Coming Out and other updates~ (Please read!!)
Posted 10 years agoSo I feel like I should probably update this more often so my friends in the fandom who care about me can keep up to date on how I am and also know that I haven't dropped off the face of the Earth/died. So! New stuff going on:
I have a full time job at Walgreens as a photo tech. It pays minimum wage, I claim more than I should on my tax form, and I'm STILL barely making it paycheck-to-paycheck. I've grown to dislike it because of the clientelle. I plan on getting my liquor license after I turn 21 on October 5th and then having my dad (being a bar tender himself) help me find a good job as a waiter/bartender.
No, I'm not coming out as gay. That's super old news. No, this is much more self-actualizing. I recently discovered I was polyamorous. Said discovery helped sort out a lot of confusion on my part and calmed a lot of my inner toil. I talked it out with my wonderful fiance
InsanitySpiral He's been incredibly understanding and so wonderfully supportive, to my sobbing relief.
The above being said, I also now have a boyfriend, but he's not in the fandom, so I can't link you to anything X3
Unfortunately, both of my relationships are long distance (about 3 hour's drive away) so I have to visit them frequently.
Other than that, the only major thing going on in my life at the moment is I'm gearing up for Kumoricon this labor day weekend!!! My cosplays, in no order (yet) are Stevonnie and Sapphire from Steven Universe, Hiro Hamada from Big Hero 6, and Yuna from Final Fantasy X (for the 3rd year now).
I'll try doing better at keeping you guys updated! Thanks for caring, please comment your thoughts below so I know people read this~
I have a full time job at Walgreens as a photo tech. It pays minimum wage, I claim more than I should on my tax form, and I'm STILL barely making it paycheck-to-paycheck. I've grown to dislike it because of the clientelle. I plan on getting my liquor license after I turn 21 on October 5th and then having my dad (being a bar tender himself) help me find a good job as a waiter/bartender.
No, I'm not coming out as gay. That's super old news. No, this is much more self-actualizing. I recently discovered I was polyamorous. Said discovery helped sort out a lot of confusion on my part and calmed a lot of my inner toil. I talked it out with my wonderful fiance
InsanitySpiral He's been incredibly understanding and so wonderfully supportive, to my sobbing relief.The above being said, I also now have a boyfriend, but he's not in the fandom, so I can't link you to anything X3
Unfortunately, both of my relationships are long distance (about 3 hour's drive away) so I have to visit them frequently.
Other than that, the only major thing going on in my life at the moment is I'm gearing up for Kumoricon this labor day weekend!!! My cosplays, in no order (yet) are Stevonnie and Sapphire from Steven Universe, Hiro Hamada from Big Hero 6, and Yuna from Final Fantasy X (for the 3rd year now).
I'll try doing better at keeping you guys updated! Thanks for caring, please comment your thoughts below so I know people read this~
Minor Grievances (soft vent journal)
Posted 10 years agoSometimes I REALLY FUCKING HATE how some people assume things about my relationship or ask questions that don't need asking. i.e:
"How are you and Spiral doing?"
This one of course is context heavy. It's fine if you're literally just asking how we are. Like, "How are you guys?" But a lot of the time it's more along the lines of "How is your relationship?" We're going on 6 years now, I'd say it's going pretty fucking great.
"Are you and Spiral still together?"
UM, YEAH??? What the fuck would make you think otherwise? If you're anything stronger than an acquaintance to me, you know how strong our relationship is, AND you would know that there would be some sort of earth-shattering aftermath going on and I would have already volunteered such information if anything bad HAD happened.
"Who wears the pants in your guys' relationship?"
Both of us??????? We literally both wear pants??? Sometimes we wear shorts or capris or mini-skirts or dresses or short-shorts or pjs or pretty much anything else but we both definitely wear pants at times.
"No, I mean like who's the guy and who's the girl in the relationship."
We're both guys. Homosexual relationship. I mean we're both genderfluid/genderqueer but we both have dicks so I'm pretty damn sure there is no woman in this relationship, at least biologically.
*sigh* "Okay, what I mean is like, who's top/bottom?"
We switch. If you wanna ask dirty questions, get to the grit. Don't make it about gender or garment wearing.
I'm sure there are other general ones, but I can't think of them right now. The most recent one that bugs me has come up recently because I'm moving three hours away so I can get a job. I have a place to stay and everything squared away up there, just need to make the move. Almost every time someone new hears about this, the following conversation ensues in some form or another:
"You're moving? What about Spiral?"
He's coming with to help with the moving and transitioning process, and then we're bringing him back.
"Why?"
There's currently more stuff here in town for him and not enough in the destination town to make the move worthwhile for him.
"Won't that be hard on your guys' relationship?"
Noooooooo......??????? We'll be 3 hours away from each other and in pretty much constant contact with texting, Skype, snail mail, and other such things. Plus the marvelous activity known as VISITING is a thing that exists. Have you NEVER heard the phrase "Distance makes the heart grow fonder"?
I realize the above may seem like an overreaction, but when you've had that conversation SO MANY FUCKING TIMES, it gets really annoying.
I think the reason all this upsets me is because when people say things like this, it shows how little faith they have in our relationship or that they expect it to be turbulent or fall apart. It's honestly rather insulting to hear things like this, and even though our relationship started in my freshman year of high school, I really feel like there are no grounds for such questions and assumptions.
My relationship with Spiral is strong. We're doing great as a couple, and we are functioning damn fine as individuals.
Sorry for excessive length, I really appreciate it if you've read the whole thing. Needed to get that out somewhere where people who ask the above questions wouldn't see it. Let me know what you think if you like.
"How are you and Spiral doing?"
This one of course is context heavy. It's fine if you're literally just asking how we are. Like, "How are you guys?" But a lot of the time it's more along the lines of "How is your relationship?" We're going on 6 years now, I'd say it's going pretty fucking great.
"Are you and Spiral still together?"
UM, YEAH??? What the fuck would make you think otherwise? If you're anything stronger than an acquaintance to me, you know how strong our relationship is, AND you would know that there would be some sort of earth-shattering aftermath going on and I would have already volunteered such information if anything bad HAD happened.
"Who wears the pants in your guys' relationship?"
Both of us??????? We literally both wear pants??? Sometimes we wear shorts or capris or mini-skirts or dresses or short-shorts or pjs or pretty much anything else but we both definitely wear pants at times.
"No, I mean like who's the guy and who's the girl in the relationship."
We're both guys. Homosexual relationship. I mean we're both genderfluid/genderqueer but we both have dicks so I'm pretty damn sure there is no woman in this relationship, at least biologically.
*sigh* "Okay, what I mean is like, who's top/bottom?"
We switch. If you wanna ask dirty questions, get to the grit. Don't make it about gender or garment wearing.
I'm sure there are other general ones, but I can't think of them right now. The most recent one that bugs me has come up recently because I'm moving three hours away so I can get a job. I have a place to stay and everything squared away up there, just need to make the move. Almost every time someone new hears about this, the following conversation ensues in some form or another:
"You're moving? What about Spiral?"
He's coming with to help with the moving and transitioning process, and then we're bringing him back.
"Why?"
There's currently more stuff here in town for him and not enough in the destination town to make the move worthwhile for him.
"Won't that be hard on your guys' relationship?"
Noooooooo......??????? We'll be 3 hours away from each other and in pretty much constant contact with texting, Skype, snail mail, and other such things. Plus the marvelous activity known as VISITING is a thing that exists. Have you NEVER heard the phrase "Distance makes the heart grow fonder"?
I realize the above may seem like an overreaction, but when you've had that conversation SO MANY FUCKING TIMES, it gets really annoying.
I think the reason all this upsets me is because when people say things like this, it shows how little faith they have in our relationship or that they expect it to be turbulent or fall apart. It's honestly rather insulting to hear things like this, and even though our relationship started in my freshman year of high school, I really feel like there are no grounds for such questions and assumptions.
My relationship with Spiral is strong. We're doing great as a couple, and we are functioning damn fine as individuals.
Sorry for excessive length, I really appreciate it if you've read the whole thing. Needed to get that out somewhere where people who ask the above questions wouldn't see it. Let me know what you think if you like.
Thank you, Bad Dragon
Posted 10 years agoI was very pleased to receive an e-mail from Bad Dragon that included a link to the reason they're not doing a sale based on FSoG. It is as follows:
"We’ve noticed a trend in the adult industry of adult companies grabbing anything they can monetize without researching or exhibiting care for the communities it may represent or individuals it may affect and we want you to know that’s not us. As you’ve probably seen by now, Bad Dragon loves to parody fun internet things and movies in our sales and recently we were requested by some to have some sort of “50 Shades of Grey” sale. We spent some time researching the subject and reading the books and were surprised at the content within. We met with some of our friends in the BDSM community whom had also read the books and shared our feelings only to find that many are against 50 Shades. At Bad Dragon we enjoy having fun with our sales while promoting healthy sexual practices and releasing fun products. We feel that 50 Shades demonstrates instances of an abusive relationship including non consensual sex and sexual abuse - we simply cannot support the current popularity of the books and film.
Thank you for your support and all the feedback we received when researching this sale idea and we are proud that our customers also wish to promote healthy sexual practices."
It's good to know they care enough to research things and make sure their customers are having safe sexual experiences~
TL;DR: Bad dragon cares that their customers are having safe, non-abusive sexual experiences and this makes me happy ket
"We’ve noticed a trend in the adult industry of adult companies grabbing anything they can monetize without researching or exhibiting care for the communities it may represent or individuals it may affect and we want you to know that’s not us. As you’ve probably seen by now, Bad Dragon loves to parody fun internet things and movies in our sales and recently we were requested by some to have some sort of “50 Shades of Grey” sale. We spent some time researching the subject and reading the books and were surprised at the content within. We met with some of our friends in the BDSM community whom had also read the books and shared our feelings only to find that many are against 50 Shades. At Bad Dragon we enjoy having fun with our sales while promoting healthy sexual practices and releasing fun products. We feel that 50 Shades demonstrates instances of an abusive relationship including non consensual sex and sexual abuse - we simply cannot support the current popularity of the books and film.
Thank you for your support and all the feedback we received when researching this sale idea and we are proud that our customers also wish to promote healthy sexual practices."
It's good to know they care enough to research things and make sure their customers are having safe sexual experiences~
TL;DR: Bad dragon cares that their customers are having safe, non-abusive sexual experiences and this makes me happy ket
A REALLY Terrible Fucking Person (If you can call her that)
Posted 11 years ago:RANT WARNING: There will be a Tl;dr at the bottom.
So about a week or two ago, I was at work and this super friendly customer struck up a conversation with me. After the conversation, I pointed her toward her movie and thought nothing of it. Afterward, she came out and talked to me some more and found out we had a lot in common (apparently) and gave me her number to text.
I should have just thrown that fucking napkin away.
Of course, I text her, and we get to talking and she seems pretty cool. She asks me to come visit. Despite my reluctance and my shitty car, I grab my mate and we go up and visit her. She still seems pretty okay at this point. But over the course of the next week, she's constantly asking me favors in return for items of interest (money, shiny pokemon, laptop mouse, use of their car which is better than mine etc). So I clean her house up a bit (although you wouldn't be able to tell the very next day) take her shopping in the middle of the fucking night and visit her often at the expense of my car and free time.
Out of nowhere with no fucking context, I get a message from her saying "thanks for using me :) bye" and she blocked me in every way imaginable except for texting. I try to figure out why she said that, and all she'll say is that I used her for all of the items that she willingly gave me, and then she pulls the whole "yiff in hell furfag" deal and then goes on for the millionth time about how furries are terrible people because they've done all of these horrible things to her, including but not limited to rape, paid dates, abuse, and imprisonment. I honestly call bullshit on all of those claims, because she is the type to cause drama and be loud just to get attention.
So I dropped her like the piece of shit she turned out to be without any guilt or second thoughts. But she kept trying to text me and egg me on, saying things that I'm sure she thought would make me feel bad, but in all reality made me laugh. I finally blacklisted her number, The last text I got from her said she was gonna give my number out online for people to send me hate messages. Honestly, I hope she does so I can take her enormous fat ass to court.
TL;DR I met a super-ultra-mega-fucking bitch. She's finally out of my life but may or may not give my number out to strangers to harrass me. I really needed to vent.
Oh, and one last thing: I guess she has quite the negative online history, including her account on here being permanently suspended. She's known pretty much everywhere as Shizimiru.
So about a week or two ago, I was at work and this super friendly customer struck up a conversation with me. After the conversation, I pointed her toward her movie and thought nothing of it. Afterward, she came out and talked to me some more and found out we had a lot in common (apparently) and gave me her number to text.
I should have just thrown that fucking napkin away.
Of course, I text her, and we get to talking and she seems pretty cool. She asks me to come visit. Despite my reluctance and my shitty car, I grab my mate and we go up and visit her. She still seems pretty okay at this point. But over the course of the next week, she's constantly asking me favors in return for items of interest (money, shiny pokemon, laptop mouse, use of their car which is better than mine etc). So I clean her house up a bit (although you wouldn't be able to tell the very next day) take her shopping in the middle of the fucking night and visit her often at the expense of my car and free time.
Out of nowhere with no fucking context, I get a message from her saying "thanks for using me :) bye" and she blocked me in every way imaginable except for texting. I try to figure out why she said that, and all she'll say is that I used her for all of the items that she willingly gave me, and then she pulls the whole "yiff in hell furfag" deal and then goes on for the millionth time about how furries are terrible people because they've done all of these horrible things to her, including but not limited to rape, paid dates, abuse, and imprisonment. I honestly call bullshit on all of those claims, because she is the type to cause drama and be loud just to get attention.
So I dropped her like the piece of shit she turned out to be without any guilt or second thoughts. But she kept trying to text me and egg me on, saying things that I'm sure she thought would make me feel bad, but in all reality made me laugh. I finally blacklisted her number, The last text I got from her said she was gonna give my number out online for people to send me hate messages. Honestly, I hope she does so I can take her enormous fat ass to court.
TL;DR I met a super-ultra-mega-fucking bitch. She's finally out of my life but may or may not give my number out to strangers to harrass me. I really needed to vent.
Oh, and one last thing: I guess she has quite the negative online history, including her account on here being permanently suspended. She's known pretty much everywhere as Shizimiru.
Fursona Meme~
Posted 12 years agoI barely have any watchers, but why not?
Also, I plan to be arting a bit soon. But even when I get started, it will take me a while to post anything.
What made you choose the species of your main fursona?
I went with a housecat because it's what felt right. It's the real me. The breed and fur color actually came from a dream where I looked in a mirror and saw myself as Kanen.
Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
Like I said, Kanen is me. How I really feel on the inside. Physically, he's how I aspire to be, but I'm also happy with my current body.
Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
Being an expression of my true self, we pretty much have identical personalities, though he may be a bit more openly slutty |3 If you don't know what my personality is like, and you would like to know, feel free to send me a note~ ^_^ Try to have specific questions if you can though <3
Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
Yes, though virtually he's able to live some of the likes that reality keeps me from experiencing~
Does your fursona look like you at all?
I'd really like to think so. We're both very androgynous in the facial structure and body shape, leaning towards the feminine side with a lovely hourglass figure (him more so than me.) We both have hypnotically beautiful blue eyes, a wonderful, slightly big booty, and a comfortably decent endowment. He doesn't have my muffin top, and I don't have his wonderful feline features, but I believe those are the only differences ^^
Is your fursona the same gender as you?
Yes: physically male and comfortable in our body, but genderfluid with a slightly feminine definition~
Do have more than one main fursonas?
Kanen is my one and only fursona as there is only one extension of my inner self, however I may make more characters.
Do you have a back story for your fursona? If so, does it have anything to do with your own history?
He does have a back story, I just haven't gotten around to writing it down. While it's pretty much my back story as he is me, I might sprinkle it with some feels and/or awesomeness to make it interesting ;D
Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
Kanen, as an extension of myself, is mated to Spiral, an extension of my mate IRL. We've been together since October 31, 2009 <3 ^_^
If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
"If not" + "yes" = Not applicable XD
Is there something special about your fursona that sets them apart from from others?
His adept magickal, intuitive, and empathic prowess that has yet to be expressed in art. Among other things I'm sure I'll come up with later.
Do you have much art of your fursona/s?
I have nowhere near enough! I plan on drawing tons and getting tons of commissions both clean and adult so everyone will really get to know me :3
Would you consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
"Would you consider parting with your hand/foot/heart/lungs/soul?" That's what this question sounds like to me.
If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona?
I shall one day have a suit of Kanen, and I plan on wearing him whenever I can!
Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona?
Yeah, but I don't really RP a lot, and I only really do it with people I know. And of course, only if
approves~
Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
I shall say it one last time: Kanen IS me ^_^ <3
Also, I plan to be arting a bit soon. But even when I get started, it will take me a while to post anything.
What made you choose the species of your main fursona?
I went with a housecat because it's what felt right. It's the real me. The breed and fur color actually came from a dream where I looked in a mirror and saw myself as Kanen.
Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
Like I said, Kanen is me. How I really feel on the inside. Physically, he's how I aspire to be, but I'm also happy with my current body.
Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
Being an expression of my true self, we pretty much have identical personalities, though he may be a bit more openly slutty |3 If you don't know what my personality is like, and you would like to know, feel free to send me a note~ ^_^ Try to have specific questions if you can though <3
Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
Yes, though virtually he's able to live some of the likes that reality keeps me from experiencing~
Does your fursona look like you at all?
I'd really like to think so. We're both very androgynous in the facial structure and body shape, leaning towards the feminine side with a lovely hourglass figure (him more so than me.) We both have hypnotically beautiful blue eyes, a wonderful, slightly big booty, and a comfortably decent endowment. He doesn't have my muffin top, and I don't have his wonderful feline features, but I believe those are the only differences ^^
Is your fursona the same gender as you?
Yes: physically male and comfortable in our body, but genderfluid with a slightly feminine definition~
Do have more than one main fursonas?
Kanen is my one and only fursona as there is only one extension of my inner self, however I may make more characters.
Do you have a back story for your fursona? If so, does it have anything to do with your own history?
He does have a back story, I just haven't gotten around to writing it down. While it's pretty much my back story as he is me, I might sprinkle it with some feels and/or awesomeness to make it interesting ;D
Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
Kanen, as an extension of myself, is mated to Spiral, an extension of my mate IRL. We've been together since October 31, 2009 <3 ^_^
If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
"If not" + "yes" = Not applicable XD
Is there something special about your fursona that sets them apart from from others?
His adept magickal, intuitive, and empathic prowess that has yet to be expressed in art. Among other things I'm sure I'll come up with later.
Do you have much art of your fursona/s?
I have nowhere near enough! I plan on drawing tons and getting tons of commissions both clean and adult so everyone will really get to know me :3
Would you consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
"Would you consider parting with your hand/foot/heart/lungs/soul?" That's what this question sounds like to me.
If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona?
I shall one day have a suit of Kanen, and I plan on wearing him whenever I can!
Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona?
Yeah, but I don't really RP a lot, and I only really do it with people I know. And of course, only if
approves~Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
I shall say it one last time: Kanen IS me ^_^ <3
HOLY FREAKING CRAP YAY!!! :D
Posted 12 years agoSo like, I'm getting a TABLET for the holidays and I'm SUUUUUUUPER excited because this means I'll actually be able to DRAW STUFFZ!!!! :D
HOLY CRAP SUPER AMAZING RAFFLE $1,111 KDFJAKLSHFEIUSDKHFUIKD
Posted 12 years agoGREETINGS TO ALL WHO WILL SEE THIS
HEAR THE WORD, SPREAD THE WORD, YOU WON'T WANNA MISS THIS
This amazing guy here -->
KrisPup is holding a SUPER AWESOME RAFFLE!!! Be sure to thank him!!!
DO NOT MISS YOUR CHANCE TO ENTER THIS EPIC GIVEAWAY
Edit: The first entry page was crashing on some people due to massive response, so a second page was put up for new entries. Use that page.
HERE'S THE LINK FOR ENTRY INSTRUCTIONS:
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WOO RAFFLE YAY!!! (New entry page)
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Stay fluffy~ ^^
HEAR THE WORD, SPREAD THE WORD, YOU WON'T WANNA MISS THIS
This amazing guy here -->
KrisPup is holding a SUPER AWESOME RAFFLE!!! Be sure to thank him!!!DO NOT MISS YOUR CHANCE TO ENTER THIS EPIC GIVEAWAY
Edit: The first entry page was crashing on some people due to massive response, so a second page was put up for new entries. Use that page.
HERE'S THE LINK FOR ENTRY INSTRUCTIONS:
WOO RAFFLE YAY!!! (New entry page)
WOO RAFFLE YAY!!! (New entry page)
WOO RAFFLE YAY!!! (New entry page)
Stay fluffy~ ^^
Free Art!
Posted 12 years agoThe "real" me :D
Posted 12 years agoFor anyone who doesn't know quite what a snowshoe breed of housecat is, here's the wiki article on it:
And here's the picture that inspired my fursona (the one in front looks most like me)
This picture is mainly to clear up coloration markings for reference stuff for whenever I can actually commission artists X3
And here's the picture that inspired my fursona (the one in front looks most like me)
This picture is mainly to clear up coloration markings for reference stuff for whenever I can actually commission artists X3
Someone awesome is offering some free art~
Posted 12 years agoWoooooooooo Raffle :D
Posted 12 years agoBUSINESS ANNOUNCEMENT
Posted 13 years agoI don't really have a lot of watchers, and I'm not sure how many of the ones I DO have will read this, but if you've at least gotten this far, please continue. This is important to me~
I now have an up and running PayPal, so I can start accepting commission requests! :3
Granted, I'm not a very good artist as of yet, so until further notice, commissions will be stories. I hope to have some customers soon. More watchers would be nice too.
I will give a price quote based on content and length. I will do my best to get any and all commissions I get finished in a very reasonable amount of time. I will start each story as soon as payment is received. You may contact me on here at any time if you wish to inquire on the progress of your story.
To receive a quote, leave your story specifications in either a reply to this journal or a note to me. Specify what you do and do not want. Otherwise, I will write freely. Also, if you wish it not to be posted publicly, let me know. After you let me know what you would like, I will give you a price quote with a possible breakdown of price if I can manage it along with my PayPal.
I will do my best to do any genre you throw at me. ^_^
I offer a large range of endings, from happy, to sad, to twist, and everything between and beyond~!
I will do general, mature, and adult stories.
General: Pretty much anything goes here, given the content rating.
Mature: Psychological thriller, horror, suspense, supernatural, minor violence/gore, gay/straight/lesbian romanticism, etc.
Adult:
I'm very open-minded, and I'm willing to try out new things. I was going to list will-do's and won't-do's, but There are so many will-do's that I decided I'm just going to list the things I won't do.
Here are the things I will not do, and the reasons:
Legitimate rape: It's wrong. It's different if it's a fetish, but I will not write a crime
Lesbian Erotica: I have no moral values against this, but being a gay male, I wouldn't know anything about writing such material
Straight Erotica: You MAY be able to convince me to do this, especially since I love cuntbois and it probably wouldn't be too much different, but it's still not all that appealing to me
Vore: I would need to get better at writing about it first
Scat: I'm not good at writing about it
Extreme violence/murder: obvious moral values against it (although death is not off-limits, as long as it's not the result of a crime)
I'm already drawing blanks. If you have any questions, please leave them in a reply below or a note to me. I look forward to doing business with you, and thanks for taking your time to read this long journal. Hugs~! (>^-^)>
~Kanen~<3
I now have an up and running PayPal, so I can start accepting commission requests! :3
Granted, I'm not a very good artist as of yet, so until further notice, commissions will be stories. I hope to have some customers soon. More watchers would be nice too.
I will give a price quote based on content and length. I will do my best to get any and all commissions I get finished in a very reasonable amount of time. I will start each story as soon as payment is received. You may contact me on here at any time if you wish to inquire on the progress of your story.
To receive a quote, leave your story specifications in either a reply to this journal or a note to me. Specify what you do and do not want. Otherwise, I will write freely. Also, if you wish it not to be posted publicly, let me know. After you let me know what you would like, I will give you a price quote with a possible breakdown of price if I can manage it along with my PayPal.
I will do my best to do any genre you throw at me. ^_^
I offer a large range of endings, from happy, to sad, to twist, and everything between and beyond~!
I will do general, mature, and adult stories.
General: Pretty much anything goes here, given the content rating.
Mature: Psychological thriller, horror, suspense, supernatural, minor violence/gore, gay/straight/lesbian romanticism, etc.
Adult:
I'm very open-minded, and I'm willing to try out new things. I was going to list will-do's and won't-do's, but There are so many will-do's that I decided I'm just going to list the things I won't do.
Here are the things I will not do, and the reasons:
Legitimate rape: It's wrong. It's different if it's a fetish, but I will not write a crime
Lesbian Erotica: I have no moral values against this, but being a gay male, I wouldn't know anything about writing such material
Straight Erotica: You MAY be able to convince me to do this, especially since I love cuntbois and it probably wouldn't be too much different, but it's still not all that appealing to me
Vore: I would need to get better at writing about it first
Scat: I'm not good at writing about it
Extreme violence/murder: obvious moral values against it (although death is not off-limits, as long as it's not the result of a crime)
I'm already drawing blanks. If you have any questions, please leave them in a reply below or a note to me. I look forward to doing business with you, and thanks for taking your time to read this long journal. Hugs~! (>^-^)>
~Kanen~<3
Fetish Meme! (even though I have like no watchers)
Posted 14 years ago[KEY]:
(+++) Fuck yeah m8.
(++) Greatness.
(+) Yus.
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not really.
(--) Urgh.
(---) For fuck sake.
(?) Never seen.
Anal on Males (+++)
Anal on Females (---)
Breasts (---)
Breast Expansion (---)
Weight Gain (+)
Bondage (+++)
Clothing (+)
Leather (+)
Stockings (++)
Shoe/Boots (~)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (++)
Muscle, Female (---)
Herm (--)
Cuntboi (+++)
Cub (++++)
Diaper (+)
Transformation (+++)
Macro/Micro (+)
Impregnation (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Pregnancy (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Lactation (Guys: + Girls: ---)
Anal Vore (++)
Soul Vore (?/++)
Cock Vore (+++)
Standard Soft Vore (++)
Standard Hard Vore (~)
Paw/Foot (+++)
Incest (+++)
Yuri (F/F) (---)
Yaoi (M/M) (+++)
Hetero (M/F) (---) [has to be one fucking sexy guy to make it worth it]
Bi (---) [see note on hetero]
Girly Boys (+++)
Butch Girls (---)
Mind Control (+++)
Rape (+++)
Uniform (~)
Orgy (+++)
Subbing/Doming (+++)
Biting (+++)
Cheesecake (++) Yum! :3 lulz~
Solo Masturbation; Male (+++)
Solo Masturbation; Female (---)
Scat (-)
Inflation (++)
Fat/Pudge (~)
Tech (~)
Watersports (+++)
Glasses (~)
Tentacles (+++)
Oviposition (+++)
Masochism (+++)
Sadism (+++)
Multiple body parts (++)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore (~)
Snuff (---)
Hyper (++)
Zoophilia (+++)
Electricity (~/+)
She-males (---) [because they always have enormous, unappealing breasts]
Cross-dressing (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Skunk spray (~)
Oral (+++)
Asphyxiation (++)
Wet-look (+++)
Mud/Quicksand etc (~)
Sinking (-)
Spooge (+++)
Body Paint (+)
Plants (~)
Tickling (~)
(+++) Fuck yeah m8.
(++) Greatness.
(+) Yus.
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not really.
(--) Urgh.
(---) For fuck sake.
(?) Never seen.
Anal on Males (+++)
Anal on Females (---)
Breasts (---)
Breast Expansion (---)
Weight Gain (+)
Bondage (+++)
Clothing (+)
Leather (+)
Stockings (++)
Shoe/Boots (~)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (++)
Muscle, Female (---)
Herm (--)
Cuntboi (+++)
Cub (++++)
Diaper (+)
Transformation (+++)
Macro/Micro (+)
Impregnation (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Pregnancy (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Lactation (Guys: + Girls: ---)
Anal Vore (++)
Soul Vore (?/++)
Cock Vore (+++)
Standard Soft Vore (++)
Standard Hard Vore (~)
Paw/Foot (+++)
Incest (+++)
Yuri (F/F) (---)
Yaoi (M/M) (+++)
Hetero (M/F) (---) [has to be one fucking sexy guy to make it worth it]
Bi (---) [see note on hetero]
Girly Boys (+++)
Butch Girls (---)
Mind Control (+++)
Rape (+++)
Uniform (~)
Orgy (+++)
Subbing/Doming (+++)
Biting (+++)
Cheesecake (++) Yum! :3 lulz~
Solo Masturbation; Male (+++)
Solo Masturbation; Female (---)
Scat (-)
Inflation (++)
Fat/Pudge (~)
Tech (~)
Watersports (+++)
Glasses (~)
Tentacles (+++)
Oviposition (+++)
Masochism (+++)
Sadism (+++)
Multiple body parts (++)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore (~)
Snuff (---)
Hyper (++)
Zoophilia (+++)
Electricity (~/+)
She-males (---) [because they always have enormous, unappealing breasts]
Cross-dressing (Guys: +++ Girls: ---)
Skunk spray (~)
Oral (+++)
Asphyxiation (++)
Wet-look (+++)
Mud/Quicksand etc (~)
Sinking (-)
Spooge (+++)
Body Paint (+)
Plants (~)
Tickling (~)
A favor? <:3
Posted 15 years agoHey all. I'm not sure how many people (if any) will read this, but if you've got the extra time, and you're willing to, would someone please draw me? My drawing's...well, not too good, but something to go off of. I will post a better one as soon as I can! If you're able to, please get back to me to go over the details. Thanx ^_^
Kanen
Posted 15 years agoI was originally going to give Kanen two separate forms, one Uke one Seme. In the end, it was too much of a hassle. So i'm making a neutral version of him that can be on both ends of hawt gay sex >w<
postscript: there will be occasional shots of him super-muscular. these are drawings i promised the love of my life, and you will most likely see him also in the drawing
insanityspiral <3
postscript: there will be occasional shots of him super-muscular. these are drawings i promised the love of my life, and you will most likely see him also in the drawing
insanityspiral <3
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