I've finally arrived here in California. I've been here little over two weeks now.
It's pretty boring here, to say the least... Finding a job should be tough. Simply getting started on it is hard for me. There's a huge stigma about it, about the high unemployment rate, the deficit, and so forth. It makes working up the nerve a hard thing. But then again, this all sounds like something a pro procrastinator would say! Geezus..!

I ran out of world of warcraft mmorpg escape from reality goodness today too. I'm sitting in front of my computer, surrounded by my family and feeling lonely as never before. Hahah, maybe losing wow is a good things! I need to be weened off the lifestyle I adopted for it, and find some good outside and about! Start drawing again, and so forth!

I hope you had a happy thanksgiving, by the way. I hope you have a great holiday season too. But just don't believe the crap about Christmas being about Christians, or any other crap that follows suit, alright?

A couple of nights ago I went to see the Fourth kind. A movie that critics say is awful. At a theater with no more than ten people in it. A movie with ought a plot or even a depiction of it's main protagonist. What a jip!
And yet I was really pretty frightened during a good few parts of the movie. God damn aliens, proclaiming that they're god and what have you in Sumerian. Screw them in their beady saucer eyes!

A second point of interest is that come Sunday I'll be moving to California. Although the change in scenery, and warm climate is very much welcome, the living accommodations are not. But hey, Cali's a populated place, I can't very well expect a room to myself like I have here! Regardless, the crowd's more of my thing there, weather that's due to the fact that there's more of a crowd there than here to begin with is pray to speculation! This is true though, the trip there is going to be something I'm not going to look forward to! :D

ps. I love the few of you who take the time to read the Journals I post. I don't post them often, but I know a lot of people in your watch lists spew them out like what goes on in their lives only matters if it's verified by a stranger. God damn them, and god bless you, the reader~ *doves fly bye* <3 Oh yes~

I think eunuchs don't fall in love. It might be the cure. But I don't know for sure.

So it's the first day of fall today. Boy how I love this season. It's so wonderful. The wind, the leaves, pumpkin pie, pumpkin in drinks. Pumpkin should be in more things. It just seems to make them all better, don't you think?

But it's these things that make me melancholy, for a friend I used to have, who's not here anymore. You'll have to forgive me; I turn 24 in a week, I don't feel young anymore and I think I'm having a bit of a midlife crisis. I can't help but miss the things I held very important to me in my life right now, no matter how much I've grown in any way.

Halloween night should be good. As soon as I find someone to spend it with. I'm thinking, a night of huddling and watching old scary B movies on AMC, or something. Heheh..

I had another dream involving the end of the world again. Strange how real these feel, and how tactical I think in these situations; Always stick to to the middle of the road, in plain sight. It's better that way because I don't want any undead popping out of a corner to scare the shit out of me, or take my bu surprise.

This one was different however, it was only a relatively small region infested with zombies, and I could have left at any time, but I was looking for Lunar, who was my brother in this dream, and the best part was that we were both baby chicks. Pee pee! :3!

(8:25:19 PM) Batabii: do you have pokemon platinum?
(8:25:30 PM) DDEsequiel: yes
(8:25:32 PM) DDEsequiel: why? :3
(8:28:37 PM) Batabii: Did you get the Member Card today?
(8:28:45 PM) Batabii: :3
(8:33:33 PM) DDEsequiel: what's that?
(8:33:48 PM) Batabii: http://www.pokemonplatinum.com/#/pokemon/darkrai/
(8:39:43 PM) DDEsequiel: I already have a darkrai
(8:40:11 PM) Batabii: You don't want another?
(8:40:18 PM) Batabii: This one you can actually capture
(8:40:20 PM) Batabii: and name
(8:40:24 PM) Batabii: And fight
(8:40:35 PM) DDEsequiel: I already captured the darkrai in my ruby version.
(8:40:47 PM) Batabii: lies
(8:40:56 PM) DDEsequiel: no, I did.
(8:41:01 PM) DDEsequiel: I used the walk threw walls method.
(8:41:34 PM) Batabii: Darkai isn't in Ruby, and walking though walls is cheating
(8:42:00 PM) DDEsequiel: I mean pearl, sorry. I get them confused.
(8:42:12 PM) DDEsequiel: And cheating is a silly word.
(8:42:19 PM) Batabii: Well it is
(8:42:22 PM) DDEsequiel: if a game didn't want me to do something why did the game makers let me?
(8:42:26 PM) Batabii: they didn't
(8:42:32 PM) Batabii: It was a glitch
(8:42:32 PM) DDEsequiel: It's nto my fualt if they make a poorly designed game.
(8:42:37 PM) Batabii: that was removed from later versions
(8:42:42 PM) Batabii: it is your fault you exploited it
(8:42:45 PM) Batabii: anyway
(8:42:52 PM) DDEsequiel: well, it worked for me, I cought a legit darkrai, named it, and trained it. :P
(8:42:56 PM) Batabii: if you want a real darkrai that isn't cheated, you can use wifi
(8:42:58 PM) Batabii: it's not legit
(8:43:02 PM) Batabii: you said yourself you cheatedd
(8:43:04 PM) DDEsequiel: how's it not legit?
(8:43:09 PM) Batabii: because you walked through walls
(8:43:20 PM) DDEsequiel: That has nothing to do with the darkrai itself though.
(8:43:25 PM) Batabii: doesn't matter
(8:43:39 PM) DDEsequiel: That's like saying you're cheating because you got a darkrai that I can't get on my platinum because I don't have that ticket.
(8:43:49 PM) Batabii: it's like robbing a bank. Sure it's real money, but that doesn't mean you didn't cheat
(8:44:13 PM) DDEsequiel: if a bank leaves the doors open, and lets me take money, and no one is willing to arrest me for it, then I guess it's not wrong, is it?
(8:44:38 PM) Batabii: no
(8:44:43 PM) DDEsequiel: You're talking about concensual rape, batabii; it's nonsense.
(8:44:56 PM) Batabii: It's more like the bank having a small hole in a vent that you happened to find but wasn't supposed to be there
(8:45:13 PM) Batabii: wait better yet
(8:45:19 PM) DDEsequiel: LOL!
(8:45:22 PM) DDEsequiel: you're a stitch!
(8:45:25 PM) DDEsequiel: a side holder!
(8:45:32 PM) DDEsequiel: wet panties!
(8:46:05 PM) Batabii: It's like a CD that has 3 extra songs on it. That's not supposed to be there, but it's not like they're gonna recall every single copy
(8:46:17 PM) Batabii: and the songs are encrypted
(8:46:23 PM) Batabii: so you'd have to know about it to even find them
(8:46:56 PM) Batabii: and the newer albums no longer contain them
(8:47:01 PM) Batabii: THAT'S IT
(8:47:02 PM) Batabii: HOT COFFEE
(8:47:05 PM) Batabii: that's exactly what it's like
(8:47:41 PM) DDEsequiel: I'm going to post this conversation on my FA journal, 'cuz you're crazy.

So I found this book series recently. I was introduced to it at work~ It's a christian kids illustrated series about a raccoon named Adam (of course)and his bizarre adventures in life. You know, unintentional deviating from the good and just! But he always finds his way back to on to the path of righteousness with a gentle guiding hand from his friend!

I know, right? Anyways, the art is really cute, and dammit, no rule 34 on this. If only I knew an artist who was as good as me, and liked blasphemy as much as I do.
What? You know someone? What? Why are you pointing at me? :3

Oh wait! I have to get a picture! Here~ http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images.....HL._SS500_.jpg
I hope this image link works. :x

I used to be someone with a lot of baggage. Mistakes that riddled me, that I couldn't let go.
I had problems figuring out who I am, what I want, what makes me happy, I think this is a step towards finding out what I am, sort to say~
This isn't rant, this is explanation, this is what could lead to closure, and happy times! If you used to know me, It was bye Esequiel, or Essy. I'd like it if you called me Lamb now if you like me, and would like to stay close~ |3

Much love, see you all soon!