) or spread the word, I'd be humbly and deeply thankful for your kindness and love. ;v;
You may find my stuffs here: https://www.patreon.com/behemuffin
Once again, thank you so much for even reading this. .v.;;
What does that mean? I always wanted to work on my own projects, comics and more niche pictures that I seldom can tap into, subjects such as thicc bois, vore, fatties, preggy stuffs, etc. (Because they really are seldom what I'm commissioned for, or if at all).
I cannot really stop doing commissions for the time being, as making ends meet are my top priority, but the patreon is my first foray into trying to achieve those dreams. But I do intend to focus on content for my patrons from here, as much as I possibly can.
If you'd like to support me, by any means, be it a small tip or the top tier (even tho I'm really trying to sort things off for now, upload content, make better rewards etc) or spread the word, I'd be humbly and deeply thankful for your kindness and love. ;v;
You may find my stuffs here: https://www.patreon.com/behemuffin
Once again, thank you so much for even reading this. .v.;;
STREAMING IN 40k
Posted 7 years agoI'm streaming.
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
https://picarto.tv/behemuffin
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
https://picarto.tv/behemuffin
Hunting Monsters (PC)
Posted 7 years agojust wondering if anyone wanna hunt monsters with me, it's getting rough soloing things and hoping pubbies hop in to help with my SOS :c
ACHTUNG ICH BUN DËR STRËAMMZING
Posted 7 years agoI'm streaming.
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Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
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Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
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XENOS STREAM ALERT
Posted 7 years agoI'm streaming.
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The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
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Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
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STREAMING alert
Posted 7 years agoI'm streaming.
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
https://picarto.tv/behemuffin
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
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Streaming ALERT [Edit]
Posted 7 years agoI'm streaming.
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
https://picarto.tv/behemuffin
Please direct to the nearest safest evac area.
Report any xenos sightings to the nearest authorities.
Remember:
The faithful walk under the Emperor's protection.
https://picarto.tv/behemuffin
One at a time
Posted 7 years agosince i remember now posting a bunch tends to not get a lotta comments AND IM A WEEK INSECURE LITTLE SHIT THAT NEEDS CONSTANT EGO BOOSTS AND PATS ON THE BACK TO FEEL REASSURED ABOUT MY OWN FLIMSY FLAKEY FLUMPY DUMPTY IM JUST RAMBLING NOW IMMA SHUT UP AAAAANY MINUTE NOW WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS IDK AAAA okbye.
Just posting some stuff
Posted 7 years agofigure i should drop somethings in here for reasons, sorry for the spam and stuff .w.
